quick summary of events:
i tried extreme restricting in the summer time, got down to my lowest weight, fucked up COMPLETELY by binging one day and it hasn’t stopped since then. i fell into accidental recovery. im all weight restored, in fact i actually weigh more than i did before i started restricting which is why im writing this. if you just started restricting PLEASE delete this app and resort to healthier alternatives you can definitely reach your goal body without malnourishing yourself. i promise you it’s not worth it, it has been a rollercoaster of events these past 2 years. the restrict/binge cycle never ends and you will never be satisfied. at my skinniest i still thought i was fat when i was almost underweight. although i fell into a relapse atm since i’m disgusted by myself (hence another effect of this disorder once it sucks you in) i beg all you new luvs please there are healthier alternatives don’t hurt your bodies for results that won’t last but will fuck you up permanently. you will never be the same
