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eat little - be little, eat big - be big

its your choice.

People are nicer and more gentle with you when you’re sknny

my sister visited us for a week and she had a huge itinerary of different food and restaurants she wanted to try while here

i ate like a monster the entire time , just fat and happy to be stuffing my face

the guilt and shame is so overwhelming, i’ve barely been able to maintain positive or even neutral thoughts. my fall college semester is starting soon and my usual pre semester excitement is gone, im dreading going back, i hate my schedule, and i hate my body

i’m hoping that if i spend these next couple weeks restricting and distracting myself with chores, i can drop a couple pounds and begin the semester feeling at least a little pretty

breakfast: super hard boiled eggs and a slice of focaccia

#⭐️maxxing #⭐️🪽#⭐️ vent motiv #ricecakeblr #model thin

lacyyyladyyylou

if I was skinner people would like me more.

freshmanyearhaterrx

every couple months i get so triggered by my own body and how disgusting i look that i avoid weighing myself, avoid looking in mirrors, avoid being intimate with my partner

it feels so frustrating that i deny myself pleasure and self care because of the hatred i have for my self

i really want to get glps or peptides but i just don’t know how and if i can afford it

#weightloss #failure #yogadaily #⭐️ vent motiv #⭐️maxxing #⭐️🪽

thistimewillwork2

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Im just imagining someone hugging me like i just lay here and i just imagine someone hugs me thats all i can do because i know it will never be my reality, except for my plushie of course, i do hug my plushie but he cant hug me back and it does make me sad

coffeecoffeeteasleep

3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.