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jirai confession blog asks: 0 answered asks/confessions: 26 I answer all confessions (besides discrimination towards race, lgbt, disabled people, opinions are allowed)

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I will be re-using this blog as a confessional blog for jirais! I feel it might motivate me to use this blog more. all confessions will be posted, including mature themed ones! opinions are allowed but I will not post discrimination.

you are allowed to send as many as you would like!

landmine explosions or rants are allowed, jiraiblr is a place for mentally ill people. explosions are expected.

anon list:

❤️💌 (love letter anon) Project X 🪑 🦀🪽 anon 💫💉 🪽🔗 J 🐹 [he / it] 💟💫 anon 🧷🌸 bunny anon

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I hate my best friend I genuinely fucking despise him Being around him is so draining I’m so fucking sick of him

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my lovers hair was all over my bed last night cause we were in it messing around. I'm so damn lucky. If he leaves me ill actually kms. -🍀⚰️

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this loneliness is going to make me go insane. it feels like the absence of social interaction has quite literally become solid and so fucking heavy but also empty at the same time. i hate this i just want someone to talk to me PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE im so fucking lonely i wish i could just bawl my eyes out ubt i cant even do that idk i just want a friend, is that too much to ask for ONE FUCKING FRIEND??? man fuck this stupid world and its stupid people i hate everyone i wish the earth would just fucking combust and explode already I JUST WANT SOMEONE JUST ONE FRIEND ANYEONE LITERALLY ANYONE do wahtever tf u want to me idfc i just stay with me i just want a friend (also this is the same anon who sent a confession abt hating my mutuals sometimes, can i please have the anon tag 💜📓☀️ ? tysm !! :D) -💜📓☀️

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sometimes I fucking hate my moots and friends online bc I’ll regularly send them asks, like and reblog all their posts etc. but they never do so for me and I feel so lonely all the time

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daily moot reminder to drink water

< thank you >

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I really want to be loved, even if i know i would be a horrible girlfriend

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i feel so incompetent because i genuinely cannot put my thoughts into words. i don't aspire to be a writer per se though i have really good ideas, i'm incredible at symbolism, foreshadowing and themes but i just cant articulate my ideas into words especially since my vocabulary and English aren't the best

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as much as i hate my ex, i feel like i've been a bad person to them before our relationship ended. i really wish i couldve been better, even if they were hurting me

-bunny anon

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whenever I see jirai blogs that have the same character theme as mine I get so jealous, I know it’s illogical and dumb bc it’s just a blog, but I can’t help but feel so threatened and jealous, especially since all of them look so much nicer and have no many more notes than mine, I’m scared people will see there’s and then leave me forever bc clearly their blog is better and stuff

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I just want someone to fuck me like crazy. I have a boyfriend but hes far far away from me. And hes not comfortable with sex anyways, cause of his gender dysphoria..I feel so desperate, like a needy fucking bitch, I need it so bad, im so fucking horny all the time I need sex..

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I tell people I’m in recovery and pretend to recover so they wont get on my ass about it. I never wanna recover! I love cutting and bruising myself in both aesthetic and sexual ways and I wont let them take that away from me, even if I have to lie!

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i claim to be a new blog but i lied !! i’ve been on jiraiblr for MONTHS and i had almost 200 followers at one point…. i just wanted a new identity

-🧷🌸

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can I be 💟💫 anon??

< of course >

[redribbonjirai]

was jiraiblr ever supposed to be a safe space in the first place? it's literally full of mentally unwell people who want to get worse anyways, it's not surprising if someone's mental health actually deteriorates because of bad things because it's what they wanted, right?

but i'm not sure, i sometimes have shit opinions. i'm sorry

< It's a safe space for the mentally ill! It's meant to be slightly concerning some times. Some embrace it while others try to get better. Some get better or worse! Your opinion is fine, some people think the term safe space automatically means their idea of a safe space though. >

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I need you to notice me

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i get jealous even when I'm not that close to someone like, I'm a thousand times more interesting and we could be great friends, why are you choosing to go talk to someone else?

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