Killed by Curtains

The name's Sirius Black. Some say I'm the heir to the Black family. Others say I'm a traitor. I say neither matters in the end. To my friends I'm loyal as a dog, to my enemies I'm fierce as a rabid one. ((RP Blog for Sirius Black. See the About section for more info. Tracks the tag fadingdogstar))

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

Poking him sharply in the throat with a finely trimmed nail, her face screwed into one of displeasure. “Do not call me that! It’s an awful nickname and I curse Bella for telling you it." Shuddering slightly before crossing her arms.  "Then why did you say what you didn’t mean?"

"Accurate yes but you’re not irredeemable.  I’m sure there’s plenty to love if given time." 

[fadingdogstar]

"I think it's cute." Sirius rubbed his neck and gazed forlornly at her, like a scolded dog. He even tried to give her the 'puppy eyes' Remus sometimes lectured him for. "As for why I told him that, I was his. And his alone. I assumed my mother would disown me by now and secure your future with Regulus. He's the better match. Better son. Better everything, according to her."

Sighing, he kept his fingers on the indent she'd made with her angry finger. (And rightfully angry.) "Why would you want to fix something broken? You could have something better if you'd give me time to sort out this mess."

[inboxideas]

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[looneyravenclaws]

I love you sirius 💕

[fadingdogstar]

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✍: For what my muse has written about yours in their diary.

✎: For an unsent letter from my muse (May be AU if you want, just let me know what kind of AU you want).

☎: For a drunk phone call.

☏: How about a voice message from my muse?

♥: The favorites of my muse- can be anything from music to sex positions, you're allowed to specify what you want.

∞: A random headcanon about my muse and yours.

☯: Here, have a hug from my muse.

☮: An argument I think my muse would have with yours.

♪: I've put all of my songs on shuffle- now I have to write a drabble involving our muses with the next song that comes on.

♬: Would you care to dance? My muse has to dance with yours.

♛: My muse is royalty for a day and you are their loyal subject- wait, what? What would my muse's reaction be to this idea?

♚: You are my master- hold on. What if my muse was the loyal subject, how would this go?

✖: Your muse is drowning in the bathtub when mine walks into the bathroom.

☠: Your muse has died, this is how mine reacts.

❂: My muse is clumsy and crashes into yours.

✈: Our muses are on a plane together, by accident or choice. This is what happens.

☢: It's too hot outside, how does my muse suggest our muses cool down?

ϟ: There's a storm going on and our muses are stuck together in a house- how will this go?

☂: It's pouring down and your muse forgot their umbrella, will my muse offer up theirs?

✧: Our muses went to eat out- where?

★: The stars are shining beautifully and my muse wants you to see them.

☾: It's in the middle of the night and my muse had a nightmare about yours- what does my muse do?

☼: The sun is shining bright and your muse got the bright idea of going out, does my muse agree with this?

☄: My muse is lost, luckily there is cellphone reception- does my muse dare to call yours for help?

♤: Our muses are playing a game, which kind and who is winning?

☻: Your muse got sunburnt, my muse didn't- how'd it happen and how'll mine help?

♒: Our muses are at the beach together, by accident or not, and yours was a bit too close to the waves- will my muse laugh or perhaps be helpful?

♦: Your muse asked mine to marry them, what's my muse's reaction?

◊: Your muse comes to mine, crying, how does my muse react?

✘: Scars aren't very pretty- my muse has to show you theirs.

✦: My muse was attacked but yours saved them- how'll my muse ever thank them?

[fadingdogstar]

//blurgh

Not feeling too much better today so my replies will be later and slow. I'm sorry.

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[andromedaxtonks]

Reunion || Sirius and Andromeda (Fadingdogstar)

[andromedaxtonks]

Andromeda tried to ignore how he stiffened. She smiled instead and headed to the kitchen to bring tea. She managed to find everything she needed and her well bred upbringing worked well in making sure that she could make tea like a proper lady despite the assumption she would have had house elves something she and Ted had never actually invested in.

"I don’t particularly like the idea of helping either side. I worry about Dora. I worry about the wrong people coming to look for Ted. I just want to keep them safe. I just want my family safe," She paused and looked at him setting the tray in front of him. “That includes you, dear. It will always include you."

She remembered being all he had after he left the family. Sure, he had James, but James wasn’t blood. Blood was still important even if she didn’t believe it had to be pure.

[fadingdogstar]

"I thrive on danger, Andromeda." Sirius smiled at her, managing some mischief in the grin. It wasn't a lie; Sirius had never been anything other than reckless. When he was going to do something he did it, consequences be damned.

"I'll do my best to see she's safe. I'll have a word with Alastor about her missions if it will give you peace of mind." Mad-Eye would likely grumble at him but he'd deal with it. Dora should be safe as she could be. Andromeda had lost enough with being disowned.

Dora had parents that loved her, people to come home to. That was more than some of the Order could say. She deserved to be sure to come home.

"They won't be kind. We're blood traitors, Andromeda. Disgusting how by rejecting their ideas we've become nothing in their minds." His smile faded and his upper lip curled into a slight sneer.

[andromedaxtonks]

Reunion || Sirius and Andromeda (Fadingdogstar)

[andromedaxtonks]

"All grown up," Andromeda confirmed taking a step toward Sirius. She wanted to point out that he was all grown up too. He’d been just a boy the last time she’d seen him. Just barely 21. No one could mistake him for a boy anymore. “She’s in that Order of yours. I have Moody to thank for that no doubt. I’d much prefer she stay out of the whole bloody business, but someone wanted to be an auror like her dear cousin ever since she was a little girl."

She closed the distance between them caressing Sirius’s cheek. He may not be a boy anymore, but she could still see him around the edges. “I missed you terribly, dear boy," She tried not to cry. He didn’t deserve her tears. “I’m so glad you’re here now. 

She followed him into the kitchen, “Let me make you some tea, dear. You should rest, love." The endearments slipped out almost too easily. She knew she was probably overdoing it, but she couldn’t stop herself.

[fadingdogstar]

At her touch Sirius stiffened, his eyes momentarily wary and frightened. Few people touched him. Remus was hesitant in his caresses and a part of Sirius resented that. He wasn't broken. He wasn't delicate. He was Sirius Black and he had always felt himself to be a strong man. Trouble was few people agreed with that anymore.

He was quiet till he sat down, smoothing his trousers over his thighs to avoid even a slight wrinkle. "Thank you. I'd probably brew a terrible cup. I'm all thumbs in the kitchen." Flashing a smile, he tried to relax and not dwell on how much he'd missed. All the years that had passed and how time went on without him. Such a blow to the ego.

"I've heard she's got a good head on her shoulders. I'd apologize for being a bad influence but the Order needs all the help it can get. I'm glad our family can be of service - Merlin knows the rest of them have only been helping the enemy."

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"How vain! Can’t I just like you, for you? Maybe I like the way you make me feel?" Her tone was teasing as she grinned up at him, a small giggle bubbling up. 

"Complicated? You’re no fun at all. Surely thought no longer fucking him wouldn’t make you two mortal enemies now would it?" She didn’t truthfully care but it felt right to ask. 

[fadingdogstar]

"I told him I was his, Cassie." The nickname was strange on his lips but her whole name felt too awkwardly formal as he held her. And endearments rang hollow when he'd used them before when he was using her. "That means a lot to a bloke like Remus."

Stroking her hair, he kissed the top of her head. "I know you don't like me for me. You've made that abundantly clear. I am vile, loathsome, and a deplorable wretch. All quite accurate."

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"Then be his friend but let him be free. Wouldn’t you come to hate him if things were reversed?" She had no real understanding of what he was talking about but she could play along. Pressing herself subtly into his hands she melted against him. 

Kissing back sweetly Cassiopeia’s hands trailed lazily up his chest, smiling to herself. “You’re not begging me now are you? I’m overjoyed to be here and with kisses so sweet I could hardly claim force." 

[fadingdogstar]

"Let's not pretend I don't look a mess. I saw how you looked at me when you arrived." Sirius kissed her forehead, sighing softly as he held her to his chest. His hands splayed over the small of her back and he leaned down to take a deep breath next to her hair, enjoying the smell of her.

"It's complicated, darling. Very, very complicated. We all have secrets and some aren't mine to tell."

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"No…I don’t think he does need you. You hope he needs you but look at it really." Her voice was soft and sweet as she curled a lock of hair behind his ear, pressing closer. “You had to beg him Sirius, does that sound like he needs you?"

Something did spark in her as he admitted he wanted her, forcing a dark haze over her eyes as she leaned up on her tippy toes to let her lips just almost touch his. “Isn’t a little ruin good though love?" 

[fadingdogstar]

Sirius made no move to back away. One hand rested on her hip and he smiled sadly at her. "You don't understand, love. Remus and I are Marauders. A Marauder is a friend for life and there's things we do, the four of us, that depend on one another. Secrets we keep that."

His hand rubbed her hip gently and, against his better judgement, he dipped lower for a soft kiss.  "I've always had to beg someone or bully them for attention. It's all I know Cassiopeia."

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"Ah yes, because you couldn’t resist me." Her hand flew to her chest dramatically, her tone teasing as she walked closer, forcing herself into his line of sight. “You can’t pin this on me lover."

The thought of them still together displeased her though, half wondering just what Remus gave Sirius that he felt she couldn’t. Fighting back her distaste she smiled sweetly at Sirius, her tone soft. “Have you considered letting him go? You can’t ever have a proper life with him, not with our family involved. Let him go be happy Sirius."

[fadingdogstar]

"He needs me. And I need him, Cassiopeia. I told you already, I love him." Sirius kept his voice quiet, fighting against the urge to shout and rail at her in his chest. There had been enough of that in his life recently and it'd done little good with Remus. It wouldn't improve his standings with his cousin either.

"I couldn't resist you. You don't get it, do you?" He met her eyes, giving a half smile. "There's a part of me that can't resist what we did - what we are. Just as there's a part of me that can't let him go. They're like two distinct halves in me, warring against one another. It's going to ruin me someday."

[fadingdogstar]

Have you ever fucked anyone as a dog?

Yes.

[askboxmemes]

Let’s play "Have you ever?". You ask me and I have to answer you, yes or no.

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"Oh don’t be so dramatic. You knew exactly what you were doing long before you were balls deep in me. I didn’t drug you or force you. If you thought it’d hurt him so why’d you do it?" Her tone was soft as she took a small step forward, for once genuinely curious as to why her cousin did anything. 

Cassiopeia knew Remus was as close as she’d come to competition for Sirius so she tried to steel herself to the knowledge of their fight, ignoring the guilt she felt pull at her. “You two can’t honestly be still together. I mean, you did cheat on him in cold blood." 

[fadingdogstar]

"I couldn't resist you. The idea of you. Just..just you!" Sirius waved a hand absently in her direction, still refusing to look at her. Guilt was keeping his eyes squarely on his hand and the apple in it. If he looked at her he was afraid of losing what feeble grip he had on his resolve to be a better boyfriend to Remus.

"We're still together, I think. We fought and it was worse than ever and I was certain he'd leave me. He said he'd leave me enough to make me think so. But I convinced him. I begged and pleaded and cajoled him into not leaving me. Not yet." Shoulders slumped and he took another bite of his apple, tossing it aside when the flesh tasted little better than ash in his mouth.

[fadingdogstar]

Kissing Cousins || aqueenonherthrone & fadingdogstar

[a-queen-on-her-throne-deactivat]

"No. I considered it but then I figured why bother? He’d find out about the engagement soon enough and that’d be enough." Her words were cruel and pointed but her tone lacked bite, seeming to be unable to be properly cruel to such a beaten man. 

She really hadn’t told him, chickening out of it last moment. Pursing her lips tightly she cocked her head. “How would he’ve known? I assume you mean about out…our altercation. No one but us knows of that." 

[fadingdogstar]

"He said he saw. He waited until the whole school knew of the engagement and then we...we fought. Remus stews and broods more than me - if you can believe that - and it was terrible." Sirius cradled the apple, not taking another bite. His eyes remained on the broken flesh and he ducked his head, using his hair as a shield from her eyes.

"I thought he was going to kill me. I wish he had killed me. It would be easier than seeing what I've done to him."

[thepeasantcourtier-blog]

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