//Good evening all, I know it’s been quite a while so I wanted to make a brief update. First Jirachi is my new mun faceclaim, I’ve been at this for years and I finally made my all time favorite mon my face whoops. But more importantly I do fully intend on coming back to write on both of my blogs soon, and regarding Bede I’ve been, albeit at the speed of snail (the Kei brand™), going through a revamping process. I’ll make another update post when everything is finished and tbh it’s exciting! I see I’ve gotten some new followers and I can’t wait to come back and meet everyone. Thank you for bearing with me during my absence--my health and mental state have been really difficult lately, but I’m hanging in there. Please do stay safe everyone as best you can.
In some positive news, despite it being a hectic moment, I’m a college graduate ^v^
PARTICLES OF DUST AND THE MUSK OF AGED WOOD were among Bede’s earliest realities (and frequent assailants to his lungs) following his decision to accept the responsibilities of becoming Opal’s successor. The duties of a gym leader are many, he’d so been informed during the months of the experience that was fairy bootcamp--naturally such included the care and upkeep of the gym itself. The main lobby, as it stood, wasn’t terribly in need of maintenance, but the storage rooms, which in fact challengers had to pass through to reach the arena?
By Arceus. Dreadful. Utterly.
And perhaps understandably given Opal’s age (Powers above help those who dared to mention that aloud--Bede does not fear many things but his guardian had become an exception) and the gym’s other primary focus of putting on shows. It became his issue when becoming the new gym leader; the status of the gym was going to reflect on his character. Thus he made it his objective to bring cleanliness and some sense of order to the space.
Hours divided over days spent doing a variety of physical labor left him sore, coughing in fits, drenched in sweat--the absolute worst combination. He’d never appreciated a shower more at the end of it all. Yet, truthfully it wasn’t a completely nightmarish experience--he’d found himself...fascinated enough by the various objects he’d unearthed in his tidying expedition. Props from plays of the past no doubt. Masquerade masks (he’d been semi-tempted to one try on if not for his mind reminding him of how in need of cleaning everything in that room was) impressively painted backdrops, and costumes no doubt inspired by different time periods.
(Unsurprisingly one outfit that seemed fitting of royalty caught his eye.)
But even these findings paled in comparison to what Bede recognized to be a dust covered...harp? A faint golden color--perhaps brilliantly gleaming in days past and seeming in moderately good condition. It looked beautiful and as amethysts lay fixed upon the instrument for several moments, the blond wondered what lovely sound it would make.
It was Opal who happened upon him in that moment--her checking up on him was commonplace, something of warmth on her features as blues landed upon the object he’d apparently been transfixed by. The instrument belonged to her mother, he’d learned; Opal herself never brought herself to learn to play, but one of her gym trainers was skilled and from time to time would delight Ballonlea in the sound of it--though it had been so busy over the last few months there’d been little time for that.
He couldn’t help remarking what a shame it was that a lovely instrument would see such a state.
The simple comment leading to the woman beside him getting a knowing look--smile pulling at her lips.
“Would you like to learn to play?”
Bede had never touched an instrument in his life--only admired the sounds of them, particularly those of the more classical families. In his younger years, on rare flights of fancy he’d imagined himself learning to play something like a violin--the piano perhaps, putting on elaborate shows. But such thoughts had only been just that--a fantasy. To have the actual opportunity now to learn to play something and make music himself was...unexpected.
(And how much more unique he would be to play such a graceful instrument.)
“I ...suppose I wouldn’t mind.”
Opal negotiated arrangements with one of her trainers--Miss Annette, to teach him weekly and the other woman seemed genuinely excited to impart the skill upon him. And like other aspects of his life, Bede approached the opportunity seriously and prepared to give all of his effort into exceeding the expectations of his teacher flawlessly.
Currently, he has made great progress (and had many days of sore fingers) and if one is lucky they may hear delicate music around the forested town of Ballonlea.
“I’d advise that visitors to Ballonlea be particularly cautious tomorrow. After all, fairies relish in every opportunity to play tricks on others. Though I suppose most happen to be harmless.” MOST HE SAYS. AND YET THE FAIRY PRINCE, as he’s so been titled, mentions nothing about his own stances on the matter--but perhaps the glint in his eyes and slight quirk of his lips says enough.
HEAVY IS THE INEVITABLE SIGH THAT WILL SLIP FROM THE GYM LEADER’S LIPS at the mention of the Champion’s--rather, former Champion’s younger sibling and newly crowned Champion’s apparent “buddy”. History shared between the both of them by no means pleasant--instead entirely something of a bitter rivalry (at least, at the time of his gym challenge, Bede perceived it as such)...and he’s willing to acknowledge that much of what’s conspired between them had been his doing.
His cutting words after Hop’s merciless defeat in the Wild Area hadn’t weighed on his conscious in the slightest at the time--the moment had given Bede a much needed morale boost, something to assure him of his status as one of the true elite competitors in the gym challenge. To prove he was better than one of the the two challengers that had the highest chances among the eyes of the public, within Rose’s eyes, had been a wonderful victory. (After all, Bede had been foreign to loss, prior to his gym challenge.)
And that isn’t to speak of Bede’s envy. The other source of his bitterness toward the other boy. His life has been nothing but fighting--of pushing himself to overcome the ever looming threat of being nothing...and the audacity of Hop, someone who has everything Bede’s wanted (a family, support, love, stability) to so boldly declare of how the title was going to be his. As if he were entitled to it. Taking him down a notch was more satisfying than it should have been.
(But little does he know, there is so much more to Hop beneath the surface.)
Now months have passed with both of them in new positions and Bede having...mellowed from Opal’s influence (though he will avoid confirming such). By no means are they friends. Nothing perhaps anything beyond cordial, though Bede cannot bite back his own snark nor suppress his attitude all the time. Yet, Bede DOES in fact respect Hop’s strength, seeing some form of growth in his battling at the finals. And there is of course the matter of Hop standing by the current Champion’s side and stopping the Darkest Day...the mess that he himself contributed to help causing.
The question remains of whether Bede regrets his actions towards the other in the past. It’s complicated--perhaps if he were to know him beyond an associate to the reigning Champion. But as of now, the thought is not in his mind.
...suffice to say Bede will not go out of his way to be around the other, but neither will he degrade Hop’s strength if asked.
He will, however, not hesitate to voice his irritation at the other’s noisiness.
“I think it should be rather obvious how superior my coat is. The finest color, stylish, warm and adorning the logo of what everyone will realize to be the best gym in Galar.” SUCH A SHAME THOUGH, Bede has no intention of sharing it.
listen, there is absolutely nothing that gets me going like mutual seemingly unrequited pining like? i live for both people losing their minds over the other person in bitter silence. savoring every single accidental brush of their fingers, elbows, thighs, every stray glance, memorizing every gesture or expression they catch while the other isn’t looking, all while being absolutely convinced that it’s one-sided only to finally!! finally find out it wasn’t in a triumphant moment of bliss after years and years of delicious, soul-rending, torturous, heart-wrenching pining. i literally don’t care about the fact that this trope is predictable af and always plays out the same way i will still go wild over it every single time like they’ll be doing the same reveal scene i have seen a million times and i’m still on the edge of my seat gasping “are they gonna kiss???”
@fracturedhues asked: Thoughts on people from Johto, Sinnoh, Kanto, Hoenn, etc. :0
RIGHT, TRAVELING. BEYOND RUNNING ERRANDS THROUGHOUT THE REGION for one reason or another, Bede can acknowledge that his experiences in the realm are lacking. (yes, especially since he hasn’t even traversed the entirety of his home region) It isn’t that he has no interest--in fact, he’s well aware there’s much he can learn abroad, it’s rather that timing is the primary issue. It’s not as if he can up and abandon his gym and his off season is spent pursuing theatre.
“I haven’t had any substantial personal encounters with those out of the region, but if I must give impressions...it seems Kantonian, Johtoan and Galarian citizens have a few similarities. Enjoying curry and being rather zealous about battling. I have little to say on Hoennians and Sinnohans other than appreciating their region’s histories and mythologies.”
Ah...next Unova. “Perhaps ironic, but I am not keen on the way Unovans speak. Kalosians, however...such classy styles and pleasant manners of speaking. I hope to travel there someday.” He makes no attempt to hide his bias. “Alolans seem unbelievably joyful and neighborly. I can only imagine traveling there and everyone trying to be my friend.”
IT’S FAINT, THE GHOST OF A RARE SMILE pulling at his lips upon the mention of the quaint forested town--he’s begun to think of it as the first place he could ever attach the label of home to. Certainly it won’t be surprising to hear of a gym leader singing praises of their location, and yet he feels he must in his own way. “My opinion may come as controversial, but I suppose that’s my speciality, now isn’t it?” A single chuckle. “Ballonlea is truly the gem of the Galar region, oddities and all. You’ll find no other place with such beauty or character. Although, it certainly isn’t for the faint of heart given the high population of the more mischievous types of Pokemon about--I however, have grown to enjoy them and their nature.” ...unless he was on the receiving end of a prank, that is. “I’m also quite fond of the lack of sunlight. I’ve never been friendly with the heat.”
How ironic given the town’s neighbor.
“I’ll admit that I was...rather difficult about my transition here months ago.” The admission quiet, reflective as a hand raises to his chin. (Really, when is he not difficult, he thinks to himself.) Although he feels it was warranted given his circumstances at the time. “But I...am truly grateful to Miss Opal for her offer and allowing me a better environment to let my pink shine.” Being sentimental like this is...odd, but there’s no taking it back now.
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Bold what applies to your muse.
Daisy: Wears their heart on their sleeve. Soft voice. Minimalistic clothing. Laying in a field of tall grass. Walking barefoot. Puts other people’s happiness above their own.
Bellflower: Very consistent friend. Happy face with sad eyes. Careful touches. Hiding a blush. Light giggles. Makes friends easily. Knows how to make you smile.
Protea: Proud. Big gestures. African heritage. Blushes easily. Tries to look tough but is really just a big softie. Content where they are. Doesn’t love easily, but always deeply.
Moonflower: Knowing smiles. Doesn’t open up easily. Late night. Tired eyes. Soft skin. Not as innocent as they seem. Loose clothing.
Bleeding Heart: Hopeless romantic. Still laughs at dirty jokes. Believes they can change the world. Caring looks. Dyed hair. Kisses on the cheek.
Sunflower: Big smiles. Always looking for the positive. Lots of friends. Warm afternoons. Basking in the sun. Stares off into space a lot. Sitting in comfortable silence.
Dandelion: Wishing for the impossible. Shooting stars. Light breezes through their hair. White clothing. Whispered secrets. Far off looks. Kind eyes.
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//It hit me while doing the negative trait list that...selfish truly doesn’t apply to Bede? And arguably neither does self-centered? A large part of his character arc, how I interpret it, is Bede wanting to prove himself to Rose, to be of use because of how much he perceived Rose to do for him--the Champion title, sure would have been nice but not necessarily something he made his personal life mission. Now do I think he falls into the trap of being one track minded at times, given the mural situation? Yes. But I think it’s all of this that makes his line about how only he determines how he lives being so powerful!! He’s going to follow his own desires a bit more--live for himself.
Honestly, Bede comes off to me as an extremely giving person--although not easily. He’s practically a fortress of defense mechanisms of keeping people out (post game especially, given what he’s been through). When Bede does make an attachment to someone, there’s nothing he wouldn’t do for them. In fact, I think he’s the type to be so used to doing things, giving things that getting that in return from someone would be??? foreign concept?? And he may or may not have the conception he...has to do things to be meaningful to someone he does attach to?? oops.
Below is a list of 102 negative traits to describe your character.
( Bold what fully applies - Italicize what tenatively applies )
Aggressive - pursuing one’s aims and interests forcefully, sometimes unduly so
Aloof - not friendly or forthcoming; cool and distant
Arrogant - having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one’s own importance or abilities
Belligerent - hostile and aggressive
Big-headed - conceited or arrogant
Bitchy - malicious or unpleasant
Boastful - showing excessive pride and self-satisfaction in one’s achievements, possessions, or abilities
Bone-idle - lazy
Boring - not interesting; tedious
Bossy - fond of giving people orders; domineering
Callous - showing or having an insensitive and cruel disregard for others
Cantankerous - bad-tempered, argumentative, and uncooperative
Careless - not giving sufficient attention or thought to avoiding harm or errors
Changeable - irregular; inconstant
Clinging - overly dependent on someone emotionally
Compulsive - resulting from or relating to an irresistible urge, especially one that is against one’s conscious wishes
Conservative - a person who is averse to change and holds to traditional values and attitudes, typically in relation to politics
Cowardly - lacking courage
Crass - lacking sensitivity, refinement, or intelligence
Cruel - willfully causing pain or suffering to others, or feeling no concern about it
Cunning - having or showing skill in achieving one’s ends by deceit or evasion
Cynical - believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity
Deceitful - guilty of or involving deceit; deceiving or misleading others
Detached - separate or disconnected
Dishonest - behaving or prone to behave in an untrustworthy or fraudulent way.
Dogmatic - inclined to lay down principles as incontrovertibly true
Domineering - assert one’s will over another in an arrogant way
Fastidious - very attentive to and concerned about accuracy and detail
Finicky - fussy about one’s needs or requirements
Foolish - lacking good sense or judgement; unwise
Foolhardy - recklessly bold or rash
Fussy - fastidious about one’s needs or requirements; hard to please
Greedy - having or showing an intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth or power
Grumpy - bad-tempered and irritable
Gullible - easily persuaded to believe something; credulous
Harsh - cruel or severe
Impatient - having or showing a tendency to be quickly irritated or provoked
Impolite - not having or showing good manners; rude
Impulsive - acting or done without forethought
Inconsiderate - thoughtlessly causing hurt or inconvenience to others
Inconsistent - not compatible or in keeping with
Indecisive - not having or showing the ability to make decisions quickly and effectively
Indiscreet - having, showing, or proceeding from too great a readiness to reveal things that should remain secret or private
Inflexible - unwilling to change or compromise
Interfering - tending to interfere in other people’s affairs
Intolerant - not tolerant of views, beliefs, or behavior that differ from one’s own
Irresponsible - not showing a proper sense of responsibility
Jealous - feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages
Lazy - unwilling to work or use energy
Machiavellian - cunning, scheming, and unscrupulous, especially in politics
Materialistic - excessively concerned with material possessions; money-oriented
Mean - one who makes no effort to understand or empathize with others
Miserly - of or characteristic of a miser
Moody - given to unpredictable changes of mood, especially sudden bouts of gloominess or sullenness
Narrow-minded - not willing to listen to or tolerate other people’s views; prejudiced
Nasty - behaving in an unpleasant or spiteful way
Naughty - disobedient; badly behaved
Nervous - easily agitated or alarmed; tending to be anxious; highly strung
Obsessive - a person who is affected by an obsession
Obstinate - stubbornly refusing to change one’s opinion or chosen course of action, despite attempts to persuade one to do so
Overcritical - inclined to find fault too readily
Overemotional - having feelings that are too easily excited and displayed
Parsimonious - unwilling to spend money or use resources; stingy or frugal
Patronizing - apparently kind or helpful but betraying a feeling of superiority; condescending
Perverse - showing a deliberate and obstinate desire to behave in a way that is unreasonable or unacceptable, often in spite of the consequences
Pessimistic - tending to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen
Pompous - affectedly and irritatingly grand, solemn, or self-important
Possessive - demanding someone’s total attention and love
Pusillanimous - showing a lack of courage or determination; timid
Quarrelsome - given to or characterized by quarreling
Quick-tempered - easily made angry
Resentful - feeling or expressing bitterness or indignation at having been treated unfairly
Rude - offensively impolite or ill-mannered
Ruthless - having or showing no pity or compassion for others
Sarcastic - marked by or given to using irony in order to mock or convey contempt
Secretive - inclined to conceal feelings and intentions or not to disclose information
Selfish - lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one’s own personal profit or pleasure
Self-centered - preoccupied with oneself and one’s affairs
Self-indulgent - characterized by doing or tending to do exactly what one wants, especially when this involves pleasure or idleness
Silly - having or showing a lack of common sense or judgement; absurd and foolish
Sly - having or showing a cunning and deceitful nature
Sneaky - furtive; sly
Stingy - unwilling to give or spend; ungenerous
Stubborn - having or showing dogged determination not to change one’s attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so
Stupid - having or showing a great lack of intelligence or common sense
Superficial - not having or showing any depth of character or understanding
Tacky - showing poor taste and quality
Tactless - having or showing a lack of adroitness and sensitivity in dealing with others or with difficult issues
Timid - showing a lack of courage or confidence; easily frightened
Touchy - oversensitive and irritable
Thoughtless - not showing consideration for the needs of other people
Truculent - eager or quick to argue or fight; aggressively defiant
Unkind - inconsiderate and harsh to others
Unpredictable - behaving in a way that is not easily predicted
Unreliable - not able to be relied upon
Untidy - not inclined to keep one’s possessions or appearance neat and in order
Untrustworthy - not able to be relied on as honest or truthful
Vague - thinking or communicating in an unfocused or imprecise way
Vain - having or showing an excessively high opinion of one’s appearance, abilities, or worth
Vengeful - seeking to harm someone in return for a perceived injury.
Vulgar - lacking sophistication or good taste; unrefined
Weak-willed - lacking the ability to resist influence or to restrain one’s own impulses; irresolute
