navigation. BRING HEESEUNG BACK.
INDEFINITE HIATUS ANNOUNCMENT.
hi everyone! so it’s been obvious that i haven’t really been active much as of recent and i’ve taken so many little hiatuses since december. so i’m just going to be open and honest.
with me preparing to move and everything surrounding my schooling, i’ve been extremely stressed out about it all. not to mention the state of the world right now—especially in america where i live. i worry over it constantly and by the end of the day i’m exhausted. along with so many things happening in my personal life and to me, i don’t have the motivation or willpower to do anything at all. i feel trapped in my own head and unable to escape. i’m sure it’s been clear to anybody who even still follows me or my works or my account in general that i’ve been struggling with motivation and just writing in general. yeah,, this all completely tanked it and i haven’t written it so long now. every time i think about opening one of my docs now, i get immense anxiety. and that constant anxiety just makes me even more exhausted. these days, i find myself hardly leaving my bed if i’m not dragged out of it by some obligation that i didn’t agree to, or something that i have to do for my schooling. i won’t get into it, but it has genuinely been a lot and too much to handle—especially right now.
so, all of this to say that i will be taking an indefinite hiatus. i’m honestly not sure when i will be back. it could be a few weeks from now, a few months, or i may never come back at all. i’m honestly not sure yet. being here on tumblr has only made my mental health worse, along with my connection to my love of writing. i may still occasionally pop in on my reading account and reblog some fics, or i might not. i may still be available on discord, but again, i don’t know. i’m tired of trying to figure out the future and i’ve decided that i’m just going to let the river float me to wherever.
writing is genuinely what i love to do, it’s what i’m going to school for and getting my degree in. it’s my first love and my passion. but writing on tumblr is just not how i expected it to be—and it has changed in so many horrible ways in the past couple of years that i find it’s really not even that fun to write on here anymore. so yeah… i really just need to take a step back from this platform and from everything in general and just focus—really focus—on getting myself better and getting my groove and passion for just life in general back.
so long, everyone, please stay safe and take care of yourselves! ♡














