I am sorry.

voice in your head // rivière, 500+ gen6 malk// ask to follow unless you're bride brigade (OR ORION)

[leviath-an]

i think this is what my sire made me for. causing chaos in the L.A. vampire community.

[fail-us]

I'm a switch.

[fail-us]

@2017fordtransit Homestuck is the greatest literary achievement since Ulysses, actually.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

Would you stop saying this stupid shit in my head you are so TASTELESS. that would be WARRIOR CATS.

[fail-us]

This is how I know you're a neonate. You have so much to learn. With time, you will see that I'm right.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

YOU'VE NEVER EVEN READ WARRIOR CATS!!!!!

[fail-us]

How are you so sure?

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

You think homestuck is better than warrior cats which is all I need to know

[fail-us]

It just speaks of my superior taste and nothing more.

[fail-us]

@2017fordtransit Homestuck is the greatest literary achievement since Ulysses, actually.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

Would you stop saying this stupid shit in my head you are so TASTELESS. that would be WARRIOR CATS.

[fail-us]

This is how I know you're a neonate. You have so much to learn. With time, you will see that I'm right.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

YOU'VE NEVER EVEN READ WARRIOR CATS!!!!!

[fail-us]

How are you so sure?

[fail-us]

@2017fordtransit Homestuck is the greatest literary achievement since Ulysses, actually.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

Would you stop saying this stupid shit in my head you are so TASTELESS. that would be WARRIOR CATS.

[fail-us]

This is how I know you're a neonate. You have so much to learn. With time, you will see that I'm right.

[fail-us]

@2017fordtransit Homestuck is the greatest literary achievement since Ulysses, actually.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

Why is trish yelling at herself in the bathroom

[fail-us]

It's a Malkavian thing.

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

AGH WERE YOU HERE THE WHOLE TIME?

[fail-us]

[2017fordtransit-deactivated2022]

Why is trish yelling at herself in the bathroom

[fail-us]

It's a Malkavian thing.

[leviath-an]

my sire has one redeeming quality. he's sexy

[fail-us]

You think I'm sexy? :)

[artist-basquiat]

Melting Point of Ice, 1984, Jean-Michel Basquiat

Medium: acrylic,crayon,canvas

[perrfectly]

German Pavilion 1929, 2014. Mixed media on wood panel 

Credits to Ian Francis

[apoapsiis]

@fail-us

Hi.it has been very ,uh,busy, so I forgot to ask about piano lessons.i heard Trisha visited.. or tried to?— there is uh,actually another reason but I wanted to ask about that first, it’s more important.

[apoapsiis]

Oh.im sorry that it was your favourite.maybe you can get it back??over uh, time..

I uh,think so,maybe. I was at the airport in LA and I was going to die and I couldn’t believe it all I could think about was that I Had to be somewhere else this couldn’t end like this no no no—then .I woke up in my house in England??? That’s uh, the best way I can sum it up

[fail-us]

That is quite remarkable. I've never seen a fledgeling be able to use the Web like this before. It seems like the spiders like you more than you thought, Orion. It seems they saved your life.

[apoapsiis]

@fail-us

Hi.it has been very ,uh,busy, so I forgot to ask about piano lessons.i heard Trisha visited.. or tried to?— there is uh,actually another reason but I wanted to ask about that first, it’s more important.

[fail-us]

Yes, the piano. The offer is still on the table, but we might have to meet somewhere else. Trisha brought someone to my Haven, I believe it is no longer secure... but this shouldn't concern you. What did you want to know?

[apoapsiis]

Oh,everything concerns me haha.i am a worrier at heart. Are you in a safe place??? Uh- my apartment isn’t that safe either but I’ve put down a deposit on a place I’m going to be moving Bella to.. it’s uh, a wreck, at the moment, but itll be a garden eventually... and uh.oh, yes I had a question haha I almost forgot

Is it uhh.possible to travel ?? Through the web ?? Because I think I did that but I think maybe it was God or something else so I thought if anyone would know it would be you

[fail-us]

I am safe, but your concern is appreciated. Don't worry about that, I have many Havens. This one was my favourite, though.

Did you now? How do you know it was the Web? Tell me how it happened.

[apoapsiis]

@fail-us

Hi.it has been very ,uh,busy, so I forgot to ask about piano lessons.i heard Trisha visited.. or tried to?— there is uh,actually another reason but I wanted to ask about that first, it’s more important.

[fail-us]

Yes, the piano. The offer is still on the table, but we might have to meet somewhere else. Trisha brought someone to my Haven, I believe it is no longer secure... but this shouldn't concern you. What did you want to know?

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

You’re a 600 year old Malkavian. Consider, perhaps, they might be somewhat intimidated.

Did she know who you were at the time? And if she did…you abandoned her, she has every right to be angry. She’s still lost without you all the same. She’s your responsibility, take responsibility for who you’ve Embraced and how poorly you’ve handled them. (Trish is a good girl, she deserves better than this.)

Very well. I will leave them be.

She is a good person, that’s why I Embraced her and this is why she is better off without me. And no. She had no idea. We simply enjoyed each other’s company. She reminded me of someone.

I let her live her life for months without realising what she’s become, but you broke that spell. I don’t blame you for doing that, but I never planned for this, you see. One might say I am not very good at planning.

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

Effort? I practically have her my address. I’ve had Easter egg hunts harder than that.

Which dance, Vlad?

[zlomudry]

She had to struggle how long alone in danger then wait how long for you to bother? She’s put more effort into getting you to bother than you did getting to know her. 

How many Childer have you done this to? 

[fail-us]

She was never in any danger. I kept an eye on her ever since her Embrace. Besides, she IS coming for me, so whatever you’re trying to say doesn’t matter anymore. She’s coming to get me whether I like it or not.

Hm? Just her.

[zlomudry]

Oh, it matters. You just don’t realize that yet. (Some things once lost can never be reclaimed.)

Why do I struggle in believing that?

[fail-us]

I don't want her to be dependent on me. If I "lose" her, then so be it. It's her decision.

Believe what you wish. I don't have another answer for you.

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

You’re a 600 year old Malkavian. Consider, perhaps, they might be somewhat intimidated.

Did she know who you were at the time? And if she did…you abandoned her, she has every right to be angry. She’s still lost without you all the same. She’s your responsibility, take responsibility for who you’ve Embraced and how poorly you’ve handled them. (Trish is a good girl, she deserves better than this.)

Very well. I will leave them be.

She is a good person, that’s why I Embraced her and this is why she is better off without me. And no. She had no idea. We simply enjoyed each other’s company. She reminded me of someone.

I let her live her life for months without realising what she’s become, but you broke that spell. I don’t blame you for doing that, but I never planned for this, you see. One might say I am not very good at planning.

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

Effort? I practically have her my address. I’ve had Easter egg hunts harder than that.

Which dance, Vlad?

[zlomudry]

She had to struggle how long alone in danger then wait how long for you to bother? She’s put more effort into getting you to bother than you did getting to know her. 

How many Childer have you done this to? 

[fail-us]

She was never in any danger. I kept an eye on her ever since her Embrace. Besides, she IS coming for me, so whatever you're trying to say doesn't matter anymore. She's coming to get me whether I like it or not.

Hm? Just her.

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

You’re a 600 year old Malkavian. Consider, perhaps, they might be somewhat intimidated.

Did she know who you were at the time? And if she did…you abandoned her, she has every right to be angry. She’s still lost without you all the same. She’s your responsibility, take responsibility for who you’ve Embraced and how poorly you’ve handled them. (Trish is a good girl, she deserves better than this.)

Very well. I will leave them be.

She is a good person, that’s why I Embraced her and this is why she is better off without me. And no. She had no idea. We simply enjoyed each other’s company. She reminded me of someone.

I let her live her life for months without realising what she’s become, but you broke that spell. I don’t blame you for doing that, but I never planned for this, you see. One might say I am not very good at planning.

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

Effort? I practically have her my address. I've had Easter egg hunts harder than that.

Which dance, Vlad?

[fail-us]

@zlomudry

You’re a 600 year old Malkavian. Consider, perhaps, they might be somewhat intimidated.

Did she know who you were at the time? And if she did…you abandoned her, she has every right to be angry. She’s still lost without you all the same. She’s your responsibility, take responsibility for who you’ve Embraced and how poorly you’ve handled them. (Trish is a good girl, she deserves better than this.)

Very well. I will leave them be.

She is a good person, that’s why I Embraced her and this is why she is better off without me. And no. She had no idea. We simply enjoyed each other’s company. She reminded me of someone.

I let her live her life for months without realising what she’s become, but you broke that spell. I don’t blame you for doing that, but I never planned for this, you see. One might say I am not very good at planning.

[zlomudry]

I’m more prone to saying you’re a self-indulgent moron, really. 

Do you know what kind of an army I would have if I went around Embracing everyone who “reminded me of someone”? I’d have a country’s worth of blonds, a horde of bookish Englishmen, and a handful of sassy Italians with facial scars by now at the very least. You bound her to you, to the Madness Network, for eternity without her consent or understanding. This is beyond poor planning. She’s lucky I broke the spell before there was some sort of terrible accident. She could have gotten hurt. She still could because she doesn’t know anything about how to control her new abilities. Better of without you she may be, but you’re what she has. Step up. (He’s right. I hate to agree with him on anything, but he is right about this.) 

[fail-us]

You think I’m trying to defend what I’ve done? There’s no good reason to kill someone like that, I’m aware of that. That’s what I am – her murderer. Why would you want me anywhere near her?

Besides, she will come to visit me soon. And her tall Nagloper friend as well, although she thinks I don’t know that. She will tell me everything she thinks about me then, I’m sure.

[zlomudry]

No, I think you know exactly how badly you’ve fucked up, but you’re too much of a lazy coward to actually put a constructive effort into anything, even yourself.

I don’t like that, but nothing I can do about it. I trust you are stupid enough to bring harm to them, but if you are…well, you can see in my head. You know.

[fail-us]

This isn't laziness. More like apathy. Acceptance. It's what I've always been. Conformist. I will agree with the accusation of cowardice, though.

I won't hurt them. You know I'm not a fighter. And if she wants to make me pay, then so be it. I've seen the outcomes. I've accepted all of them.