ready to (dys)solve

enjoyer of too many things, I cram them all here. i rp :) 30+

[augustwasheree]

[goodlouse]

a magic potion isopod

[pondrea]

dream eater soriku time 💙🩷

[sbs-arta]

One of my comms; art by nello 🌟 (@nellodies) / X

A scene from a fic I'm writing, post-Rise of P ending

[echobsilly]

🌴☀️

[ for @rampaging-robin! thank you!! <3 ]

[pawberri]

I saw some snippet of a callout post for an autistic trans woman where they list social faux pas she committed, and I think we allistic people should all feel 100x more ashamed of not telling people in the moment how we feel about what they're doing. I think its extremely evil and cruel to not only lie to an autistic person and blame them for it but also to feel justified shaming them for your behavior. And it's currently the social norm to do that

[pawberri]

Everytime we as allistic people sit and force a smile or sigh and act subtly grumpy or otherwise lie to an autistic person's face about how we feel about what they did it is in fact Our Fault that we are enduring whatever the autistic person is daring to try and share with us. You can literally say something out loud directly. The literal structure of our social existence will always traumatize autistic people unless you can give a fuck enough to consider it isn't their fault that you didn't communicate with them

[pawberri]

Even I couldn't understand this until my wife was in tears because I had internalized the idea that it was her fault that people were uncomfortable in a conversation where no one told her they were uncomfortable and blamed her for it. Allistic people punish autistic people for so many Percieved slights, or even decide together afterward what exactly the slight was and then make their collective judgment behind the autistic persons back. Not only do we get the benefit of communicating nonverbally through obtuse social cues the autistic person can't parce, we then get to say that we weren't going behind their back because we all did those social cues they are too disabled to understand Right in front of them. No, what you did was choose to suppress your feelings and then reap the social benefits of being in on the discomfort.

[failurextoxthrive]

I don't think I'm autistic, but I definitely feel like I experience something similar because of skill regression, and it freaks me out. I think that's where most of my anxieties come from– I'm literally trying so hard to look and identify social cues so i don't fuck up again. On really bad days, I will mentally tear myself apart to decipher reactions correctly.

Idk. i just think everyone should be more upfront. And im not excluding myself; sometimes I hold back a lot.

[galactic-catnip]

I can't find the document I need for some reason.

[theophagie]

Just happy as hell

[sleepii-robo]

roxas pfp i made for my discord :>

[rikkutou]

what the data guy doin

[pangur-and-grim]

what I've learned from having other people edit my work is that I have a sick addiction to commas

[pangur-and-grim]

there have been four editing passes on my spider sex book, and each time they take away so many commas. no fresh commas are being added, this is just a continued culling. if you see a comma in the final book please understand that it survived so much

[pangur-and-grim]

[failurextoxthrive]

I would like to sleep for 2 days minimum and wake up perfectly refreshed with no muscle pains or headache or nausea or anxiety, oh also i get FOMO so make sure nothing happens during my deep sleep—

[buboplague]

[stuckinapril]

This this this this!!!

[noididnotkilledgarallenpoe]

tfw you realize you're not an introvert but an extrovert with social anxiety

[laserbobcat]

WIP!

[mamoofoo]

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