journal

mia 19 cw 148 hw 175 gw1 135 gw2 tbd

[fairyrose265]

about me

21 yrs old student

she/her

i go by Liz

dms open, just be around my age pls (18<x<25)

this is a vent page. please recover if you can, pro for me not for thee. if you don't have a disordered relationship with food turn back, you don't want this

sw 175lb

cw 153.0 :(

lw 142.4

cbmi 24.0

lbmi 22.3

h 67 in

gw1 145lb

gw2 135lb

gw3 125

ugw 115

[veggiemedleys]

laying in bed hating my body

[fairyrose265]

i hate arriana grnde so much idk why i just reblogged a post with a gif of her

[1-wanna-see-b0n3s]

Me when I realize I’ve gained weight instead of lost weight with my ED

[kosmogrl]

[explosivebehaviour]

How TF do you stop eating ur feelings bro, I wish I was one of those people who can’t eat when they’re depressed

[fairyrose265]

period water retention makes me feel insane

[fairyrose265]

i love pho

[fairyrose265]

i got my period but its barely spotting :(

[watchmebecomenothingg]

“rice cakes are like eating styrofoam”

yes and i love it cronch cronch

[sav3her]

Trying to act like i don't hate my body while trying on clothes (•﹏•;)

[heyitsurmomatron]

I just need to be 20 lbs less

[thehachiofshedblr]

All the fat on my body disgust me, I can feel it, touch it, I wanna throw up

[fairyrose265]

its so hard when most people view getting food or drinks or a little treat as something fun and not something that brings immense stress

[fairyrose265]

im worried i have delayed gastric emptying or something like that from all this

[deer-tears]

Biggest fear

- someone noticing

- no one noticing

[fairyrose265]

i really am excited for my family trip to Rome over winter break but with my mom knowing about my ED history im not looking forward to having no control over my food for most of break