Don't Believe Them

Never going to figure this shit out

[fairytalestheytellus]

It's over

You ruined this Leslie. No one else but you. I hope you get what you deserve, the destiny given to you by your parents. An eternity of loneliness. That's what you get.

[fairytalestheytellus]

If you can give me forever, I am on my knees God

[fairytalestheytellus]

I want to marry Kevin. I want Kevin to marry me. I haven't wanted this in more than a decade and until I met him, I never knew how much I wanted it....

[fairytalestheytellus]

When I marry Kevin. 10/06/2016❤️. My heart. Where I was meant to be all along.

[fairytalestheytellus]

I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to wake up alone. I want to love you and share you with everyone else I love. I want you there in good times and I need you to be there in bad times. I can’t promise that weird shit isn’t going to come up a time or two, but I can always promise that I will be true to you and never lie to you. I don’t need you to complete me, but I want you to complete us. You’ve become my world. May my world become yours as well.

11/25/16

[fairytalestheytellus]

And then that moment came. The on where I knew I wasn't in love with you anymore. And oh how my heart sung, yet cried. Goodbye my lover.....

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I don't want to inhabit.... I just want to say goodbye😢

[fairytalestheytellus]

10/16/16...... Make me good. Make me whole again. Please.

[fairytalestheytellus]

[fairytalestheytellus]

Make me good.

[fairytalestheytellus]

Your ghosts still follow me everywhere. I hate you.

[thesecretletter]

I have been in love with him for two years. I tell myself I’m too good for him, I’m better off without him, and that there are better boys out there than him. When the truth is, I miss him more than anything. He broke my heart, but I would still go to the ends of the earth for him. I would do anything to see him smile, to kiss him, to call him mine. But he’s long gone. I think about him every day, but I don’t think he ever thinks of me anymore. And it causes me so much pain to hold all of this love in, and to have no one to share it with.

Your secrets are safe here (via thelovewhisperer)

As do all of us confused by all of the false pretenses love promises...

[fill-my-void]

Budapest, my love..

[fairytalestheytellus]

Waiting until the moment I can return ❤️ Left my heart there....

[fairytalestheytellus]

Sometimes days go by and I don't even think of you. Eventually weeks will pass and you won't cross my mind. And then one day I'll realize I haven't thought about you in years. May that day be tomorrow. I call upon all the gods begging, please let that day be tomorrow.

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[fairytalestheytellus]

Vice

When you're trying to be good but you keep running into the arms of old familiar vices. They bring comfort and shame. Oh, but for a second of comfort.