. Jessica . 1988. @faiteach - Tumblr Blog

Why did I ever let you make a mother out of me.

#journal

nothingbutloveforyou

i hope one day someone thinks of me while they're doing something and wish i was there with them.

poetry-siir

papayajuan2019

i think we should all admit how lonely we are. then we should talk. it will all be okay if we risk being authentic

awakeningthevioletswithin

Cloven Coven

Watercolor On Black Paper

2023, 10"x 14"

Clove Pinks, Dianthus

I don’t have intrusive thoughts, I have waking nightmares.

#journal #deep thinking daydreamer catastrophizes #intrusive thoughts

“There’s two wolves inside of you—“

Ok, you wanna be in a relationship? Now there’s four. Four wolves against the two of you. What? You thought one of the wolves was “good”? No, no. There are two wolves in you, fighting, and the one thing they agree on is that they hate you. And now there’s four of them.

#journal

scribefindegil

Types of brain fog:

Brain is primordial sludge & you are drowning in it

U are a ghost and nothing is real

Mental equivalent of attempting to stream some high-res video game when all you have is dial-up

The thing you want to articulate is *right there* but you're just scrabbling at it like a cat continually failing to catch the bird on the other side of the window

The Void

saxifraga-x-urbium

i am on mars. thoughts will take 8 business years to be processed

escapismsworld

ruhlare

okay but saying “i wish i had known you sooner” — like the love in my heart is growing so big and fast for you that i wish i had the opportunity to have you way earlier by my side, because i want to love you longer than i can do now. my love for you reaches my past and makes a place for you.

ruhlare

weltenwellen

Franny Choi, from “Catastrophe is Next to Godliness”

vanessagillings

It feels like Spring here today 🌸

grimeclown

Genuinely and unironically my philosophy abt music has expanded to “stop writing off music because it’s from a specific genre” and I think that could be applied to most mediums actually

grimeclown

Is country music really all bad or are you only catching snippets of christonationalist propaganda on the radio? Are horror movies always shallow torture porn or are you just thinking of trailers you saw for slasher movies? Are fantasy novels only for kids or was the last one you picked up Harry Potter? Is anime always fan service or are you just running into ecchi clips online over and over and over? Are you looking for good media or are you finding bad media and considering it representative?