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[faithsweapon]

❝ ——— 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃 ❞

an independent, selective, low-activity portrayal of aphelios from league of legends portrayed by seren ( he/they, 21+, gmt/bst ) minors && personals do not interact. crossover && oc friendly. featuring a verse for honkai: star rail. established 09/07/24.

blog may include potentially triggering themes including: sexual themes, religious themes, self-harm mentions, alcohol && drug consumption, heavy violence && blood. any triggering themes will be tagged appropriately using '[trigger name] mention'.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆: @theabyssalmuses 𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍:

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❝ ——— 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 ❞

[faithsweapon]

——— and the water's rising, going deaf from the sound of rain. ——— and the water's rising, i won't drown in the flood you made.

[memovia-moved]

MEMOVIA. ― is a multimuse blog that features CANON and ORIGINAL characters from fandoms like honkai: star rail, wuthering waves, overwatch and more!

Canon characters are inclusive of: Calcharo + Encore from Wuthering Waves, Pitch-Dark Hook the Great from Honkai: Star Rail, Genji Shimada + Casino from Overwatch &.... MORE ! Penned by: R.

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  we  love  angst  on  this  blog,  what  can  we  say.  here’s  some  more  dialogue  prompts  for  you.  a  warning  for  potentially  triggering  themes  below.  )

❛ everything you touch, you ruin. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ you can’t make me disappear. ❜

❛ memories are only there to make you bleed. ❜

❛ i don’t need your permission. ❜

❛ don’t shut me out like this. ❜

❛ the less you know, the better. ❜

❛ i won’t stop killing until you kill me. ❜

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ you think i felt something for you? you’ve forgotten what i am. ❜

❛ the last time we talked, didn’t you say you wanted to kill me? ❜

❛ i felt something loosen in me that shouldn’t have been loosened. ❜

❛ pull yourself together. we have work to do. ❜

❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜

❛ let me get closer, i have a hell inside of me where your demon can live. ❜

❛ people like that don’t deserve to live. ❜

❛ just do what you’re told. like you always do. ❜

❛ why do you have to make everyone hate you? ❜

❛ it’s better that you don’t get involved. ❜

❛ i’d do anything to make you stay. ❜

❛ who cares if it bleeds. ❜

❛ is this what you think love is? ❜

❛ just breathe through it. it gets easier. ❜

❛ don’t pretend that you cared about me. ❜

❛ i’m starting to think you like wasting my time. ❜

❛ we wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me. ❜

❛ i will never, ever, give you a moment’s peace. ❜

❛ the world doesn’t hate us. but it doesn’t love us either. ❜

❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜

❛ a darkness with voices is better than a silent void. ❜

❛ it’s safer to be feared, than loved. ❜

❛ am i not good enough for you? ❜

❛ a burnt child loves the fire. ❜

❛ i’m tired of dying. ❜

❛ what if you hurt because it feels good? ❜

❛ don’t try to fix me, i’m not broken. ❜

❛ if you want me to die, you can just say so. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be afraid of who you are. ❜

❛ that line disappears once you cross it. ❜

❛ how can i believe you after all you’ve done? ❜

❛ i won’t let you forget about me. ❜

❛ the person you once knew me as, died. ❜

❛ are you going to leave me again? ❜

❛ i have nothing i could offer you. ❜

❛ no one is going to save you. no one can. ❜

❛ maybe you’re / i’m already dead. ❜ 

❛ you have blood on your hands. ❜

❛ what, can’t take a punch? ❜

❛ i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. ❜

❛ you have to step out of this darkness and let them see you for who you are, like i have. ❜

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ how did you get this scar? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfortable? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ what are you thinking about? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜

❛ will you still look at me like you do now? ❜

[faithsweapon]

@compasswithin asked: " Whatever you say, it always feels … like you're holding something against me. " 一 from heartsteel EZ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 | 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍

                     Of all members of 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐋 ( other than his twin of course ), Aphelios has always felt closest to Ezreal. Maybe it wasn't a sentiment he openly expresses — by now it's no secret that he wasn't the best at handling his feelings and worse at expressing them through anything other than lyrics. Despite the little time they've known each-other compared to some others though it just felt ... easier to talk && riff with him.

                     ( though his over-enthusiasm could get a little much at times )

                     Raising his head a little too fast from where he'd been idly staring at swirling patterns of steam rising from coffee on the table ; eyes blinking wide with confusion. How the teal-haired man had ended up with that conclusion evades him completely. Wracking his brain to think on any interactions they've had that would lead him to think like that brings nothing to mind either.

                     Has his teasing finally reached a breaking point ?? Or maybe his friend has always been just far too kind to tell him when the jokes pass a threshold into discomfort. Or maybe he really is just that unapproachable to others. Regardless of why, he knows he has to make it right somehow. The crushing weight of guilt wracking his body so suddenly all but demands it.

                     ❛ If ... I've done something to make you feel like that then I apologise. ❜ All of the feigned confidence his friends are so used to seeing from him quickly ebbs away, replaced by an uncertainty in his own words. ❛ There's nothing for me to hold against you Ez. We're friends. You're one of the most skillful && hardworking people I know && you deserve everything that you've earned from that. ❜

[jjolees]

aphelios holding the moon like how atlas held the world

[avenora]

obsessed with these two

[faithsweapon]

@fantomevoleur asked: “So, what brings you here today?” 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 | 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍

                    Sitting down in a coffee shop && being questioned isn't exactly new territory for the young man, though the nature of this one seemed to throw him off a little bit. Whilst a sarcastic reply rises to his throat he never voices it — strangers in a new country might not be as fond of his remarks as his twin always has been.

                    Then, as his hands move to sign a far more normal reply to the poor coffee shop worker he'd been about to offend with his rather poor sense of humour ; he stops. Does this person actually know any form of sign ?? Maybe Alune was right about the move here being good && about his need to go out and interact with others more if he's starting to forget something as simple as that...

                    Holding up a finger motioning for the person to wait, he reaches into his pocket to retrieve a notebook and begins to quickly flip through pages of messy scrawl && doodles to a cleaner one ; mentally making note that he'll need a new one soon. From there he starts to write quickly before turning the page around to show the worker:

                    ❛ I just moved here && I was told that the coffee here is pretty good. I was also hoping to find someone who knew directions to a good music store. If you can give me either of those then i'd appreciate it — give me both and i'll keep coming back here for more. ❜

[faithsweapon]

@memovia asked: "Do you think I should feel bad forever?" / from the menace himself, heartsteel kayn. Ajdbdjjs confrontation prompts | open

                    Expressive carmine eyes that he would usually see rolling at any number of bad jokes their band-mates told or barely holding back the delights of laughter at another successful prank on them now narrowed at Kayn, brows furrowing. Exactly what answer was he expecting Aphelios to give him ?? If anything the question only serves to irritate him slightly.

                    ❛ Are you expecting me to say that yes, you do deserve that ?? ❜

                    Letting a soft sigh leave his lips he brings a hand to one of the temples of his head, rubbing it as the migraine he already felt coming on begins to worsen.

                    ❛ Actually I think that i'd be offended if you DID expect me to say that so don't answer that. Obviously I don't think that. Actually based on what you tell me to include in the lyrics I think that you should try to feel a little better about yourself. ❜

[seeksmoon]

@faithsweapon

                    𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔,   𝒊𝒕'𝒔   𝒔𝒐   𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅   𝒕𝒐   𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒍   𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒆'𝒔   𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔   𝒐𝒇𝒇   𝒉𝒆𝒓   𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆   𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏.   𝒊𝒇   𝒔𝒉𝒆'𝒔   𝒏𝒐𝒕   𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈   𝒚𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒐,   she's   doomscrolling   through   tiktok   awaiting   the   samurai's   response   ;   her   not   -   so   -   little   -   crush   sparked   an   infinite   amount   of   muse   (   hence   she's   been   also   composing   &   writing   non   -   stop   ),   but   also   blinded   her   to   everything   and   anything   else.

                    it's   a   miracle   she   now   pays   attention   to   something   other   than   the   legendary   producer   —   but   who   else   would   be   able   to   redirect   her   focus   from   a   man   who   makes   her   heart   skip   a   bit,   if   not   a   man   who's   her   undefeated   number   one?

                    seated   comfortably   on   aphelios'   bed,   magenta   eyes   scan   the   text   with   utmost   attention   to   detail,   picking   up   every   little   hidden   intrication   &   reference   to   phel's   current   (   and   past   )   mental   state   —   mostly   inseparable,   alune   knows   well   what   happened   in   his   life,   and   can   see   it   through   the   heart   poured   onto   paper.

                    ever   compassionate,   her   eyes   swell   with   tears   and   she   sniffles   quietly,   pulling   her   sleeve   to   wipe   what   threatened   to   spill   from   underneath   the   lashline,   shifting   her   body   weight   towards   her   brother   ;   resting   her   side   against   his.

                    ❝   i   love   it.   ❞

                    lunie's   voice   is   breaking   as   she   speaks,   trying   to   separate   the   guilt   felt   over   being   helpless   at   things   she   cannot   have   any   control   over   &   the   feelings   her   favorite   lyricist   elicited   from   her   with   his   words.   head   soon   rests   against   his   shoulder,   and   an   arm   wraps   around   his   arm.

                    ❝   although...   it   is   worrying.   do   you   want   to   talk   about   it?   ❞

                    unable   to   see   him   eye   to   eye,   the   songstress   whispers   it   all   with   her   eyes   glued   to   the   sheet   of   paper   laying   on   her   knees.   was   it   her   negligence   that   worsened   phel's   mood,   or   was   it   something   she   overlooked   —   and   if   she   did,   how   can   she   call   herself   a   good   sister   ever   again,   knowing   she   could've   prevented   it   all   from   happening?

                    ❝   i'm   sorry,   phel,  ❞ she adds, quietly. ❝ so,   so,   so   sorry.   ❞

[faithsweapon]

@seeksmoon

                    Heart aching at the sight of tears in her eyes ; he longed to comfort her — a need to apologize for all he'd confessed rising to a throat that couldn't speak. How quickly he had broken the silent vow to never let her shed tears on his behalf. What a foul brother he must be.

                    Body still rigid from the tense anticipation of her reaction, his head slowly moves to press his forehead against hers. Raspberry pink hair tickles his face && he cannot help but think how perfectly the colour suits her. So warm && vibrant. How long had it been since he'd a chance to tell his treasured twin how much she truly meant ; or to spend much time with her at all ??

                    Fame was to blame, drifting them further apart than they'd ever been before — a thought that scares him to no end deep down. Distance like a fissure opening between them as they pursue their own lives that threatens to drag him back to a 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 he never wanted to return to.

                    ❛ You don't have anything to apologize for Lunie, ❜ though he tries to keep his composure in front of her the slight tremble in his hands gives more away than intended, ❛ nothing of how I feel is your fault. Unless you're secretly the one who fucked up my vocal chords && never told me. ❜

                    It was a dry, awful 'joke' to make yet he can't help it. Pretending to be fine with it for so long && the endless teasing, joking behaviour he'd become known for with the others felt like the only way to cope now. But it wasn't okay. It's been a long, long time since anything felt 'okay'.

                    A soft sigh brushes against her as the arm she was holding so gentle yet firmly moves to hug her ; an embrace weak from the strain of holding in so much for so long. ( shifting to sign with one hand would be harder but for now he needed this. )

                    ❛ It's just frustrating. Watching them on stage and singing over && over knowing it's something that I can never have. I want it more than any of them ever will and they don't even know that. ❜

[jjolees]

the deadliest weapon is your faith

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  random assortment of sentences that can but don’t have to be used for muses meeting each other for the first time. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  i know we only just met but i already feel like i’ve known you my whole life.  ❜ ❛  umm, is this seat taken ?  ❜ ❛  don’t be alarmed now but there’s someone following you. pretend you know me and come with me. i’ll get you somewhere safe.  ❜ ❛  my friends ditched me here and now i could really use a ride home.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think we’ve met yet but you looked like you needed someone to talk to.  ❜ ❛  can you please pretend to be my boyfriend / girlfriend for a moment so my ex will leave me alone ?   ❜ ❛  are you always this straightforward with strangers ?  ❜ ❛  here, i noticed you lost this earlier.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry, i must’ve mistaken you for somebody else.  ❜ ❛  so, what brings you here today ?  ❜ ❛  hi, my name is [name]. it’s nice meeting you.  ❜ ❛  you’re cute. how about i buy you a drink ?  ❜ ❛  can’t you watch where you are going ?!  ❜ ❛  i just moved into the apartment next to you, so i guess we’re gonna be neighbors now.  ❜ ❛  oh god, you’re [name], aren’t you ?  ❜ ❛  here, let me help you.  ❜ ❛  is there a reasons you’re here on your own ?  ❜ ❛  apparently we’re going to be working on this together now.  ❜ ❛  you look like you could use a hand with that.  ❜ ❛  what do people around here do to have some fun ?  ❜ ❛  looks like this will take a while, huh ?  ❜ ❛  oh god. please tell me you haven’t just heard me talk to myself.  ❜ ❛  excuse me, i think i’m lost.  ❜ ❛  i just wanted to say that i really like your outfit.  ❜ ❛  do you come here often ?  ❜ ❛  do you mind if i join you for a bit ?  ❜ ❛  you looked lonely so i got you a drink.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think we’ve met, i’m [name].  ❜ ❛  what the hell just happened there ?  ❜ ❛  have you seen this anywhere ? i must’ve lost it.  ❜ ❛  can i please use your phone ? i have to call someone to get me out of here.  ❜ ❛  seems like we’re gonna be spending a lot of time together.  ❜ ❛  come with me, and don’t ask any questions. it’s urgent.  ❜ ❛  i heard strange noises coming from your apartment and just wanted to make sure everything is alright.  ❜ ❛  i have a spare ticket, you wanna come in with me ?  ❜ ❛  you don’t know me but will you be my date for tonight ?  ❜ ❛  we’ve got some time to kill so why don’t you tell me a little about yourself ?  ❜ ❛  i don’t usually just walk up to strangers but my friends set me up to it.  ❜ ❛  i think our orders may have gotten mixed up.  ❜ ❛  do i have something on my face or why do you keep looking at me like that ?  ❜

[memesomething]

confrontation prompts.

"You said [x]. It upset me."

"What did I say that made you think I didn't want to know you?"

"I'm trying to figure out where we went wrong."

"When we speak I notice a sort of ... conflict. I'd like to do something to change that."

"We're going to be working together. Let's try to get along."

"Do you think I should feel bad forever?"

"What makes you think I should apologise?"

"I don't understand what you think I did wrong."

"I don't want to hurt you, but I don't know how to stop."

"I know it's hurting you. I can't stop."

"I'm not interested in having that sort of relationship with you anymore."

"You didn't think to tell me?"

"How long have you known?"

"How long have you been hiding this?"

"It's not your fault, it just... it just really sucks."

"Every time I look at you I think about it."

"When I see you like that, I'm... you scare me, [name]."

"When you do that, I feel afraid."

"Sometimes you worry me."

"The way you act about your own safety... that's scary for people who care about you."

"Can we not do this right now?"

"I want to talk about it but I don't have the mental space for it right now. Can we come back to it?"

"Sit down."

"I have something I need to tell you."

"Can we talk?"

"Whatever you say, it always feels ... like you're holding something against me."

"It's time to come clean."

"Bullshit. Tell me the truth."

[faithsweapon]

                    𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 felt all the more excruciating with another beside him — moreso when paired with the anticipation of a reaction as she pore over the lyrics he'd written down. With every second more doubt flooded his mind. He'd poured his heart out on a sheet of paper yet even now that thought lingered: Was it too much ??

                    This wasn't something for them as he'd written before. This was for him alone and he should be relishing in the feeling of finishing it at last... So then why did he desire her approval for it so badly; like he needed permission just to talk about himself truthfully for once ??

                    ❛ You can say if you think it's too much. I don't expect any of the others will really 'get it' anyway, and I doubt they'd volunteer to sing it even if they did, given what it's about. ❜

@seeksmoon

[faithsweapon]

                    Beads of sweat fell down furrowed brows as the Lunari finally took a moment to catch his breath. 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐌 still in his hands felt far heavier than he was used to. Though he'd known of the dangers prior to arriving in the foreign land of Ionia, nothing could quite prepare him for the nature of its formidable wildlife. Next time though he would be better prepared. Faster. Stronger.

                    As he silently thanked his sister for the weapon && it began to disappear from his grasp, he would turn to the woman behind him. Whilst not strictly necessary for his mission he would reason in his mind that protecting her from the beast as he had may lead him to some kind of revelation as to where they were going. If not; then at least, following the 'Balance' of Ionia, he may end up repaid for the deed in some way eventually.

                    ❛ Are you injured ?? ❜ he signed to the silverette, scanning her figure carefully though seeing nothing of note other than her peculiar arm, ❛ I am in no rush so if you need a moment to calm down then I'd be willing to keep watch in case another finds you. ❜

@ryogai

[faithsweapon]

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋

interact with this post for a short starter !! please specify which muse if you run a multimuse and/or which verse you would like it in if you have a preference !!