Weight of living.

Lexi / 23 / twin / sister / (animal)lover✿ You probably have seen my face around New York, but in different forms. I- unfortunately- have to dissapoint you, to tell you I am none of them (except me, because I am still me!). I am the youngest of the Fabrays and you can regonize me by my medium short blonde hair and that I have an animal by my side 93.8% of the time. This is why I love, love, love animals. They're so precious and I love them so much. But not to worry, I will try to spare you my stories why, however I can imagine that I will eventually tell you them anyway, sorry in advance. Talking about animals, I can also tell you how lucky I am that I work at the animal store near my apartment! It is also where I met my favourite man (it's like it's meant to be, right!?). Stephan is the one who stole my heart and I love him to bits. They are brought down and fallen: but we are risen, and stand upright (Psalms 20:8) ✞♡.

[bowtiesofnyc-blog]

Important question

for people of the internet. What do you do when you walked in high heels so much, including this year’s recent pride parade, that you can’t help but add a few to your closet? I’ll admit I’ll always love my loafers and overall preppy style, but the high heels will always hold a special place in my heart, especially since my run as Hedwig is almost finished.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

So you’re wearing high heels? That is so amazing! How many inches are thhe average heels, if I may ask? I am trying my best to walk on them, but at the end of the day or halfway through, my feet are hurting so much... So if you have any tips to prevent that, can you please share them with me? But to answer your question, I think you can never have enough shoes or clothes. Especially when they hold a special place in your heart.

[stephanhudson-blog]

FACE TO FACE → SEXI.

[stephanhudson-blog]

With a shake of his head and a small smile, Stephan glanced down at his menu for a second. Of course, Lexi couldn’t not thank him; it was in her nature. “Yeah, there is a pretty big selection.” Stephan was always pretty nonchalant about things, and never tried to seem too excited about anything. Even when Stephan was in a great mood, he hardly showed it unless he was alone with Lexi or doing his thing at Downtime. “I think I’m going to go simple and get a cheese burger,” he said placing his menu down on the table after Lexi gave it a small tap. “I don’t even have to look. They cook a good burger and maybe I’ll even share my fries with you,” he smirked.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

It was tough for Lexi that Stephan didn’t always share his excitment with her. Then agan, it was in his nature, so he couldn’t do much about it and didn’t want to do something about it. She let out a small chuckle when she heard that he maybe will share some fries with her. “That’s really kind of you, I’m glad you consider it. I’ll go for the salad with goat cheese and walnuts with some french bread. I’ll maybe give you a piece.” She grinned at him and rolled her eyes, “You’re such a smartass, knowing your order already without looking.” She joked, she loved joking around with Stephan, it makes her feel lighter and felt that everything is okay at that point.

[thepiercethatbites]

What made you want to do that sort of thing to begin with?

[faithtrustandlexidust]

I didn’t... they asked me to do it. And I didn’t want to let them down so here we are.

[dixiestjames]

That is true, though I don’t know that the environment is on their minds much while they’re getting drunk. Still, a little courtesy for the people who need to get to and from the building would be nice. Good! I’m glad to hear that.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

I don’t know about that either, to be honest. I know, it so would... I don’t know what gotten in their heads for not cleaning things. It’s becoming more messier and messier... Thank you so much, what about you?

[tenacious-blaineanderson-deacti]

I’d say so, yes. It sounds like you’re unofficially being promoted and given more responsibility. Which means they trust you.

Well now you know! You can do both, just as long as you remind yourself to slow down, so your mind and body can keep up with it all. If you don’t try and do that, you’ll run yourself down and get really tired.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Thank you so much for saying this to me... Can’t believe I haven’t realised that yet. They can, don’t they? I like knowing this.

I agree with you, Blaine. It means a lot that you tell this all, makes it all a bit lighter and that I’ll have more faith in myself.

[icequincess]

More because I didn’t think mystery was your kind of genre. 

That, and Rydel isn’t very fond of Victorian writing. Good, I’m happy for you Lexi. 

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Ah, like that. It is interesting, I have to say that, but you’re sorta right about it.

I didn’t know that, good to know she isn’t. Thank you, Quinn, that means a lot.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Call ☏ Jon ⇄ Lexi

Jon: He let out a soft sigh. He hadn't expected that Lexi would contact him. Not that he would mind. She was a nice girl, so. And it was the truth that he wasn't angry anymore. After all, her night wass way wore than his. So he took his phone and hit the dial button, then waited untill someone would pick up "Hey Lexi, it's me"

Lexi: She bit her lip nervously, she didn't expect him to call her. She'd rather forget what all happened and go on what happened earlier that night... If she could, she would do it over... only not sure if she'd do the same or change things. She jumped up when she heard her ringtone through her room and gulped thickly. This is the moment... She inhaled sharply, closed her eyes and swiped her finger on the screen. "Hey Jonathan." She wasn't sure how to call him, so she decided to go the polite way.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

TEXT: Lexi ⇄ Jonathan

Jon: Sure, no problem at all. You are very welcome.

Jon: I was angry. I am not anymore. So don't worry. I did hear some things about your boyfriend though. Have to say - not a fan. Seems to me like he isn't exactly in the position to play the victim and pout and that you would deserve a lot better. Just sayin'.

Jon: I'll call you in a moment.

Lexi: [read the messages]

[faithtrustandlexidust]

TEXT: Lexi ⇄ Jonathan

LEXI: Hey Jonathan, here's Lexi... thank you for your number and that I can call and/or text you.

LEXI: And I get it that you're angry... I had to explain it to you why I didn't feel so good anymore when you asked. Yeah... I texted him as well. I'm really sorry about this all... 😩

LEXI: BTW, if you rather want to call, we can.

[icequincess]

I know you do just don’t… put yourself out, if you don’t wish to. 

You didn’t sound too pleased, is all I meant. 

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Thank you... I will consider it.

Oh... well I am, it’just harder than I imagined it would be. And wanted some help.

[elliottinnyc-deactivated2016091]

Good for you. Well now it seems you have to figure out how to deal with it. Sometimes you just have to think about it.

I’ll take your word for it.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

I do try my best... it’s just I have never done it. I oly asked for some help...

[elliottinnyc-deactivated2016091]

Good for you. Well now it seems you have to figure out how to deal with it. Sometimes you just have to think about it.

I’ll take your word for it.

[faithtrustandlexidust]

I do try my best... it’s just I have never done it. I oly asked for some help...

[candy-a-fabray-blog]

But you don’t really know me, right Lexi? So how can you judge whether I’m hell worthy or not? I mean I like to think that I’ve had enough fun sex in my life to be going to hell. Or maybe gods changed his mind on sex, it been so long since I went to a Church. Are there new rules?

A bunch of sinner put in one place to sin together, sounds like a type of heaven to me. 

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Candy... I’m not here to judge you. I don’t judge you and want to judge you. All I said is that you are a good persn adn good enough... Please don’t think it the wrong. Also please don’t be sarcastic... I have good wills for you. 

[faithtrustandlexidust]

TEXT: Lexi ⇄ Stephan

LEXI: Look, I’m sorry about that other night, Stephan. And at one hand I get that you want to post something about it on Tumblr. On the other hand I don’t. I don’t like what happened and I’m really sorry. Can we, please, talk about it?

[kitty-does-indie]

↳ Instagram: @jonhummel uploaded a photo:

So I decided to get myself a cat. Say welcome to this handsome fella. No name yet. Any suggestions? :)

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[faithtrustandlexidust]

@fairytalesandlexidust commented on and liked your photo: What a cutie! is it a he or she? Perhaps you can call him or her mr. or mrs. Mittens?

[kitty-does-indie]

What a day...

[kitty-does-indie]

I am just honest and telling it as it is. They certainly are. And true, their senses are way more developed than human ones. So they see, hear, smell and in general notice so much more. In my opinion, there is a whole world around us that we cannot grasp. 

Well…not really. The Theater isn’t mine - I work there. I am the one who organizes everything, takes care that the tight schedule is working, I find solutions for problems - for example if there are technical issues. I also meet with the playwrites to make sure the story they are telling is told in the way they intended it to. And yes, I do talk to some of the audience, but without telling them I organized this. Very true…the actors and the audience are both very important. Haha…well, there certainly have been quite a few racy incidents behind the scenes…melt downs, fights. I do have to thank my brother for this. He kinda brought me into the world of theater.

Haha, well, now you might have an idea. It kind of fits you, I think.

To be honest…no. Why should I be sorry for telling a sweet, young woman the truth about her lovely self?

[faithtrustandlexidust]

And that’s really kind of you. And isn’t that so interesting to see, expierence with them while you are with that. Well, I never have expierenced it when I was with animals, but how amazing and interesting it would be if I could ever see something like that. I will definitely call you then! 

Yeah, you know what I meant, Jonathan. A real manager, huh? I like that... taking the responsibility and make sure everything goes well. Oh you should tell them it is you! You are as important as the lead role, if not more important! Seriously you should believe you are important, Jonathan! Without you the whole play isn’t there. 

Why thank you, I will definitely consider and thinking about it!

Because I’m currently a tomato right now, being all blushy about this?! You’re too sweet, seriously.

[stephanhudson-blog]

FACE TO FACE → SEXI.

[stephanhudson-blog]

There was something about Lexi always being grateful that Stephan liked. It was the complete opposite of him and it was one of the things that drew him to her in the first place. Stephan was more demanding and wanted things done the way he wanted it, Lexi was much different in that sense. She really balanced him out. And like people said, opposites attract.

Stephan watched as the waiter walked away and go to the bar to collect their drinks. When he went out to eat, Stephan didn’t like waiting so long for his drink. It was typically why he usually chose to sit at the bar but with Lexi, he always liked for it to feel more date-like when they were out. His eyes darted back to Lexi, and shook his head at her. “You know you don’t gotta be thanking me. I love going out with you. And I like seeing you before I gotta work, anyway.” He couldn’t help but notice she didn’t look up at him while she talked or even he talked. She almost seemed entrance more by the menu than him. For some reason, it almost bugged him a bit. “You see something you like?” He asked, looking over and down at Lexi’s menu. 

[faithtrustandlexidust]

Two completely different persons. Opposites attract. Lexi liked but also find it hard that they both were so different. Then again if she had someone who was the same as her, she didn’t know if she’ll survive on the streets. When she heard Stephan talking she smiled more and looked up, still having the menu in her hands. “Glad you say so, darling I feel like I’m thanking you anyway.” She looked down and looked over the menu. “It’s all so good, don’t you think?” 

She looked down again and saw all the good stuff. Every possible food seemed to be on the menu. “I’m seriously in a horrible position right now, it all looks so yummy, Steph! What are you going to choose?” She looked up again and tapped on his menu. “You know you have one too, right?” She joked, hoping he wouldn’t mind.