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Healers in The Alchemical Forest

Shawn Thornton

“Painting, for me, is largely an attempt to decrypt the mechanisms of illness through a disciplined medium. I feel, on some deep internal level, that through my painting practice I'm engaged in a psychic process to illuminate the intricate vessels and cogs of an insidious physic current that stems, in part, from having had a serious illness, and all the subtle and profound ways I was altered by this experience."

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Scouts shouted be prepared No need in ever feeling scared But physical fist fights are so rare It's your mind that needs to be aware 

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CR0 3HH

Evenings grow darker than the stove Where dying embers slowly glow Soon we're swaddled in warm clothes While light flickers like the snow Swinging window and cracking doors Her wet footprints on his cold floor Wild writings on weary walls Poorly prophetic and really raw An empty ark in a city of sleaze Shutter dark and squeaks in a breeze Blocks the colour of his jeans In Canterbury Mill just cutting keys

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Lorca could have been writing about London

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Caged bird sings so mournful and slow Everything to express but nowhere to go His rattling bones going down skid row Rusted rails squealing like a feeling you know

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Late night before Early morning Kings Cross coffee Engine roaring Between seat kisses Feelings soaring Scottish skyline Heart is thawing Beating again yet Scared of withdrawing

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None in seven days Unless its hiding from me Finding time is hard

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Empty Shells

Fall apart Lose yourself in the art Rain hitting drum skins Hours after dark

Moving out Rooms echo with a shout Of forgotten belongings And your housemate passing out

Holding on Hearts a trigger on a gun Your mind reminding you To reload when you’re done

[wordsnquotes]

I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.

Robin Williams (via wordsnquotes)

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Not sure if I've spilled this yet Not sure if I've distilled this yet But I bet another cigarette won't get me any closer

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Dark Market

Coffee and e cigarettes doesn't have the same ring to it And electronic blackmail will never have the same sting to it As raw visceral burning, in whatever which sense  The separation of souls with a pixellated fence 

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The same sweet slip Lose yourself and get a grip Her holding on to either hip Insure before your every trip It's unbearable I care Nostrils flare, got hold of her Fall asleep with auburn hair Wake up, see the other stare Its impossible I know Lover, other, friend or foe Suffer so many heavy blows, though If they're the one you'll know

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Starcrossed

[plasmatics-life]

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Clouds billow and burst with our social curse Spilling posts out of our chest Platforms across, blue birds and blogs A future we’d never have guessed

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Willesden Green High Road at the turn of day Irish bars, kids with scars and greasy spoon cafes

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Dostoevsky wrote on impressions Russian in London filing confessions Spilling oil, accounts overflow On Vuitton and Thai-to-go

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I lost my ring in the river now the last trace of

I lost my ring in the river

now the last trace of you, gone

lover lost on the water

never loved like the past that is done

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Buried down in the bed

and under

silver blackens the brutal storm

we fall like the rain and thunder

in the last light of the dying sun

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And the idea that together is better

is envy so let us forget

burn every word down to the letter

almost as though we had never met.