[fallenisms]

hey, my sweet bbies! i'm here to let you all know that i've been over on my daryl blog for the past.. while. his muse is really strong, so i'm going to be over there until castiel comes back. come play with me. uwu.

[fallenisms]

ғᴏʀ ᴜs ᴀʟʟ.

a drabble for nobodiesgovernor. based off of this! WARNING: THIS DRABBLE CONTAINS EXTREMELY TRIGGERING MATERIAL. DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU ARE NOT EASILY TRIGGERED.

           the group seems to be acting exceedingly strange, and                it's making castiel nervous. sure, they had a rough time with the                supply run they conducted the day before, but they were past that                now.                                  ------------------ right?

                perhaps not. glenn doesn't give him any straight answers when the                 angel asks him what's wrong. daryl doesn't speak to him at all. beth                 hides her face as he walks past. maggie doesn't even acknowledge                 him as he speaks to her.

                with a certain amount dread, the celestial one heads to the room he                 shares with rick; and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up as                 soon as he opens the door.

                                                ❛ are-- are you going on another run? ❜

                he asks the question softly, stepping forward. the man is packing.                 he's shoving all of his things into the bag he arrived with. and when                 he shakes his head, castiel feels his heart drop into his stomach.                 he realizes now why everyone has given him the cold shoulder:                                            they're    l e a v i n g .

                and then rick speaks:                                                           ❛ m’not doin’ this for me.                                                           m’doing this for us all. ❜

                those words draw the breath straight from castiel's lungs. after                 everything the two of them have been through, rick is just going                 to uproot and leave the angel A L O N E again?

                                                       ❛ why? ❜

                it's the only word that castiel can think of to say at the moment,                 but rick doesn't seem to have an explanation: he only gives the                 angel a melancholy look before he grabs his bag and walks right                 past him and toward the front door of the bunker.

                and before he knows it, the entire group is gone, and they cleaned                 up so well that it's like they were never there in the first place. he                 searches every room, every corner, every drawer for some sort                 of remnant of them, but everything is gone.

                                   it's just like the winchesters all over again.

                over the next few days, castiel never strays from the door. he pulls                 up a chair and sits there, waiting for any indication of their return.                 the sound of rick's rough voice, a mass of footsteps-- anything.

                when the celestial being finally realizes that they aren't coming back,                 he stands, pulling the angel blade from his coat. he wanders into his                 bedroom and sits on the edge of his bed.

                castiel cannot cure whatever is turning humans into these undead                 creatures. he can't keep people from dying because of a bite. he                 couldn't save the winchesters from their own demises, and he can't                 even keep people he loves with him when they're alive.

                what reason has he to go on? he's not going to allow anyone else into                 his HOME or his HEART. not after this. but castiel is a creature of                 adoration: he cannot simply allow people to die under circumstances                 like these. he knows that he'll let this happen to himself again and                 again, until it kills him.

                               so he'll do fate the favor of speeding up her job.

                raising the blade, castiel plunges it into his own breast, eyes and                 mouth burning bright white as his grace crackles and convulses                 within him. he doesn't even notice as he falls back onto the sheets,                 wings scorching themselves into ash.

                                  it's when a certain p e a c e washes over him that                                   his eyes flutter closed, grace finally extinguishing.

[fallenisms]

tumblr.. lost.. some of.. my kiss meme drafts..

[cometbound-deactivated20161113]

He sighs, leaning down on his doubles shoulder languidly. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t doubt you.” He smiles just so as he nuzzles into his neck, settling himself until he’s comfortable.

"I just kinda worry, you know? I don’t want you to being doing this ‘cause you think you owe me something, or because you pity me. I know you don’t, but, I just— I dunno. Just ignore me, I guess.”

[fallenisms]

             ❛ it's alright, jimmy.                                  i understand. ❜

         a calloused hand raises, resting atop the man's head.          truly, he wishes that the man would stop thinking so          much, but he supposes that it's just how jimmy is.

                 ❛ doubt is normal, but always                  know that i c h e r i s h you. ❜

[hyukn]

[fallenisms]

Castiel spam - 4/?

[fallenisms]

✿.

fingers kiss.

                  ❛ you've lost a lot of blood. ❜

          he speaks as he goes about healing her wounds:          first the gash on her thigh;    then the stab wound          to her side; and finally,    her roughed up fingers.          upon mending her thin digits,   he brings them up          to his lips,  pressing a feather-light kiss to the tip          of one of them.

[fallenisms]

✞┊important!!

please check your blogs!

it seems that the codes in some of our blog descriptions are just— gone. it happened to me, and i’ve seen it happening to others. i don’t know what’s going on, and i haven’t seen anything suggesting that its anyone’s fault, but this is especially upsetting because many of us had counters on our blogs ( online user counter, follower counter, view counter ), and now they’re gone, eliminating our numbers. some descriptions also had a lot of heavy html editing, and that’s gone, too. that being said, it doesn’t seem to be happening to all blogs, because i’ve just checked another one of mine, and everything is normal. so unless someone can figure out what’s happening, check your blogs.

please reblog this so others know!

[edhelernil-a-deactivated2018020]

I actually have something helpful to say about this matter. But first I have to ask; did you try recently to change your header and/or default icon image ( the stuff that would show up if someone hovered over your url ) because I tried changing mine the other day and that’s when it deleted half my description and all of my HTML.

When I tried to add in the new header image I had made, it deleted a bunch of my HTML regarding my description AND refused to change my header. Every time I refreshed, it went straight back to the one I had before. So I think this has to do with some error in Tumblr’s coding.

If you haven’t tried to change your header image or dashcon and this has happened, I’m not really sure what the deal is then. But I know for me this is what happened, so if you’re thinking of uploading a new icon or header — don’t. It’ll fuck up your code and destroy the HTML associated to your description & any statcounters or whatever that you have.

[fallenisms]

✞┊important!!

please check your blogs!

it seems that the codes in some of our blog descriptions are just-- gone. it happened to me, and i've seen it happening to others. i don't know what's going on, and i haven't seen anything suggesting that its anyone's fault, but this is especially upsetting because many of us had counters on our blogs ( online user counter, follower counter, view counter ), and now they're gone, eliminating our numbers. some descriptions also had a lot of heavy html editing, and that's gone, too. that being said, it doesn't seem to be happening to all blogs, because i've just checked another one of mine, and everything is normal. so unless someone can figure out what's happening, check your blogs.

please reblog this so others know!

[withusnow]

"Stayin’ here is the best chance we’ve got."

[fallenisms]

           ❛ i know. ❜

      he's reluctant to let them stay, but..       if he's not helping himself, he may       as well help others, right?

[surviivism-deactivated20150116]

Gonna be reusing my drawing that I originally used for my self promo banner because I’m literally trash && have no access to my paint program BUT ANYWAYS. I like to thank sweet gentle Jesus && his old man because wow, i never thought i’d get this many followers for being a highly selective blog BUT ENOUGH JIBBER JABBER && on with my baes && peeps I admire from afar!

leon-s—kennedy changedsongbird innsania mortem—obire arnovixtordorian sleddxg thejxrk xjaina chxsenfate dexdman lionthought ichbindamon fallenisms impxster vicecomitem pxrditax sagavenator gasmxsk justxkeepxrunning keptthemsafe atlaxlinguist jxongsin separatesouls magusdraco iloveearthx judxthgrimes rebelisms knxwthedrill schxnste praeeses boywithwebs sweetlittlesunflower avariie ofgrounders nahseekh duck-grayson-your-ward fireflycargox burntbreadpeeta geluuk straightdxck xsurvivant besafeclementine sxnnerx fallxre xducere theoneandonlyvxlentine aveuglx 

I believe that’s all but there’s probably a 99.9% chance of forgetting like, a billion people.

[surrogatiisms]

                        katerina’s heart raced rampantly within her cavernous chest,                         sensing immediately that this person was an a n g e l.                            backing away from him as quickly as possible, she came                                               close to snarling.

                                                                          “put. that. down!”

[fallenisms]

            ❛ i'm afraid i can't. ❜

                                  the celestial one takes a long step closer and                                   plunges the blade toward her abdomen, hoping                                   to at least kill the monsters within her.

[poisixn-archive-deactivated2014]

;; this is syd’s quick shit edit thing for appreciating her followers. though it’s goin’ to be biased as a cakefuck but here’s the people that i consider part of the legendary follow forever list.

love from your dearest shewolf & mother monster herself ! !

part of the pack ;; 

bloodysalad ( my dearest bonnie to my clyde, the gomez to my morticia; may i go on ? ) || ofheavensfire || insanusisms || hannigerminer || maaskedmurderer || selliingcrackforthecia || murdxrous || riighteousman || coccinoregina || guiltisms || hissammyboy || incorruption || ofhellsfire || ofoptimism || royalelijah || imxndus || wickedfatality ( i follow you on my every account b/c you’re splendid. )|| fallenisms ||  lxgnen ||  scarredbyxhellfire || righteousdisaster || thesoullesshunter ( best soulless sam around tbh ) || alwaysenduphere || ghostxbuster || terriiify || todxst || hellsxking || dixbolical || coinquinatus || chxvyimpala || markedbysin ||

the little wolves ;;

sxmniare || barbarastreisandthisbitch || dontscratchthewalls || aquaphobiia ||   deathxhound ( also my baby hound. ♥ ) || sonofapie || selfdeception || sororisxreginae controlfreakiisms ( darling. c: ) || venater || classicwheels || fxmilybxsiness || softrocklullaby ||

;; if there was anyone i missed, i’m sorry. this was a quick thing that i threw together. i love you all so much, thank you for following me. really means a lot ! !

[changedsongbirdx-blog]

Hi, hello, hey. My name is Janni and somehow you guys found my blog and decided it was worth the follow and for that I am extremely dumbfounded and grateful. I created this blog on October 12th, 2014 and never would have expected to reach over 600 followers within that month and a half that I’ve been on here especially with a canon character I was so nervous about writing. This is to show my appreciation and I am so very sorry if I missed you or one of your blogs. This is my first time making a bias list / follow forever (I don’t know the difference but bias list looked better on my graphic if I’m being totally honest), so please don’t take this personally. These are in absolutely no order what-so-ever.

xmichowned, aintgonnabeyourbitch, kxllercolt, aintbeggingyou, immaggiegreene, tarachxmbler, lorixgrimes, udholde, waveringhumanity, gunslingerdixon, maggie-greene, neverwillagain, dxmnmystery, laidre, stetsxn, shelikedmefirst, southernxspitfire, erravii, hortxn, beaniesandmachetes, surviivism, asskicker-grimes, hardlythewoman, fallenisms, geluuk, ninexlivesx, constantquibbling, malevolentqueen, positivelyregal, herunfailingkindness, fatherofasgard, hadtobecomestrong, forsakenvows, tentoriumxlignum, motherofasgard, primainterfectrix, ididwhatihadto, residentpoliteguy, witchyblackcat, whiskeymitch, gamemakxr, xbeastblood, showmaxter, silkssongsandchivalry, sxmniare, iwontleaveyouallalone, securisx, herroyaldarkness, keptthemsafe, xthirteenth, sonofapie, lxaena, maidofwinter, regaliity, championofcamelot, dixonisms, sxmuels, kidgrimes, unseenmockingjay, lipbiiter, distruust, lavchra, exaequatio, xisterus, shootxemup, waggishweasleys, zravost, bornmagic, shawn-greene, addiikti, axharrison, frenchsurvivor, fragmentsofxfaith, knxwthedrill, coldblxxded, noahthebrave, destroiis, gankinshit, gunatmyside, solitaryxsoldier, boywithwebs, shesfuckingweird, burdeniing, hijackedmemory, lxgnen, luxdea, justmxssedup, spiritofmelancholy, wintersaviior, ahbutimavillain, treasonously, you-inthetank, lionthought, anxrchists, abetterangel, anarchiism, badboyxlandry, diavalisms, samcroking, mikaxsamuelsx, unbeatenwolf, thealwaysforgotten, savingconviction.

[fallenisms]

& you said:       ❛ i know that this will h u r t ❜                                                                   but if i don't BREAK your heart                                                                       things will just get worse    if the burden seems    too   much  to   bear                                                     remember, the E N D will justify                                                     the   pain   it took to get us there

[stacynormanfan]

[fallenisms]

✿

hand kiss.

             he needs to see the body, limp on the wooden floor.                 he needs to look at it with his own eyes--   to see that he's                 there, tangible--  dead.  wings charred.  vessel incapable                 of its own movement.          and when he does see it, well.

                                      if he cries tears of blood over his big                                      brother's corpse,   he chooses not to                                      leave any         EVIDENCE         of it.

                          ❛ i'm  s o r  r y ,  brother. ❜

                 every word comes as a harsh whisper, and as castiel                 kneels down beside gabriel's body, he takes one of his                 hands into his own. it's cold.    castiel's body shudders.

                          ❛ i know all you wanted was for everything                                        to go back to the way it was. ❜

                 raising the trickster's hand,   the younger being                 kisses over his knuckles,  willing himself to let                 go  of  the  mentor  and  brother  he once knew.

                          ❛ i love you, gabriel.                                                                 goodbye. ❜

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fallenisms replied to your post:why is it so difficult to find a plain ol crown…

like for a theme background?? i have a nice crown texture if you want to try it

         yAAAS pls

[fallenisms]

will this work??