labyrinth

it's like Wonderland down here

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5 ;

I don't see it in your eyes anymore, you're sick of me

I can't see those smiles, you're all shades of annoyed

I don't feel the affection ; why isn't it there no more?

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4 ;

are you toying with me?

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3 ;

i'm not good enough.

i could be doing better, but no.

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2 ;

"Cause all that's on my mind is you holding my arm with matching rings on our fingers."

While what's on mine is the image of our fingers laced, with expressions wearing smiles that show that we're just young and in love, sweetie.

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1 ;

it's not worth it.

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1 ;

to future-me:

hi, i hope you're happy now. i hope there's someone by your side by the time you're reading this. i hope you have good friends. i hope you're still surviving, and living life physically and mentally.

i hope you're less sad. i hope you're all better now. i hope you're doing good in your studies. i hope you know what you're doing. i hope you're going down to right path.

i hope you don't fall badly, again. even if you do, please pick yourself up - don't show your face. keep your head held high, okay? you're a brat. remember that. you need to have that confidence. pull it all off. make sure everyone doesn't mistaken you for that fucking prissy you were back then.

i love you.

please, be okay.

// ^~^ //

p.s: you're probably going to say something like "well fuck i could have been able to write a better letter, thanks a lot, past-self, you lazy ass"