fic masterlist 💫
all my fics :)
haunted bodies in haunted spaces (but listen to our heartbeats echoing together)
tell the ghosts at the train station that i'm on my way
fight the ghosts in my home with this doomed body
miscellaneous
don't you know i can't lose you (your heartbeat is my lullaby)
this perdition on earth will be my ruin
i see myself in you, we're both inescapable things tonight
memories linger like tattoo scars (but your touch on my skin is just as permanent)
home is wherever you are tonight
it's the litany of ineffable moments that make you stay, you think (as the world goes up in flames)
there's something about the way you're looking at me (peut-on s'embrasser ce soir)
i'll surrender my fate to your hands (please have mercy on me)
salvation in the shape of your name on my lips
honey i'll change all the rules for you (think you're my prize anyway)
skin, bones, a stolen heart, and an ugly creature lurking underneath
darling i want you here in my arms (kiss the pain away, i know you can)
rot in the space between dusk and dawn
my reflection in the mirror is a stranger to me (please say my name, i need to hear it from you)
i want your midnights and your daybreaks (honey i want all of you)
you live in my wildest dreams (but i open my eyes and you're still here)
wither under the iridescent glow of the sun, moon, and stars
whisper your gossamer truths into the shadow, maybe you'll find the answers you're searching for
words can't amount to the past interwoven between us, and maybe that's okay
i've been falling deeper in and you have no idea
blueberries and the baader-meinhof phenomenon
we're ephemeral shadows glowing in the moonlight
golden silhouettes and these fragile moments
cry for all we have lost and all we have left to lose
that look in your eye is my elixir, and i'm drunk
what a fickle thing fate was
the truth lays heavy in your heart, and what a bitter taste it leaves when it escapes
'cause the stars said so
it's all a little delicate, isn't it (this serendipity of you and me)
i'll stay in this fragile heaven with you and let my hands linger
all i know is the tender caress of your lips on my body (it's yours, darling, take it)
even before you touched me, i belonged to you (all you had to do was look at me)
we're on the outside, looking in
in the haunting silence after the war, you're the one to bring me home
the conversations we only understand when we're miles away (and all i have is your voice on the phone)
our fingers dancing when they meet
the woes of teenage dumbassery
jealousy works, until it doesn't (it works then, too)
because the truth is hidden in between the lines (or maybe it was there the whole time)
finding the ethereal ghosts in the ruins of your self-destruction
we weren't ready, but the tides didn't listen
the things i can't bring myself to say
i don't know how to grieve the things i miss the most
i don't know how to breathe in the place i called home
thiam in the words of taylor swift
in this moment now, capture it, remember it (it's flawless, it's fearless)
why they lost their minds and fought the wars
you come around and the armor falls (pierce the room like a cannonball)
the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me
i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
don't let go darling, you still have a life to love
we're made from the same thread, weaved from our grim past
the water's too rough darling, i'm sorry
the ships roll by and the lighthouse stands tall, but we're still drowning
watch the wilted flowers stand tall again as we dare to dream
divided we fall, by the hands of the ones we once trusted
you break me down and make me human again
the things we regret can't ruin us
save me, anchor me, love me
and the flowers all grew, painting the field in technicolor
oh how the stars light up the overcast sky in the silence of the night
the darkness of this cold night makes the stars shine just a little brighter
the tears from our past water the garden blooming in front of us
and somewhere in the darkness, we find a glimpse of hope
and the blood of the past turns the white roses red
an anchor without a violent sea is simply just a burden
the world exploded into color, yet all i see is you
our past regrets turn this tragedy into a work of art
and in the chaos, we find peace
april fools' is made for me and you
