Steve Harrington seems to be annoyed with you about something. But that doesn't mean that you won't try and save his life.
pairing: steve harrington x henderson!reader
words: 6.5k
contains: angst, graphic descriptions of injury and violence, gore, canon level violence, death of a few demo bats (rip), blood (lots of blood), friends to lovers, idiots in love, miscommunication, platonic (with a capital p!!) relationship between eddie and reader, dustin henderson meddling, slight sexual tension, female reader, no use of y/n (steve calls reader henderson), she/her pronouns for reader.
author's note: this was originally meant to just be a blurb and got carried away. hope you enjoy, the action in this was SO fun!
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Steve Harrington had been acting weird around you all day. He had been snappy with you and when he wasnāt snappy, he seemed to have decided to ignore you entirely. Had you not been in the middle of yet another Upside Down crisis, you might have called him out for it, but you know now wasnāt the time.
But god, was it starting to piss you off.
You scowled as he ignored you yet again when you pointed out the fact that you were a far better swimmer than he and therefore far better equipped to swim down into the depths of Loverās Lake to find this so-called āwater gateā. You had been captain of the swim team for three years and could definitely hold your breath longer than Steve could and yetāhe was the one tugging off his shirt and getting ready to jump into the water.
You were so annoyed at Steve and his behaviour towards you over the past few days that you very nearly missed the sight of his bare chest. But the generous smattering of hair there, the softness of his stomach and the expanse of his shoulders was hard to miss.
Robin notices you staring and raises a brow. You ignore her.
āSteveāā you repeat his name again as you reach out to swipe the flashlight wrapped in a plastic bag that Eddie had been about to hand him. āādonāt ignore me. Iām the better swimmer here, donāt you think I should be the one toāā
āDo you ever shut up, Henderson?ā Steve snaps at you, his eyes flashing when he turns to finally look at you for the first time in hours. āJesusāyouāre worse than your brother.ā
Your face burns with a hot mix of embarrassment and anger.
āBut youāre not listening to meāā
But Steve cuts you off by snatching the flashback out of your hands. You donāt get to finish before heās diving into the dark lake.
Itās silent then on the small boat. Eddie is avoiding eye contact with you and both Robin and Nancy look torn between checking you were okay and glancing down at their watches to see how long Steve was taking.
Thankfullyāthey decided to focus on Steve. You decided to glare at the lake water as though it had personally offended you.
But the longer Steve was beneath the surface, the more you found your anger towards him slipping away. Flashes of Steve not resurfacing enter your mind. Images of his lifeless body floating in the lake, of his body broken like Fred and Chrissyās had been, his hazel eyes popped out of their sockets. You find your own eyes flickering down to the watch on your wrist.
āHeās going to be fine,ā Eddie tells you quietly, his shoulder brushing against yours.
You knew Steve would be fine. You knew he was a strong swimmer. You knew that all he had to do was find the gate and come back up to the surface. Nothing dangerous, nothing life threatening.
But that didnāt stop your heart from hammering madly in your chest.
You open your mouth to respond to Eddieāto perhaps lie and tell him that you werenāt worried about Steveābut you were interrupted by the sudden sound of water gushing.
āOh, Christ!ā Eddie shrieks as Steve breaks the surface of the water, spluttering for breath. You hate that you lean out of the boat a little just to make sure he really was okay.
āI found it.ā Steve announces.
āYou found it?ā Nancy asks, mirroring you in leaning a little out the boat to talk to Steve. You feel something tight in your chest at the sight.
āI found it,ā Steve repeats, swimming closer to the boat to lift a hand to hold onto the edge. āYeah, I found it.ā
āDustin, you are a goddamn Einstein,ā Robin tells your brother into the walkie talkie in her hand. āSteve found the gate!ā
Despite Steveās reappearance, you still felt on edge. You wanted desperately to pull him from the lake, to get him out of the damn water but the fact Steve wasnāt even looking at you right now was stopping you. Your hands twitch at your sides as you watch him continue to tread water with one hand.Ā
āItās pretty wild,ā Steve tells the group. āItās more a snack-size gate than the mama gate.ā
You bite back a laugh and of course, Steve notices. His eyes flicker to yours as he says, ābut still, itās pretty damn big.ā
There was a moment, a very brief moment, where everything felt normal. You felt your hand reaching for his of its own accord and thenā
The first thing that you register was the terror and confusion in Steveās eyes before heās pulled beneath the water for a few horrifying seconds as something attempts to pull him down into the dark depths.Ā
āSteve?ā You exclaim, voice weak a little as your hand scrambles for his. Your fingers curl into the wet skin for a few brief moments before he pulls away from your touch.
āDonāt youāā
That something below pulls Steve down a second time. And this time, he doesnāt surface.
āSTEVE!ā You scream his name and the terror in your voice is evident.Ā
The others are yelling his name tooāEddie is swearing blindly, Robin is panicking and Nancy is staring at the spot where her ex-boyfriend had disappeared in horror. You stare down at your hand, the one that had briefly held Steveās before he was dragged down beneath the depths.
You understand then why he pulled away from you. Not because he didnāt want you to touch him. But because he didnāt want you going down with him.
The others continue to shout Steveās name, as though just by yelling it would bring him back up to the surface. But you? Youāre standing up in the small boat on shaky legs.
āHenderson,ā Eddie says suddenly as he watches you shrug off your jacket. āYou better not be doing what I think youāre doingāā
āIāll be fine,ā you snap, your body tense and heart hammering as those images of Steveās lifeless body creep back into your mind. āIām not letting himāā
You canāt even say it. The word die. But it was trueāyou couldnāt let Steve Harrington die. You wouldnāt allow it. You had been through too much together. The first demogorgon attack in the Byersā home. The one you both had accidentally stumbled into after you had seen Steve after his fight with Jonathan. All Steve had asked you was for directions to Jonathanās house in order to apologise and you had gone with him because you thought Dustin, who you hadnāt seen in over a day, might be there. How that simple decision had changed both of your lives. How the next year you were back to fighting monsters alongside the guy formerly known as King Steve. The guy who once roamed the halls of Hawkins High like he owned the place was now letting you cry on his shoulder after helping you bury your cat. How he had promised you he would never tell Dustin how upset you were about Mews because you didnāt want your brother to feel bad.
And then the following summer came, where you and Steve both worked at Scoops with Robin. You spent days laughing with him and trying to ignore how elated you felt when customers who Steve attempted to flirt with shot him down. How you felt yourself sometimes wishing that you were the object of his affection instead of the girls who laughed about his sailor uniform. And then when your carefree summer turned into more Upside Down nonsense and you were stuck in that Russian base beneath Starcourt, things felt heavier. You still remember Steveās screams as the Russians did god knows what to him. Still remember the blind panic you felt when they threw him down in front of you and you thought for a few, horrifying moments that he was dead. How you had cleaned each otherās wounds after. How Steve had cried in front of you when the dusted settled.
And now, here.
Steveāperhaps dead, maybe just barely aliveāand you, standing in the small boat, shaking from adrenaline and refusing to let Steve Harrington die.Ā
And so, despite Eddie and Robinās yells for you to stop and think, you take a deep breath before you dive, head first into the cold lake water. It was an unelegant, messy dive, nothing like the dives you had performed during your years as swim team captain. And yet, it was your most important one to date.
You werenāt quite sure where you were going. You couldnāt see Steve, or anything for that matter. It was dark beneath the surface. So very dark. And perhaps if your fear of losing Steve wasnāt so intense, so all consuming, you may have thought twice about what you were doing. How dangerous this was. But all you could think about was the look on Steveās face before he was pulled under. And you couldnāt give in.
Despite the fact your arms and legs quickly began to ache as you swam deeper and deeper, you kept pushing. Refused to give up even when your ears popped from the pressure. Even as your lungs screamed from a lack of oxygen. Even when the tips of your fingers began to tingle, you kept going. Because you saw a faint red glowāa large crack in the lake bed. A gate.
Every part of your body was screaming now. You kicked. You pushed through every instinct telling you to go back to the surface. To safety. To the others. But you didnāt.
Your vision begins to blur around the edges as you reach the gate. You donāt stop. Your head breaks through the strange, slimy tendrils beforeāair. Not fresh air. It was that clammy, suffocating air of the Upside Down. You donāt care. Youāre gasping as you pull the rest of your body through the gate. You hear the thunder, see the flashes of red lightning in the clouds above. Your arms are tired, your legs close to giving up, your lungs burn and your body is soaked through to the bone. You donāt remember the last time you had felt so cold.
But a nearby yell pulls you back to the thing that brought you here in the first place. Finding Steve.
Your body turns andāyou donāt have to look far. Because ten yards or so away was Steve. Still alive. Writhing. Choking. The tail of a demonic looking bat wrapped around his neck as two more bats sank their fangs into the skin of his stomach, gorging on his flesh. It was a scene ripped straight from a nightmare. But you stumble towards it anyway.
You can see the fear on his face. Can see how his legs kick to try and fight back, how his arms are trying to shove away the bats that were ripping at his flesh.
āS-Steve!ā You call out, your legs screaming in protest as you rush towards him. You donāt have a weapon. Youāre not even really thinking about what youāll do to get the bats off him. You just know that you need to try.
Youāre not like Nancy, or Steve. Youāre not great at fighting. But the fear in Steveās eyes had stirred something deep inside you.
Your hand slips into the back pocket of your jeans and you pull out a simple compact mirror. The one you always carried just in case. Nothing fancy. But you bend down to smash it against the hard rock of the dry and cracked lake bed. The glass shatters and you pick up the biggest shard. It was barely long enough to hold it in your palm but it was your only weapon.
You go for one of the batās feasting on his stomach first. The shard of glass isnāt enough to pierce through the thingās flesh but you try anyway, going for its wings where the skin was thinner. You hacked at it madly, consumed by the need to save Steve. You barely even hear its screeches of pains as you manage to take one of its wings off in the most barbaric way. Blood spatters over your face, trickles down your neck as you pick up the bat that was wailing in agony and throw it as far away from you as you could.
You turn to do the same to the other bat. But itās already pulled away from Steve to bare its teeth at you. You donāt move, donāt try and dodge. Because you notice the blood covering its mouth. Blood. Steveās blood.Ā
That moment of hesitation could have cost you if it wasnāt for Nancy Wheeler.Ā
The bat lunges at you but instead of its fangs meeting your flesh, a wooden oar smacks it away from you before it could get the chance.Ā
āHey there,ā Nancy says to you with a small smile before she turns to whack the bat again for good measure.
Itās then you notice not only Nancy, but Robin and Eddie. Both of them trying to stop a fourth bat from joining the party.
You donāt stick around to say hi.
Your body twists so you could try and help Steve free himself from the bat that was still choking him. Your hands, covered in the blood from the bat you had brutalised, shake as you try and pull its tail from around Steveās neck. But the more you pull, the tighter it seems to get. You can hear how Steve gasps for air that wonāt come.
āShit, fuck!ā You exclaim as you scramble for the piece of broken mirror you had used to hack the wings off of the batās friend. But before you could find it, Steve moves. You watchāin a mix of horror and admiration as Steve manages to turn his head to the side, grabs part of the bat's tail that wasnāt wrapped around neck and pulls it towards him. Your eyes widen when Steve sinks his teeth into the batās flesh, hard. Hard enough to tear its flesh away.
The bat screams, wails and unfurls its tail from Steveās neck.Ā
Steve doesnāt hesitate.
His hand is still wrapped around the batās tail as it tries to fly away. It continues to cry out in pain, blood pouring from where Steve had bit it. But Steve doesnāt let go. He stands, his bare chest heaving with a look on his face that you hadnāt ever seen before. One that leaves you breathless and unable to move from your position on the floor.
The othersāwho each seemed to have been successful in their fights against the batsāwatch too. Watch as Steve slams the bat to the ground with a force that was enough to kill. You knew it was dead from the first hit. But Steve doesnāt stop. He slams it to the ground again. You hear its tiny skull crack against the dry rock. Itās even more savage and brutal than you had been with taking off the other batās wing. A final slam to the ground and thenāSteve holds the dead bat down to the floor with his barefoot before he tears its body into two. You know it must have taken all of his strength but Steve made it look easy. He throws half of its body away before he spits a glob of flesh and blood onto the ground.
Itās almost complete silence for a few seconds. The only sounds being the cracking of lightning and Steveās heavy breathing. And thenāSteve stumbles.
āSteve!ā You gasp as you rush to catch him.
āJesus Christ,ā he murmurs as you approach him. āIām fine Hendersonāā
āFine?ā You repeat, feeling your face burn in a mix of adrenaline and anger because how dare he try and push you away now, after what you had just been through. Your hand meets his shoulder and you gently turn him to face you fully so you could look at his wound. It wasāfuck, it was bad. There was so much blood, his skin was torn, ripped and the sight made your stomach turn. āYouāre missing like a pound of flesh, Steveāā
āāand I said Iāmāā
āUh, do you guys think these bats have, like, rabies?ā Robin cuts in suddenly, making you and Steve both turn to look at her.
āWhat?ā Steve asks. You wonder briefly if Robin was just talking to prevent you and Steve from arguing.
āItās just that rabies are, like, my number one greatest fear.ā Robin continues. āAnd I think we should get you to a doctor soon because once symptoms set in, itās too late. Youāre already dead.ā
You blink. You hadnāt even considered rabies and now you were glancing over at Steve and trying to remember all of the symptoms. Try to figure out if the skin around the bite was irritated or if he looked nauseous orā
The sound of more screeching pulls your gaze away from Steve. Five, six, maybe seven bats are flying through the air towards your group. Or at least, you thought that they were flying towards you. They land a few yards awayāforming a protective circle around the gate.
āAll right. Thatās not that many,ā Steve says, his breathing still a little heavy. āWe can take them.ā
Before you had time to even think of a plan, of how to fight your way through this and come out the other side alive, thereās more shrieking.
Your stomach drops.
Because far away in the distance you see it. A swarmāa literal swarmāof bats. You canāt count how many there were, all you knew was it was too many. There was no way to fight out of this.
āYou were saying?ā Robin asks Steve, unable to stop herself.
You swallow, unable to stop yourself from imagining how it would feel to die being ripped to shreds by those bats.
āThe woods,ā Nancy suddenly exclaims āher face turned away and looking over at the nearby woods, the trees that were dead, had no leaves. There was nothing to cover you from bats but it was better than dying out here. āCome on!ā
You donāt need telling twice. You start to run, following Nancy towards the treeline, jumping over vines and trying to drown out the sound of the bats that were fast approaching.
You donāt know how long you run for or how far. All you could focus on was following Nancy deeper into the woods and listening to the sound of Steve, Eddie and Robin running along behind you.
It was just as your thighs started to burn, just as you started to slow down and Robin had to yell at you to keep running that you realised where Nancy was taking you.Ā
Skull Rock looked far more intimidating in the Upside Down. The large rock that almost perfectly resembled a human skull that stood tall and would provide the perfect cover from that swarm of bats.
āOver here!ā Nancy calls and you breathe a little easier as you approach, turning around to check on the others.
āDonāt stop!ā Steve yells at you, grabbing your arm and tugging you towards the safety of Skull Rock. āJesus, Hendersonādo you have a death wish or something?ā
You open your mouth to respondāto yell back at him maybeābut then your eyes drop down to the wound on his stomach and all your annoyance at him fades.
āSteve, you need toāā
āāI donāt need to do anything.ā
But the way he sways says otherwise and you decide youāve had enough of his attitude.
āSteve. Sit down,ā you tell him through gritted teeth. āOr I swear to god, Iāll make you.ā
āIām fineāā
āāyouāre not fucking fine, Steve!ā you snap at him. āYouāre losing blood and you need to sit down. So sit down.ā
There was something in your voiceāsomething in the way you look at himāthat made Steve sink down onto a nearby rock. His jaw set but he didnāt say anything, didnāt argue.
You kneel down in front of him and you can see how woozy he is. How he tries to follow your movement with his eyes but struggles to focus.
āYou feel woozy?ā You ask him, gently pushing him upright so you could take a closer look at his woundāthe blood makes you feel a little sick but you push through it. Steve grunts in way of an answer and you glance over at Robin with a small smile.
āGood news Robin,ā you say as you glance over at the others to see Robin watching you closely, Eddie anxiously pacing the inside of the cave and Nancy keeping watch on the swarm of bats above. āWooizness is not a symptom of rabies.ā
Robin smiles nervously. āThatāsāyeah, thatās good,ā she nods. āBut Steveāif you start having hallucinations or muscle spasms or you start feeling aggressive like you wanna punch me? Let me know.ā
āRobin?ā Steve grunts as you adjust his position once again.
āYeah?ā
Your mouth twitches a little because you knew what was coming next.
āI kinda wanna punch you,ā Steve says and you canāt help itāyou laugh. Steve's eyes meet yours and his lips twitch a little as he tries not to smile.
Robin laughs too and you can tell she was close to tearsāa mix of adrenaline and worry for her best friend. You could feel it too, the lump in your throat but you werenāt going to focus on you right now. Just Steve. Only Steve.
āSense of humourās still intact,ā you hear Robin say as you start to peel off your sweater, leaving you in only your tank top beneath. You shiver but you push past it, leaning down to tear off the sleeves. āThatās a good sign.ā
But Steve isnāt listening to Robin anymore. Heās staring down at you, eyes wide and suddenly feeling a lot less woozy. You donāt see it but Steveās eyes move over you, over the goosebumps quickly forming on the skin of your arms before they move over your neck, collarbones, down to your cleavage that he could see clear as day. He forces himself to look away.
āYou ready?ā You ask and Steve blinks in confusion before he turns back to look at you. He had been too busy ogling to know exactly what you were doing.
āWhat?ā Steve asks, his cheeks a little flushed and hazel eyes lifting to meet yours.
āPull it together, Harrington,ā Eddie mutters, seemingly a little amused by the situation.
Steve doesnāt have the energy to snap at Eddie. Instead, he glances down at the makeshift bandage you had made from the sleeves of your ripped sweater and thenāat your face. He swallows, knowing the uncomfortableness that he was about to experience, and then nods.
āJust do it.ā
You bite your lip as you press the material directly over the wound. The hiss of pain Steve lets out goes straight to your chest.
āIām sorry,ā you tell him, your voice shaking as you wrap the sleeves around his torso. āIām so sorry. Iām sorryāā
āItāsāfuckāitās okay,ā Steve tells you, clearly in pain but pushing through it. āDonāt apologise.ā
You nod but his grunts and groans of pain go straight through you. You feel awful and try to be as careful and quick as possible as you tighten the bandage just so before securing it in a quick knot.
āToo tight?ā You ask breathlessly before you glance up at Steve.
āHuh?ā Steve asks, trying not to focus on how your breasts had felt pressed against his chest when you had been tying the bandage. āNoāit'sā¦thatās good.ā
āGood,ā you breathe, resting a hand on his chest to gently push him back so he could lean against the wall of the cave. You can feel how quickly his heart beats beneath the palm of your hand. Can feel the hair on his chest against your fingers. It makes your face feel warm and you quickly pull your hand away. āSorry, Iāā
You look up to find Steve already looking back at you.
Steve opens his mouth to say something but then the earth beneath you moves. One of Steveās arms quickly wrap around you before you could hit the ground, pulling you up and against his body. Eddie grabs Robin and Nancy manages to hold herself up in the nick of time.
You feel every inch of Steveās body pressing against you, you can feel every breath he takes. One arm is wrapped around your waist while his other one holds the both of you upright. Itās hard to focus on the tremors of the earthquake when Steve was holding you like this. But after a minute, maybe less, it stops and you donāt want him to let you go.Ā
But he does and you miss his touch instantly.
āSteve, Iāā
āDonāt, Henderson,ā Steve mutters, his jaw clenching as he turns away from you. āYou shouldnāt have come after me.ā
You stiffen, stepping away from him as the anger returns, apparently bubbling just beneath the surfaceāwhite hot. You want to yell at himāyell that you werenāt the only one who had risked their life for him. Yell at him and remind him that you had saved his life. Yell at him for being such an ass to you over the past few days. But you donāt. Because he was injured and you didnāt want the others to bear witness to your anger.
āMaybe next time I wonāt,ā you say coolly before slipping past him.
The group had decided that the only way back home was through the gate and that the only way through the gate was by taking down those bats that were now guarding it. And without weapons, you were pretty unlikely to stand a chance against a swarm of bats. And so, you headed towards the Wheeler house where Nancy stored her guns because it was the best shot you had. It was the only shot you had.
You and Steve werenāt talking to each other.
The tension between the two of you was buzzing in the air. Steve refusing to apologise or explain his behaviour and you were now refusing to even look at him.
āFor your modesty, man,ā Eddie says to Steve as he holds out his denim vest.
āThanks,ā Steve mutters, taking his eyes off you for a moment to look at Eddie. āAnd thank you for saving my ass back there.ā
Eddie smiles a little. āShit. You saved your own ass, man. I meanāthat was a real Ozzy move you pulled back there.ā
Steve frowns and glances at Eddie. āOzzy?ā
āWhen you took a bite out of that bat,ā Eddie explains but heās met with a blank expression from Steve. āOzzy Osbourne? Black Sabbath? He bit a batās head off onstage.ā
Steve blinks and shakes his head a little. āI donātā¦ā
āYou donāt? Doesnāt matterāitās very metal, what you did. Thatās all Iām saying.ā
āThanks,ā Steve says with a small nod.
āHenderson saving you was pretty metal too,ā Eddie continues with a nod towards your figure walking between Nancy and Robin up ahead. āI meanāshe took off a batās wing with some shards of mirror. Pretty metal if you ask him.ā
Steveās jaw clenches. He had to admit, it had been pretty badass. But it had also pissed him off that you had thrown yourself into danger like that. And it terrified him how you had hesitated at the second bat, how it probably would have ripped your face off if Nancy hadnāt been there.
Eddie notices because of course he does. He notices the subtle shift in Steveās expression, notices how one of his hands curls into a fist.
āShe jumped in right after you, you know that, right?ā
That makes Steve stop for a brief second. His eyes snap back to you for a brief moment before he turns to Eddie.
āIāshe did?ā
āDidnāt waste a second,ā Eddie says. āNot one second. She just dove right in.ā
Eddie pretends he doesnāt notice the way Steveās jaw untenses, how his eyes soften.
āNow, I donāt know whatās going on between the two of you but if I were you, Iād talk to her. Cause thatāā Eddie says, nodding towards your retreating figure, āāwas as unambiguous a sign of true love as these cynical eyes have ever seen.ā
Steve swallows before he turns back to look at Eddie.
āButāā Steve begins, glancing back towards you for a brief second. āBut Dustin told me thatāthat she likes you.ā
There was silence and thenāEddie burst out laughing.
Steveās face burns and he sees you glance back for a brief moment. There was a moment where your eyes met and Steve felt his chest tighten when you quickly look away.
āItās not funny, manāā
āIāJesus, I know itās not,ā Eddie wheezes slightly as he forces himself to stop laughing. āItās justāHendersonāDustin, heās fucking with you, man.ā
Steve stops walking entirely and Eddie nearly trips over a vine.
āHeāheās what?ā
Eddie breathes out, finally no longer laughing as he rubs his hand over his face. āDustin, manāhe knows you like her.ā
Steve swears his heart stops beating.
āHeāI donāt likeāā
āCut the shit man, I can see it on your face. You like her, she likes youāā
āāshe doesnātāā
āShe does,ā Eddie says with such certainty that it makes Steve pause. āShe does sheāyou didnāt see the look on her face when you first went under. When you ripped the bat in two. She fucking loves you man. Not me. You.ā
āBut Dustināā
āāDustin was messing with you. He wants you to make a move and so he probably told you that she likes me so you would get your act together,ā Eddie explains. āBut all it seems to have done is piss you off.ā
Steve breathes through his nose and promises himself that the moment he sees Dustin Henderson again, heās going to slap him. Probably. Maybe more a light shove.
āHeās a little shit,ā Steve mutters.
āYeah, he is,ā Eddie agrees with a smile. āFunny though.ā
āSure.ā
āYou gonna go talk to her?ā Eddie asks.
Steve looks over at Eddie as though he had lost his mind. āRight now? No wayāā
āHey! Henderson!āĀ
Steve curses under his breath as you turn at the sound of Eddieās yellāboth Nancy and Robin turn around too.
āHarrington here is feeling a little queasy,ā Eddie calls out. āMind checking his bandages? Iām not great with blood.ā
Steve glares at Eddie and mutters, āEddie, you littleāā
āIāll be right there,ā you call back.
āGood luck, man,ā Eddie says, clapping Steve on the back and quickly apologising when he grunts in pain.
The moment youāre in front of Steve again, the air between you feels different. You canāt quite put your finger on it, but his eyes are softer, his expression less tense. But he still hasnāt apologised and youāre still annoyed.
āYou feel queasy?ā You ask him as you lean down to check his bandage.
Steve looks over at Eddie leaning against a nearby tree and glares at him.
āYeah, um, a little,ā Steve says thickly, heart racing when he feels your fingers brush the skin just above his sweatpants.Ā
āHe nearly passed out,ā Eddie comments and Steve has to stop himself from rolling his eyes. āItās a good thing I was there orāā
āThank you, Eddie,ā Steve says pointedly. āYou wanna go and see if Nancy or Robin need um, need any help?ā
You nearly laugh at the notion of Nancy Wheeler ever needing help but you donāt commentānot when youāre still focused on his bandage.
āSure thing,ā Eddie says, fighting back a laugh as he steps away from you and Steve. āGood luck with the um, wound Steve.ā
Steve just grunts in reply, too focused on watching you to respond properly to Eddie.
He watches as you pull the bandages away enough to check the wound. He watches how your brows furrow in concern and concentration before looking up at him.
āStill okay?ā You ask softly and that softness in your voice nearly undoes him.
āYeah,ā Steve breathes out. āIām okay.ā
You retie the bandage, taking a lot more care this time. Steve continues to watch you, thinking about all the ways you had taken care of him before. How Eddie had told him that you had jumped into the water right after him. How you hadnāt even hesitated.
When you finish, heās silent and you take it as a sign to leave but when you turn to walk away, you feel his hand wrap around your wrist.
āWaitāā
You turn then to look at him. There it was againāthat soft expression on his face. One that made you feel like you werenāt in the Upside Down, like you werenāt in danger.
āWhat?ā You ask.
āI justāI wanted to say thank you,ā Steve says finally, voice tight and eyes locked with yours. āThank you forāfor saving me.ā
āYou would have done the same for me,ā you say quietly, cheeks warming at the intensity of his gaze.
āYeah,ā Steve breathes. āI would have. In a heartbeat.ā
Itās quiet between the two of you then.
āSteve, if Iāve done something to upset youāā
āāno, please donāt apologiseāā
āābut youāve been off with me and I donāt know what Iāve wrongāā
That tightness in Steveās chest intensifies and he feels so guilty for pushing you away after Dustin had told him that you liked Eddie. He knew it was childish, knew you didnāt deserve it and yet he had done it. And Dustin had done it just to fuck with himā
āHenderson, youāve done nothing wrong,ā Steve tells you firmly, taking a gamble and stepping closer to you. When you donāt try to move away from him, he feels relieved but he doesnāt dare move any closer. Not yet anyway. āNothing. Itās me who was wrong and IāIām so sorry for that. Iām so fucking sorry. You didnāt deserve that.ā
āBut whyāā
āDustin,ā Steve says simply before he takes a deep breath, eyes flickering away for a breath second before looking back at you. āDustin. Heāhe told me that you like Eddie.ā
A beat. A moment that lasted long enough for Steve to wonder if it was too late to feign rabies symptoms.
You blink, āI mean yeah I do like Eddie,ā you say finally.
Steve feels his heart drop, just a little bit. Had Eddie been wrong? āAs in you like, like him?ā
You look at Steve, confused before the realisation dawns on you. āOh, no! Jesusāno Eddie heāheās great, really but not my type. Totally notāwait, why would Dustināsay that I like Eddie?ā You ask, becoming even more confused as you ramble on. āAnd why would that make you annoyed at meāā
āBecause I like, like you,ā Steve interjects before he was too scared to say it. Before he gave into his idea of faking having rabies just to escape this situation.
The admission steals the breath from your lungs. You look back at Steve with wide eyes and parted lips.
āIāwhatāā
Steve swallows a lump in his throat but he doesnāt look away from you. Not for even a second.
He says your name and steps closer, lifting a hand to cup your jaw, wiping away some of the smears of dried batās blood from your cheek. āI like you,ā Steve repeats fondly, a smile spreading across his face as he looks at you. āI really fucking like you and I have a feeling you like me too.ā
You swallow, your cheeks warm but you donāt deny it. āWhy would you thinkāā
āBecause you jumped in after me, because you didnāt hesitate,ā Steve says with such certainty that you feel a little weak at the knees. āAnd plusāI saw you checking me out when I took off my shirt earlier.ā
Your face burns now. āIāI did not!ā You lie.
āYou did,ā Steve says, smiling. āDonāt worry. I liked it.ā
You fight the urge to roll your eyes. āYeah wellāI could feel you staring at my tits earlier so I guess weāre even.ā
It was Steveās turn to be flustered now and as his ears and face turn red, you start and laugh and Steve canāt help but join in.
āWeāre two massive idiots, arenāt we?ā He asks, pressing his forehead against yours as he thumb swipes its way across your cheek again.
āUnderstatement of the century,ā you murmur back with a smile.
Steve smiles back at you and your heart suddenly feels ten sizes too big. Your body feels warm despite the cold air in the Upside Down and despite the danger you were still undoubtedly in, it didnāt matter. Not when Steve Harringtonās eyes were flickering down to your lips before he whispers, ācan I kiss you now?ā
You fail to fight back a smile. āStupid question Harrington,ā you whisper back. āOf course you can.ā
Steve doesnāt hesitate. He dips his head down and finally, finally presses his lips against yours. It was maddening, that first touch. Steve moved his lips against yours like he had days to do this. Like you werenāt in the Upside Down. Like the past few days hadnāt happened as his lips moved against yours, his hands dropping down to your hips and tugging you closer while you pushed him back against a tree.
He moaned into your mouth, from pain or pleasure, you werenāt sure. But he didnāt pull away and neither did you. Your handsāthat you hadnāt realised had been gripping the front of the denim vest that Eddie had given himāfound their way into his hair and he moaned, actually moaned against your lips this time. It was just as he pulled you even closer, just as his tongue dipped into your mouth that another tremor shook the ground beneath you.
It was the only thing that could have pulled you two apart.Ā
Youāre both breathless and clinging to each other. Steve holds you with one arm again, the other holding you both steady against the tree as you wait for the earthquake to pass. When it does, you look at each other for a few long moments before you both start to laugh again.
āWe shouldāā
āāget going,ā you finish while biting back a stupidly large smile.
āYeah,ā Steve murmurs back, breathing heavily and trying not to look at your lipsāat how wet and swollen they were from the kiss. How much he wanted to do it again and again until you both ran out of air. āBut when this is all over? Weāre totally doing that again. Preferably not again a tree in the Upside Down.ā
āIt has its merits,ā you muse as you force yourself to step away from Steve. You already miss his arms around you and judging by the look on his face, he already misses holding you.
āStillāyou deserve better than a damn tree,ā he says firmly. āAnd baby, Iām going to give you so much better.ā
The wordsāthe name per nameāmake your lower stomach tighten and thatāalong with the kissāsends your mind reeling. But you shove those feelings aside as a crack of red lightning spreads across the sky, reminding yourself of the situation you needed to get out of before you could allow yourself such pleasure.