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just a quick note to apologize for inactivity ; i run 5 rp blogs ( along w/ having just started school & I work part time ) and it can get hard to juggle them ahaha,, sorry! but !! i plan on being here tomorrow for some of the day so thanks for patience and all that!

#what was my ooc tag #whaaat was my ooc tag oh my god #you know what i'll figure it out later #anyway yeah!! sorry again

@cantankercus

HEAVY EYES, HEAVY HEART; there’s a smile painted ‘pon visage that is less sincere than it appears and he does his best to mask the degree of the fatigue that plagues him, weariness stretching beyond just that of a lack of rest ( unconscious mind presents him with nightmares on silver platter, reminders of the horrors he has lived among the stars while a conscious mind piles shoulders high with weight meant to break spines as it whispers so sweetly of his doubts ) and he hopes such is not called into question for he does not wish to answer. Let them think him strong, let them think him untroubled ------ he is content with feeding his crew, family, such falsehoods if it is to mean they shall not worry over a man not in need of such.

That stated, however...............

HE KNOWS BETTER THAN TO believe himself capable of hiding at least physical ailments from Bones, his lack of sleep disguised, perhaps, to the majority of crew but never to him and for once he opts to bite the bullet, ask for aid before there is a chance to be berated for it later, at some less opportune time. Medication, a sleeping aid, that is all he is to ask about ------ something he tells himself, internally, on repeat as comes up behind the doctor, hand clamping down firmly upon his shoulder ( pat once, pat twice; light shake of other’s body ‘fore extremity is returned to side ) in way of grabbing his attention, chest already feeling tight at the thought of confessing, even in such a minor amount, that he is not okay.

❛ Bones! Got a minute? ❜ The usual joviality that he exudes around close friend is ever present in tone, even if it is slightly forced this time around, even if there’s a twitch in his smile, ❛ Been having trouble sleeping lately --- I think something’s wrong with my mattress, like it just doesn’t feel right. ❜ ‘ I”m having nightmares. I can’t close my eyes without wanting to scream. ‘ ❛ Next time we stop at a base remind me to get it switched out, but in the meantime, I figured asking you to knock me out with something would be the quickest way to get some shut eye. ❜ He makes it sound as harmless as he can, but there is still something ------ fingers are restless, there’s a half second falter in his expression; briefly, attention turns downward, fingers already reading to fiddle with whatever the nearest object may be. ❛ And there’s ah... um... ❜ SAY IT, every part of his body screams, begging him to allow himself the luxury of confiding in one who will not judge, who will not gossip, one of whom he trusts without an ounce of hesitation --------- ❛ ...I think I’m.... Actually you know what, it’s not important. ❜ Gaze switches back to Bones, the smile he gives a shadow of its usual self, ❛ Forget I said anything, just uh, the sleep aids. That’s all. That’d be great. ❜

#cantankercus #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » v. to approach galaxies with arms wide open ; you have built a home betwixt the moons & suns #whoops this is a little longer than intended jaiofklsadf #SORRY don't feel obligated to match it ok !!#but i hope this works for you! I'm really excited ahhh ;v;

africabytotos

five years in space…

#. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » c. do no harm. take no shit. ; body trembles 'neath the weight of corpses; hands remain steady for the living #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » q. travelling at warp speed

me: tryin 2 live my life in peace, like the pure, good person i am @platiinvm: exists me: descends instantly into hell, screaming the whole way

#. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » captain's log #platiinvm #tbd -#THIS DASH MOVES RLY SLOW #SO I KEEP HAVING TO SEE YOUR POST WHENVER I LAZILY REFRESH #AND I AM DYING #I'M GOING TO PHYSICALLY FIGHT YOU!!!

a year older than he ever got to be.

#star trek rp #jim kirk rp #aos rp #promo for ts #idk what this is but i spent time on it so take it lol #it'd b rad if ppl could throw this around since i'm still Very New but !!#no obligation or anything like that ofc !#anyway i need to finish making icons #i have like 13 and that just isn't cutting it stares at my hands #rolls back into photoshop

keizerghidora

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Florence + The Machine-My Boy Builds Coffins

#. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » i. in space no one can hear you sing ; melodies to shatter silence

r2--d2

Hainan night

#. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » i. visible reflections of a mind ; aesthetics say much with unseen lips & unheard voices #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » q. travelling at warp speed

@starlightsulu

EXCITEMENT COURSES THROUGH veins in anticipation of something new, something fun, curiosity yearning to be sated and the bonus, of course, is that experience is to be had in the company of one of whom he considers family ----- crew, friend, someone worth dying for; his ship is his home, filled to the brim with those of which he carries a bond thicker than blood forged somewhere amidst the stardust & there are a scarce few he’d rather devote his time to, even for such lighthearted a task. Sabre is twirled once, twice, delighted sort of smile etching itself unto visage and he is taking this seriously, of course ------- but they’ve yet to start, & he is nothing if not fidgety, touchy, unable to just stand still as he waits to begin.

❛ Where’d you say you learned this again? ❜ Query is posed with a genuine desire for its answer, despite how quick attention is to flit from sabre, to Sulu, and back to aforementioned distraction, ( he twirls it again ---- last time, he tells himself, forcing hands to be still ) amusement twinkling in the depths of oceanic irises. He is their captain, strong, intelligent, a role model in many ways ------ and a child in many others as current situation makes evident.

#starlightsulu #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » v. to approach galaxies with arms wide open ; you have built a home betwixt the moons & suns #jim is so at ease and happy around his crew when they're not almost dying...#it makes me so Glad #jim voice u guys are like my family ilu sm #jim voice also: sulu can we stab each other with swords for aw hile

keptyn

Star Trek (2009) | Star Trek Into Darkness (2013)

#. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » c. solace in star fields ; you find the embrace of galaxies far warmer than earth ever was #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ » c. a walking contradiction ; your soul is something equations & laws cannot begin to define #goodshitmeme.png

@platiinvm

❛ why do you assume there’s a catch? ❜ someone with any semblance of a brain could figure it out – pretty girls who know they’re pretty don’t come without a lengthy script of terms and conditions. val rests in her palm, grazing painted lips with the edge of finely filed nails, catching the bottom lip whilst she looked him over. sizing him up, to be more accurate, in less shallow ways than she lets on. ❛ not many gals i know ever took kindly to … presumptuous behavior. ❜

CORNER OF LIPS TWITCH, curling upward in some semblance of a smirk, flirtacious, knowing, and he is not so daft as to play their little game of cat & mouse without caution for sirens, he knows, beckon with the beauty of Aphrodite, the grace of Athena ------ & devour men with the ferocity of Aries, no remorse to be found amidst the carnage. Wrist flicks gently, stirs confines of held glass; she’s not stupid, nor is he.

❛ If you’ll forgive my presumptions, you don’t seem like you’re like those ‘many gals’. Beautiful woman like you with brains to match... That’s a pretty lethal combination.❜ A wink, playful, as drink is taken, leaning forward slightly ‘pon table top; catch, he asks again, with eyes rather than words.

#platiinvm #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ | v. tba #lovingly headbutts u hello tam #pls play w/ me pretty cannibal lady #also i kno val is good at manipulating ppl so !!#jim isnt 100% sure what she's doing he's just generally cautious and side-eyey #in the current situation #if u need me to change it tho hit me w/ a brick or smth on skype and i will ok smooshes ur face

@eclipsence

HUMANITY DOES NOT dwell in this crevice of the universe, galaxies away from the planet wherein such would reside and oh there is life, yes, but no familiarity, no sense of home to be found in the places, the people, the vastness that is his life among the moons & stars ( there’s a crew out there, pieces of it ----- find them, find them, lay to rest the worries & nostalgia that plague you ) and if there is anything he has learned in this loneliness, it is that you do not ever truly grow used to it. Perhaps, if he gives it real thought ----- which he doesn’t & makes no plans to ----- such could argue how he located the boy so fast, human wielding alien technology & vibrant blue suit, sprinting across hostile planet with inhabitants chasing, hot on his heels; one of his kind, a strangely painful feeling ( in a good way --- bittersweet tug at heartstrings & this is not one of his crew but a human heart, human soul, nonetheless ) and he, ever the hero, does not fight the impulse that screams save him, SAVE HIM, SAVE HIM ------

FEET ARE HITTING THE ground in rapid succession ‘fore he’s even entirely aware he’s moving, ( MARTYR, MARTYR, the stars cry out, a million suns weeping for their darling ICARUS -------- ‘ do you know how to live without death on your heels ? ‘ ) phaser ----- stolen, some time ago, but his now ------ out & if there’s anything he’s grateful for, being stranded out here, alone, it’s that he has had an abundance of time to cater to his aim. Trigger pulled, once, twice, thrice ----- one for each attacker & there is a familiar rush ( excitement mingled with disgust ----- there is no pride in a fired gun but there is something in saving someone else ) as he comes to a stop before a child ------- a boy clearly distressed, alone, & Jim is far from an ideal guardian but he’ll do his best to see the kid to safety if nothing else.

❛ You alright? Good, ❜ He doesn’t wait for a response, quick glance thrown o’er shoulder as angry alien language gets ever louder, closer, hand slapping against boy’s shoulder in a rather lame show of reassurance, ❛ Then follow me. ❜ & he’s off again, making no attempt at holstering his weapon ----- if he needs it, he needs it, as unpleasant a thought as that is.

#eclipsence #. * ✧ ` sᴛᴀʀsᴡᴇᴘᴛ | v. these stars no longer feel like home ; liars tongues have damned you #IT'S BEEN SO LOOOONG SINCE I'VE WRITTEN JIIIIM #i feel so rusty i am crying #but i am doin my Best #pls love me amy #also u dont have to match this length btw #im sure that goes w/o saying but #i wanted u to Kno #just in Case

new phone who dis?? (jk i dont have a phone bc my world is held off from technical advancements by the assholes in charge fuck the government anarchy ftw)