okay, so i’m organizing all of the people who signed up for the AU, in order to properly see the sides & affiliations without being so messy! remember, duplicates in this verse are either separate people (completely separate, only sharing names), or can be siblings, if anyone plots them out. let me know if you do!
VOX POPULI // the freedom fighters, the rebels, the resistance for equality
lúcio correia dos santos - 26 - vox figurehead/singer @riobeats
joseph wache - 35 - vox-affiliated policeman @bifrostism
ana amari - 52 - columbia medical authority/vox-affiliated @inkheal
okay, so i’m organizing all of the people who signed up for the AU, in order to properly see the sides & affiliations without being so messy! remember, duplicates in this verse are either separate people (completely separate, only sharing names), or can be siblings, if anyone plots them out. let me know if you do!
VOX POPULI // the freedom fighters, the rebels, the resistance for equality
lúcio correia dos santos - 26 - vox figurehead/singer @riobeats
joseph wache - 35 - vox-affiliated policeman @bifrostism
ana amari - 52 - columbia medical authority/vox-affiliated @inkheal
he shouldn’t, he tastes her divinity on his lips & fingers clench, taut against porcelain skin, her hips soft & supple & every touch but a flower ( sentimental is the bite of his LIP to wrench the moan, profound & muted, & he whispers her NAME between blush-wrought breaths ) “ dear LORD, y'can’t just DO THIS t'me, darlin’ - ” instinct, he thinks, as friction does what friction must & warmth & lower numbness spreads throughout him, invading every crook, every patch of sunkissed skin into AGONY, the WANT, the craving of dulcet sweetness. he cannot. he cannot.but he does. hands locked on her wrists, he moves forward, swiftly, pinning her against the sheets - she who dips tender cheeks, rose colored gradation against features. his strength is far more, betwixt their necks & skin exposed, he leans forward, bated breath & eyes hungry, drinking in every last inch, every glow of star-wrought constellations developing, inking upon her alabaster skin. it’s far too LATE, moon’s fading colors creating a curtain upon them, but he pays no HEED ; only her, he whispers, he leans down & brings lips close, the DANGER of icarus, & sighs her name. “ HANA, sweetheart, you’re too much for me, aren’t ya? ” & lips to her neck, he’ll nip gently & offer no solace, until nips turn to bites & whispers turn into softer moans, fingers grip at her clothing, fabric tight, hungrily tugging for attention – “ this comes off, NOW. it’s about time I returned the favor. ” a smirk paints features as he leaves marks, he breaks skin, he colors porcelain red & purple, but he needs more, a madness he cannot contain. he releases his grip upon her wrists, tender & roseate, to whisper between kisses, sweet & wrapped in milk & honey. “ let me have you, darlin’. ALL of you. ” & fingers intertwine, unforgivingly SILENT.
😍 - My muse to roll on top of your muse and start to kiss them
😊 - Your muse to suck on my muse’s neck while they cuddle
😨 - My muse to sneak under the cover and pleasure with your muse with their mouth
😈 - My muse crawling on your muse and pressing their hips against your muse’s crotch
😱 - My muse suddenly reaching down and grabbing your muse between the legs
💤 - Your muse spooning mine from behind and starting to rub their crotch against my muse’s hind
Dude, I'm pretty sure the writer didn't blame Reaper's crimes on him being Latino? The writer herself is Latina and she knows what she's writing! Sam has literally changed a lot of parts of the fic due to people saying it was offensive because she listens. She's made various posts on how the depiction of Gabe isn't in fact abusive, but I can't help you if you just choose to ignore all of this.
okay, let me start off by saying that no, i don’t need your help? if you actually took the time to try to vouch for the author in my inbox, when i CLEARLY stated my dislike & utter disgust regarding the fic. i tried to be reasonable in my previous answer to that ask, because i did not want to explicitly state how much i HATED THIS FIC. but thanks a lot, i’m going to tell you why i despise this fic.
i didn’t need someone telling me what she has done in order to like, what, change my fucking mind? do you expect me to go to sam & go “oh, so sorry, i had no idea you hid all the racist shit you wrote because you were scared of the fandom!! i respect you so much!! love your fic!!”
if she did her research, or even had a SHRED of respect for other races, she wouldn’t have had to have a SHITLOAD OF HATE THROWN AT HER FOR HER TO CHANGE THINGS ABOUT THE FIC. she would’ve noticed, she would’ve understood, she would’ve known better.
she changed the fic according to what the fandom pushed her into. honestly, i bet if no one called her out, she would’ve kept that disgusting disrespectful shit in her fic. i’d even go as far as to say she is practicing internalized racism. she claims she is latinx, yet she creates stereotypes & depictions that demonize the latinx race, & she only responds to hate when it comes in BOATLOADS.
this fic has done several things i will not go into intense detail about, but i’ll outline them:
characterized mch.anzo as fetish-heavy & abusive for the entire ship community. ruined the ship overall for me, so i only write it selectively with certain partners i trust
hanzo slaps mccree, then kisses him. & from what i remember, suddenly, the pain goes away & ALL IS WELL WHEN HE KISSES HIM. that is abusive. the fact that hanzo drew blood is completely lost, just because of a measly kiss. sexy, right? totally okay, right?
hanzo & jesse are both portrayed in ways that make me uncomfortable. jesse overly flirts with hanzo to the point of pushing boundaries & being lecherous & a complete idiot. this boy was trained in blackwatch, holds his own sense of justice & honor. instead, he’s turned into a flirty beast cowboy.
hanzo is portrayed as abusive, angry, & just….just….if you listen to his voice line when he is upvoted, he holds HONOR ABOVE ALL ELSE. “you honor me!” “flow like water.” yes, the dragons short displays an anger within him regarding his brother, the remorse, the agony. but instead, he’s suddenly this….this…..overly offended, bitter, abusive, angry japanese stereotype molded to fit right in with this latino cowboy beast, right?
portrayed ga.briel as evil, irredeemable, & basing these upon his “psychotic episodes”, & essentially stating that yeah, anyone with a mental illness or psychosis is bad, horrible & shouldn’t exist!! right? instead of getting them the help they need, instead of understanding their illness, instead of giving them sympathy, we should jump to conclusions & throw them into the gutter, right?
reyes is also thrown under the bus, as a dark-skinned character to serve as some plot accelerator, to cause drama for others. of course, demonize him! turn him into the villain, make him excessively abusive, apologize for the portrayal only when someone ACTUALLY CALLS YOU OUT.
g.abriel & j.esse are poc’s in this fic. they were constantly compared to beasts. i was honestly just uncomfortable with the first mention, but it became constant & ugh i just couldn’t handle it, why are you connecting latinx culture to being a BEAST?
sym.metra is portrayed as cruel, unforgiving, & it’s pretty apparent that they have no knowledge of her comic, her autism, & the obvious SYMPATHY towards other lives she can display. she shoved her into a nasty, evil stereotype.
lúc.io’s hair was referred to as braids at some point. he called everyone “boy”. how much disrespect do you have to have to marginalize him into a black stereotype? how can you blatantly ignore his carioca background, his brazilian roots? how can you write him off as a sassy black stereotype because you’re lazy & you need a filler character?
the only purpose ha.na/d.va serves in this fic is to show up at gibraltar & groom them. she’s korean. is this some sort of not really subtle way of saying that us koreans are only good for mani/pedis & dressing & serving others?
next time, please come off-anon so i can actually talk to you over im & clarify why i despise this fic.
wow a new year is upon us && i still have this blog up. & that is thanks to everyone here , all my mutuals & close friends i have gained in this year of 2016 —– tho it was a shitty year, you all made this year a great one for me. all of you are wonderful , great , MIRACULOUS writers !! I want everyone to know that i’m thankful for you all for sticking around & making this dickray ( & MUN ) happy !! here is a list of great people & if i forgot to tag you, just know you are thought of !! i’m appreciative of my whole mutual list !!
i’m sorry, i just…i have a lot of problems with that fic. i dislike the characterization, the blatant racism in several chapters, the misrepresentation of gabriel’s troubled past and his villainous demeanor (by blaming it somehow on his hispanic background??? WHAT??), the trivialization of lúcio’s ethnicity and skin color…& let me say this again, the FORCED characterization of two characters i very much respect & adore.
the biggest problem i have, is the depiction of gabriel as abusive, & the fact that the writer connected this behavior with his latino background. what?? excuse me?? the fuck? sure, sure, sure, i have a huge problem with the mchanzo dynamic in the fic overall, but what makes me mad beyond belief is gabriel and lúcio’s depictions in this goddamn fic. i’m sorry. i just could not get through this fic without just….i don’t know, being very uncomfortable. please don’t bring this up again.
i know i should make more.....i only have one IM LAZY
TWO HEADCANONS YOU HAVE FOR YOUR MUSE THAT YOU NEVER TOLD ANYONE
jesse has a tendency of extremely violent outbreaks every now and then, whether it be in a bar, or when he’s alone -- he’ll break a thing or two, wreck a wall, beat a guy bloody til he manages to rein himself in. he’s not gentle when he remembers, and his memories, his muscle memory of constant violence, an agony trapped in his skin, it all drives him to try to forgive and forget his demons, but he just can’t. he probably never will...
THREE THINGS THAT YOUR MUSE LIKES DOING IN THEIR FREE TIME
wood whittling. he made it a habit during his time in deadlock, your boy jesse doesn’t fuck around -- this isn’t woodshop 101 in high school ; he takes pieces of wood jutting from wherever he can find it and keeps a knife handy.
doing absolutely nothing in the presence of a sunset, just taking the time to indulge in the glow.
sleep. literally just fall into some drink-induced haze and just....fall...asleep....
SIX PEOPLE THAT YOUR MUSE LOVES
(based on BLOG INTERACTIONS.)
@radiantremedy
@widowkissed
@burysong
@spiritkind
@inkheal
@76st
TWO THINGS YOUR MUSE REGRETS
leaving overwatch : there’s an underlying sense of guilt he constantly has -- as if he could have stopped the explosion @ swiss hq. correct me if i’m wrong, but according to the timeline, the incident happened almost right after jesse left overwatch.
losing his commanders : reyes was almost a father figure to him, & ana & jack were two crucial people in retaining his humanity throughout his time in blackwatch. he felt acceptance -- although ana has returned, he currently remains unaware of jack & gabriel’s survival (although some voicelines tell otherwise)
TWO PHOBIAS YOUR MUSE HAS
hadephobia - fear of hell.
mnemophobia- fear of one’s own memories.
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