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hey guys ! i recently came back on this blog & i am lacking in interactions ! this is a indie mami tomoe from the series puella magi madoka magica, established in 2013 & penned by amy. mutuals only & super friendly ! due to being here for so long, she is heavily based on headcanons & outside canon material. if you are interested please LIKE & REBLOG !! ( art ).

#back on my bullshit #sp.

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‘ I’M REAL ! ’

#hey...#sp.

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‘ I’M REAL ! ’

#sp.#hewwo.............:*

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dear diary, i met a boy. he made my dull heart light up with joy. would you do anything for me ? buy a big diamond ring for me ? would you get down on your knees for me ? pop that pretty question, right now baby. beauty queen on a silver screen, living life like I'm in a dream. i know i've got a big ego, i really don't know why it's such a big deal though. dear diary, we fell apart. welcome to the life of electra heart.

#promo.#love......this btch

I'm gonna make gwen poole

#I lov her she's so cute #ooc. whaddup its ya boi skinny peen

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‘ I AM THE GOD OF STORIES.

#hhhweooo #sp.

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hello.

this will be probably my last post in a while as i decide to leave indie rp altogether for the sake of my comfort. this is my last post and i don’t know if i ever return to indie rp again. and if i do: don’t look for me, don’t spy on me, don’t do anything that gives you negative aftertaste.

this is not meant to be guilt tripping, i just want to state my point, my opinion and my pov.

i have done mistakes, i have talked bad behind the community, i let people invade my privacy (not only mine, chanda’s too) and let people do with it what they wanted. the fact is: it is not okay to do that. our twitters were locked, and we thought of you as friends, not people who ruin our trust.

anyways, as for chanda’s side, she apologized and she meant it. she tried her best to word it properly and if that’s not enough then tell us what you want. we just wanted this bullshit to end. chanda is NOT a pedophilia apologist, if i knew she were, i would be very upset hence i am a pedophilia victim myself. she has tweeted something without thinking and realized pretty late that it was a mistake and took down the tweets, knowing it could cause some discourse. chanda is a nice girl, she has her problems but she’s working on those. does that mean i am defending a pedophilia apologist? absolutely not, because chanda is NOT a pedophilia apologist.

we didn’t want those tweets to get spread around, and whoever has followed me to spy on us, i hope you know what you have done. i don’t know what’s worse: invading someone’s privacy by spreading a screenshot of a LOCKED twitter, or the allegation of chanda being a pedophile apologist when she actually isn’t. probably both.

i want this to end and i, on my side as well, want to apologize to any victims and everyone else who got negatively affected by last night’s discourse. we have realized that indie tumblr inpacted us very badly, and i know for sure that chanda will not return to tumblr rp. as for my side, i am not sure. i want to take a break and think about what i’ve done and try to understand things better because even an adult has a hard time understanding things, especially how things go around on tumblr.

that be said, it was nice knowing you all. i’ll be on discord but avoid indie rp altogether. this is an indefinite hiatus on ALL my active and inactive indie blogs. if i return, it won’t be on any of my active blogs. i had enough.

adieu.

PS: if you want to stay in contact, my discord is dyne(amite).#4230

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dude you can’t even like….apologize for real??? stop sending yourself anons too, it’s really obvious. dyne, everyone has been really letting you slide, including myself, for awhile now, in spite of you constantly saying dumb bullshit that you could take two seconds to rethink – really like first grade Baby’s First Critical Thinking things like complaining about how the community is full of “sjws” and is “too pc” now because people call out racism and shit, and that both you and chanda have gotten slapped on the wrist for shitty bullshit in the past too.

chanda, in her tweets, used language that put a heinous pedophile who killed himself out of cowardice to avoid paying his victims a settlement for their suffering above someone struggling with drug addiction. she humanized the guy who gave a final fuck you to his suffering victims, and then used dehumanizing language for

chanda said a pedophile was more human than a drug addict.

do you fucking get why people are angry now? try this one on for size: i’m a victim of both things, since you’re so heavily and suspiciously invested in identity politics in all this and on your twitter only when it’s convenient, and i’m fucking pissed at chanda’s tweets and her stupid, shallow, self-serving, sniveling apology where she whines about how she just likes to see the good in people and hates herself for it. :( then she deletes it, and gives a really cookie cutter, unfeeling apology instead of actually addressing what she did wrong in both her tweets and the first attempt, and makes another shitty post talking about how she “only wishes [the rpc] will think of [you guys]’s positive contributions.” dude??? fuck both of you. to be frank, none of you have done anything super noteworthy. that wouldn’t be a bad thing, if you guys weren’t so invested in your stupid ass reputations that you wound up sharting all over people in the process. absolutely no one is obligated to accept your apologies and forgive you. that’s not how apologizing works. and running off when it doesn’t go your way? that really boils my parsnips.

y’all could have just apologized in earnest, really given thought to it and what you did, but i don’t think you ever really will. so don’t come back, and don’t fucking whine that people are screencapping your dumb words and throwing them back in your face, no one owes you privacy when you shit all over your friends, mutuals and everyone else who like, enjoys feeling safe like that.

moreover, last night i saw you try and use avpd as a shield all of the sudden (especially when you’ve never mentioned avpd in the past, and the only people you follow that are open and earnest about it are……me lmao but ANYWAYS.) it drives me up the wall when people do this so let me just lay it out real quick before i finish: avpd doesn’t “make you paranoid about [anons screencapping your tweets]” so please shut up and take responsibility.

i’m being really tame on you right now and not even covering an eighth of the issues here because it’s not really worth it to go mach 5, so please don’t make me regret sparing you from the embarrassment i could be giving you. bye.

#LFMALDKLSNEEK #drama

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me taking a deep breath: if i a black person approaches you about the way you’re rping black panther ; know that this isn’t about how long or whatever you’ve been playing this or how you’d read the comics. characters like black panther, ororo munroe ( storm ), luke cage, and other prominently black marvel ( and dc ) character is a reflection of us, our oppression, and our growth. if you can’t take critique or black creators and people saying don’t touch our character, that’s anti black and thats fucking whack. remember you’re in our space, playing a character who we relate more than you ever will be able to. BE RESPECTFUL IF BLACK PEOPLE DON’T WANT YOU THERE. BE RESPECTFUL FOR US FINALLY BEING IN THE LIME LIGHT. BE RESPECTFUL OF WAKANDIANS, THEIR HERITAGE, AND THEIR SKIN COLOR.

#i lov.......bibi.............#psa.

what comes out of your mouth isnt my responsibility, if you knew it was wrong in the first place u should have said it instead of now when ur being dragged for it. if u have so much sympathy think of all the trafficked children who he played a hand in abusing who ended up dead.

your not sorry. your sorry you got caught

#'i hate myself' lmao i dont care fix ur own problems they arent my responsbility #i dont give a shit whether or not u rp i just care abt my mutuals who may rp with u #not knowing u felt sorry for a pedophile so anyways #drama /#pedophilia /

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can everyone stop talking behind our backs and spreading locked tweets like wildfire? you’re a piece of shit if you’re doing that, especially if they haven’t done anything to you. my boyfriend is most supportive and kindest person i know. and i knew this way before we dated. whether it’s a friend or a mutual, this is just wrong. all he did was express my opinion and he got frustrated by how i was treated. we all make mistakes but come on… you’re a fucking coward for even making your ask anonymous. i was gone for a few minutes so i can watch figure skating and this is what i see? i had hope for this community. what a shame.

here are the posts. 1 / 2

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you mourned a pedophile and didnt apologize for it but rather deleted the tweets to not cause drama. this wasnt a mistake lmao

your boyfriend also said he was tired of the “sjws” in the community so what are you on.

#drama /#stay the fuck away from victims lol

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Me bitch

this is literally already canon.

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#THIS GIF KILLS ME BC OF TH4 FUCKING ZOOM

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psa for jjedied/amloved/medquien

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bendstime:

So it’s no surprise that I’ve been having…issues, to say the least with how certain people have been conducting themselves. This post has been a long time coming given my concerns. I hate to do this without actually being productive on Barry, but I hate letting somebody get away with this type of shit in this day and age even more. So here we go. I’m only going to be addressing one of these issues right now, but here goes.

Hey there @jjedied / @amloved / @medquien. You barely know me, but I surely know you, and you’ve been no stranger to scandal in the time that I’ve known about you. I am not directly messaging this as I’ve seen that you requested because I want to make sure that my concerns are properly addressed and not dismissed again. I also want to make sure that this message gets to the people who may have been enabling your behavior here as well.

See, I knew it was suspicious when I noticed your post mentioning that you were a white passing person with native descent — Cherokee, to be specific. You know. THIS one? I’ve highlighted the relevant section of the ask for the casual observer reading through this post. Suspicious because, in the entire time myself and several other people have known you, you being a white passing person of color has, shocker, never come up. It’s not even listed on an introductory post that you made before as well, found HERE.

This strikes me as odd given some of your later posts on the issue. I can only assume someone before me has confronted you about this because you later made THIS post with some claims and wording that struck me as odd. Let’s start with this one:

my great grandmother was a cherokee chief, and my great great grandmother before her.

This is impossible. You’ve been approached about this by an anon before, ask to be linked and mentioned later in this post, but there has only ever been one female chief in Cherokee history. Her name is Wilma P. Mankiller, and I sincerely doubt she’s your great grandmother or great great grandmother. She is certainly not the latter given her age and yours as mentioned in your introductory post. Already, this along with everything else is enough to cast doubt in my mind about your claims, but then we get to the real kicker here.

You keep using white and whitepassing interchangeably, and the former more frequently than the latter. Now, to me, an outsider, this fully reads as you claiming heritage because it’s convenient and earns you points while distancing yourself from it when you receive backlash because it’s never been brought up before. You claim your grandmother is full Cherokee. This would make you ¼ Cherokee. That is not basically white. 25% is a significant amount of native ancestry to have and is on the higher end of what some tribes require to live on the reservation. If you truly have this ancestry, why not claim it proudly? Why keep insisting that you are white and yet in the same breath make (false) claims about having such prolific ancestry? White and whitepassing are not interchangeable labels to use, and the fact that you only seem to use whitepassing when it’s convenient for you is extremely suspect.

Not to mention that saying “my mother still qualifies for native american benefits. we do not take them because we do not need them and they belong to our people instead” comes off as incredibly disrespectful and patronizing as well, but that’s not the biggest issue here. It’s an issue, but a smaller one.

You seem very pissy in your post tags about having to “roll out your credentials” on this but really…can you blame people? You have literally never mentioned having any native ancestry or being whitepassing before answering that initial ask. You’ve told several people before that you are white. Why does the backlash surprise you?

Of course, then you received THIS ask, and your answer only serves to muddy the waters even more with lies. There’s so much to address here that I may miss some of it, but I’m going to try breaking it down bit by bit to make sure I get most if not all.

i very much remember both my mother and my grandmother telling me stories abt my great grandmother being an indian chieftess and that i do have direct cherokee lineage

So, given the context implied in this very first sentence, I can only assume that this is something you have known since early childhood. You also later confirm this assumption. This gives you no leniency for people to say “well maybe she only just learned and is ignorant!” because. You didn’t. You aren’t. Personally, I think you know full well that everything you’ve said so far in regards to this is a lie, and that you’re trying to hide it by getting overly specific to make it more believable. Let me tell you, considering that you’re still contradicting yourself several posts later and ignoring when people point out to you that what you’re claiming is impossible, that belief holds a lot of credence.

i do very much claim my native american heritage as something that is very important to me

All I ask is…where? Because from what I can tell this is only a very recent development to your background that seems to have arisen out of convenience. If you really claim it, if it really is as important to you as you say, why have you never brought it up before? Why do you continue to insist that you’re white despite being ¼ Cherokee according to previous posts? If that is true, you are not white. You are whitepassing.

Of course, here’s where the backtracking starts to come. This is the biggest sign to me of lying. Admit what you can’t deny. Deny what still can’t be proven (in your mind, at least).

i know that it was at least my great great grandmother who was an indian chief. my great grandmother may have instead been a leader

Again, as I’ve established before, this is impossible. Your great great grandmother could not have been a Cherokee chief because the only one in Cherokee history is Wilma P. Mankiller, who is not old enough to be your great great grandmother. So. Smart thinking admitting that your great grandmother may have just been a leader you don’t know, but you’re still digging yourself into a hole by lying about the former.

my mother is still white passing, and i probably fall among moreso being just white than anything, but we do still qualify for benefits that we have never taken advantage of because of the simple truth that we don’t look definitely native as our blood would say, and as such, leave it for our people who exercise a much more valid claim to it by dint of necessity

This I’ll have to address in a couple of parts. First off, based on your earlier claims, your grandmother is full Cherokee. This makes you mother ½ Cherokee. This would make you ¼ Cherokee. You do not fall among moreso being just white than anything. One quarter is a significant amount of ancestry to have. And yet again you contradict yourself by using white and whitepassing interchangeably. Earlier, your parents (including your mom), were “white as cheese”. Now your mom is “still whitepassing”? I understand being defensive about your heritage, but at this point everything that you put out is just such blatant lies that it’s both exhausting and entertaining to read.

Second of all, yet again, you’re back at it with the disrespectful and patronizing language again. You could express the same sentiment in just “we don’t accept the benefits because we have no need for them”, but instead you had to be extremely condescending with your word choice again. But, like I’ve said before, that’s really not the biggest issue here. It’s just one of the smaller ones.

Anyways, I’m assuming you later got another ask about the “chief” issue because you later made THIS post as well as THIS one.

You know, people wouldn’t be questioning you about this if it weren’t so painfully obvious that you’re lying? Like you might as well be saying your great great grandmother is a Cherokee princess because that’s how believable the claims you’ve been making are. I mean.

my great great grandmother WAS a chieftess. it has been reaffirmed to me since i was a kid

NO. SHE. WAS. NOT. Honestly, the fact that you even made these posts makes me think that the anon went to you with the same information I was able to find with a simple Google search, and there’s really no excuse at this point. When someone tells you that you have the wrong info, plain and simple, maybe uh…listen?

But then again, what can I or anyone else expect from you when in the same breath you immediately contradict yourself with an okay well maybe it was exaggerated a lil like that somehow erases the fact that you have continually been lying out of your ass about this since it has come up. I don’t buy your excuses. I just don’t. Once is a mistake. Twice is suspicious. Anything more is just blatantly a lie.

Plus there’s THIS ask from a completely different anon. Again, more of the same backtracking. The more people challenge you on this the more you keep changing your story so it’s just enough to fit the facts at hand. It’s transparent, just like your request to take things privately so that any more wiffle-waffling on your position won’t show on the dash and further expose yourself. Unfortunately for you, you did that plenty on your own.

HERE is the last post I’ve seen you make on the matter. This is what adds insult to injury, honestly, to read.

all im really starting to get from this is that people only seem to care abt native american people when it comes across as convenient for them and it’s just kind of starting to irk me in general if i have to front all the proof of a heritage that i have no reason to lie about and certainly not one that, oh i dunno, has been something im proud of and have clung to since learning it, wanting to eventually pursue trying to learn the cherokee language to preserve my people’s history, increasingly love respect and appreciate modern media attempts to even moderately portray native people with the respect and nobility they deserve.

This is just…no. NO. Please quit hiding behind this facade that you actually care about this and that you have no reason to lie about this. Plenty of white people have lied about being whitepassing on this site before. They do it for the “POC points”. They do it for attention. There are so many reasons for people to lie about this, and so many white people either lie or are mistaken about having Cherokee heritage that it’s now treated as the brunt of a joke. I myself have had to put up with Generokee comments. Continuing to lie and make yourself the victim in this is so far beyond disrespectful that at this point all I can say is just S T O P. You cannot keep distancing yourself from this by constantly referring to yourself as white and then in the same breath act like this is something that you’ve been proclaiming from the getgo. It’s not. You keep acting like this is something that you care about, but if it were then you wouldn’t have lied so many times across so many posts.

Please. Learn from this, admit what you’ve been doing, and STOP.

UPDATE:

So for those of you who have been checking up on my blog in the time since I initially posted this, you may have noticed that this post had disappeared. I put it on private in an attempt to hopefully resolve my issues with the person this post was about and gain closure on an issue that has been bothering me from the minute it came up. Unfortunately, no such resolution could be reached at the time, and though I chose to refrain from deleting this post for several reasons, I also chose to keep it on private for several reasons as well.

I do not take it off private lightly. I do not make this update lightly either, just as I did not make this post in the first place lightly. I take this allegation very seriously and hope that my update will offer some more clarity to those who may still be skeptical or wary. I will also be addressing it more to the general public rather than the mun themselves as I feel it will best suit the intended tone of this post.

I’ll start with the immediate aftermath of my post. Caps of these posts can be found HERE and HERE (in chronological order of being posted) and I will be quoting the relevant sections as I did before. Some parts will be highlighted in the cap because they are key parts in reference to my conversation with this person.

Let’s start with the first post. I will be quoting one of the tags on the post.

#I did my research into the claims Abt female cherokee chieftans after wording things as harshly as I did

I’ll be honest, it is fully unclear what is meant by “after wording things as harshly as I did” as far as the timeline is concerned, but the most appropriate time to have done so would have been after that first anon ask letting them know that their claims were improbably nigh on impossible. If they had truly done their research then, they would not have made the mistake of continuing to insist on it. Which is what they did. Several times, in fact, before eventually waffling and saying the equivalent of okay so maybe my family may have exaggerated. And said waffling was done immediately after insisting that this was something they knew for a fact.

It’s little stuff like this added together that prompted my first post, and it doesn’t stop here.

Moving onto the next post, we have this.

I don’t tend to claim white passing

Here’s the thing. They did. Now, I will admit, tend is a very operative word here because ever since they’ve only used white rather than whitepassing. And sure, maybe this does explain why they have the tendency to just use white over whitepassing despite claiming to have a large amount of native ancestry. The issue I take with this comes further (and is not highlighted on the image but does follow immediately after).

bc it won’t be credited because it never is with native Americans

I just. This is something that grinds my gears here because? Several people with native ancestry as quantifiable as what they’re claiming do in fact claim whitepassing when they are, in fact, whitepassing because Native American is…not white. Like it is very pointedly nonwhite and the people who don’t claim whitepassing generally don’t have native ancestry until they get to a great-great-great-etc. grandmother which means 3% or less of native ancestry among a slew of white European blood. That’s when it doesn’t get credited as whitepassing. Having a grandmother of full Cherokee decent kind of…negates that whole point quite a bit.

Point blank, if it’s something that they were really as proud of as they claim, it would have come up before. It would have. Even giving the benefit of the doubt claiming white over whitepassing (because everyone has their own level of comfort when it comes to what to refer to themselves as, even if I wholeheartedly disagree with using the two like they’re interchangeable), there should still be some kind of point made that they had native ancestry. It’s something they’re proud of. It’s something they’ve cherished since childhood (re: image). That generally warrant a mention of that ancestry, even if they do consider themselves white overall because that’s what they look like.

And I’ll give them this. They made attempts to apologize for how they reacted in these posts. I received these asks (ONE, TWO, THREE). THIS post was made. It’s a great sentiment, being sorry for reacting defensively and being harsh against perfectly valid concerns but. It means nothing to me when it doesn’t address the real issue here, which is the lying. And some of you are probably at this point thinking okay, this is definitely bad if they are lying, but what if you’re wrong and they DO have this heritage? what then? and I get that. I fully get that. For all I know, they maybe do have Cherokee or Sioux or whatever ancestry going very far back to the point where it’s 3% or 2% or 1%. I don’t know that for sure. I have no way of knowing that short of demanding a DNA sample.

What I do know is that these claims of having a grandmother who is full Cherokee? Of knowing about it since a young age and being proud of it and acknowledging it? They’re false. They’ve been contradicted time and time again, not just on Tumblr, but in my own conversation with them.

This brings me to my next point. My conversation. I did not speak directly to them but rather, relayed messages between a third party who will remain nameless in this edit because they are not the issue here. My conversation went as follows.

FIRST. SECOND. THIRD.

Without my own messages I understand that this may lack some context, and I apologize, but without extensively doctoring larger screencaps to protect the identity of the third party and to remove parts of the conversation not inherently relevant to what they were saying, it would be very difficult to provide the appropriate context. I will try to explain.

The first message was the beginning of the conversation. The opening of dialogue. Paraphrasing my own response, I made the point that the biggest issue I had wasn’t just the timing, but everything about how they approached the situation. How often the story would change. How, when it changed, it was never a full correction or admission but rather manipulating the details to fit the new facts. It was always contradiction after contradiction and story change after story change. Even the very beginning of their message contradicts their own words in several of the receipts I’d gathered for the initial post.

That brought us to the second message. Not a direct quote this time, of course, but a paraphrase. I trust the third party enough to know that the general content of this message was not distorted. The general jist, to make my own response easier to parse.

it IS something she’s only recently come to care about and wanted to explore more in depth

My response to this? Skepticism. Here we have yet another direct contradiction to several of their own posts on the matter, one of which I brought to their attention with a specific quote. I’ll be linking to these posts as well for your own reference so you can make of it what you will. HERE. HERE. HERE. In the first two, I actually have highlighted the relevant sections that are so blatantly being contradicted by this message, and they’ve also been linked up above in regards to separate issues in this update.

Which brought us to the final message. There’s a lot that, reading back, still makes little to no sense to me. It’s not coherent, particularly in the beginning as to what exactly is meant. The only general gist that I can get is an admission that, yes, I am right that they are contradicting themselves and that it is a lie. Followed by what they themselves admit is a pity cry rather than the justification they’re trying to pass it off as. I never pointed it out in my initial post, but I always found it suspicious how they would fall back on the excuse of i don’t have a good relationship with my grandparents for x and y reasons when they were confronted about how what they were saying was patently impossible. Not because I doubt that she doesn’t have a good relationship with them but because it always came off as justification and pity searching when she’d bring it up in context. It was always it’s not my fault i’m wrong about this cause i don’t wanna ask them to confirm and not just…admitting that, best case scenario (i.e. not lying), they were misinformed about the issue and apologizing for any skepticism it brought.

So yeah, here we are, days later, and though I appreciate the attempts made to resolve this privately, I believe this is all information that people deserve to know. You can make of this what you will. Some of you may look at this and be as skeptical as I am. As unconvinced as I am. That is fair. Some of you may be reading this and thinking that I’m going after them too hard, that I’m being too tough for what’s probably just misspeaking. You may have a close relationship with this RPer that makes reading this uncomfortable or maybe even unpleasant. I understand that too. I welcome being approached in private about this so I can explain even further why I believe I know for a fact that this is something they’re lying about. Whatever course of action you take after reading this, just know that I respect your decision and wish you nothing but the best.

#oooff #callout #drama