hi ! my pronouns are only she/her. i love kou/saki from amai bouryoku i yap about him a loooot (im a kou riako. read this if you have any doubts about it!). you can check my strawpage if you wanna know more about my interests and etc! ^_^
if i follow you it's bc we share interests and i probably want to be your friend. im socially anxious and awkward on dms, but i dont mind interacting by comments/asks :3. i post my art, yumeships and ocs. feel free to request.
ehh dni if you fit basic criteria or have ANY romantic feelings towards Joseph Joestar. be cautious looking at my reblogging if you're a minor or sensitive (i reblog suggestive art sometimes but im not a nsfw acc)
some introductions/profiles of my main sonas and ocs:
traditional art dump yaaay (as i states, im much more busy and i cant draw digitally as much as i used to). These all are so ass omfg.. day by day my style and skills regresses more and more... i still don't know how shadows work
Uhh on 1st pic is Hikari, 2nd is 3917, 3rd is a attempt (failed btw) to draw Cioccolata (i hate him hair), 4th is Secco in my au mixing GW & SO where everyone is brazilian, 5th is Yuriko, 6th is Secco and Yuriko, and 6th/7th are some sketches of how I think Hikari stand's (Wizard of Oz) would look like (NOT 100% SURE. I'LL PROBABLY CHANGE THE DESIGN LATER).
All these look much better irl I SWEAR I SWEAR :(...
I kinda miss my homestuck phase... though i hate how mentally unstable i was back then (bruh thats why tepesu cant do anything other than trying to have an overdose)
YEAH today I'm gonna talk about my trollsona.(and show some arts i did lately
These 2 are the most safe and without ANY TYPE OF ANGST RELATED SO THEY FIRST. tw for some topics like: overdose, drug abuse, MAYBE hypersexuality. idk just wild disturbed girls and glitch images
Tepesu is a very dubious young woman with a very flexible personality, specifically because her lusus is a snake, which taught her to always have different attitudes and personalities depending on who she interacts with, valuing the greatest advantage and benefit in certain situations. With her close friends she can be an extremely sweet and funny girl, but she can also act very provocative and reckless with others. Normally, she maintains a persona of a disinterested and mysterious girl, for the sake of the interest of laymen. She also uses a lot of sexual appeal to deceive others (she also learned from her lusus, which shows that it has a BIG impact on Tepesu's education and character, since she has a habit of studying poisons to prevent infections).
Going deeper into this issue, she also learned a lot about how the troll body works for her own benefit. She has often created different types of medicine for her own protection, and occasionally, she uses it to heal others (yes, she inherited that from the Healer). At first it seems like just a silly interest, but she takes this quesrion of studying the troll body very seriously. Because biology and knowledge of the race itself is VERY precarious, her way of studying is through practice (she is quite hardcore and discovered how the reproductive system works in the sus way 😭). She is quite crazy about these topics and has even killed a purpleblood to study anatomy (in addition to having stolen his blood and heart to perform her classic surgery and confirm whether or not it is possible to change the color of one's own blood. Spoiler: yes).
Honestly, all of her worrying attitudes are a reflection of her lusus's fucked up character, who taught her to live based on experience, making her go to extremes for stupid things (this also reflected in her intense personality and the development of her disorder, which made her really frustrated and attempt suicide ALMOST weekly). Her lusus is also not that great of a father and spends almost all of his time away, so there was no one to supervise her and say that "telling your friend to make a paraplegic suffer everything she suffered" is wrong.
A large part of the shit she does is all the fault of her disorder, which she treated as a simple illness until she had a chat with Rose and simply discovered that the name of this shit is borderline personality disorder. It affects her a lot, so much so that she has the habit of trying to die of overdose, taking her medicines to get better and a little bit of sopor (because it gives her the same effects as LSD). She always goes off for 1 week when she tries something, and usually blocks Gamzee during her breakdowns (most of them always happen because she keeps thinking about how lonely, fucked up, disgusting she is, and how he will never like her because of that. Or she simply starts to hate him because he supposedly doesn't care about her no matter how much she tries so hard to be super cute and adorable). Fun fact: she broke her own horn on purpose during a breakdown.
Her relationship with Gamzee is healthy, but Tepesu still goes crazy because she SWEARS that he only sees her as a colleague, which is not true because he also considers her a lot. In truth, the two treat each other in the cutest way possible, but Tepesu is really fucked up and never tries to confess her feelings to him (because the two are very close, so they know almost everything about each other. So she knows about Gamzee's mini crush on Tavros, and avoids confessing her feelings because she's sure she'll be rejected). Even more so because of this issue, Tepesu is another bitch who manipulates Tavros, but she doesn't show that she wants to see him dead like Vriska. She feels the PUREEST disdain and disgust for him, because she's FUCKING jealous. She never tries anything directly and always leaves the mission to Vriska, saying a bunch of atrocities for her to test(poor tav).
I mostly draw her with that silly :/ face but I ALWAYS FORGET THAT DEEP DOWN SHES KIND OF COMPLEX(even more than myself...) ALSO about her changing her own blood color, in some "old pics" like when shes around 13/14 shes mostly related to the indigo caste(bc her blood still wasnt totally purple). BUUUT around 15/16 her blood becomes TOTALLY purple(for example the 4th pic where her tears are purple, also her blood running from her nose).
bonus art of humanstuck tepesu cosplaying karakuri pierrot miku. her song says a lot about her.
I HOPE YOU ENJOY THAT "ANALYSIS" even though it wasnt muuch interesting, at least yknow why my name is OVERDOSE now. If you have any doubts about my trollsona or her lore you can ask me! feel free to comment about it!!! byeebyy
