leaving a legacy of tell-me-to

mouth the words to me so we can keep things quiet and i'll still know exactly what you mean. multi . written by evan

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uhhh i have new blog @jupiter3

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uhhh i have new blog @jupiter3

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‘No matter how screwed up our lives may be, we’ve gotta take care of our children.’ - charles / juli

gia starters / not accepting

she’s got river strapped to her chest, cooing softly in his baby bjorn. she starts to cover his ears, then remembers he’s too small to understand what she’ll say. dropping her hands, she starts to speak, ‘  i’ve never had a job this important. ever. i’m afraid i’m gonna fuck him up forever, even if i don’t mean to. ’

‘  how do you do it? how are you not terrified, like, all the time?  ’  

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"stop taking pictures with your phone." TRISH @ GEORGE

front bottoms / not accepting

‘  how the hell else are my friends gonna believe i’m hanging out with patsy?  ’   forget george’s hundreds of thousands instagram followers and other high profile friends. he needs proof for this one. he angles the front camera towards the both of them, ‘ c’mon, just one selfie! please?  ’

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like for a starter, specify if u can!

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it is a glory and a privilege to love what death doesn't touch / est. 2016 , rebooted 2020

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ok guys....i’m back

i have some new characters too! check them out here

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even the tiniest things mean something. / indielle :|

the goldfinch / accepting / @rekant

‘  then everything has to mean something, right.  ’  there’s a shyness in her voice, vague memories of almost-kisses, almost-confessions floating up to the surface. she thinks about staying up late, hiding under the covers, sending silly things they’ve never say out loud: you’d be my favorite tree. she’s so stupid, falling in love with her straight best friend, what a fucking cliche. 

she’s hardly said anything, but she’s said too much.

‘  forget i said that. i don’t know. school and training are messing with my head.  ’

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‘I’m gonna see you again, aren’t I?’ @ emily

i have no idea what meme this is / not accepting

‘     hm, maybe,  ’   they’re at one of angela’s shindigs, the music almost too loud to hear each other over. nevertheless, emily plays it cool, already heading towards the door.  ‘ ask george for my number. if you’re brave enough.  ’ 

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dustroads‌.

          ❛ do you take any requests ? ❜ joey stands with one hand shoved deeply in the pocket of her jeans. the other plucks a smoke from between her lips and tosses the butt elsewhere. her smirk is meant to be shared — but the sitting musician looks more bewildered than amused. 

strike out. a huff of laughter fills the silence, and joe runs a hand restlessly through her hair. in the present context, it is a gesture of defeat. ❛ ‘s just a bad joke , ❜ she explains, already side-stepping away. the smile is softer. ❛ sorry. i’ll let you get back to business. ❜ | @familyglued

‘  no -- no, it’s fine.  ’  they blush, pulling their headphones, previously situated on one ear, fully down around their neck. for a second, they figured they’d been recognized, but this girl doesn’t look like some kind of angela super fan. most people just know the front-woman, not the co-writer slash lead guitarist slash voice of reason, etc. 

‘  sorry - i was lost in thought,  ’  they smile apologetically back at her, then, looking down at their laptop, ‘  lemme guess. wonderwall? born to run?  ’

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I love girls with ex boyfriends that they aren’t really over, apparently. / i.. don't know, but clarke who is also a pre-med student @ houston

the front bottoms / accepting 

quickly, her mind drifts to the last girl she was with, now hung up on her ex. and the ex before that. she sighs, tucking her hair behind her ear as she faces the ugly truth.  ‘  yeah, me too, i guess.  ’  a pause.  ‘  you ... wanna talk about it?   ’

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if i don't leave now, i'll never get away / veronica mars @ ziggy because.. because

the front bottoms / accepting

‘  what? why?  ’  her stomach drops at that, having just hit the jackpot by meeting the one and only veronica mars. how could her timing be so terrible? what did she do? 

she reaches out, latching on to veronica’s wrist, like a child clinging to their mother. ‘  there’s so much you could teach me! you’re the best in the business. please, veronica.  ’

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۞rin

pros

they were in love...palisades...palisades...

they really Taught each other new ways to see the world

so comfortable with each other ... so much nonverbal communication and so much physical contact ....

cons

spirit did like... abandon rin and then fuck their friend immediately after . so

if spirit can’t get behind rin eating people idk if it’ll ever work

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۞ sarah

pros

it’d be sexy!!!!

sarah fully becoming comfortable in her lesbianism outside of how small / strangely conservative salem is.... woke

they’d be chaotic

once again, trauma bonding

cons

they both have a Lot of baggage 

if sarah ever Experienced harris she would probably sic the girls on him and that’s not. great for spirit. but also... could be a pro?

spirit isolating sarah from her group would be ... disastrous for both of them. especially if she’s separated from her sister

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۞ flynn 8)

pros: 

well. the sex is great

trauma bonding

he really does care about her

the tenderness…..

they’ve been through a lot together

cons:

honestly i don’t think he’s actually in love with with her . i don’t know if he knows what or who he loves right now other than his siblings .

drugs are bad

he feels weird about the age difference even if she doesn’t

being with spirit actively hurts george so ..

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ANTON CHEKHOV, Uncle Vanya tr. Hugh Aplin

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                 all from their self titled album. 

please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room.  

you are still the only thing and everything I need in my life.

I got your last three e-mails.

when I am sad, I am sad, but when I’m happy, oh god, I’m happy.

you say I hate you, you mean it and I love you sounds fake, it’s taken me so long to figure that out.

I used to love the taste. I would do anything for it. now I would do anything to get the taste out of my mouth.

If you had done anything with anyone else It would have worked out so well.

you are an artist and your mind don’t work the way you want it to.

if I don’t leave now then I will never get away. 

I love girls with ex boyfriends that they aren’t really over.

I love places I’ve never been. I love the idea of places I’ll never go.

it probably won’t get easier, just easier to hide.

prepare for an aching the rest of your life.

I will say I love you back to the love that I am given.

I love your eyes, the way they look when you’re uncomfortable.

stop taking pictures with your phone. 

casanova just can’t turn the charm on.

you can never tell when they’re fucking around.

everything you’re feeling is common, even though you never felt so alone.

you gotta promise not to break, no matter how far you are bent.

mouth the words to me so we can keep things quiet and I’ll still know exactly what you mean.

it is probably just my friends fucking around. 

you are in one of those moods and I am in one of them, too.

you like a man with muscles and I like you. 

it’s the cops are coming in type of sobering up.

my friends are happy, I am happy, I have learned to adapt.

I am trying not to stare, holding on to hope I’m sure was never even there.

I have this dream that I am hitting my dad with a baseball bat.

it just sucks it played out like this, a terrible movie and you can tell none of the actors even give a fuck.

you look good tonight girlfriend, can I sleep in your bed?

I’ll do the pushups, I’ll wear the makeup, I’ll do whatever he wants all night.

as soon as I come you will probably forget my name.

I’m holding my breath for you.

There’s no doubt in my mind that if you could then you would try to crack my ribcage open and pull my heart right through.

I’m a creature of a culture that I create.

I’m the last one on the dance floor as the chandelier gives way.

I am permanently preoccupied with your past.

I’ve been around long enough now to know that the good things never last.

How low is your self esteem and how low could it possibly be? 

I know you’re in love with me and I’ve been ignoring you.

I will address the issues I cannot ignore.

I will be alone probably the rest of my life 

don’t tell me complicated stories about who you used to be but are different and have changed as a person completely.

I am not sure that I want any single part of this. any single part of any of this shit.

you’re part of a program. get with the program.

stop crying, you’re an adult.

it’s just so convenient to be fragile.

this pain is constant and sharp, watching the signals that you send..

I wanna feel lethal on the inside.

all of a sudden I am scared, all of a sudden I can’t breathe, all of a sudden I am nothing in this moment, you are everything.  

can you feel that? oh, what a marvelous sensation.

my head has thoughts, what a ridiculous place to start.

I love these songs.

they love my songs.

I am not a dirty god and I don’t have a dirty body.

I am alone only half of the time, the other half I am only hiding.

I’m pretty sure I am the only guy she’s hooked up with tonight but probably, no, probably not.

you have got to do this now or you can never come home again.