Fun.
A few months of progress regarding emotional stability. And yet it takes just one moment, event, or whatever, and I feel like I’m back to square one.
Thanks, depression.
Phantogram Three

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Today's Document

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❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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Fieri Frames

Product Placement

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Keni
Claire Keane

Kiana Khansmith

izzy's playlists!
$LAYYYTER
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Fun.
A few months of progress regarding emotional stability. And yet it takes just one moment, event, or whatever, and I feel like I’m back to square one.
Thanks, depression.
Hiya, Contestants!
The two of us have been talking about doing a giveaway for over a year after hitting a milestone, and now we’re finally able to! Luckily, the switch isn’t region locked so this giveaway is international!
First Place Winners:
A Nintendo Switch
Breath of the Wild
Second Place Winners:
A full coloured + full body commission from Doodleladle!
More examples of Doodle’s work!
Rules to read before reblogging!!
No Giveaway blogs, please!
Do not spam your followers, one reblog should suffice
This contest is for our followers, you must be following Navy and Doodle
Likes don’t count (but you can like it to refer back to it later)
Contest activates once this passes 2000 notes
Contest ends September 30th, 2018
Winner will be sent an ask and given 3 days to respond!!
If they fail to respond I’ll choose again
And while we’re at it, why not take your time to check out the game we’re developing? You don’t have to follow this to join the giveaway.
Seeking a FC!
The title says it all. Suggestions for an active, good-aligned adventuring free company, pretty please?
Seeker of the Golden Sun 💛 Painted+BG comm for Alexia, she wanted a painting of her Miqo and the firebird Phoenix. 😁
Seeker of the Golden Sun, Messenger of the Bright Sky, Songstress of Wind and Fire.
Leanne of the Fancy Hat!
Thanks @joelintan for the awesome commission!!!
Secret Gif (Game)
Here it is, very simple, select a single gif depicting a secret your character has that few is any know. Give zero explanation, be mysterious lol. Please tag me as you reblog so I can read them. Here we go…..
tagging @little-purple-thundercloud @minarhaal @jancisstuff @jace-hunter @zac-of-all-blades @eriks-war-journal @baenling and anyone else that wants to :3
Tagging: @lyhia, @dmlynx, @pale-eastern-star, @rexsahashin, @celestial-opposition, @poe-lhyzeal, @kimkomotska, @garudafangirl and anyone else who wants to do it!
Second
From left to right: @talysings @ibishigo @fireiistarter @popito has no Tumblr @trishelle @fairasmorninglight @housesilmontaix @moonhartsffxiv
First part
Commission for @palazzoaldenard !
It’s the biggest and till now most ambitious piece i’ve done till now.
FFXIV Screenshot Meme
Send a symbol and I’ll give a screenshot for it! (Note: some folks may not be able to take screenies of their muses to suit the prompt, so editing is allowed and encouraged for those who are so inclined.)
[I’m not a meme blog, and these memes I make are just as much for me as they are for you!]
Send 🛡️ to see my muse in their current tank glamour(s)
Send 🔨 to see them in their current DoH glamour(s)
Send ⛏️ to see them in their current DoL glamour(s)
Send ⚔️ to see my muse in their current melee DPS glamour(s)
Send ✨ to see them in their current caster glamour(s)
Send 👗 to see them in a fancy dress
Send 👙 to see them in their underwear
Send 💖 to see them in their favourite outfit(s)
Send 👘 to see them in an outfit traditional to their culture
Send 🎩 to see my muse in their favourite headpiece
Send 👕 to see my muse in their favourite top
Send 🧥 to see my muse in their favourite coat
Send 👖 to see my muse in their favourite bottoms
Send 👢 to see my muse in their favourite pair of shoes
Send 🔫 to see my muse with their favourite weapon(s)
Send 💄 to see them in their going-out attire
Send 👀 to see them in something suggestive
Send 💍 to see them wearing an expensive outfit
Send 🎮 to see them in a cosplay of the mun’s choice
Send 🎀 to see them in a cute outfit
Send 🛌 to see them in their PJ’s/Sleep attire
Send 👎 to see them in something they’d never wear
Send 👾 for them posing with their favourite minion/pet(s)
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Send 🏠 to see them in their home or place of origin
You Must Escape - Part 3
Starting something is often the easy part. Carrying it along is where the difficulty resides. It is time I tried to carry something I start to its finish. Pardon the badness.
You Must Escape - Part 2
Where things truly start. Maybe it will be good, maybe it will be bad. It will probably be bad, but I will try to make it good.
Five GIFs describing Leanne.
You Must Escape - Part 1
A little thing I thought of trying after a burst of inspiration. It will probably be bad. Sorry for any badness.
It is so hard sometimes.
The ever lingering the desire to quit it. To throw the towel. Creeping in, and refusing to let go. Knowing you will give up sooner or later.
I feel myself starting to give up again.
I’m alive!
Sorry for my silence! I’d like to say though, that I am alive! I’ve just been...busy.
...Very busy.
...Extremely, busy...
Don’t judge me...
“…I only wonder…how many scars has my heart beared…probably not as many as some, but…it is no less painful,” Leanne Delphium murmured with drifting gaze.
Ruran tucked the straw under his mask for a quiet pull from the bottle. Behind the shadows of his mask, his eyes were weary and slightly dim. He put forth his best effort, regardless. His head shook. “No less,” he agreed. “But there is…always the future. Better things to come…” He looked down to the table.
“Better things to come…” she murmured. “It is…hard to believe in that, in moments like these though, isn’t it…” she chuckled quietly before having another hefty sip. “…Can I ask? What assaults your soul? There is no need for a answer, if you rather have none given.”
He took another long sip, then set the bottle on the table and reached to rub the side of your neck. “What is your…opinion on personal goals, Leanne? On convictions.” He shifted in his seat, idly playing with the leather at his fingertips. “If someone…wished for you to change, or…wished you to do something different, would you?”
Leanne looked forward as she mused the proffered question, finally releasing her head from the grasp of her hand as she drums the table with her fingers. “…It’d depend. What they wish to change in me. Why? Does it hurt me? Does it hurt others…? Will it make me a better person…?” She paused. “…Will it make me happy?”
“Mmh…” Ruran’s shoulders shifted. “What if there is no clear answer..? One will be hurt, one way or another…”
She lowered the mug again, slowly coming to rest her head on the table, eyes set forward. “No matter what you will do?”
“No matter,” he echoed, sinking down so that his forearms crossed in front of him on the table.
“Then, I…think. I think that, it becomes a matter of what are you willing to sacrifice.” she pursed her lips. “What is recoverable. What it isn’t. What you can live without.”
“Mh…” He lowered his head, then shook it. “The more I think about it, the more I realize how little choice I have… Perhaps that is for the best.” His voice quieted, and he reached for the bottle. “And yet I want more.”
“Don’t we all?” she chuckled. “We all want more…we want a perfect solution. Something that won’t hurt us. Won’t hurt others. But the truth is that, sometimes, where we will hurt others. Intentionally, or not…” she sighed, eyes closing. “One could think, it is easier if I am the one getting myself hurt instead, but…that can be so much worse.”
“Can it..?” He studied the bottle, watching the straw circle around the brim of the opening. “That is what I’ve told others. That I am…only seeking good, even if it means hurting myself in the process. Yet they do not listen, they…care too much.”
Leanne looked to Ruran, a soft, weak smile gracing her features. “…The thing about people who will sacrifice even their hearts for others, is that…we won’t win any reward from it. We may try to delude ourselves, but in the end, we find ourselves hurting terribly. Which is why, I’d rather others be selfish, than imposing themselves to such suffering.”
“I don’t care,” he said without hesitation, his jaw clenching. “I have never wanted a reward. I have never…wanted others to care what happens to me.”
“That’s a lie. We all care. We all want to be loved. Even those craving for suffering. I mean, perhaps it is far too presumptuous of me to say, but if you didn’t, you wouldn’t be here to dwell in misery like me. You would have done whatever it is to be done without hesitation.”
Ruran’s hand clenched around the bottle, and he looked down. He knew she was right. He was lying to himself. “I wish the same for myself as I do for others. That I would care for nothing but seeing my mission done. But you are right. I cannot stop feeling, no matter how I try…”
Leanne chuckled faintly. “And that’s what make us true living beings. And it is what…it makes it okay for us to be selfish. Or so, is what I think.” she forced out a false laughter. “…At least, I wish I were more selfish.”
“And I wish I were less,” he softly sighed.
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