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♥︎ Music ♥︎ 7up mojito ♥︎ Dark red ♥︎

[gutserrk]

donnie darko (2001)

[fand0mh0pper]

We're gonna be okay. Sooner or later.

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

DO NOT DOWNLOAD TUMBLR it will install a virus on your device called tumblr

[sincerelystranger]

[uniformedwater]

music not hitting, phone not hitting, Minecraft not hitting, food not hitting, mouth taste like blood, death comes for us all

[tankhall]

In 2018, I wrote down a passing thought in my cheap little leather-bound journal I was writing a collection of songs in that would go on to become Preacher’s Daughter. “If I finish this album the way it needs to be finished, it will change my life, and it will leave a hole in my heart for years that I won’t know how to fill.” I’ve always had a knack for eerily accurate self-premonition. Preacher’s Daughter certainly left a hole, and it certainly changed my life, but only on the outside. All the songs I wrote for it were about characters, a girl in a “faraway” place living her “faraway” life, albeit still parallel to mine, but wholly detached from me. Willoughby was doomed to be closer to home. I wrote Nettles and Waco the same week, the first week I spent in the Alabama house where I would finish Preacher’s Daughter after so many years of trying. The difference was I wrote them about me. There were no characters at first; it was just me. In fact, I wrote them in an attempt to hide from Ethel Cain for a moment. She eventually devoured those little ditties too, of course, as she always does. In hindsight, I’m glad I had to share them with her. I couldn’t have carried the full weight of them myself, I know that now. My premonitions were out in full force; over the course of the next few years, I’d script out my own life in the same morbid fashion I always have. Maybe it was a lesson in not training my eye downward as I’ve spent the majority of my life doing.

I had 3 weeks for the holidays between mixing and submitting Perverts and jumping back into the maw of taming an unfinished Willoughby Tucker. I spent the first three months of 2025 on probation, unable to go much of anywhere, awake only when the sun was down. I’d never mixed a record of that magnitude, which was daunting with deadlines immovable. I remember 9am on my 27th birthday rolling around after being awake for hours whittling away at mixes, announcing the album and entire tour before going back to mix an album that still wasn’t done. I’ve never cried so much finishing a record, and that was before it was even out. Combining your Saturn return, your first shot at true love, and the longest tour of your life is something I would never recommend to anyone. It was the death of both ego and everything around it. I couldn’t be more grateful. Never in my life have I been so turned inside out, so uprooted and unraveled. Looking back, I needed it more than anything.

Thank you to everyone who listened. Ethel Cain and Willoughby Tucker will always be my children, my burnt offerings, what I leave in the storm. Sometimes I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I also fear it’s the only way. Ethel Cain, Willoughby Tucker, I really will always love you. I feel as though in this moment here, saying goodbye, you and I are closer than ever. I hope you can forgive me.

[fand0mh0pper]

This album changed me in ways I didn't think it was possible. I never known art until I listened to these albums. Ive never known deeper misery and pain until these albums. It hurts knowing we have to say goodbye. But it must end. God didn't cry when he had to let his son go, he knew it was for the better, so why must you weep?

Thank you so much @tankhall, your words and mind set me free from my own misery. I relate so much with Ethel, and it's sickening. And it's sickening how little we know about her and her life. goodbye Ethel And Willoughby, we hardly ever knew who u were really meant to be before the rot. But what is life if not death. What is beginnings if not endings. May the storm wash over them and clean them off the grief and scratches of life. Rest in peace.

[harleymuses]

codypunk eiffel tower + punklee eiffel tower send tweet

[animentality]

[basic-punkanomics]

[idkwhenimadethisaccountlol]

she’s not perfect but do y’all see the vision

( picture ref credit @flippykick bc i couldn’t find any others 😭 )

[dailyflicks]

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE (2006) dir. Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris

[only-a-heartbeat-away]

Rules: List five songs you're currently obsessed with.

Thank you for the tag @that-metalhead-ace!

1. Can't Fight The Moonlight - Leann Rimes

2. Young Volcanoes - Fall Out Boy

3. The Twilight Zone - Rush

4. Waiting - Vixen

5. Still Of The Night - Whitesnake

@ride-the-hammett @leviathanlazarus @emometalhead @simpforsimon @idontwannabethat and anyone else who wants to do this!

[toritheturtle]

thanks so much @cliffburtonlover for tagging me 💚🖤

cherry waves- deftones

2. florida kilos- lana del rey

3. cinnamon girl- type o negative

4. woman- john lennon

5. here, there, and everywhere- the beatles

tags: @shorthairbrunettevenus @autisticamateurguitarist @0simplymine0 @suzannetakesyourhand

[angelxcorner]

thank you for the tag!

Champagne Coast - Blood Orange

stuck on you - april june and Yot Club

Monochromatic - $uicideboy$

When You Sleep - my bloody valentine

I Was Never There - The Weeknd

Tags! ~ don't feel pressured to do it lol

@pinkunicorncupcake99999 @sweetangelkisses333 @sparklesforelenaa @hellokittyemii

[sparklesforelenaa]

thank you for the tag @0simplymine0 !!<3

The End by My Chemical Romance

Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden

That's What You Get by Paramore

The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance

Hey Ya! by Outkast

tags: @sweetangelkisses333 @beautifulunicornawe @rockingpolkadots @vinsel-ao3 @heartzforpowder @soccermama4 @becausetheyaremyshoes2 @averageao3enjoyer @twunkish-cleric @cielloveshelena @midnightturmoil @coralinemustdie @kwatzaya @beautifulunicornawe @dollfaceilli @hopemustdie @pinkunicorncupcake99999 @angeldustbella and anyone else who wants to participate!! <33 (don't feel pressured if I tagged u lmao)

[vinsel-ao3]

Thank you for the tag @sparklesforelenaa!!

Dear Jenny by The Dresden Dolls

Runs in the Family by Amanda Palmer

Brand New City by Mitski

Charlie's Inferno by That Handsome Devil

Mandy goes to Med School by The Dresden Dolls

Passing the ball to: @writes-too-much, @pret1y-0dd, @forever-eternally-raven, @foxiesashum, @matilda6, @forestvaleska, @purplepantspsycho, @thedogthatbytes, @tallyteatime, @wavingatsunlight, @olyaroo, @isaktruittsnumber1fan, @zenkor123, @cashmereee, @cashmeresknife, @district8workitearnit, @tony166rox, @truffletrinket, @katepple, @sparklebear11, @just-kae, @hail-mary-38+everyone who wants to join!!

[thedogthatbytes]

Ty for the tag <3 @vinsel-ao3

Last Words of a Shooting Star - Mitski (damn who would’ve thought)

2. Glitterspit - Sloppy Jane

3. Chokehold Cherry Python - Ashnikko

4. Sex, Drugs, Rock n’ Roll - Will Wood

5. Amber Waves - Ethel Cain

tagging - @celticsapphic @isaktruittsnumber1fan @r4ttyj4zzh4nds @skelpiescool @em0tionallymotionsick and others idk ✌️

[r4ttyj4zzh4nds]

tyyy for the tag <33 @thedogthatbytes

1. Stargazer - Neil Diamond

2. The song with five names - Will Wood

3. Moonage Daydream - David Bowie

4. Touch-Tone Telephone - Lemon Demon

5. End of August - Noah Kahan

i have very few moots so i'm passing it onto: @fand0mh0pper @colt-seavers-official @ryland-grace-official-account @cutii3zzio @wolfinatorv do the thing! or don't, you're your own person :D

[fand0mh0pper]

Thank you for the tag ♡♡♡ @r4ttyj4zzh4nds

1. Rivet gun - Mother Soki

2. Human nature - Madonna

3. Tongue - Ethel Cain (unreleased)

4. So Proud - Cece Natalie

5. Risk - Deftones

I too, don't have a lot of moots so I'll just send this to the blogs I love the most. ♥︎☻

@sacr1ficialang3l @notmeolive @hearts4golbach @sleepymissy @benscumgluzzer @dollfacefantasy

Do it if you want, no pressure. Have fun! (。•̀ᴗ-)و ̑̑✧

[sacr1ficialang3l]

i need to start doing cocaine

[fand0mh0pper]

Does anyone else hate their mother right now or is just me?

[d-lanx]

[burgerfiend]

we can play boyfriend-girlfriend like we used to?

insp. Fangoria (no. 286) September, 2009

[iamasimperyk]

Where are all the fanfics about the Netflix series “Baby“ ???

[kosmogrl]

depressed at 11 was crazy i should have become a child prodigy