Summary: Yours and Charles first Son has finally arrived and you experience the first hours as a real Family together.
Lando Norris
Between Sheets
Summary: As Lando find himself fearing that your small Bubble might pop as soon as the new Season starts he realizes he wants to spend his entire Life with you and asks you to marry him.
Find me in the Future
Summary: Two Years after your Break up, which left him hurt and confused, he sees you for the first time again. This Time you have a baby Boy with you, that looks a little bit too much like Lando.
A way with Words
Summary: You wearing a Black dress sends Lando struggle to find his Words.
Max Verstappen
Dreamers
Summary: After an onenightstand with your first teenage Love, you get confronted with a positive Pregnancy Test.
Daniel Ricciardo
Haunting Past
Summary: On a Lovely Day out, your Ex with his Past manages to change your Night. Luckily Daniel defends you.
Carlos Sainz jr
Drunk Mistakes
Summary: After a drunk Onenightstand with the one and only Carlos Sainz, you find out you're pregnant. Both of you decide to try your best for your Babys sake.
Summary: Your Teammate and you have an arrangement. But both of you want more. Based on Taylor swifts song ,,Dress".
Warnings: sexual tension but !no actual smut , anxiety (please tell me if I missed any!)
Wordcount: around 2,2K
A/n: This goes out to my friend. I hope you enjoy this as much as you did the first time.
Meaningless. Forgettable. Something you can easily brush off. You can stop anytime. At least that's what you tell yourself as you lazily pick up clothes, that were thrown away in a hurry. A sigh escapes your lips as you look at the alarm clock placed on the nightstand. 7.05 am. The sun is slowly rising outside, birds awake singing their songs. A muffled groan under your blanket makes you turn your head abruptly. Leah. Her blonde hair peeks out as she turns around. ,,Morning.", you smile. With another groan she turns on her back, lazily blinking.
,,Morning.", she mumbles, rubbing her eyes, due to the lack of sleep. ,,Are you okay?", you ask. For a second, she looks at you. The first thing she sees every morning. Often, but for her taste not often enough. She eyes you up and down, before answering. ,,Better than ever.", she grins. A subtle chuckle leaves you, as you walk into the bathroom. Still laying in bed, Leah lifts her head to catch a glimpse of you. Messy morning hair, no make up. Just your beauty.
,,We gotta get going soon.", you say running a hand through your hair. Leah knows she has to get ready if she wants to or not. By now she already has her own toothbrush at your place. She snuck up on you. It happened quietly. Now she's everywhere. Everything is her. One time you are alone with her, feeling her touch linger on your skin, leaving an invisible mark, the next moment you humbly smile for a few cameras. Nobody knows. Not your family, not the fans, not your friends. Something only the two of you share. Still. Everybody always think they know something.
Quiet whispers, quiet rumors and quiet glances. But in the end, it all gets loud sometimes. Leah makes it stop. Makes your world stop spinning, whilst messing it up at the same time. Something you haven't dared to talk about. Something being said in silence. Through stolen glances. Till now you've done a pretty good job hiding your little ,,thing". It all first started after the euros final. Drunken kisses being shared, Drunken words being mumbled onto pillows, Fingers tangling into each other. A night that changed the way you look at the blonde, forever.
The world cup is here. You've been anticipating it. Training harder than before. Since you were a little, it has been your dream to play in the world cup. But here you are once again. Starring at the ceiling, stomach clenching with anxiety. Tomorrow is the game against Columbia. Even though you try to be as confident in your abilities, the fear sometimes gets to you. The only noise filling the room is Leahs even breathing from a few feet away. Glancing at the alarm clock, you roll around. 1.28 am. Tiredly you crawl out from under your blanket and tip toe over to Leahs bed. As quiet as possible you crawl under her blanket. The bed is big enough for the both of you.
Half asleep she notices you laying next to her. She slightly moves around. She knows. She understands. She cares. Without opening her eyes, she wraps an arm around you and buries her face in your neck. Then she does something that makes your muscles to relax into her touch. Carefully she places a gentle kiss, right under your earlobe. The warmth of her frame helps you. Knowing she´s right there with you. Not only physically but also mentally. Slowly both of you drift off to sleep. Holding each other. That way you even catch a plausible amount of sleep.
Right before you go out onto the pitch, you catch Leahs eyes on you. Her lips tangle into an assuring smile. The minutes race by as you try your very best. But Columbias number 18 is going insanely on your nerves. Even though you barely touched her, she throws herself onto the ground dramatically holding her leg, making you groan. Before you realize it the yellow card is being raised. Instantly you walk over to the referee, explaining yourself. Complaining. But she just shakes her head at you. Frustration raises in you.
All of sudden you feel two hands on your shoulder, pushing you away gently. Leah stepped in. This has happened before. You would often get into discussions with the referee. Leah knows that. ,,She´s not worth, getting yourself sent off. That's the last thing we need right now", she says a pleading expression on her face. Only because of her plead you give it up. Right before halftime you perfectly place the ball into thee net. The fans erupt. Adrenaline takes a hold of you as you sprint towards your teammates. Reaching Leah first you jump into her arms. Your other teammates are around you, celebrating your amazing goal.
But you won't let go of Leah yet. All the anxiety from last night has vanished. Washed away. The rest of the match passes you in a blink. Lauren scores, shooting you straight into the semi finals. After celebrating in the dressing rooms, Lucy suggests that you all go out that night. Now you're standing in front of the mirror, in a little black dress. As Leah sees you, she almost chokes on her own spit. The dress hugs all the right places. The golden jewelry as accessories finishes the outfit perfectly.
It has a deep cut neckline, leaving little to imagination. But Leah doesn´t need her imagination anyway, she just needs her memory. And that's something she won't forget for sure. You didn't look just hot and sexy, but beautiful. That's the word Le would use to describe you. Beautiful. As you arrive at the location, you let your mind rest and decide to just have fun. Obviously you couldn´t get drunk. But soon you are dancing to the music playing with some others. Leah is leaning on a stool, admiring you from afar. How you perfectly move your body to the rhythm. Leah is so distracted by it, that she doesn't notice Lucy standing next to her now.
,,She looks nice.", Lucy notes as she follows Leahs eyes. ,,Yes she does.", Leah replies not taking her eyes of you laughing as Georgia spins you . Luce lets out a huffed chuckle. A knowing chuckle. But at the moment Leah doesn't care, about her teammates teasing hints.She cares about your hand waving you to her. She smiles as she approaches you. As you get closer, the air grows thicker and the tension grows. Her hand slightly rests on your hip. A simple gesture. Innocently she starts drawing a shape. The exact same of your tattoo, on the. exact same spot. A small Daisy. It has always been your favorite flower.
Even in a bikini, it was pretty well hidden. That's why only a few people know about it. She knows about it. She has seen it often enough to know the exact lining of it. Pride fills her. Proud that she knows your body like that. Like nobody else. She loves the tattoo. A shaky breath leaves you, making her smirk. Of course she knows her effect on you. ,,You have no idea, how much I want to kiss you right now.", she whispers into your ear, dancing along to house of balloons by The Weeknd. Your mind spins. And you can´t even blame alcohol. Her hand hasn't left your hip. It drives you insane and she knows. As you look at each other, the tension could be cut with a knife.
But both of you are aware of the eyes that may be on you right now. That's why Leah lightly places your hand in hers. Both of you are too eager to say bye to anyone. They would be questioning you early leaving anyway. The ride back is filled with smirks and laughs. Still, as soon as the door is closed behind you, she slowly cups your cheek. She takes a moment to look at your face before leaning in connecting your lips. There it is. That explosion. The firework, whenever you kiss. No matter how many times you've kissed, it will always be there. It feels like your lips are made for each other. Made to be kissing just like right now.
Every kiss sparks a desire. Desire for more. ,,I love this Dress, sweetheart.", she whispers against your mouth. She is holding you as close as possible, by your waist. ,,I only bought it, so you could take it off.", you answer. That confession makes her stop in her movements. She leans back eyeing you up and down. That damn dress. A huge smile spreads on her lips. That damn smile of hers. That cheeky grin. That proud smirk. Slowly, incredibly slowly she tugs a strand of your long loose hair behind your ear. Right before kissing you again. Passionately but soft and careful.
It hits you like a truck. Like a tsunami. Overwhelming you completely. It must be around 2 am. Leah and you are holding each other again. Both exhausted. She holds her hand up for you to hold it. Your fingers interlock with each other. You rest your head on her upper body. Skin to skin. Heart to hear. Nobody dares to say it. Nobody wants to destroy this intimate moment, by letting a word slip past their lips. It was just in the heat of the moment. Right? But those words don't just slip out on accident. You say them with caution, awareness. 3 words, 8 letters.
Did you just seriously mess up the arrangement? Guilt builds up in the pit of your stomach. Friends with benefits. The arrangement. Even though you never called it friends with benefits. But now it all seems clearer. Her. You look up, meeting the warmth of her gaze. The warmth of her. You scan her face, as if you want to memorize every single detail of her face. The light in the room is dimmed but you can see her very clear. Soft like a feather she strokes your cheek. Such a lovely gesture. Such a loving thing to do right now. Without hesitation you lean in pressing another kiss to her lips. She´s the first one to break it before speaking up.
,, I meant what I said, you know?", she tells you. Confused you look at her with big eyes. ,,When I said it back.", she clarifies. There's a Moment where you just stare at her. She said it back. You heard her.You sit up, blanket covering your body, still facing her. ,,I-.", you start. ,,I don't want you like a best friend. Or friend with benefits.", she admits. Now it's clearer. She´s everything and everybody to you. Dammit, it feels like your heart is so full of her that you can hardly call it your own anymore. Even though that sounds dramatic, it's true. Having her in your life made it a hundred times better.
You found her, without looking and love her without trying. She has a place in your heart nobody could ever come close to. But the words won't leave your lips. So instead you put a silent promise onto her lips. Closing your eyes you soak in the moment. The kiss that says a thousand words. So simple but simply perfect. As you break the kiss she looks at you eyes bright, sparkling almost. She has looked at you in millions of ways and she has loved you in each.
,,Does that mean?", she asks. ,,Yes.", you nod. A smile tugs on both your lips. ,,God we were stupid.", you laugh. ,,And blind.", she adds making you laugh harder. But you quickly return to the calmness and truth of the moment. ,,It's you, Le. It's always been you.". Those words feel like a warm ray of sunshine, being wrapped in a blanket, being entirely and truly loved. And as you kiss, you out another promise on them. That you will kiss them a million times more.
Summary: As Teenagers you and Mick went through everything together. Unfortunately you had to move away and the contact broke off. But the long awaited reunion might be too late.
Warnings: Some angst, mentions of feeling sad, Micheals accident never happened here! , Mick lies but admits it (please tell me if I missed any)
Note: these lyrics are not timed so it's just to fit the text and stuff.
Those endless nights, those endless days and those endless stories that were told. With him time never felt wasted. Even if you only sat there in silence, it felt full. It felt good. These times are in the past those. Memories you hold onto. Like you used to hold onto him. For days. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months but somehow months did not turn into years.
Vintage tea, brand new phone
You moved on. For a short while you told yourself that's what you were supposed to do. But after that it became true. You stopped waiting for a train that just won't come. Or a phone that just won't ring. Everything you've ever done together slowly started to fade into one picture. Picture of memories. Another person you can count into your past. Moments, that sometimes seemed to be slipping through your fingers.
High heels on cobblestone
Everybody thought you were overdramatic. Naive. But the look on his face when you told him the news, tears streaming down your face, broke something. In the both of you. Something changed. Some might call it maturing. even though you were so young you knew that it was not that.
When you are young, they assume you know nothing
It's been eight years. If you were completely honest you'd admit, that you often think about him. After all he was your best friend. For five years. To him you were always so much more. From the day you moved next door to him. He could laugh with you, cry with you. You just understood him. In a way nobody else could. How easy it was to fall for you. If he could've done one thing, it would have been making you see yourself through his eyes.
Sequin smile, black lipstick, sensual politics,
When you are young they assume you know nothing
Still, realization didn't hesitate to seep in when your parents told you, that your mother had found a new job. It took you a while to adapt to everything. But you managed. Now you're here. An independent young woman. A year ago you moved to the glamours Monaco to study at its university. Your dreams all became true. Everything you ever wanted.
But I knew you, dancing in your Levis
drunk under a Streetlight
Now you're sitting here. In a restaurant surrounded by your friends. The sun already disappeared at the horizon, slowly sinking into the sea. Of course you know that it's the Monaco grand prix this weekend. All those years you had followed his career from time to time. How could you not? You have motivated him in his career path.
I knew you, Hand under my sweatshirt
Baby kiss it better
All of your friends including you are dressed up. You're wearing a white long white satin dress with a blue flower pattern and golden straps. Bored by another story you already heard a thousand times you scan the restaurant, looking for a waiter so you could pay.Everybody is tired already. But instead of the waiter you see somebody else. Your eyes meet his. All of the air, fades out of your lung in a matter of a second. After eight years you are here, looking at each other surprised in a restaurant.
And when I felt like I was an old cardigan,
under someones bed
, you put me on and said I was your favorite
Startled by the sudden reunion another friend of yours decides to call the waiter. Anxiously you look at your hands. He is also surrounded by a group of friends. Should you say hi? Would it be weird? Did he even recognize you? Based on the emotion that washed over his face, he definitely did. brushing away the feelings overwhelming you, you follow your friends to the outside. Fresh air fills your lungs as you want to continue to walk. To go home. ,,Y/n?". His voice makes you stop in your movement.
Your friends already left. Everything feels surreal. You turn around and look straight into his face. That damn familiar face. A smile tucks on his lips. ,,Hi.", he says. His friends stand behind him not paying attention to your conversation, too busy to have one theirselves. ,,Hi.", you reply. ,,Oh my god I haven't seen you in ages. How are you?", he asks. ,,Better than ever. How about you?", you grin widely. A grin that he missed so dearly. ,,Good. Good. Uhm I could ditch these guys and we could maybe go for a walk to you know kinda catch up?", he asks pointing to his friends.
A friend to all, is a friend to none.
,,Sure unless they'd miss you.", you say. Looking at them all busy talking about some crap, he scrunches his nose and shakes his head. ,,I don't think so.". Softly you laugh.Before you know it he says bye and you start walking through the streets of Monaco. Secretly he is completely startled by the woman you've become. Obviously you have always been gorgeous. Not only your looks but also the way you treat people, the vibe you give of and the kindness you give. But saying that you're glowing would be an understatement.
Chase two girls loose the one
,,So how have you been?", he breaks the silence after a bit. ,,Well I graduated and moved here and now I´m an official law student.", you tell him. He raises his eyebrows. ,,Oh wow impressive.", he says. ,,What about you?", you ask. ,,I finally had my f1 debut and things went down with haas. But now I´m Mercedes´ third driver which I´m really proud of.", he smiles. It's one of the genuine ones. Sometimes he'd smile out of politeness, sometimes he'd smile in an awkward situation. But you know exactly which ones are genuine and which ones aren't.
When you are young, they assume you know nothing
,,I´m really proud of you Mick. Seeing how far you've come is incredible.", you admit. Adulated by your words he looked down. Both of you remember the days, you were cheering for him louder than anybody else could. No matter how hard things got you always believed in him. Hearing, that you´re proud of him is really important to him. ,,Thank you that means a lot to me.", he tells you, looking at you.
But I knew you
,,How's Gina and your parents?". ,,Everybody's great, they'd love to see you again. And your parents?", he responses. ,,Yeah all good.My parents moved back to Spain so it's just me.", you nod. Impressed by your independence he nods quickly. He always knew that you were brave, often you'd handle things alone instead of asking for help, incase you'd hurt anybody. Nobody ever helped you, except him.
Playing hide and seek and
giving me your weekends
,,Any boyfriends?", he asks, more or less interested. ,,No. Well there were but not anymore. How about you?", you asks smirking at him. Anxiously he scratched his nose. An old habit of his. ,,Yes actually. Her names Rachel and we've been together for four months now.", he tells you. But it's not true. It's a lie. There is no Rachel. As soon as the words leave his lips he regrets lying to you. Perhaps he wanted to put some distance between the two of you. By why would he want that? Secretly he's cursing at himself for being so stupid .
I knew you
,,That's amazing. I´m really happy for you, Mick.", you smile brightly. Too ashamed to look at you he looks down. You two arrive at a bench located right in front of the harbor. Sitting down on it you look out onto the ocean. For a few moments there is a peaceful silence. For a second it feels like there's just the two of you, sitting on a bench, looking out onto the sea. Looking down Mick plays with his fingers. ,,I always thought we'd end up together somehow.", he admits.
Your heartbeat on the high line,
Once in 20 life times
I knew you
A thousand emotions fill you at his words. Seeing him, not a boy anymore but a man, admit that to you. ,,Yeah I don't know. You have Rachel now tho. I bet she's wonderful.", you tell him. But you'd never admit how much those words hurt you. Thinking of Mick with somebody else. Somebody else kissing him, somebody else holding his hands and wiping away his tears. Somebody else holding him. But you aren't jealous. As long as Mick is happy.
And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
under someone's bed.
,,I lied to you, Y/n.", he spits out. Immediately you head turn to him. eyebrows furrowing you give him a confused look. His eyes have turned into a line. ,,I don't have a girlfriend. There is no Rachel. I don't know why I lied to you but I feel horrible.", he says. Irritated you turn away from him looking at one wave washing up after another. Silence settles between the two of you. Guilt builds up in Mick once again. All of sudden you let out a mixture of scoff and laugh.
You put me on and said I was your favorite
,,Why would you lie to me?", you chuckle. ,,I have no idea.", Mick laughs looking down. A sigh escapes both of your throats. ,,I missed you, Y/n.", he admits. Now you look at him again. As if you want to remember every single detail of his face. Like the night you told him the truth. Back then all you needed was each other. All those nights, all those days, all those memories.
To kiss in cars and downtown bars,
was all we needed
,,I missed you too Mick.", you say. A smile tugs at his lips. Here you are, together, reunited, all grown up. After everything you've been through together. Everything you've done. All the things you've gotten over. Or maybe you didn't. Maybe the Past has left a trail, a scar No matter what it is, it's healed.Healed doesn't mean forgotten. Some memories never leave your bones, like salt in the sea, you carry them with you.
You drew star, around my scars
But now I'm bleeding
Silence once again settles in between you. There's nothing to say. At least, the other one already know what would be said. That's how well you know each other. Even after all these years. Like your old favorite song. If you'd be to break the silence you'd say, you're sorry you never reached out again. That you wish your friendship never ended the way it did.
'Cause I knew you
Steppin' on the last train
Marked me like a bloodstain, I
There were times when the question how thing would've turned out if you hadn't moved. Regret and Guilt is one of the most dangerous mixtures. The most torturous and haunting at least. Hurting him was hard. Over and over people would tell you it wasn't your fault. Still you would have loved to change everything. Go back and do so.
I knew you
Tried to change the ending
Peter losing Wendy, I
I knew you
Leavin' like a father
Mick stands up from the bench and looks at you, hands in his pockets. ,,Come on. I will bring you home.", he says. So you start walking together. You leading the way to your apartment. Some people walk past you. Some drunk, some sober, some tipsy. Some alone, some together. Mick and you catch up about some stuff, like his formula one career, his dog, your families.
Running like water, I
And when you are young, they assume you know nothing
But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs
A cold breeze brushes over your skin as you walk. The sound of your heels against the concrete creating an even rhythm. Streetlights, paint the atmosphere in an orange tone. A fresh smell hangs in the air. It changes when you walk past a Restaurant with delicious food. Stories are shared, new memories made and laughter exchanged.
The smell of smoke would hang around this long
'Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time.
Even though you don't want this night to end, you eventually arrive at your apartment door. ,,Is this your apartment?", Mick asks gesturing to the Apartment building. ,,Yeah.", you answer. ,,So.", Mick nods. ,,So.", you repeat. ,,Could we exchange our phone numbers so we could go out sometimes?", he asks shyly . So you hand him your phone and let him type his number. ,,Thanks.", he smiles.
Chasin' shadows in the grocery line
I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standin' in my front porch light
And I knew you'd come back to me
,,Good night, Mick.", you say. ,,Good night.", he replies. He walks away a few steps, whilst you fidget with your apartment keys. For years you've been hoping you would see him again. Just to know that he's doing good. That everything is alright. Now you finally did. One last look behind you, lets you see him smile back at you. You knew he'd look back.
You'd come back to me
And you'd come back to me
And you'd come back
After you walked up the stairs and unlocked your door you step into your apartments. Satisfied, happy, relieved. A smile is still playing over your lips as you lay down in bed. Quickly you save his Number as Micky. Slowly your eyelids become heavier and heavier until they finally close.
the reader is on a holiday travelling the world. while in a country, she accidentally meets lando. Of course, they decide that they should travel together, and Lando just absolutely falls in love with her, and they love each other sm. Then, it gets close to the start of the next formula 1 season, and he's worried that after this holiday they would have to move back to their homes and they'd forget about each other. Finally, one day they're just lying together, and the moments just so perfect, so he just impulsively asks her to marry him :))
Between Sheets
Summary: Lando gets overwhelmed by his feeling as he decides to propose to you without any Plan or clue.
Warnings: Mentions of Death of Parents (please tell me if i missed any!)
A/n: I love this Idea! I highly recommend listening to Music. I don‘t know how to feel about this. I hope you like this! This literally deleted itself about 4 Times. Enjoy!
Stress. The Tight feeling in your Chest. The tight knot in your Stomach. The ugly Truth, that your Leisure is stolen by Work. The Annoyance of waking up seeing the same 4 Walls as always. Day after day. Each as the other. Flying past you but also creep past you way too slow. Days quickly become weeks, weeks become Months and Months become years. Many Adults finding themselves craving their own Leisure. Some Fun. But there‘s nothing. Nothing to look forward to.
When you grew up you were thrilled to finish school and being send of to the real Life. It has always been your Dream writing books. Letting your own Emotions bleed through Pages, fall into Words and Sentences. Touching People with what you write. With what you feel. Soon you found yourself in a Office. Where Piles of Papers would stack themselves on your Desk. Of course it wasn‘t the Life you imagined for yourself. The Freedom of being an Adult was no where to be found. Like it slipped through your Fingers as soon as you walked into the Office the first time.
Maybe it did. Eventually you found yourself, having enough. Enough of the Life you feared to have. Enough of the feeling of being Trapped. Just enough. In a rushed moment of a Mental Meltdown you quit your Job. Throwing everything you build yourself up away. Like it‘s worth nothing. It wasn‘t. You convinced yourself it wasn‘t. Finally you packed your Suitcase, cancel your pension of your Apartment and in the Next Airplane. It has always been your Dream seeing the Whole World. If it would be possible you would leave no place unseen. You wanted to see the Things people only see on Prospects, The Internet or on Ads about Holidays.
Life is short, the World is wide and you wanted to make the most special Memories. Your Biggest Fear is leaving this World without getting to see it. That‘s why you basically ran away. Almost two Years ago your Mother passed away due to Cancer. She was the only one holding you in Greece, in your Home country. As you took care of her the Thought of a Life without her in it terrified you. Tears would fill your eyes and your Throat would close. After she passed, only Denial filled you. It still does. But you know she would want you to live. To enjoy each Moment of your Life. To never waist a Minute.
So you did. Your First Destination was Paris. The City of Love. Till then you only saw it in Movies or Shows. It‘s always portrayed as Dream. For you it was. The Freshness of Happiness met you Again. You started to love life again. Exactly 1 Month. You stayed 1 Month in Paris. Hiding in your Little Bubble. Even though you knew eventually your Money would have an End you knew you were only beginning. Not knowing where you will be tomorrow send a whole new Thrill through your Veins. After Paris you drove to Monaco. Country of the Rich ones, as People like to call it. It‘s not huge but you still wanted to see it. Quickly you rented a Apartment.
Excitement filled you as the Summer Breeze was brushing over your Skin, the Sunbeams dancing on your Face. Only having a Suitcase with you has it‘s pros and cons. But you managed. After only one week in Monaco you had completely fallen in love with it. The Beach, the streets, the Buildings, the Atmosphere. Everything. Until one Day you entered an Elevator. It was a modern Building. As you entered you slightly smiled at the Young Man inside of it. Softly the Corner of His Mouth lifted. After a Few Second the Elevator came to an Abrupt stop.
Confusion hit you as you looked around. It got stuck. As a Kid you wouldn‘t even dare entering an Elevator because of this particular reason. Of course it took a While until the Two Of you got rescued. In that Time you started a Conversation. His Eyes imitated you immediately. He asked you if you are a Tourist. ,,Yes.“, you responded. Slight Disappointment washed over his Face but it was too short for you to interpret it. Time quickly lost it‘s Meaning as you continued to talk. It‘s like The Whole World stopped too when the Elevator Stopped. Even though you knew each other for about an Hour you felt like you know each other your Whole Life.
Lando. You repeated his Name after he told you. A Smile spread across your Lips. A Smile that reflected on his Lips. Immediately as you smiled he hopped he‘d see it again. And he did. Now you are laying in bed next to each other. Your White Bedsheets brushing against your Naked Skin. The Sunshine falling into your Apartment dancing on your Face. The past two months have been more than a Dream. Traveling together, talking for hours, swimming in the Ocean. Day after Day. Not one like the Other. Things coming unexpectedly. Truly, he joined your Little Bubble of Happiness. Nothing could bring the Two of you down.
In the Past two Months he learned more about you then anyone ever did. He loves how much you love life. How you take every Chance to create a Memory. How you never judge somebody. How you show Kindness to complete Strangers. You aren‘t only his Girlfriend, you are also his Best Friend. The Person he can tell everything, the Person he‘d search for in a Crowd, the Person he could spend his Whole Life with. As you got to know each other it was like peeling of one Layer of Clothing after another. Bare standing there.With no shame. No changing yourself. No hiding. Feeling Weightless.
Sometimes you would just lay in Bed together, like now, saying absolutely nothing. Words don‘t have to fill your Time. You already know the Words that would spill from his Lips if he would say something. You can read each other like a Book. Both of you feel like the Future is laying bright infront of you. Shining. Your Love is undoubtable. The Future is rushing towards you. Being trapped in your Own Bubble you don‘t leave anything in. Real Life has rushed past you. Carelessly you watched it. But now the new Season is coming up. A Week after you met Lando told you about his job. Obviously you know about the Sport.
But the first time you layed Eyes on him you didn‘t connect it. All the Time you kept your Relationship private, wanting to stay in your Bubble. Even his Friends don‘t know about you. Not because he‘s ashamed of you, the complete opposite. Because you both were scared Reality would overtake. But soon you will have to let it overtake. There‘s nothing you could do to impede it. Time is racing against you. Both of you haven‘t said a Word about it. There‘s a Fear deep inside of him he‘d loose you somehow. His Job is stressing too. Of course he knows you would support him no matter what. But he knows, he will be not home often.
There was before you came into his Life and during. He doesn‘t want to have an After. He doesn‘t want to loose you. It‘s you. Nobody else makes Sense to him. As he thinks about it he looks at you. A few Minutes ago your Eyelids became heavier and closed. He‘s just laying there. Looking at you, as you slowly drift of to sleep. Your Beauty is unbelievable to him. Your dark Hair that falls onto the Pillow and the way it‘s slightly waved, your Perfectly curved Lips he kissed a Million Times. Everything about you is perfect to him. You are perfect to him. He still looks at you as if you put the Stars into the Sky.
Head rested on his hand as he is slightly sat up a smile tickles his Lips. Lando is sure, he wants to Spend his entire Future with you. By now he‘s sure you are his Future. He‘d love you either way. On your Good days and Bad. There‘s nothing you could say or do to make him love you less. You have a Place in his Heart nobody else could even come close to. Unbelievable that you met because of an Elevator. Something so tiny having something so big as an Entourage.
,,Do you want to get married?“. The Words slip from his Lips before he can stop it. Maybe he wouldn‘t stop them if he could. Adjusting to your Position your furrow your Eyebrows humming in your Sleep. ,,I‘m trying to sleep.“, you mumble. Obviously you didn‘t realise the meaning of the Words. Lando Mind races. He wants to marry you. Spend his Entire Life by your Side. Wake up next to you each Morning like he did the Past Months. Now you are a little bit more awake still trying to fall asleep even though it‘s bright day. Both of you are completely naked only the Blankets covering you. The Way your Lips caresses his Skin, the way your Smile make him Smile. The Words are written like in stone in his Heart.
,,Do you wanna marry me?“, Lando repeats his Voice soft. Not even opening your Eyes you smirk teasingly. ,,Maybe.“, you smirk turning around. Leaving him inpatient makes a grin play over your Lips. Since you were a little Girl you always dreamed of your perfect white Wedding. With a Princess dress, a Proposal at the Eiffel Tour with a Diamond Ring and All the People you love being there. You didn‘t imagine it like this. Somehow it‘s still perfect. As if everything is falling into Pieces. Like a Puzzle of your Future, exposing all your Dreams to you.
Everything you ever wanted. Everything you have ever dreamed of. Everything you need. Him. His Eyebrows furrow irritated. ,,Maybe?“, He repeats your Words. Sleep has drifted away from you and you are wide awake now. Conscious. Aware. Never have you ever felt this alive. Like something new is streaming along with your Blood. Sighing you turn around to him. He is still leaning on his Arm looking up at you, like you put the Stars in the Sky. Like you are the brightest Planet in the Galaxy. Like you are the only Woman in the World. Like you are his Future.
,,Lando.“, your Voice is soft and a bit raspy. ,,This is.“, there‘s a Small Break of Silence. ,,A huge Decision.“, you complete your Sentence. ,,I know. But i wanna do this. With you.“, He tells you. You just lay there. Face to face. Body to Body. Heart to Heart. Soul to soul. Admiring each other‘s Features. His Eyes wander over your Face as if he wants to remember every single detail. He‘s afraid he might have to recall it from Memory. That you will be unreachable. Back in your Home Country. Leaving him back. Leaving him with your Kisses still prickling on his Skin, like a Love tattoo. ,,Ok.“, you whisper.
His Eyes light up as he hears the Single Word slipping from your Lips. ,,Let‘s do it.“, you smile widely. Love washes over him. Relief. The Hunger of the Future. A Future with you. Without saying anything your Lips connect in a Heartbeat. All the Emotions, spill into the Kiss. You will get married. You will move in with each other. You are engaged. Of course there are a few Difficulties coming up. But both of you are strong. Together even stronger. You can make it. You will make it. ,,Miss Norris.“, Lando smirks as you break the kiss. Neither of you can wait to spend the Future together.
Another lando one! For this, can it be 2, 3 and 33 from the pregnancy/dad and then also number 5 from the amgst?? So basically she and Lando dated for a while, but then decided to split up because it was too difficult to balance their careers as well as their relationship. So then it's the next season of formula one, and Lando is searching for her, only to be told by Daniel that she wasn't working with them, and although Lando acts fine, he's secretly upset. Then, next year at the Australian Grand Prix, he spots reader walking with Daniel, carrying a baby boy that looks so much like Lando it's so obvious. You can also add anything else if you want, but this is sort of the base of what I picture :))
Find me in the Future.
Summary: After a Break up you find yourself frightened as you find out you’re pregnant.
Warnings: Kinda Panicking, Break up (please tell me if i missed any!)
A/n: Ugh i love this idea so much. I really hope you like it this! This deleted itself about three Times and i lost Motivation but i tried my Best to make ut as good as possible! I highly recommend listening to Music. I wish y‘all a Happy Christmas. Or a Wonderful Hanukkah! If you don‘t celebrate at all i wish y‘all a Happy New Years. Enjoy! (Feedback if bad or good is always welcomed :)
A whimper leaves you as you starre at the Pregnancy Test and it‘s Results. Pregnant. 2-3 Months. Your Legs give in as Tears stream down your Face. You are pregnant. Covering your Mouth with your Hand you muffle the Sobs escaping you as you watch the Walls of what you build up tremble and fall burying you. Nothing seems to make Sense anymore. Birds don‘t fly, Leaves don‘t fall from trees Dancing their Way through the Wind and the Air that once filled your Lungs is no where to be found. Time has stopped leaving you behind. It‘s like the World stopped Spinning as the Results showed.
Mistakes were undone, Words unspoken and Actions never made. As if all of this never happened. As if he never left. As if he is right there wrapping his Arms around you telling you it‘s okay. The Warmth of his Body coating yours. But he‘s not here. He left. Well, both of you did. Both of you left. Lando. Lando Norris. The Boy you love. Love. A heavy Word. Heavier than the Weight you are carrying on your Shoulders alone just because he isn‘t here. The Big Hole in your Heart is the Only thing he left with you. And now also the Baby. A Human being, a Person, a Child. Your Child.
A Human you created together without being aware of it. Images pass by like a Reflection of your Mind as the Night it happened is clearly in front of you. Skin on skin unlocking a Sparkling Feeling, Sweaty Foreheads leaning against each other and Words being whispered onto Pillows, only to be taken back about a Month later. The Night that changed it all. The Night that brought you here. Alone, frightened and confused. Nobody comes in to hold you. Nobody is there to tell you everything is gonna be okay. Nobody is lifting you up in their Arms.
Lando is gone. You watched him slip through your Fingers over time before you could realize it. Almost funny how quickly you can lose somebody. ,,I can‘t do this anymore.“, you whispered that Night. The Sadness in his Eyes starred right back at you. Both of you were hurting. Neither of you really wanted to split up. Neither of you could just stop loving each other like it‘s pressing a Button. The past Year neither of you thought it would happen. Both of you were naive. Both of you didn‘t rethink What could the Future bring. And of course you never thought this would happen. Not you and not him either were even considering something similar happened. Stupid.
It was peaceful though. Silence filled the room. Nobody raised their Voice, nobody tried changing what can‘t be changed and Nobody let Words slip from their Lips, that they would regret later. ,,Me neither.“, He answered running a Hand through his Hair. His Eyes looked like Glass and his Expression was soft. As if he would break you if he didn‘t look at you that way. As if you were made out of Porcelain and he wants to touch you as carefully and gentle as possible so he wouldn‘t break you. What he didn‘t know, he doesn‘t have to protect you. He doesn‘t have to talk good about all the bad Things. Neither of you let a Word drop from your Lips.
So many Unsaid Things were on the Tip of your Tongue but never escaped. As if they escaped through the cold Air in the Apartment. Your Careers. That‘s the only thing that stood in both of your Ways. Over time it became harder and harder to balance your Relationship and Jobs. He, a Driver your Daniel assistant and Manager. Maybe you were destined to fail. Maybe you were meant to be. Maybe this was all supposed to happen. ,,So this is it?“, you asked Voice shattering. No Answer. The Silence was the answer. Both of you couldn‘t say it out loud. That this won‘t work out. With everything you are you wished that it did.
You were so perfect together but it ended so soon. Secretly you wished that, when time was just good enough you would find each other again. In the Dark. But soon you realized the Time will never be good enough. Time won‘t wait for the Both of you. Time won‘t stop for you even though it left you behind. ,,I‘m sorry.“, he told you. He truly was. No matter what happened between the two of you, you could still read him like a Book. That means you could tell if he was lying. As an Answer you pressed one last gentle and slow kiss to his Lips. Instead of letting all the Words drop you put them in that kiss. A silent Goodbye that he could feel fade from his Lips after the Door fell shut behind you. As if you never were there. Only the feeling of your Lips on his Stayed.
And the Baby. Since you broke up you could see him in everyone and everything. You were looking for him. In Books, in Music, Music and even in the Streets. Something you could hold onto. Now you have something. Something that you never expected. You always wanted Kids. Two or three. A Boy and a Girl. But you imagined it differently. Married, settled down and later. Now all the Walls seem to be caving in as you sit on the Bathroom floor suddenly Numb to emotions. Starring at the Wall a Thousand Thoughts rush through your Head. Laying a Hand on your Stomach you sigh leaning your Head against the Wall. A Part of Lando is with you. You are carrying his Love with you. And in the Exact Moment you promise to yourself you will make the Best out of it.
Somehow you manage to pull yourself up the Sink and unlock the Bathroom door. You are at work. How pathetic of you to do this at work. Determined you start walking having a Intension. Daniel. Daniel and you have been friends for two Years now. No matter what was thrown at you, you managed to handle it together. But is this too big? Of course he knows about the Break up. Everybody does. As you open the Door of one of the Garages your eyes wander over the few People in it. Chatting lively. About Work, About Life or about their Everyday. Your Eyes get stuck on the Australian Man. And his Company. Lando. His Eyes meet you. You haven‘t talked for a Month. All the Time you would look at each other through a Crowded room. Memories flooding your Mind.
Memories that filled the past Year with him. Memories that were so sweet you were too blind to see what was coming. Daniel finally spots you too. He immediately notices something is wrong. Your Eyes must be a bit puffy and the Bit of Mascara you are wearing must be a Bit over your Cheeks. Dan whispers something to Lando and quickly comes walking to you. His Expression is filled with Worry. ,,Are you okay?“, he asks his Voice Quietly so nobody would hear. ,,We need to talk.“, you answer as you look at Lando over Daniels Shoulder. His Eyes are on you. For a Split second a emotion washes over his Face but it‘s too brief for you to interpret it. Daniel nods slowly as he grabs your Shoulder careful so he won‘t hurt you as you walk out together.
Before you know it he pulls you into one of the rooms. ,,What happened?“, he asks politely. Your Heart is pounding in your Chest, your Blood is rushing through your Veins quicker than ever and your Breath is uneven. ,,I‘m pregnant.“, the Words finally come out. Now it can‘t be taken back. The Words are dancing around in the Air as Realization hits daniel like a Truck. ,,Pregnant?“, he asks shocked. Slowly you nod as your Eyes start to fill with Tears again. ,,Is it- is it landos?“, he asks carefully. Furrowing your Eyebrows you look at daniel. ,,Of course it is.“, you reply as your Voice breaks. Without hesitating Daniel wraps his Arms around you letting you sob into his T-Shirt not asking any more Questions.
Everything around you doesn‘t exist anymore. Only you sobbing into Daniels Shirt. That‘s all what you need. Somebody holding you not asking you anything making you uncomfortable. Somebody who tells you, that it‘s okay. You will be a Mom. Lando will be a Dad. You will have a Baby. Even though you didn‘t know until about half an hour ago something else than fear builds up inside of you too. Love. Love for your Child. Love for the Baby that is growing inside of you. Love for what you and Lando created together. Hand in hand. Arm in arm. But loneliness is still sneaking up on you scaring you. Everything seems so complicated. So endless. So impossible
Quickly the New Season comes. A season you won‘t be able to be there for Daniel. Well, you still are but you quit. Soon your Bump started to grow a bit. You started to show. One Look at you and it gives it right away that you are expecting a Baby. Something you can‘t risk. Lando still doesn‘t know. Guilt tightens your Chest each time you think about it. That you betrayed him worse than he ever betrayed you. He doesn‘t deserve this. But each time you tried telling him you failed as Anxiety overwhelmed you. It holds you back. It has been 3 Months since you found out you were pregnant. Three Months of Fear, Joy and Tears. It took you a While to realize that this is really happening.
That your Baby has a Heart Beat. It‘s as big as a aubergine. When you visited the Doctors they gave you Ultrasound Pictures. Only 4 Months left until you can hold them. Until you can see them. Until you can feel them close to you. Until you have a Part of Lando back. Right now you are in Brazil. A Month ago you decided that you want to see the Most of the World before the little one arrives. To use the last Few Months. Because when they are there you won‘t be able to leave the House as often as you used to do. Freedom is one of the best Feelings. Even though so many Emotions are still pressuring you. Guilt, sadness, fear.
Irritated Lando looks around looking for your Familiar Face. No matter what you were always the one he would look for in a big Crowd. But now you are no where to be found. Usually you are speaking to Daniel or somebody from the Team. Now Daniel is walking Close to Lando. Alone. Just because you broke up doesn‘t mean Lando doesn‘t care about you. The complete Opposite. Often he lays in his Bed wishing the Cold Bed Sheet next to him would be filled by you. The emptiness. The feeling of your Lips on his still remains inside of him sometimes overwhelming him. Even though it‘s been six Months he didn‘t even consider Dating somebody else. Sometimes he would ask himself if you did. Secretly the Thought of you and another Man hurt him more than he would ever admit.
Jealousy Tightens his Chest each time he‘d think about it. But he would quickly push the Thought away telling yourself that you have your own Life too. Quickly Lando walks towards Daniel stopping him. Daniel has been the one holding your Hand through everything. Having your Back. Supporting you. ,,Hey uhm. Where‘s Y/n?“, Lando asks Daniel. He only smiles at him a bit. He knows. But he promised to never tell anyone unless you allow it. And he sticked to it. ,,She uhm. She decided to take a Break Mate.“, Daniel pets Landos Shoulder as his Expression drops. Disappointment and Anger rises above inside of him. Took a Break? Why? Confusion mixes into the pool of emotions. And daniel knows.
He‘s not stupid. ,,Oh ok. I didn‘t know.“, Lando says trying to hide how upset he is. Not angry. Not angry at you. Only at himself. For everything that has happened between you two. And that he still can‘t let go of you. He tried. Harder than he would admit. But his Mind often wanders of to you. How your Lips caressed his Body, how Your Laugh sounds and how much he loved you. Or loves? You were the Woman of his Dreams, but soon became one of them. Only existing in his Mind and Memories. Especially now. Worrying about you he walks away from Daniel without saying anything. You never actually said Goodbye. Somehow Lando thought that means you would find back to each other. Now he realized that won‘t happen. That it was only a Thought to comfort himself with. The Thought of you.
It‘s been almost a Year since you quit. Almost 6 Months since you gave birth. For hours you called out for Lando. Wishing he could have held your Hand. Wishing anybody would have held your Hand. But you were on your Own. Daniel didn‘t make it in time. The Birth was a living Nightmare. Unbearable Pain arching through your Whole Body for hours. Nobody was there but a friendly Nurse who recognized your Situation quickly. She let you squeeze her Hand, she brushed your Sweaty Hair from your Forehead and she handed you your Son. Until then you didn‘t know the Gender. For some reason you didn‘t want to. Finally you were able to hold him. As your Eyes fell on him for the First Time you fell in love all over again. Tears streamed down your Face as you filled with Love and pride.
There was nobody or anything you loved more than him in that Moment. And still now. Everything was perfect. The Pain from a Few Minutes ago was forgotten as your Eyes fell on him. The Human you and Lando created together. He was the most perfect thing you have ever seen. Nothing could bring the Moment down even though all of you wished Lando would have been there. A Person to share the Moment with. But you had Him. Your Son. Your Baby. That was enough. A Healthy Babyboy. As he opened his Eyes a Bit and looked up at you a huge Smile spread on your Face. Even though you know he couldn‘t really see you, because his Vision was still blurry and he could only see your Silhouette, you knew that he was the only Person you need in your Life.
You lived all your Life without him but you still couldn‘t imagine losing him. Right as you pressed a Gentle Kiss to his Tiny Head the Door opened slowly. Relief washed over you as you saw the Person standing in the Doorway. Danny. Daniel. Your Best Friend. ,,Hi.“, you whispered still crying. Daniel just stood there. Stunned. Both of his Best Friends had a Baby together. It was the Prettiest Thing he ever got to see. ,,Come here.“, you told him. The Doctors gave him a hospital Gown and a hair net. Slowly he approached the Bed. He was the First of your Friends and Family to see him. His Whole Heart turned warm as he saw him. ,,I‘m proud of you.“, he took your Hand. Even though neither of you ever even consider to have feelings for each other you could feel the Love. He was always like a Brother to you.
He supported you through everything. He never judged you for your Decisions. He held you when nobody else did. And in that Moment you decided to make it pay of. ,,Daniel?“, you asked quietly. He sat down by now on one of the Chairs and pulled them closer to your Bed. Still Eyes glued on him he hummed an Answer. ,,Do you want to. Do you want to be his Godfather?“, you asked. Now He was looking at you with Wide Eyes. ,,Are you sure? I mean you can still think about it.“, Daniel stuttered nervously. ,,I am sure danny.“, you chuckled briefly. His Eyes fell onto your Son again. He will be his Godfather. ,,I would be very Honored and happy.“, he whispered. And that‘s how he became His Godfather.
It took you about three Days to figure out what you will call him. And these three days the only Question you asked yourself, that depended on his Name was; What would Lando say. He‘s his Father after all. Benjamin. Benji for short. That makes sense. Lando once told you. It was a Beautiful Night and both of you were already tipsy. But he said it clearly. ,,If we ever have a Son i want to call Him Benjamin. Benji for short. And if we have a Girl something like Annabell or something.“, he stuttered. Benjamin. As you told Daniel he approved that Lando would love it. After a bit you were allowed to go home with him.
For Months Daniel stayed over helping you where he can. Grocery Shopping, Cooking and even calming him down when he would scream at night. Both of you truly gave your Blood, sweat and tears for him. And you would do it again. You would die for Him. You would do anything for him. He‘s your Son. Benjamin. Benji. Your Whole House turned into a Playground for a Baby as soon as you were 4 Months pregnant. A Pile of Toys are in the Living Room. Benjamin loves Daniel. He must be something like a Dad to him. He spends hours playing with him. But he never took it for granted. He never tried being the substitute for Lando. He tried filling the Emptiness. And it was always enough.
Now is the Australian Grand Prix and Daniel has to drive. It‘s his Job. It‘s the first Race of his You decided to go to. With Benjamin. He‘s almost 6 Months now. Impossible. Time is racing against you. Seeing him grow fills you with Pride and Sadness at the Same time. It‘s like each time you turn around and look at him again he is bigger. As you walk across the Paddock with Daniel, you talk a bit. You are carrying Benjamin on your Hip as he looks around interested. Most of the People around you look Surprised at you with your Child. They all knew you when you worked there and never knew you have a Child. But it‘s obvious it‘s not Daniels. Confusion spreads around the Paddock. But neither you or Daniel care.
Lando sees Daniel walking in the Distance. But as he realize who he is with his Heart drops a Bit. He hasn‘t seen you in a year. Even more. Seeing your Face feels so good but hurts so bad. It‘s like you got even more prettier in His Eyes. If that‘s possible for him. Your Hair got longer, you seem happier. Seeing you happy makes his Lips form into a weak Smile. But he hasn‘t notice the Babyboy on your Hip yet. Focused on the Woman he loved. Or loves? For the Past Year he told himself he won‘t bother you anymore. That he doesn‘t torture himself with the Thought of you all the Time. That he is happy when you are happy. No matter what‘s the Reason you are happy. It‘s refreshing for him to see you. More than that.
Suddenly he finally notices the Baby Boy on your Hip. His Whole Heart sinks. You have a Child. You have a Son. You have a Son with somebody. You are a Mother. You are a Parent. All the Thoughts race through his Mind. Seeing you with a Child does something to him that is unexplainable. Pride, Joy, Confusion. A Mix of Everything. The Baby Boy has a Few little Hair strands on his Head, that are a light shade of Brown. His eyes are green. All of sudden realization hits him. No. It‘s not possible. Is it? Is that his Son? The Time would match up. Everything falls into pieces. The Boy looks so much like Lando. Maybe he is only hallucinating it, because he‘s in denial of you having a Child with Somebody else. His Eyes are glued onto you.
Does he have a Son he never knew of? Did he mess up? Does he have a Child with you? Nothing else exists. Only you and the Babyboy standing a Few Meters away. You didn‘t notice him yet. You are smiling. You are happy. You are stroking the Cheek of your Son. His son? Somebody‘s elses Son? He is a Mess of emotions. He finds himself having the Urgue to walk after you as you walk away into direction of Dans Room with the Intention to put Benjamin to sleep. It‘s Nap time. Luckily Dan build up a Crib so he could sleep there during races. After you closed the Door behind you you gently Put him into the Crib kissing his Head. A Smile forms on his Face.
A smile that looks like his Fathers. All of sudden you hear a Knock on the Door. Confused you open it. What exposes to your Eyes steals the Air from your Lungs. Lando. In his Racing Outfit. A wave of Different Emotions washes over you. Panic tightens your Chest. You didn‘t expect him to knock on the door. Of course you knew he would be here but you thought you could avoid him more easier. His Eyes Scann your Expression making you feel guilty. ,,Hi.“, he whispers. Heavily Swallowing you manage to smile. ,,Hey.“, You reply. The Father of your Son stands in front of you. The Past Year you thought of this Moment, trying to prepare yourself. Now it‘s happening.
,,Can we- uhm can we talk?“,Lando asks unsure. Now or never. Even though your Heart is punding so loud you are afraid he might hear it, you know you have to do this now. There‘s no escaping. Biting the inside of your Cheek you open the Door for him wider. ,,Come in.“, you tell him. Nervously he steps into the Room looking around. His Eyes get stuck on the Crib with the Baby Boy inside. He is rocking back and forth. Something he learned a bit ago. Silence falls over the both of you as you stand there. Tears well up inside of your Eyes. Everything inside of you is trembling. Struggling. You just ran away. You betrayed him. Guilt is an understatement of what you feel right now.
,,Is-.“, Lando starts but his Voice breaks of. The Words don‘t manage to escape. ,,Is he mine?“, he asks. A Single tear drops from your eye, rolls over your Cheek and leaves a Wet Trail. Lando looks at you expectingly. His Eyes seem to bore into your Skin. ,,Yes.“. Your Voice is a Whisper. Almost immediately tears shoot into Landos Eyes. A Huge Weight lifts of your Shoulders as you let the Single Word escape your Throat. Lando has a Son. Lando is a Dad. Lando had a Child with you without being aware of it. His whole World collides all at once. ,,I‘m so sorry.“, your Voice is a Whimper. Somehow he isn‘t mad at you. Somehow only Regret is filling him. He always wanted a Family with you.
One Tear drops from his Eye rolling over his Face. Your Pain is unimaginable. Both of yours. He runs a Hand over his Face sighing. ,,What‘s his Name?“, he asks. As an Answer you grab his Hand and walk towards the Crib. Benjamin has layed down by now but isn‘t asleep. As Lando lays his Eyes in him he knows he loves him unconditionally already. He looks at The Child you created together. The Child he didn‘t know he had until three Minutes ago. ,,His Name is Benjamin. Daniel is his Godfather. He was born in Paris. He is almost 6 Months old.“, you tell him all the Facts. Lando gives in to the Tears as he starts crying uncontrollably. Quickly you wrap your Arms around him letting him Sob onto your Shoulder.
He holds onto you for dear Life. ,,I‘m so sorry.“, you repeat. After a Few Minutes he becomes calmer as he looks at Benjamin again. All the Love he ever had for you combines and explodes for his Son. He loves him. All of him loves Him. ,,He looks like you.“, you tell him. Landos Eyes are a bit red from crying. It‘s true. The green eyes, the Curved Lips, the smile. Everything about him reminded you of him. Each time you would look at him you would think of Lando. He lets out a small Chuckle. ,,You did it all alone?“, Lando asks you looking deeply into your Eyes. For a Second you think about your Answer.
,,No. I had Help.“, you smile weakly. Your Smile Reflects on Landos Lips as he looks at Benjamin again. He could look at him forever. He could look at him and never get tired of it. At the Son, he has with the Woman he loves. As you watch him looking at him, you can clearly see him becoming a Father in the Matter of a Few seconds. The Love in his Eyes is undoubtedly. You know how he feels. You felt like that too. That suddenly all the Love is there and can never be brought down. ,,He‘s perfect.“, Lando mumbles. Stroking Benjis Cheek gently you nod. ,,He truly is.“, you respond. Nothing else exists but you three. Benji smiling up at the Two of you, at his Parents. ,,It‘s your Dadda.“, you whisper in a High Pitched Voice like you always do smiling at him.
Benji makes one of those Baby Sounds and smiles toothless at you. ,,Hi little one.“, Lando waves at him. One Question still stands in the Room. What now? What are you supposed to do? What ever is best for Benji. ,,Do you- do you want to stay with us a bit? To get to know him better.“, you ask carefully and afraid. Lando looks at you like he sees you for the very first time. He feels like he falls in love with you for the first time all over again. The Mother of his Son. ,,Sure i‘d love that.“, he answers. Both of you would do anything World possible for him. Both of you do everything you do for him. Everything for Benjamins Sake.
I have one with max were he and y/n were together when they were younger, during his karting/F3 seasons. But they split, amicably, because of him moving. They haven't had contact since but during a night out while drunk they hook up. Turns out y/n got pregnant and tells him, which at this point they start talking about reconnecting like the old days. y/n is a famous model which causes a big havoc when the fans find out that they are together and having a kid and the fact that they grew up together and were together as well.
Quite a long one so I hope it doesn't cause you any troubles.
Dreamers.
Summary: A Onenight stand with your Very first Love turns out to be a Life Changing Night.
Warnings: Kinda panicking (?), Mentions of Max having Problems with his Dad, Mentions of Sex (Obviously) (please tell me if i missed anything!)
A/n: Heyyy! I really hope you like how i implemented this and i love the Idea! I highly recommend listening to Music. Enjoy! (Feedback if bad or good is always welcomed!)
Words: Around 2,500
Dreams. Dreams are goals that aren‘t in your reach yet. Goals you imagine and pray you will reach someday. They give you something to hold onto. Something you can cling to when nothing else is there. When you are young you dream more than when you are old. Because the whole World lays at your Feet, giving you all the Opportunities you could possibly imagine. Some Dreams are unrealistic of course. Small Kids dream of Riding a Unicorn or Flying a Dragon. Some are more realistic. Like Getting a Job you always wanted. Finally pulling yourself together to do something or overcoming a Great Fear.
A Shiver runs down your Spine as you see your Dreams collapse and shatter into a Million small Pieces as you hold the Three Positive Pregnancy Tests in your Hand. Positive, Two Lines - pregnant. Pregnant. You are pregnant. Everything you built seems to be falling apart all at once as you fall to your Knees letting the Tests drop. Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant. It‘s like somebody shouting the word over and over at you with no Empathy. You will be A Mother. To a Human Being. The Fear and Anxiety hits you like a Tsunami. You can‘t be a Mother. You just can‘t.
Tears drop from your Eyes as you lean against the Cold Bathroom floor. In the Exact Moment it feels like there‘s no tomorrow. There‘s no Future shining bright anymore. There‘s no air filling your Lungs, giving you the conformation that you are still alive. But your Heart is pounding in your Chest so fast it seems to jump out. Panic rises above destroying everything else that was ever there. Of course you always wanted kids. Wanted a Family and settle down. But not now, not like this. There‘s so much you still want to do. Without a Child.
One Night. One Night that changes everything. One Mistake that, brought you here. Mistake. Mistake. Mistake. Even though you were drunk the Night is clear rushing past your inner Eye. Max. Max Verstappen. Familiar Lips, Familiar Eyes, Familiar Voice and Familiar Face. Everything about him is familiar. Trusted. Memories. Memories flooded your Mind as your Eyes met and you immediately recognize them. Max and you were Teenage sweethearts. First Love. It‘s been many years but sometimes you still lay in bed thinking about it.
How he would kiss your Lips, how he would sneak through your Window because your Parents always were strict, how you would just lay there sometimes holding each other. The Time you spent together never had to be filled with Words. Sometimes each other‘s Presence was enough. You and Max Basically grew up together because your Families were close friends. Eventually you found yourself falling for the 1 year older Boy. And after Some Time you got together. Everything was more than perfect. Almost each Night you‘d see each other. Apart from the Weekends where he had to go and race. His Father Pressuring him, hurt him more than he would admit to anyone but you. You were the only person he found true Comfort in. Until it was all over.
One day you were happy even laughing together. The next he came through your Window again with a worried Face. Immediately you knew something was wrong. He told you he was going to move. Far Away. Tears fell that Night. Many of them. That was the only Night he slept over at your House. Only two Months later you watched the Verstappens Car drive away. Of course you made those 2 Months count. Nights you‘d spent together. Kisses you would share and Words you would exchange. Words that were repeated that Night onto a Soft Pillow Case. Words that haven‘t been said ever since.
The Thick Air in the Night Club, seemed to make you dizzy. As if that wasn‘t enough your Eyes caught another Pair. Your Heart dropped or made a Jump. You don‘t know. A Weak Smile formed on his Lips. Obviously you followed his Career a Bit trying to catch on. He‘s now a World Champion. Pride filled you as you watched many of his Races. He chased his Dreams and made it. So did you. It was always your Dream to become an International Model. And you are. Vogue, Victoria Secret and many More Brands want to work with you. Everything you ever wanted was right there. As suddenly everything seems to be struggling.
How are you supposed to continue your Career pregnant or with a Child? How are you supposed to tell Max? Will you tell him? Of course you will. You have to. Leaving him in unsuspectingness would be a Betrayal.After all this Years you have the Feeling that everything went wrong but also just the way you wanted to. Max and you always dreamed of having a Family together, build a Home and grow old together. Of course, this is not what you imagined. But it is now like this. Nothing can be changed now.
In that exact Moment you look at the Ceiling still tears dropping from your Eyes leaving a Wet trail on your Cheek, you promise yourself to give your Child the best Life Possible. You never completely understood how you can love somebody so deeply that you have never met before. Now you do. It‘s like the Knowledge gets breathed into you in a Matter of a few Seconds. Shaking you manage to pull yourself up the Sink. Without rethinking it you get into your Car and start driving to the House you remember from that night. As you stand infront of his Door you hesitate.
Everything seems to be trying to pull you down. Life is pulling you down. Finally you ring the Doorbell whipping a few Tears away with your Sleeve. Only about twenty Seconds after you ring the Doorbell the door opens. There he stands. Surprise his eyes widen for a Second. ,,Y/n.“, He says. He didn‘t expect you to stand in front of his Door. But the Way his Lips curve around the letters of your Name makes you fell something. ,,Uhm sorry i shouldn‘t have come unannounced.“, your Hands and Voice compete about who‘s shakier. Not because you don‘t trust Max, not because you think he‘ll get mad. Just because you are afraid of ruining Things for him.
Maybe he is talking to somebody he really likes. Maybe he already put you in the Past? ,,No no it‘s okay. Do you wanna come in?“, He asks. After a few Seconds you nod. He opens the Door a bit wider allowing you to come in and you do. Both of you walk into the Living room where you sit opposite from each other. ,,How have you been?“, he asks after silence. You haven‘t seen each other in 9 Weeks. ,,Good uhm. We just need to talk.“, you tell him. The Worry in his eyes is undoubtably. Saying he stopped caring about you when he moved would be a huge Lie. Even now he cares more about you than anyone else. ,,Ok.“, he replies nervously.
Leaning forward putting your Elbows onto your Knees you look at him. Your Breath is uneven and your Heart is racing against Time. ,,I‘m pregnant.“, you say. Realization hits him like a Truck. A huge weight gets lifted of your Shoulders being replaced by Anxiety as you see his eyes. ,,You‘re pregnant?“, he asks. Slowly you nod. You are gonna be Parents. Together. How will you manage? ,,do you want- uhm do you want to keep it?“, Max asks politely. He had always been gentle with his Tone and words when speaking to you. Especially now.
,,Yes i think so.“, you shrug whipping away the tear dropping from your Eye. Silence fills the room. ,,What are we gonna do?“, you ask him. The words both of you were too afraid to let them escape your Throat. ,,Depends on what you want.“, he answers. What do you want? The best for your Child. ,,The best for them.“, You tell him. ,,Me too.“, he whispers. Neither of you say a Word. Not about the Human you created together that is growing in your Stomach, not about what your relationship will be like. The Mouth of so many Unsaid things.
,,It‘s what we always wanted right?“, you whisper. His Lips form into a Weak Smile as his Memories come back too. About what you were. About what you could be. ,,Pretty much yeah.“, he sighs smiling. Maybe a small glimpse of this is good. Maybe your Whole world doesn‘t have to fall apart. Maybe you will manage. The Brief Hopes rush past you. ,,Maybe we should try living together. For the Baby.“, Max Suggests. That‘s something you have to think about. Do you want this? Wake up to him each Morning, his Face being the first Thing you see. Having him around. The father of your Child. The Person you once loved the Most.
Now the only Person you love the Most is the Little Person who doesn‘t even breaths yet. Who doesn‘t feel anything yet. Nothing could bring your Love for them down. But could you openly share that love with Max 24 hours 7 days in a Week. Right now is Break for him meaning he‘d be around all the time. Waking up with him, falling asleep with him, eating with him, Laughing with him. Is that what you want? Maybe. But it‘s for your Babys Sake. They should grow up in a Happy Home. Even if you and Max never have the Courage to Start your Romantic Relationship again you have to do everything to give your Kid a Healthy and nice Home.
,,Is that what you want too?“, you ask unsure. For a Second Max only looks at you with a soft Expression. ,,Yes. For the Baby.“, he replies. Your Face Splits into a Big Smile at his Words. A smile that reflects on his Lips. A Smile that hopefully won‘t fade as soon as you get the Conformation that this is really happening. A Smile that you can cling to incase things get Hard. A smile that you love. Both of you just look at each other. Nothing to say.
That was 4 Months ago. 4 Months of laughing, crying and especially loving. Only 2 Months ago you moved in with Max. Each Day is something else with him. By now you bought a thousands of Baby Things and even designed the Baby room even though there are 3 More months to go. Everything is prepared for the little one to arrive. You are ready. Max taught you how to love him again. Well not literally but soon you saw how much effort he put into the Baby, without complaining once. Eventually you both had the Courage to love each other again. It‘s the best. For the both of you and the baby. The little Girl.
About a Month ago you found out it‘s a Girl. Overjoyed, you both celebrated. Secretly you were rotting for a girl even though you knew you would love them no matter what gender they have. Both Max and You can‘t decide on a name. Yet. But there‘s still enough Time. Two Months ago you announced your Pregnancy on Social Media. Everything basically collapsed as they found out. With one simple Post you announced it and explained that your were each others First Love and found each other again. The Whole Internet went crazy about it. A thousand articles, a thousand Post and a thousand comments. Both of you decided you would not show her to the media or Tv until she is atleast 4. For her Safety.
Nothing could bring you both down. There‘s nothing but Joy and Love. Also your Family freaked out when they found out. They support you in any Way possible. Whether it‘s buying Clothes, Helping Max Build up the Crib or just visit every week. Your Mother said that she always hoped you would somehow end up together. Neither his nor your Family knew you were together back then too and you kept it a Secret. It‘s a Safeplace both of you decided to keel shut behind a Door that will only open for your Daughter. By now you are more than sure this was meant to happen. That you guys always were meant to be. And that you can‘t wait for you two to be Parents.
Could I please have lando with number 26 of the fluff prompts? Basically reader works with Daniel (they are besties) and through that she met lando. Maybe the drivers all go out for dinner and she's invited? Also they aren't dating yet, but it's clear lando likes the reader. Thank you so so much
A Way with Words
Summary: A black Dress sends Lando straight into a Struggle to find the right words.
Warnings: None really (if i missed any please tell me!)
𝟮𝟲.,,𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘂𝗵𝗵..𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆.“
A/n: heyy! I hope you like it! I highly recommend listening to Music while reading! Enjoy and have a Great Day/Night🫶🏻.
Sighing you run a Hand through your styled hair eyeing yourself up and down in the Mirror. The black Higheels you are wearing already hurt. Tonight you are wearing a Tight Black Dress, due to the Conditions. Daniel invited all the Drivers to go out for dinner and invited you. Maybe it was because you work for McLaren. Maybe it was because Daniel and you are basically Besties by now. For the past year you have been working for McLaren. The Best Year of your Life.
Not only are you allowed to go to every Race. But also made many Friends. Especially Daniel. At your First Meeting the Ice already Broke and you quickly grew together. Now you are the most known Duo on the Paddock mostly. Where You are, there‘s daniel. And where Daniel is are you. Even the Fans are madly in love with you, when you manage to sneak your way onto their Tv Screens. Quickly but clearly you became apart of the Drivers. Often you were invited to Parties or Dinners like the one tonight. If somebody had told you two Years ago you would be Besties With Daniel Ricciardo by now, you probably would have laughed in their Faces.
But here you were. Finishing the last few Details about your Look. The Restaurant you are going to is pretty but not too much so the dress is perfect. Once again you stroke the dress. The zipper is still down but the Dress is already tight, making it a bit harder to breath. Struggling you try to pull up the Zip by yourself, you stumble a bit annoyed. All of sudden a Knock on your Door, pulls you out of your Thoughts. Quickly you go to the door of your Hotelroom opening it. To your Eyes exposes Lando standing there. ,,Hi.“, you smile weakly at him. Lando Norris. The british Guy, who manages to make you smile each time you talk to him somehow.
When you are with him you feel almost weightless. Like you could fly. Like you are free. His presence seems so refreshing. The way he looks at you, the way he talks to you and the Way he always makes sure you are comfortable in the Group of the Drivers. Something about him makes you want to spend so much Time with him. Even though you know there wouldn‘t possibly happen anything between you, you would like to spend as much time as possible together. Besides you can‘t fall in love with him. Atleast that‘s what you tell yourself. Sometimes it feels like you are standing in your own Way. And you are. From the first Second on you knew that if you ever fall in love with Lando, there would be no going back. And if you would break up everything would change. Forever. Is it really worth the risk?
,,Hi uh Daniel told me to get you.“, Lando points to the Hallway. Daniel and him are basically the Duo the fandom loves the most. Who wouldn‘t? Chaotic, funny and carrying. Who wouldn‘t love them. ,,Could you help me with the Zipper?“, you ask Lando. Slowly he nods. As you turn around and grab your Hair to make it easier for him he clears his Throat. In one quick Motion he pulls up the Zipper. Leaving out a Relieved Sigh you turn around to him. ,,Thanks.“, You smile. Only Now Lando completely dares to look at you. The way the Dress hugs your Body perfectly and you basically glow. In Landos Opinion you always look good but now it‘s different for some reason.
His Air seems to fade away from his Lungs. He had never found himself in that kind of Postion ever. But now he has standing infront of you like a fool. His Breath hitches. Of course you notice as a Smirk spreads across your Lips. ,,𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗟𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘂𝗵....𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆.“, he stumbles over his own words. Flattered you smile at him being w Nervous Wreck. ,,You really have a Way with words, Norris.“,you joke. Looking down at his Shoes he laughs briefly getting caught up in the Moment as you both remember the dinner. ,,I‘m gonna get my Purse.“, you excuse yourself walking back into your Hotel Room. Only a Few Seconds later you and Lando are already on the way to the Others.
As you enter the elevator together Silence falls over you like a Warm Blanket Comforting you. Neither of you say anything. Both of you already know the Words that are only remaining on your Lips instead of letting them drop. 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻’𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂. 𝗜𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱,𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼. That would be exactly what you would say. He knows. The Glimpse in his Eyes as you exchange a quick look gives it away. How a Small Smile is plastered on both your Faces. How you wish you could just be with him and jump over your own Shadow. But the Words don‘t dare to escape your Throat. In that exact Moment you promise yourself you will do the Best Out of it and just Continue to enjoy his Company whenever you are lucky enough to have it.
The Elevator Doors open and all of the Drivers already stand there Chatting happily. Only waiting for the both of you. Smiling widely you hug Lewis, Charles, Carlos and Daniel of course before walking outside. ,,You look good.“, Carlos compliments you as you walk to the Cars. But somehow the Compliment doesn‘t make you feel as good as it did when it came from Lando who is clearly looking at the both of you. His Jaw is clenched and his Hands are tugged into his Pockets. Maybe it felt different because Carlos has no Background Thoughts at all while Lando had atleast a hundreds of them. ,,Who drives with who?“, Daniel asks the Drivers.
After a Minute or two they solved the Problem only leaving you left. Before Lando could bring up the Guts to tell you, you can go with Him Daniel already hooked his Arm into yours. ,,You‘ll just drive with me right?“, Daniel asks. Happily you nod. Even though you really like driving with Daniel a Part of you wished you could drive with Lando. The Restaurant is only about 5 Minutes away so you also could have easily walked. But Drivers will be drivers. Quickly you get out of the Car and walk to the Restaurant while having small Talk with Lewis.
Lando is now chatting with Carlos not paying attention to you like you aren‘t paying attention to him. All of you enter the Restaurant and immediately getting pointed to a Table. As you sit down you purposely sit down next to Daniel. Across of you sits no body else than the british Boy smiling at you weakly. As you open the Card your Eyes widen at all the fancy Names you can‘t get smart out of. Eyes widen and a Grin on your Face you look at Lando who seemed to Notice the Weird Card to now starting to laugh a bit trying to stay as quiet as possible. But he‘s such a Teenager.
Dinner passes by way too fast sadly. A lot of Laughter and Shockers get shared. For the Moment it felt like all of your Jobs didn‘t exist. That it doesn‘t matter. That none of these Guys will race against each other in only a Week again. But especially as if it doesn‘t matter for you and Lando. All the meaningful Glances seem so innocent. 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩,you tell yourself. Just one Night. The freeless and enjoyable Night flies by and as you walk out of the Restaurant everybody is smiling widely. Suddenly you feel a tap on your Shoulder. ,,Wanna drive with me?“, Lando asks more relaxed than he ever thought he would ask. ,,Sure.“, you reply.
As you get to his Car he opens the Door for you making you laugh a bit. Gentleman like. Shortly he starts driving. But his eyes are mostly On you. He doesn‘t even try making it unnoticeable. Both of you don‘t dare to say a Word, afraid of breaking the carless Shiny Bubble you are trapped in. For now. Biting the inside of your Cheek while looking outside you pray for yourself that you can eventually stop smiling. Sadly the Ride is too short making you wish it would have been longer. Way longer. Immediately after Lando killed the engine he jumps out opening the Car door for you, offering a Hand which you gladly take.
The other Drivers are no where to be found meaning they were faster than you. You stay silent. There‘s nothing to be said. Nothing neither of you are already aware of. Nothing that isn‘t obvious. Eventually you stand infront of your Hotel Room. ,,Well. Good Night Y/n.“, he smiles at you. Afraid the Bubble will break as soon as you shut the door behind you, you decide to press a short kiss onto his Cheek. ,,Good Night Lando.“, You smile as you close the door seeing his Smile as you do so. Sometimes you truly hate yourself for worrying so much. God how you wish you could actually love Lando carelessly. And maybe you can. Somehow. Someday.
A/n: Heyy! It‘s me again! I really hope you‘ll like how i implemented your Idea! But huge TRIGGERWARNING for everyone this will include Sexual assault so if that triggers you, please don‘t read this (also hope you are okay). I highly recommend listening to Music. Enjoy!
Love. A Word so little, with so much power behind it. Not a single Word could compete against it. If you have Love, you have to hold onto it for dear Life as if nothing else exists because maybe there will be a Time where it really is the only thing existing. Love isn‘t a something you could buy with Money, even Some People managed. But true Love is worth a Million. Maybe even more. Love is so multifaced. Platonic, Romantic. The way you love your Parents is not the Way you would love a Partner. The Partner is your Other Half. A soulmate. Who listens to you without judging, who‘s Smile reflects on your Lips without you even being aware of it and a Person you want to wake up next to each other.
For you it‘s Daniel. For more than 6 Months it‘s been Daniel. Daniel is your Other Half. He‘s the dream Prince you always dreamed of as a Little Girl. The way he can make you smile when you are at your lowest, the way he would hold you when you would sob and the way he looks at you like you are the first Girl he has ever seen. Daniel is the most Sweetest and kindest Person in the world. But he still had to go through much hiding it behind his Smile each time. The Only Time he‘d drop that mask was when he was with you. He could be himself without feeling like being judged. And you feel the exact same way.
Loving has been hard for you the past 6 years. More than once you had to watch the People who you gave your Heart to shatter it and stomp on it. So instead of trying and getting hurt, you decided to just not try. For years you have been afraid of loving. Afraid of falling for somebody but not being able to love yourself enough anymore. That‘s what happened in your Past Relationship. Your Ex Boyfriends would tell you how to dress, what to eat or even what to do or say. Not Daniel. Not even once he took advantage of you. He never told you what to wear or to say. He would do anything to make you feel free and accepted. And he succeeded.
Several times he told you, that you were the prettiest Person he has ever seen. Something you weren‘t familiar too. At first you wouldn‘t understand it. How someone would feel something like that towards you. But he made you understand. He did anything possible. You couldn‘t love him more for that. People say you love someone to death. For you it makes no sense. Loving someone to death doesn‘t sound romantic. It sounds like loving is killing you. Instead they should say loving to life. Because that‘s exactly what Daniel did. He loved you back to life. He taught you how to love. And showed you how love is really supposed to be like.
You couldn‘t be more thankful for him. Truly, you could live a Hundred Lifetimes and never deserve him. Well that‘s atleast what You think. Not Daniel. He loves you more than anything. The first time you kissed he knew he wanted to spend his Whole Life with you. That you are the woman he belongs to. The doorbell Ringing pulls you out of your Thoughts after you put on your Earrings. Excitedly you bite the inside of your Cheek. Tonight is Date Night. Daniel and you decided to go to a Restaurant a Friend of yours suggested to you. Nothing too nobel but also nobel enough. After you grabbed your Purse you go down the stairs and open the door. Smiling widely, Daniel is infront of you looking at you.
The Love in his eyes is undoubtably. ,,Hey.“, you smile. When you spend time together you both can‘t stop smiling. ,,You look- perfect.“, Daniel states. Chuckling shortly you connect your Lips gently. His Lips are gentle and soft against yours but still filled with all the Love. He has the Ability to say everything he feels. You don‘t. So instead you put those words onto his Lips, immortalizing them there. And he knows. As you break the kiss both of you look at each other. ,,Let‘s go.“, he tells you offering you an Arm as you walk to his Car in silence. The Time you spend together doesn‘t have to be filled with Words. Each other‘s Presence is enough. Being with the Other one.
As you get into Daniels Car you give him the address of the restaurant and he starts driving. The Night is still young but the Sun already disappeared at the Horizon leaving everything dark. Your Lips form into a weak Smirk as you arrive at the Restaurant. Daniel runs around the Car to open your Dog gentleman like. As he offers you his Hand you take it thankfully. Hand in hand you walk into the midsized Restaurant. The Light inside is dimmed giving it an amazing Atmosphere. ,,We have a Reservation. On Ricciardo.“, Daniel tells a Waitress politely. The Black haired woman shows you the Way to your Table and you sit down.
A while ago you told Daniel you like those kind of Restaurants like this. And he remembered. The Jump your Heart makes reflects on your Lips as the Grin even grows. Like a Thousand times before you ask yourself how you deserve his Kindness, Romantic and Honesty. Your whole Life you doubted that a Person can be flawlessly Perfect. That was until you met Daniel. He proved you wrong. Both of you grab the Cards to look through the Cards. ,,Good Evening. Can i take your Order already?“, A deep Voice interrupts your Thoughts. A familiar Voice.
Your Mouth falls agap as your Heart sinks. For A Moment everything inside of you Collapses and shatters infront of your Eyes. Its like somebody would tear open all the Scars, that were just healed because of Daniel, making his Work fade away. All inside of you fights against you. Christian. Christian. Christian. You can‘t seem to be able to form a Single Thought. It‘s him. The Guy who manipulated you into thinking you weren‘t ever good enough, who broke you more than anyone else could and the one who cheated on you during. Denial tightens your Chest making it harder to breath for you.
Finally you manage to lay down your Card and look up to him. The Smirk on his Lips sends a Shiver down your Spine. Your Stomach turns as your Eyes meet. He barely changed. The disgustingly Proudness in his Eyes didn‘t leave. For a Moment you look for a Glimpse of Regret in his Eyes. Because he would see it if he looked you into your Eyes again. No. He doesn‘t regret anything. Not breaking your Heart, not leaving you on the floor alone and not for making you basically coldhearted for the past 6 years. ,,Sure uhm you wanna go first?, Daniel asks breaking the Atmosphere that you could have cut with a Knife. It‘s like Christians Eyes burn into your Skin as you fight with yourself to not give him the satisfaction of your Attention.
,,uhm i‘ll take a Wine. Red please.“, you reply keeping your Eyes on the uninformed Daniel who seems to notice your Concern. Involuntarily you started shaking a bit. He‘s just a Few Inches away from you. Only a Few Inches. Even though you tried the Past 6 years to push him as far away as possible. To make his Voice dancing around sometimes in your Head to replace it with Daniel even though it‘s back again and louder than ever. He orders something too but his Voice seems far away as you starre at the maroon napkins. Christians Eyes basically wander over your Skin making you uncomfortable. As soon as you feel the Tears closing your Throat you manage to fight them back and not even let them shoot into your Eyes in the First Place.
,,I‘ll bring them in a Second.“, Christian speaks up making all the fog around your Head just close. ,,Thank you.“, Daniel says. Obviously worried he leans forward looking at you. ,,Are you okay?“, he asks. Finally you gain Control over your own Body again not feeling so numb anymore. ,,Uh yeah.“, you scratch the back of your Head. Daniel knows something is off, he just hasn‘t figured out what yet. ,,Y/n?“, he asks calmly as he notice you not being able to really look up. ,,It‘s just. That guy. The waitress. He‘s my Ex.“, you admit your Voice and Hands competing about who‘s shakier.
Daniel looks at you just as calm as he was the Second before. ,,Do you want to leave?“, he asks. Immediately you shake your Head. You can‘t just run away. ,,no no. It‘s fine. It doesn‘t matter. He doesn‘t matter.“, you sigh smiling weakly as you grab Daniels Hand. Impressed by Yourself you manage to abandon Christian from your Mind that is coming towards your Table with your Drinks. Daniel is the only one who matters. The one you love. And not Christian. As he arrives at the Table and sets down both of your drinks Daniels Bodylanguage towards him has completely changed in the Matter of a Minute. Protectively. ,,Thanks.“, he says now a bit colder. He knows how much he hurt me back then.
,,You sure you wanna stay?“, Daniel asks after Christian left with the Same Smirk as before. God, how you wish you could wipe that disgusting smirk of his Faces. He acts like he won. But he didn‘t. You did. Some people are lucky enough to have a Partner. You are even luckier. You have a Daniel. That‘s why you won. And you decide to show that to him as you tangle your Fingers into Daniel even tighter as he walks by looking at you two. Sadly his Smirk only grows making you feel like you lost again. ,,Uhm excuse me i have to use the Restroom.“, you excuse yourself clearing your Throat. The Thick air just seemed to pressure you too much.
,,Ok.“, Daniel nods. Even as you walk away you can feel Christians eyes not leaving you for a Second. The dark Hallway to the Way to the Toilet just gives you enough light. Leaving out a stressful Sigh you lean against the wall. He has no right to destroy anything that you built up. That Daniel Built up. ,,You have changed.“, somebody pulls you our of your Thought. His Figure is standing a Few Meters away from you. The Air is stolen from your Lungs. Confusing washes over you but you catch yourself. ,,That‘s what People do. They change.“, you tell him upset. You pray he will just turn around and Go. But he‘s Christian. He would never just let the Situation be.
,,I know. But seriously; Him?“, he chuckles Sarcastically. ,,Don‘t talk about him you don‘t know him.“, you tell him clenching your Teeth. ,,No but i know you deserve something better.“, Christian tells you. ,,That‘s not what you told me when you had your Chance.“, You snap. Smirking he walks a bit closer to you making you shift a bit. Goosebumps crawls over your Skin spreading. Pressing against the wall he is now only a few Inches away again. ,,Let me make it up to you.“, he whispers. Hardly swallowing you look at him. You don‘t even consider it for a Second. ,,No.“, you tell him.
All of sudden he reaches Forward a bit letting two Fingers travel down your Waist covered by your Dress. Him touching you makes you wanna scream at the top of your Lungs. ,,Christian stop.“, you tell him. ,,Oh c‘mon Y/n.“, he whispers leaning close to your Ear. ,,Christian.“, you shift trying to fight him of but he pins your Arms above your head against the Wall. Panic builds up inside of you. Tears well up in your Eyes. ,,Christian Stop!“, you now yell, praying somebody would hear you. ,,Stop!“, you repeat. Half his Weight is pressed against your Body. ,,Christian Stop!“, you almost beg.
Suddenly you feel the weight being lifted of you, relieving you. As you open your Eyes again you see Daniel throwing a Punch at Christian. Everything happened so fast. Daniel punching Christian who stumbles back a Bit. Blood comes from his Nose as he chuckles ironically. ,,Ohh. You think you are so strong huh?“, He sarcastically says. It‘s like the Moment is frozen in time as he punches Daniel back making your Begging to stop drown out. But Christian underestimated, Daniel. He manages to throw an even harder Punch. Quickly he pins him to the wall. Blood is coming from both their Faces. Your Heart is pouding so loud in your Chest you wonder if the Other Workers running towards you hear it too.
,,𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝗶’𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂.“, Daniel tells Christian who only blinks like he‘s about to faint. ,,Daniel.“, you whisper. Finally Daniel looks at you. His Boiling Blood immediately calms down as he sees the Tears running down your Cheek. Worry fills him as he rushes over to you holding you now. Your Head is tucked under his Chin as the Other Workers start yelling about what happened. Both you and Daniel are told to leave or they‘d call the Police. Immediately you do as told. Getting into the Car you don‘t dare to let a Word drop from your Lips. ,,Are you okay?“, Daniel breaks the Silence as you drive through the Streets.
At the Look in his eyes you can clearly see the Worry. Whipping away the Tears you nod slowly. As you arrive at home both of you get out of the Car. But before you could enter his House he wraps his arms around you just holding and comforting you. It‘s like you can still feel his Hands up on your Body and his Voice whispering in your Ear. But the Arms wrapping around you aren‘t Christians‘. It‘s Daniel. The Familiar Daniel you know better than anyone else. ,,I love you.“, he whispers kissing your Forehead. ,,I love you too.“, you answer your Voice shaky. Hand in hand you enter the House. Quickly you walk to the Bathroom to get some Stuff to clean his single wound.
He clearly got away better than Christian. As you start cleaning it he looks at you like he is seeing you for the First Time ever. Even though your Mascara is all ruined and your Eyes are red from crying he thinks you are the prettiest Woman he has ever seen. He always thinks that. ,,Thank you, for saving me.“, you tell him as you finished cleaning his Wound. With the most gentle Expression you have ever seen he looks at you. ,,Who hurts you hurts me.“, he tells you. Smiling weakly you connect your Lips. Christian can go to hell. Daniel is the only one you‘ll ever need. And the Man you are destined to spend all your Life with. And in that exact Moment you promise yourself to will.
1 and 17 from pregnancy/dad prompt with carlos. they hooked up, got pregnant, decided to try dating, and it's going well. also, strangers to lovers kinda vibe
Drunk Mistakes
Summary: A Onenightstand turned into so much more than that.
𝟭:𝗔𝗰𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗰𝘆 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝗢𝗻𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱
𝟭𝟳: 𝗟𝗶𝗳𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗕𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂.
Warning: Realistic Representation of Pregnancy, Being in denial about Pregnancy at first, Mentions of Throwing up.
A/n: heyyy! I really hope you like the Way i implemented this, i tried my Best. I highly Recommend listening to Music! Enjoy🫶🏻!(feedback is always welcomed!)
Pregnant, Pregnant, pregnant. The word seems to be Jumping around in your Mind as you hold on to the Sink for dear life. Tears fall down your Cheek leaving a Wet Trail. Everything seems to collapse as your Legs give in and you find yourself on the Floor. Covering your Mouth with a Hand, you let the Tears fall and fall and fall. The Upbuilding Panic inside of you is overwhelming and something you have never felt before..
Pregnant. The Tight Feeling in your Chest makes it hard to breath. Leaning against the Cold Bathroom Wall you continue to sob into your Hand making it impossible to stop. Denial, Anger and Regret fills you all at once. This wasn‘t supposed to happen. It shouldn‘t have. One Night. Six Drinks. And a Cute And Funny Spanish Man speaking to you. That‘s all it takes to turn your Life upside down forever. Drunken Words whispered onto Pillows some of them being spanish some english, Sticky Foreheads pressing against each other and a Comfortable voice filling your ears briefly.
Even though you were pretty drunk, the Night is infront of you as clear as the stars on a Cloudless Sky. Pictures flash before your Eyes. Carlos. That was his Name. Carlos Sainz. The Carlos sainz. Of course you were aware of his Status but you couldn‘t care less. The Smile he gave you the Night and the Way his Lips caressed your Skin leaving a Love Tattoo, was enough to make him not leave your Mind once for the past Month. Now it‘s different.
Something about him Changed. He‘s the Father of the Human forming in your belly. About the Baby that will have you as their Mother. And him as his Father. You as Parents. Because you had a Few Drinks more and had to meet his Father. You hate yourself. God how you wish you could blame someone else. But you can‘t. Not on him, not on your Friends that left earlier that Night with a few Men leaving you at the Bar you meet him. Now it‘s too late to change anything. Guilt fills you as you think of the Baby. How are you supposed to be a Mother?
All your Life you dreamed about the Perfect Life. With a Husband, A Dog, two Kids -a boy and a Girl-, in a Big House. This is not what you imagined. Not a One nightstand. All about him won‘t leave your Mind. The Way he said your Name making it sound so different apart from other People, the way he smiled at you making your Heart jump and the way his Finger would travel over your Skin making you feel like you are worth a Million Dollars. Everything about him is perfect. But almost nothing is perfect about this. In the Moment of grief you wish you could go back in time changing that night.
Nothing like that is possible. And it won‘t ever be. Your Life won‘t ever be the Same. Having a Child. How will you manage? How will you tell him? Will you tell him at all? Of course. How could you not? Leaving him in incertitued would be nothing but unfair. He‘s the Father. The Father of the Human you both created together, unknowingly.Shaking you lay aside the Pregnancy Test pulling your Legs in hugging them. Quickly you bury your Head in your Arms you continue to cry not caring about anything. You messed up. You’ll have a Child who‘s scent you have never smelled, they‘ll Have a Name you never yelled, they‘ll have a Touch you never felt, they‘ll have a Mother who has failed.
That was almost 7 Months ago. For hours you layed on the Bathroom floor crying not wanting to get up. Nobody came in to hold you. Nobody came to lift you up into your Arms and tell you it‘s gonna be okay. Until you called Carlos that Day. As you asked him if you could come over, you tried your Hardest to make your Voice sound strong but failed miserably. Only 15 Minutes later you were standing infront of his House nervously fidgeting with your Hands. Eventually you managed to ring the Bell. Your Knees got weak, your Hands sweaty and your Heart sunk as he opened the Door. Almost Immediately he saw your Expression and told you, you could come in.
So you did. Watching his Heart breaking, reflect in his Eyes made you tear up again. Finally somebody held you in their Arms, telling you it‘s okay. He told you he‘d be with you no matter what. That he will do whatever is necessary. His Words made your Lips form into a Weak smile, that made him smile too. And in the exact Moment you shared that brief Smile, you knew you would do it. Together. Hope and Faith was the Thing you held onto. Both of you agreed that it would be the best If you would move in with him. You did it all for the Babys Sake.
By now you don‘t look back at the Night regretting it. It was a Mistake. But the best Mistake you ever made. The Pain of it still echoeing sometimes is what makes you feel alive. Like a Conformation that this is really happening. And as you stand up from your and Carlos‘ Bed the heavy Weight of your Bump, causing you to struggle also confirmes it‘s real. Several times you felt her Kicking. About Two Months ago you found out, it will be a Girl. Secretly you been rotting for a Girl. Carlos and you have decided on the Name Sophia. Sophia. Each Letter seems like Perfection now that, the Name is hers.
It stands for Beauty and Wisdom. When Carlos first Suggested the Name, you immediately knew it would be the One. Not one Name even came close to it. Nothing could compare to it. As you walk out of the Bedroom you hear the Music coming from the Kitchen. Sometimes you still can‘t believe this isn‘t just all a Complete dream. Of course the first 2-3 Months felt weird. But soon you found yourself falling in love with Carlos. He took care of you when nobody else would. For your Whole Life you always thought there was another Half to yours. That there was your Soulmate somewhere out there. Since you were a Little Girl you waited for your dream prince.
But you didn‘t expect it to be a Guy who you met in a Bar and got you pregnant. He built you a whole World and gave you the keys to it. Keys to your Future. Together. 7 Months ago you asked yourself what could be good about your Situation. Now you ask yourself what could be bad about your Situation. You are with the Person that loves you just the way you love him. Your Baby is growing inside of you. Nothing about this could be bad. Except the Craving and sleepless Nights. But it‘s worth fighting for. In the End it would pay of. The Media completely went insane about your Pregnancy. They said they didn‘t know Carlos had a Girlfriend all this Time. If they only knew.
Apart from the Pregnancy you left everything private. Carlos‘ Friends freaked out too. They are the only ones we told how we truly got into the Situation in the first Place. And they couldn‘t be more supportive. Everything is perfect. Nothing could bring you down. As you enter the Kitchen, Carlos is standing at the Stove cooking for the Two of you. Well the three of you. Your face splits into a Huge Smile as Smooth Operator starts Playing. One of his Favorites. By now it‘s basically his mark. Every Fan knows it. As Carlos turns around he smiles even wider seeing you in his Shirt and Underwear. Even though your Hair is kinda messy, he‘s sure you couldn‘t be more perfect.
All Pregnant and Swollen. ,,The Music is loud.“, you chuckle. Grinning he pats your Bump. Since it began to grow and grow he‘s been obsessed with it. ,,she loves music.“, Carlos Tells you. Nodding, agreeing you give him a Brief Kiss. ,,How are you feeling Amor?“, he asks you. ,,Swollen.“, you pout. Bending down a bit he faces your Bump. ,,Giving Momà a Hard Time, Soph?“, he kisses your Stomach. Love fills your Heart as you watch him.Smiling he takes your Hand. ,,Dance with me.“, he smirks in his spanish accent. Gently he spins you around and now holds you from behind having his Hand on your Bump, slowly swaying to the Music. ,,I have an Idea.“, he whispers and places his Hand on the Underside of your Bump. Irritated you turn your Face to look at him.
All of sudden he lifts your Bump carefully. Sighing you throw your Head back. The whole Weight you have been carrying around lifts of you. Relief washes over you. Groaning you lean a Bit into Carlos. A Smirk plays over his Lips, knowing he helped you atleast a Bit. The whole Living Room is full with Kids Stuff. Toys, a Blanket with small Elephants on it and a changing table. Everything is ready for the little one to arrive. The calculated Date is only about two Weeks away leaving you all excited. Carlos can‘t wait for sophia to arrive. Only the Thought of him with Her makes you Smile. He will be the perfect Father no matter what.
Luckily Carlos is strong and you freeze in the Spot for a Few Minutes. Enjoying every Bit of it you close your Eyes hoping he could follow you everywhere carrying your bump. Not being able to tie your Own Shoes or to bend down can get Annoying after a Few weeks of it. Luckily you can spend all day in Bed if you want to. After several Minutes you feel Carlos softly letting go of your Bump. ,,Better?“, he asks. ,,Yes. Thank you.“, you smile the weight on you again. But for a Few Moments you felt normal again. Carlos connects your Lips happily. Grinning into the Kiss you deepen it. His Lips are soft against yours. They feel so comfortable. They feel like Home just like he always does. Because he is home. Suddenly he breaks apart in a Quick Motion leaving you a Big Confused. ,,The food!“, he yells out in Panick running back to the Stove where the Food is slightly burned. Not being able to hold in your Laughter you stand there as he laughs briefly too. No, you really can‘t wait to be Parents together.
Summary: Charles and you just had a Baby and experience the First few Moments as Parents.
Warning: childbirth, Cursing (Please tell me if i missed any)
A/n: So i just got this Idea and i hope you like it. Please remember english isn‘t my First Language so if i make any gramma mistakes or anything please ignore them. I highly recommend listening to music.
For the Past 9 Months you gave your Blood, sweat and Tears for this Moment. For your small Family. For your two Boys. Only an Hour ago Theo Jules Leclerc was born. The Birth was the most awful thing you ever went through. An Awful Pain arched through your whole Body over and over again causing you to scream. But Charles was with. Always by your Side holding your Hand and having your Back since the Moment you told him you were pregnant. Over and over again he told you it was gonna be okay while you were begging the Nurse to give you any Kind of Medication for the Pain to be less. During the whole 4 Hours of the Horror, Charles always would have switched Places with you if he only could have.
Unfortunately that‘s not possible. Now you are laying in your Hospital Bed. Theo on the Chest looking down at him. The Nurse just brought him back from his Health Check. Your Eyes wander above the Tiny Face of your Son. His Eyes are closed, making him look peaceful. The Pain of the Earlier Events have seemed to faded away, only leaving space for the Joy and Love filling your Heart. It feels like a Dream. Like it‘s too perfect to be real. The Silence filling the Room is comfortable. Charles is sitting on a Chair about 2 Meters away from the Bed. His Body is tensed, nervously.
,,C‘mon here.“, you speak up. His Eyes widen for a Second. Smiling widely you pat the space next to you. ,,C‘mon here.“, you repeat. Anxiously Charles stands up from the Chair and walks over to the Bed laying his Eyes on his Son for the second time. Making space for him you move a bit. Carefully Charles sits down next to you. Both of you have their eyes glued onto the Tiny Human in your Arms. You did it. Both of you. Together. Holding each other through every Wave of Pain, Filling the Time with the best Memories and making all this possible. You really went from Teenagers slowly falling for each other, to Adults who finally pulled their Shit together, to A Family. A real Family.
Neither of you let a Word slip from your Lips, afraid of interrupting Theos Peace. Still smiling you lean your Head on Charles Shoulder. Everything about this Moment is perfect. Truly, Theo and Charles are like the Air you breath, like the Blood circulating through your Veins and like. You need both of them. You never imagined this Future with Charles when you fell in love with him at the sweet age of 16, but now you have it you couldn‘t imagine life without them. There‘s nothing in the World you love more than them. Nothing even coming close. And for maybe a Few Minutes there just exists you.
The three of you. Charles and you sitting on the Hospital Bed, looking at the Small Human you created. Drowning out all the Noise that manage to fight themselves through the Door. Like there‘s nothing else that matters. And there truly isn‘t. ,,He‘s perfect.“, Charles whispers. ,,He is.“, you agree. With all his Tiny Fingers, all his Tiny Toes, his Tiny Nose, slightly Pink Lips and long Lashes. He truly is perfect. The most perfect thing you have ever laid your Eyes on. As you eventually get yourself to pull your Glance away of Theo you and Charles look at each other. His Eye look glassy. Without saying anything you connect your Lips in a Gentle Kiss.
His lips are soft against yours. Of course you have kissed a Million Times, but each time it feels like the very first. As you break the Kiss a smile is plastered on both of your Lips. ,,Are you okay?“, he asks you once again Worried expression spread on his Face. ,,Yes. Just a Bit Exhausted.“, you respond. Slowly he nods understanding. Silence Falls over you again like a fussy warm Blanket comforting you. Nothing could ever destroy this Moment. Nobody ever could. When you were a Teenager you always dreamed of having Kids together. When you were only 17. Chasing your Dream you made it true.
Now you‘re here. Parents. ,,I can‘t believe we made him.“, you mumble. ,,Me neither.“, Charles says. Throughout the Whole Pregnancy you wondered who he will look like more. Secretly you have been rotting that he looks more like his Father. And he does. Even though he is about an Hour and a Half Old you can already clearly see Charles in him. As his Button Eyes open you can recognize the Color of Charles Eyes reflecting in Theos now. Tiredly your Son looks up at you two now awake. For a Fact you know he can‘t see much. Only blurry spots. But he still moves his Hand up a bit to you, causing you both to chuckle.
,,He has your Eyes.“, you tell Charles. ,,He has your Nose.“, he replies. A grin plays over both of you lips. ,,Hi.“, Charles greets Theo with a High Pitched Voice. ,,Hi.“, he repeats. Giggling at your Husband you lay a Hand onto Theos Blanket that‘s wrapped around his Underbody. ,,Do you wanna hold him?“, you ask. Immediately His Body tenses a Bit. But he nods. As you give him to him he takes him carefully like he‘s made out of Porcelain. The Importance of this Moment is so huge and incredible it makes your whole Heart light up with Joy. Lovingly Charles looks at Theo his Expression softer than ever.
The way he looks at him combines all the Love, he has for him. All the Power that Bound holds already. It already started forming when he first kicked. Even before that you loved him unconditionally. Nothing could break that Love. And nothing ever will. ,,I‘ll always protect you.“, Charles tells Theo who only starres at him with his Huge eyes. That‘s your Life. Your Family. Your two Boys. The Love of your Life.
