Lettin My Imaginaton Run Free 💕

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Night terror!

Person: Lee seunghwa aka gray 

 From: aomg 

 Type: angst, cute, fluff 

 I was trying to avoid going to sleep. I was so tired but these past few days I'd had the most realistic nightmares that made me wake up covered in sweat often screaming or crying. I hadn't told my friends about it because I didn't want to worry them and feel like I burdened them. But my best friend gray had started to notice that something was up, I was more apprehensive and often very tired. We were gonna watch some movies that evening and I relished the thought of getting my mind of the nightmares. Gray came over with take out and we started eating first. "Are you alright?" He gave me a concerned look. "Yes?" I questioned his intentions. "Because you don't seem alright lately..." He kept staring at me. I'd never been good at lying or keeping secrets from him, he always had a way of prying information out of me. "It's just that I've been having some troubles sleeping." I sighed, not really wanting to relieve the terrifying dreams. It wasn't a lie but it wasn't the full truth either. He scrutinized my face. "And that's all?" He questioned me again. I sighed again. "I've been having some bad dreams." I looked away avoiding his gaze. "What kind?" He sat closer. "Just.....bad dreams." I shuddered at the memories. His look softened when I looked at him. "Don't cry." He took my hand in his. I hadn't even realized tears were rolling down my face. I reached up my hand and found a damp cheek. "Sorry." I squeezed his hand. "You know you can tell me anything right? I'm here for you!" He came over and hugged me. "I know! Thanks!" He kissed my forehead before dragging me over to the couch to watch a movie. "I'll stay with you tonight so don't worry." He sqeezed my hand again. I was so happy gray cared so much for me. I was worried he'd feel like I was burdensome because of it, but in the end I'm glad I told him. We finished watching the movie and put on another. I wasn't ready to go to sleep out of fear of the night. After watching three movies I reluctantly agreed to go to bed. He sat next to me on the bed and turned to walk when I grabbed his hand. "Please don't leave me. Stay, I'm scared." I dragged his hand closer and he lay down across from me on the bed still holding on to my hand. "Don't worry I won't leave you!" He squeezed my hand. I finally started relaxing and felt my self drifting. Some dark shapes were taking form and I started shifting in bed. A pair of arms snaked around me, and a rhythmic heartbeat started to play in my ear as I lay on a chest. The dark shapes started to recede and instead I was filled with a calm as I lay in gray's arms. I woke up next morning still holding tightly to gray. It felt warm and safe. I hadn't had a good nights sleep in at least a week and finally I felt relaxed and rested. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up. Gray was still with his eyes closed. He looked sweet and I couldn't help but reach up and brush some hairs out of his face. His heartbeat was slow and his breathing light. I watched him for what felt forever until he opened his eyes and looked down at me. "Hey." He smiled groggily. "Hi!" Hi smiled back. "Thank you." I rested my head on his chest again, hugging him. "No worries, that's what best friends are for you know!" He brushed his hand across my back. We stayed together just resting in bed for a long time. I needed him and he was there for me.

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Drifting apart!

 Request: requested by @jessieb4893 = in a relationship with YeoOne but he moves on and she seeks comfort with her best friend Hongseok 

 Group: pentagon 

 Person: YeoOne, Hongseok 

 Type: angst, sweet 

Dating yeoone was a dream, he was sweet and everything I needed. We had already been dating for a year when I had to go away to study at a different school further away. I was dreading going away from him, we were as close as could be. The day I was leaving I sat on the couch waiting for YeoOne to come home so that he could drive me to the airport. Sitting alone thinking about being away from him made my stomach turn to knots. When he came in the door I couldn’t stop myself and I burst into tears. “Hey….hey it’s ok!!!!!” He rushed over grabbing my hands in his. “I don’t want to leave you.” I wiped my eyes. “I know….but you need to take this opportunity or you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.” He dried my cheeks with his sleeve. “You’ll call me when you get there and we’ll keep in touch alright?” He smiled at me. I nodded as I sniffled. I went to clean up before we headed to the airport. The goodbye was short and sweet and I did as promised and called him the instance I got there. We talked for hours as I unpacked my dorm and before I knew it I had to go. Over the next few weeks we talked everyday and I also talked to some of the other members on a regular basis, Hongseok and I had always been really good friends and I used him to bounce ideas and thoughts about my relationship off. Then after a couple of weeks YeoOne started to contact me less and he was constantly blowing me off for other engagements. I thought it was just his busy schedule but whenever I spoke with Hongseok I got suspicious that he just wanted out of our relationship. Slowly I stopped contacting him too and it seemed we were just destined to drift apart. There were several guys on campus trying to ask me out but we hadn’t officially broken up, we’d just stopped speaking. After half a year of not speaking I was talking to Hongseok one day when I saw YeoOne in the back talking on his phone. I sighed and looked down. “How is he?” I saw him laughing and smiling before I got my answer and I felt my heart wrench a little, because that was how he’d used to laugh with me. “Don’t worry about him.” Hongseok seemed almost angry and he turned the camera slightly so I couldn’t see him anymore. “He won’t call, or text or anything….are we over?” I felt my eyes stinging. “I don’t know….” Hongseok scratched his head. “He’s being stupid….really just do your thing and don’t worry about him.” He smiled. “Is he doing his thing? I mean with other girls?” I turned the run on my finger, I still hadn’t taken off my couple ring. Hongseok wouldn’t meet my eyes and I sighed holding up my hand. “Never mind don’t tell me. It’s just as much my fault as his, that this isn’t working. I just thought we could do long distance.” I put my head in my hands, forcing the tears back. I was not gonna cry for him. Especially If he was seeing other girls. “I’m here if you need anything!!!” He nodded before we said our goodbyes and logged off. I’m cried that night, because even if we hadn’t talked in months, it hurt to think about him just moving on without giving me any closure. I thought at least I deserved that. The next day I took of my ring, putting it in a small box. The next weeks and months I felt a lot better, until I started to realize I was heading back in a week and my stomach started turning on itself. I knew I was going to have to see him pretty soon after I came home. He was watching my rabbit and I had a key to his place. The week moved by really slowly and I was actually dreading having to head back. When I realized I could just ask Hongseok if he knew when YeoOne wouldn’t be home, so I could stop by and get my rabbit when he wasn’t home. My first day back I saw Hongseok and we talked for a really long time, he made it clear that YeoOne didn’t consider us a couple anymore and to be honest neither did I. But that didn’t stop me from being anxious about maybe seeing him. Hongseok told me he was supposed to meet the other members that night and YeoOne had promised he would come, so I would be free to get anything I needed from the dorm. The clock was around six when I headed over. I left my phone by accident at home, but I didn’t really need it. I header up to the dorm and put my key in the lock, though it wasn’t locked, but I thought maybe they forgot. I walked in and it was really quiet so I took of my shoes and headed to the living room to get my rabbit and her cage. I stopped dead in my tracks when I was faced with YeoOne kissing a girl in the living room. I stood there frozen for what felt like forever until they broke apart. He turned towards me and looked just as shocked as me. “R….r…..rabbit.” Was all I could say. I knew we weren’t a thing anymore but I hadn’t expected to be met by him kissing another girl. I rushed past them picking up the rabbit cage and turned hurrying away. YeoOne stood there frozen in place and didn’t say or do anything as I rushed out of the apartment. As I headed to the car I felt tears dripping from my cheeks. I shouldn’t be this upset, but I was so disappointed. I had maybe thought we could find each other again after all this time, but now I felt like we’d never find each other. When I came home I had twenty unanswered calls from Hongseok. He called again and this time I picked up. “Don’t go to the dorm….he isn’t here!” He let out a heavy sigh. “Too late.” I hung up still feeling terrible. I put my rabbit back in her spot and sat down to take her out. “Hey…..did you miss me at least?” I smiled at her wiping my tears as I took her out and hugged her in my lap. She instantly got comfy snuggling into my lap and hand. There was a knock on the door and I put her back in heading for the door. Hongseok was breathing heavily, he had clearly been running. I opened the door letting him come inside. He grabbed me and hugged me tight. “I’m so sorry!” He held me and I felt safe and secure in his arms. “I knew it was coming I just didn’t expect to be faced with it.” I let out a soft laugh and all of a sudden I was laughing like crazy. “Are you ok?” He looked down at me. “Yes….its just a ridiculous scenario that’s all….I mean I’m probably just in shock or something and I tend to laugh at inappropriate times…. I guess I should move on.” I sighed leaning back on his chest letting him hold me. “He’s not good enough…” He whispered into my hair. I looked up at him and he gave me a soft smile. I reached up and kissed him, stoping myself quickly, pushing away from him. “I’m so sorry!!!! I just….I don’t know what came over me.” I brushed my hand through my hair. “Sorry.” I turned to look at him and he had blushed, which made me smile. “I….its….I mean it’s alright.” He stuttered a little. He scratched his neck looking down. “Screw it.” I walked over to him and kissed him again. He returned the kiss, putting his arms around me. We stood there kissing for a while before pulling apart. “I wanna move on with you.” I sighed as I hugged him. His heartbeat was so fast. “I wanna move on with you too.” He held my face in his hands nuzzling our noses together. “I care for you much more than I should….and getting closer this past year has made me realize I want to be with you.” I smiled up at him and he smiled back. He pulled me into a warm embrace. “I didn’t realize you felt that way about me and I didn’t want to do anything incase you still had feelings for YeoOne.” He took a heavy breath. “We are done…for good.” I took a relieved breath, feeling my shoulders sink. It felt good admitting it. It gave me what I needed to move on.

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Cooking with care!

Person: Hongseok 

 Group: Pentagon 

 Type: sweet, a little sexy 

 Authors note: I'm a little obsessed with pentagon lately xD so sorry for all the pentagon spam xD though I hope you enjoy 💕 

 I saw his big frame in the kitchen. I stood in the doorway for a while watching him cook. He was so handsome when he focused on his cooking. I couldn't help myself as I came up behind him and snaked my arms around him. He let out a small hum. I rested my head against his back and felt his heart through his back. He always made me feel so secure. He started humming a song as he kept cooking while I was still holding him. It felt nice hearing him hum through his back and before I knew what I was doing I started to kiss his neck. He stopped his humming and let out a really low moan. "I missed you." I kept kissing his neck. I hadn't seen him all week and we'd planned this dinner for a while. He put down the vegetables he was cutting and put his hands on mine. He kissed them before pulling me around to face him. "I missed you too." He leaned down and kissed me. The kisses started out sweet and then grew more hungry. Hongseok pushed everything on the bench away and lifted me up so I was sitting on it. He pressed himself between my legs brushing his hands up and down my sides. The kissing became more and more intense. Each of us wanting the other more. We pulled apart, both panting. Hongseok rested his forehead on mine. "You hungry?" He whispered. "Yes." I smiled at him caressing his cheek with my hand. "Let's finish this later and eat first." He kissed me before lifting me gently of the counter. "I love you." I missed my nose to his. "I love you too, now go have a seat." He nodded towards the set table behind him. I sat down watching him cook. It was one of my favorite parts about Hongseok, the way he put love and care into his cooking. He was such a caring person and you could tell when he cooked for others that he really enjoyed caring for others. Sometimes he forgot to be cared for, but for me that was important, I always wanted to show him I cared for him.

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Confession!

A request from @jessieb4893 for a YeoOne imagine where the two are friends and he treats her like a little sister but then she goes of to university and when they meet up again he has feelings for her and confesses.

Group: Pentagon

Person: YeoOne

Type: angst, fluff

Authors note: written from YeoOne’s point of view! Please enjoy “Jess!!” I waved trying to get Jess’s attention. “Come on we’re gonna be late, Hongseok is making dinner.” I grabbed her arm when she came, trying to make er hurry. “Sorry, my teacher ran the class a little late.” She huffed as she hurried to keep up. “It’s alright. I mean it’s your graduation party, so you being late will probably be fine.” I laughed slightly. “Sorry.” She fake pouted at me trying to look sad, not really managing. When we arrived at the dorm everyone cheered as Jess came through the door. “Congrats!” “Go Jess!” “Hwaiting.” It erupted all over the room. They all hugged her as we rushed her to sit by the table. “You guys know I’m technically not graduating until Monday right?” She smiled at all of us. “Of course but this was the only time all of us could before you’re leaving for university.” Hui patted her shoulder. She looked a little sad, but still smiled. “It’s ok, we’ll keep in touch!” I patted her head smiling at her. “Thanks.” She smiled at all of us. “I really mean it!” She nodded. Jess was just like a little sister to all of us, and we all wanted what was best for her. Her going away for university was sad but we were still happy for her. As the days started to lead up to her departure I felt more and more uncomfortable and sad. The other members tried cheering me up, but it just wasn’t helping. I was supposed to drive her to the airport the day that she was leaving and I was dreading it.  I felt like I was loosing a family member, we’d promised to keep in touch but I was scared we wouldn’t be able to. As we headed to the airport I tried to keep calm but I was so sad. The ride was mostly silent. As we got to the airport I helped her check in her bag before walking her to the security check. “This is me.” She smiled a little though I could tell she was sad. She hugged me, and immediately my tears started falling. I held onto her tightly. “It’s ok! I’ll be back before you know it.” She pat my back as I could hear her try to hold back tears. As we separated her eyes were red and I was sure mine were as well. “Bye.” She hugged me again before rushing off. I headed home crying all the way there. 4 years later I was so nervous. I had hardly been able to see Jess for these past four years. We kept in touch by skype and she came home once the twice the first year but I haven’t seen her since.  She was coming home today and we were throwing a big party for her. Her mom was getting her from the airport while we decorated the house and got it ready for her. I was very nervous. When she walked through the door, my jaw dropped. She was dressed in a pretty summer dress and she looked so grown up, not at all like when I’d last seen her. She hugged everyone including me. “YeoOne Oppa! Can you help me with my bag?” She smiled at me. It felt weird being called Oppa by her now, even though she’s always done it. I felt like blushing. “Of course.” I smiled back walking with her to the car. “Did you miss me?” She smiled as she opened the rear of the car. “Yes, very much.” I held the tears back as I thought of how sad it had been without my favorite dongsaeng around. “Did you miss me?” I pulled the suitcase out of the car trying not to look at her. “Of course….you will always be my favorite, although don’t tell the others!” She laughed pushing my arm slightly. I helped her back inside with her bags and we joined the festivities. As the night went on I started to realize I had started to view her less and less as my little sister and more like a woman. My heart was beating like crazy as we said goodbye. I was definitely feeling something more for her. When we got back to the dorm I sat down with Hongseok and Hui and asked for they’re advice. “I want to confess my feelings to her, but how should I do it?” I sighed putting my head in my hands. Hongseok patted my shoulder. “We’ll definitely help you!” He smiled at me. “You should sing something for her.” Hui clapped his hands together. “Yes, music is the way to go.” Hui was already getting super excited. I was really nervous though and didn’t think I’d be able to preform for her. “Something easier hyung.” I sighed. “What if she doesn’t feel the same way!!!” I put my head on the table feeling like surrendering to despair. “How about you do something simple?” Hongseok patted my head. “Bring a rose to her door and just confess! I think that would suit you.” He grinned down at me. “Yes I agree.” Hui chimed in. I was so nervous leading up to the confession, more than once I approached the door and left again. Finally I took a deep breath rang the bell and his the rise behind my back. Jess came to the door. “Oppa!!! Come in!” She smiled. “Wait…I have to do this here first.” I took a deep breath. “Jess….. I really care for you and ever since you came back I’ve seen you as something more than just a little sister. I mean…..I like you…..I missed you so much and I think I’ve always cared for you deeply, but lately it’s been more than that! I just can’t seem to stop thinking about you….I…. I really like you.” I exhaled sharply. She smiled as I held the flower to her and stepped closer. She took me by surprise when she kissed my cheek. “I like you too!” She smiled and immediately I felt relieved. “Really? I mean are you sure?” I looked at her curiously. “Yes I’ve liked you for a while.” She smiled holding out her hand. “Now come inside won’t you?” I took her hand and let her guide me inside.

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scary movie!

Group: Pentagon 

person: Yuto 

Type: fluff cute 

Authors note: I’ve gotten really into pentagon lately and my exams just finished so I just had to write a little something something xD Enjoy😁💕 

 I was at my friends house and he had invited some of his friends over to watch a movie. “So jinho, who did you invite?” I smiled at him, as I was stirring the batch of cupcakes I was making for the movie night. I had agreed to help jinho get everything ready. “You know the guys…” He grinned awkwardly. “Great me and the guys again….” I made a face at him. “You love us…don’t deny it.” He laughed and I laughed along. I started putting the cupcakes into the oven as we were making fun of each other, just then the doorbell rang. Jinho and he’s friends were great to be around but there were never any girls except for me, which sometimes made for awkward situations. There was one of Jinho’s friends that if always had a thing for, he was tall, had a dark voice and was really handsome. His name was Yuto. Jinho walked over to the door and opened up, letting a steady flow of guys barged into his place. They all threw their shoes of and headed to sofa waving at me and saying hi as the passed the kitchen island. Hongseok came over smiling giving me a hug. “You need any help?” He smiled. “Sure! You can get some bowls out of the cupboards for the snacks.” I smiled as I turned to take the cupcakes out. “How many did you make this time?” Hongseok smiled as he reached into the cupboard to get the bowls. “More than enough for you all food crazy people.” I laughed and he laughed along as Jinho cake and started helping putting stuff out on the table. After everything was served I walked over to the sofa and looked around not seeing any seats. And I didn’t want to sit on the floor. I turned and yuto smiled at me as I saw there was room on the arm of the sofa next to him. I sat down feeling a little awkward although he never seemed awkward. I leaned back on the wall careful not to sit to close to yuto. I always did something stupid or said something weird around him because he was so nice and funny and handsome. I almost jumped to the roof when someone poked me in the side. “Sorry, do you want some?” Yuto laughed slightly passing me the snack bowl. I felt my face flush as I smiled at him biting the inside of my cheek. “Thanks.” I looked down at the bowl hoping I would just vanish. Only Jinho and Hongseok knew about it, because they were the ones I was closest to. They were also really sweet about it, not teasing but merely giving advice and listening to me talk. Jinho popped in the movie, it was the conjuring 2. Yuto shifted uncomfortably next to me, I knew he didn’t like scary movies that much. I patted his shoulder and he smiled at me. Something popped onto the screen and Yuto jumped grabbing hold of my hand. “Are you ok?” I smiled at him as he didn’t let go of my hand. “Sorry sorry….yeah.” He let go of my hand almost hiding behind me. Then when the nun came on screen a lot of them jumped and Yuto pulled me right into his lap. I was very startled turning over to face him. “Just stay there….please!!” He pleaded, scary movies really scared him. “Ok.” I turned back, shifting a little to sit more to the side of his lap. Hongseok smiled at me and nodded as he was sitting next to Yuto, trying to encourage me. As the movie kept going I felt weird sitting forward and just as I thought about leaning back, Yuto gently pulled me back to lean on his chest. His heart was racing and I could feel his breath on my neck. Whenever he was scared he would put his head down on my shoulder breathing heavily. “It’s ok.” I whispered and he looked up again, happy to see the movie credits scrolling down the screen. A couple of the guys had fallen asleep as Jinho soundlessly got up to put on a new movie. I started shifting to get up when Yuto grabbed me. “Please stay.” He whispered breathing on my ear. “Ok.” I leaned back onto his chest as the next movie started. His heart was racing again, which was strange cause we were watching a comedy now. I started getting tired while watching the movie and Yuto was so warm and comfy. I fell asleep right in his lap leaning on him. I didn’t notice, but he turned me so my head would lie on his chest instead of hanging down. I felt someone carry me, and felt myself holding onto him. Then a soft bed and the arms pulling back. I grabbed on. “Yuto.” It was a whisper and the hand grabbed back leaning in stroking my cheek. I opened my eyes and Yuto was sitting at the edge of the bed holding onto my hand he was still stroking my cheek, gently moving a hair strand from my face. I stared up at him in complete silence and was surprised when he leaned down over me and kissed me. I kissed back putting my other hand on his neck. The kisses grew more passionate and we finally broke apart for some air. He leaned his forehead on mine. I took a heavy breath, brushing my thumb across his cheek. He smiled at me making me smile too. “I didn’t expect that.” I kept my eyes locked with his. “I just….I mean when you said my name I just…uhm I mean..” He stuttered slightly. I put my finger to his lips silencing him. “I liked it."I smiled and before I knew it his lips were on mine again. The kisses were long and passionate. Then a soft knock came to the door and we pulled apart. I quickly pretended to be asleep and Yuto straightened up. "Yuto are you coming? We have to go.” Hui whispered. “Yeah.” Yuto turned to me and kissed my cheek. “See you soon.” He whispered in my ear before so only I could hear and squeezed my hand before going. I felt butterflies in my stomach as the door closed behind them. Only a couple of minutes went by then my phone buzzed, it was a text from Yuto. “I want to see you again soon 😍” I sent back that I wanted to see him soon too and I couldn’t wait to see him again soon.

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I have a lot of exams coming up, which is why I don't post so much now but just be patient and more will come 😁 I write at the oddest of times 😊

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Thinking Out Loud!

Group: Monsta X

Person: Shownu

Type: Fluff, dance, intimacy

Authors note: Inspired by Ed sheeran: thinking out loud! Listen to the song, watch the dance video, my advice to you :)

Enjoy <3 

 I was practicing my dancing when one of our choreographers came into the room. "We need someone to do the thinking out loud dance, the female part and I instantly thought of you!" She smiled at me. I nodded, I'd always loved that dance. I was really curious as to who I would do the dance with. The next day I showed up for practice there was no one there so I started stretching. I was sitting on the floor putting my arm over my leg when the door opened. I was rather surprised to see Shownu walking in the room. "Hi!" He smiled. I'd only met him once or twice before because he was an idol and I was only a background dancer. "Hi!" I smiled back at him and got up. "I guess we're dance partners." He rubbed his head awkwardly. I always knew he was the shy one out of the group, he was always really silent whenever a lot of people were around. "Yeah, nice to meet you." I held out my hand and shook his. I already knew the dance, I was gonna teach him his part and we were gonna preform it on a music dance show. "You should stretch a little before we start." I smiled and we both sat on the floor starting to stretch. It was mostly done in silence, though I didn't mind because I was used to practicing on my own. "So are you ready?" I stood up and held out my hand to him. He took it. "Yes, please teach me." He smiled. I had to admit he was kind of cute. We started across the room from one another and slowly walked towards each other. The practice was going well. We were practicing a specific lift when he almost dropped me, catching me almost as fast. "Sorry!" He looked worried. "It's ok, you didn't drop me completely." I laughed slightly and his face softened. "Let's try it again." I smiled as he took me in his arms again and lifted me. He had a tight grip on me, making sure I didn't fall. He was really good at dancing. We had already practiced for three hours when his phone buzzed. "Sorry." He stepped away for a bit picking it up. When he hung up he looked a little sad. "That was my manager, I have to go but we still meet tomorrow right?" He smiled at me. "Yeah of course I'll be here." We said bye and he left. I practiced the song on my own for a while before calling it for the night. I was in the rehearsal room the next day when Shownu came back. "Hi." I waved and he waved back smiling. "Hey." He put down his bag and sat next to me, starting to stretch. He seemed much more comfortable with me now. "So there's quite a lot of intimacy in this dance, and I hope that's not a problem for you." I looked at him curiously. "No...no of course not." He blushed a little and looked away. "Good, cause the lift we're doing today is very intimate." I smiled standing up. We had decided to work on all the lifts first so that he wouldn't drop me. There was one where he was supposed to pick me up and then I'd slide between his legs and he'd slowly pull me up. First he picked me up with ease, my legs wrapped around him as he turned and put me down. I slid between his legs putting mine up. He grabbed my legs pulling them side to side, then putting them on his hips and pulling me up slowly. He pulled away and put me down. "It's supposed to be closer and last longer." I sighed slightly. He cleared his throat "sure let's go again." He coughed a little and held out his arms for me and I accepted. He pulled me up and spun me around as we did the same thing over again. This time when he picked me up from the ground again our faces lingered only centimeters away from one another. When he finally put me down, I felt like I was on fire. "That's it!" I smiled and he smiled back. I had never worked this closely with another dancer before. It was hard to admit but he was making my heart race faster. A few weeks went by as we got closer and closer. He seemed to feel more and more comfortable to be closer too. He even brought me food and candies. I had to hold back so much from not kissing him when we were doing the closest parts of the song. I felt so comfortable with him. The date for our real performance was coming up and we were practicing harder than ever. We had the entire choreography down, but we both wanted it to be perfect. We had practiced a few times and was doing the choreography over again this time with as much feeling as we could. At the parts our faces were close I could feel his breath on my lips, it made my stomach tingle whenever he got close or touched me. I was sure people were like this all the time because he's an idol and it's probably just an infatuation on my part. But I was determined not to make this hard for him. We sat down and held hands for the final part as we lay down and I lay my head on his shoulder I smiled up at him "this must be the best we've done yet!" I took a heavy breath. "Definitely." We sat up. I was surprised when he didn't let go of my hand. "I don't want to stop practicing with you!" He held me in place next to him. "Me too! It's been so great working with you!" I squeezed his hand. "Can we still meet after?" He cocked his head at me. "After?" I didn't understand. He scratched his head with his free hand. "Uhm...after we finish this!" He looked at me again. "Of course! We're friends now right?" I smiled at him and he seemed a little taken a back. "Yeah right of course." He let go of my hand and got up. I felt a little sad about the sudden loss of contact but of course that was just me. The day of our performance came up and I was feeling really nervous. We were back stage getting ready. "Listen!! We can do this in our sleep!" Shownu grabbed my hands. "Yes....yes we can." I let out a breath. "Just imagine it as the two of us in the studio. That's what I'll do!" He put some of my hair behind my ear, gently stroking my cheek. He had a way with calming me that made my feelings for him grow even more. We stood on separate sides of the stage when the music started. Everyone in the big concert hall were totally silent. We started doing the dance and just as Shownu had said, everything else melted away and it was just me and him. Something felt different this time, as if we were closer than before. I felt like I held on to him more than before and he more to me, though I was sure I was imagining it. Sometimes I thought I could hear the audience gasping or small sighs. Then as the song came to an end and we were lying down on the floor the hall erupted in applause. The curtains closed and we got up. "That was amazing." I held his face in my hands and he lifted me spinning me around. "Yes it was." He smiled at me and when he stopped he kissed me. "I kissed back, letting myself get caught in the moment. Someone cleared their throat next to us and Shownu put me down, pulling away. As I looked over I saw the other members of Monsta X gawking at us. "Hey guys." Shownu turned a deep shade of pink, squeezing my hand in his. "Great dance!" Kihyun smiled at us. The others were pretty much grinning from ear to ear. "Thanks." Shownu stepped forward a little, almost as if to protect me. "You guys looked so good together, you looked like a real couple!" Joohyun grinned at us. "That's the whole point of that kind of dance." I smiled at them and for the first time they all looked at me. "It was so awesome to watch!" minhyuk gawked at us. "Thanks." I smiled at Shownu and he smiled back at me. A silent moment passed between us as he reached up and brushed his thumb across my cheek. I was completely lost in his eyes until someone cleared their throat again. "Sorry." Shownu blushed again looking back at his group mates. They all smiled at us. "We're gonna go now." minhyuk herded his group mates away, some of them still staring at us. I started laughing slightly and Shownu looked at me again. "They're cute." I squeezed his hand as he turned towards me. "But not as cute as you." He tilted my chin up and kissed me again. "Now I'm definitely gonna have to see you again!" I whispered as we pulled apart. "I would hope so." He whispered back.

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It's alright! I'm batman!

Group: BTS 

Person: Namjoon 

 Type: Halloween/ fluff 

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 I'd never been to an underground party before, my friend had an invite and had convinced me to go to this big Halloween party. She told me it was pretty exclusive and I was really excited. I did my makeup a little scary with some cuts across my face and a white lens covering one eye. I was wearing a pretty red dress and a red cape. I got out of my apartment and met my friend on the street. We walked for quite a while until she took me down a small street and into a small door. I heard the base of the music as we headed down some big metal stairs. At the bottom there was a big guy, he stopped us and my friend gave him a small green note and he let us pass. When he opened the door I was amazed. It looked so amazing and everyone had dressed up. Even the bartenders were dressed up. I looked around as my friend pulled me to the bar. The place was pretty packed and after I got my drink from my friend I lost her. I panicked slightly and was unsure if I should just wait for her or look around. I started to walk around hoping I'd see her, but she wasn't the only one wearing a cat costume. There weren't any other red riding hoods there so I thought she'd find me. I turned abruptly and walked right into a Batman. "Sorry....so sorry." I stammered. "It's alright! I'm batman." And he laughed. I laughed too, he had a contagious laugh. "How did you get here?" He smiled. I couldn't really see his face but his smile was pretty and he had nice eyes. "My friend brought me, though I've seen to have lost her and there are so many people dressed as cats so I'm just gonna let her find me." I smiled back at him. I couldn't really see through the white lens but I could still see him pretty well. "She'll probably find you. And if you want I can keep you company until you find her?" He tilted his head slightly. "Yes I'd like that! Thank you." I smiled. We headed over to a table with bar stools and sat down. "So why did you come here?" I tilted my head at him. "I guess same as you, my friends took me." He smiled and I noticed his dimples. "Where are your friends?" I looked around. "The devil and the ghost dancing over there and I can't see the others right now." He pointed and I saw two cute boys dressed as a devil and a ghost dancing goofily together and I smiled. "They are nothing compared to me dancing." He laughed when he saw me smiling at them. "Really? Well now you have to show me!" I stood up and held out my hand to him. I wasn't usually this bold but something just felt right. He smiled wider than before and took my hand letting me lead him out to the dance floor. He took my other hand and we danced to a couple of songs, he had some dorky moves but it was very cute. "You're not bad!" I laughed slightly as I smiled at him. "Thanks." The next song was slightly slower and he grabbed my waist holding me slightly closer. I put my hands on his shoulder and let him lead. We were dancing pretty close when his friend dressed as a devil put his hand around his shoulder. He dropped his hands from my waste and I dropped my hands from his shoulders. "Namjoon!!!!!!" The devil shouted. Namjoon turned and grinned. "Taehyung!!" He shouted back. Taehyung turned to me, "hi!" He smiled and did a little wave. "Hi" I waved back. "You're pretty!" He smiled and turned leaving us alone again. I blushed slightly feeling very self conscious all of a sudden. "He's right." Namjoon but his hand back on my waist. "What?" I blushed an even deeper shade of red, I was sure I matched my cape at this point. "You're pretty." He smiled nodding at me. "Thanks." I looked away wanting to cover my face, I wasn't used to getting straightforward compliments like that. He grabbed my hand and suddenly turned me around making me laugh. Then he suddenly pulled me close so our bodies were completely touching. He tilted my chin giving me a soft peck on the lips before swinging me around again. He was leaving me breathless and making my world spin. I hadn't even seen his face yet he was making butterflies turn in my stomach. He put his hand around my waist and wrapped his other hand around my fingers swinging me back and forth. It was old school dancing but it was really nice. "What was that for?" I smiled at him referring to the kiss. "For being you." He leaned down and I leaned up as our lips touched again. It was a long tender kiss. As we parted I felt a longing for his lips to touch mine again. We danced some more and I had already forgot on about my friend when she grabbed my shoulder. "Heeeeeyyyy...." She slurred at me. She was completely drunk. I let go of Namjoon and was a little sad at the loss of contact, she stumbled slightly and I caught her getting support from Namjoon. "I think I need to get her home." I looked at him a little sad. "Let me help you. He called taehyung and the ghost, named jungkook. All three of them helped me get her outside, they were all very understanding and kind. My friend was really out of it, mumbling and dragging her feet. The guys helped me get her all the way home. After is helped her inside I came back out and Namjoon offered to walk me home. I thanked the others as they headed back to the party. We walked a little in silence. He took of his mask and I saw his face for the first time. I couldn't help myself but I reached up and touched his face. He grabbed my hand holding it in place on his cheek. He kissed me again, this time longer than the ones before. I put my hands around his waist. As he grabbed my face and kissed me more, this time with tongue. We stood there intertwined like that for what felt like forever. Just holding on to one another, batman and red riding hood together. He walked me the rest of the way home holding on to my hand the whole way there. "Can I call you?" He smiled at me. "I hope you will." I smiled back as we exchanged numbers outside my door. "This is me." I pointed at my home, sighing a little. "I'll see you soon I promise!" He squeezed my hand and gave me a soft peck on the lips. "Really I promise." He leaned his forehead against mine.

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Make me laugh!

Group: Exo

Person: Baekhyun

Type: Cute, sweet

Author note: Really enjoyed writing this :))

Enjoy <3

«I'm sorry..» He sighed. «I'm still mad!!You promised.» I turned to look at him and he was giving me the puppy eyes. I crossed my arms not budging. Baekhyun, my boyfriend, was late for a dinner he had promised me three weeks ago and he was late because he forgot, not because he was busy. I was really angry. «Jagi....I'm sorry...» He stepped closer. I was not gonna let him win again, he always got away because of my soft heart towards him. «You made a promise...you broke it...I'm allowed to be mad!!!» I looked away pouting. He came closer putting his hands on my shoulders, I relaxed at his touch but kept my arms crossed. I almost jumped when he put his nose on my cheek. «I really am sorry.» I sighed feeling my resolve weaken. I couldn't hold back much longer and Baekhyun could tell. «Hey I heard a new joke today wanna hear??» He pulled my hands from my chest and I merely sighed in response. «What do you call a boy name Lee that no one talks to?» He looked at me with those big eyes of his with a grin of pure amusement. «I don't know.» I tilted my head at him. «Lonely.» He smiled widely at me and laughed slightly. It was a very silly joke, but he always knew how to make me laugh. I laughed feeling silly and he smiled even wider. «This doesn't make us even you know.» I still laughed slightly. «I'll make it up to you.» He kissed my cheek, making me smile even more.

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Waiting in the rain!

Group: Winner

Person: Jinwoo

Type: Sad, Fluff

Warning: talks about breakup, nothing too bad

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I was standing outside waiting to be picked up. My boyfriend had promised he'd come after I was done training. The center was closed now and so I had to wait outside until he came for me, though it didn't look like he was coming. I sighed and just as I thought it couldn't get any worse it started to rain. I didn't have an umbrella and so I sighed and put my head back, letting the drops fall on my face. I held my hands up letting the drops cover my arms. I don't know why I had asked him to pick me up, he'd been a terrible boyfriend lately and I started to feel like he didn't care for me anymore. I waited for another half hour. Just as I was about to start walking a car pulled up rolling down the window. "Get in!" It was my best friend Jinwoo. I got in the car dripping all over the fine leather in the car. "Sorry." Was all I managed to say before the tears started rolling down my cheeks. I hoped he wouldn't see, I hoped it was  covered by the rain. He rubbed my shoulder. "He's a jerk." He sighed a little before starting to drive. I knew it was over this time. Is known for quite some time that our days were numbered but just now it was sinking in. "Can I stay with you for a bit?" I turned to Jinwoo. "Of course!" His features softened and he relaxed his hands a little on the steering wheel. We went back to his house and I took a shower and got into some clothes I borrowed. We watched movies and talked. He helped me feel much better about everything. "You know it's not your fault and I'll totally beat him up I you want to." I laughed at that last part. "Thank you for everything...I needed it!" It was a real comfort to have him there as a friend.

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Dear Neighbors

Group: ikon 

 Person: Hanbin, mentions the others 

 Type: fluff 

 Warning: mentions drunkenness, alcohol consumption 

 Author note: this might be a part one 😁 

 Enjoy 💕

 I never meant to get this drunk. I had barely made it back to the apartment complex where I lived. I'd managed to get the door open with help from a guy. "Where do you live? I can help you get there?" He looked concerned. "I don't know." The keys didn't have numbers on them and I could feel my self falling over when the stranger caught me. "Alright I guess your staying with us." He picked me up and carried me muttering into the elevator. His heart was beating very fast it was almost soothing. He opened a door and I smiled "home. It smells like home." I sighed into his chest and a chill passed through him. We walked a little and then he gently placed me down. He unzipped my heels and let out a laugh when he saw my socks. I was wearing my space socks. He put my shoes away and came back with a big blanket. "I'm sorry." Was all I could muster and he stroke my cheek gently after placing the blanket over me. Thankfully I didn't really get hangover. But I woke to the sound of voices. "Why is she here?" One said another whispered, "what happened for Hanbin to bring a girl home?" They both discussed and I lay there listening without opening my eyes. "She was drunk and she lives in the building but couldn't find her place so I let her sleep on the couch instead of downstairs in the hallway." He sounded resigned. "That's really nice of you." One said. "She is kind of pretty." One laughed lightly and the others followed. I couldn't really stand it anymore so I sat up. I could see them all standing in the kitchen but they hadn't noticed me yet. I quickly rubbed my eyes and pulled my pants up, getting up at the same time. "I'm so sorry for my inconvenient behavior, I really didn't mean to intrude!" I bowed and apologized. They all turned towards me and looked shocked. "I really hope I can make it up to you guys and honestly I really do live in this building." I nodded at them feeling my heart beat fast in my chest. "It's ok, don't worry about it. We had to help a neighbor out, right boys." The one named Hanbin smiled. "Yeah sure." They all murmured in agreement. "What's your name?" A pretty blonde boy smiled at me. "Casey." I smiled and bowed. "Nice to meet you Casey I'm Jinhwan." The blonde one smiled back. They each introduced themselves in turn. "And Hanbin you are the one who took me inn right?" I smiled at him and he nodded. I could swear I saw him blush a little. "Are you hungry?" Jinhwan smiled and as if to answer his question my belly rumbled. "I guess so." I laughed and the others along with me. "Join us for breakfast." They all nodded and I agreed. "Only if I can help cook." I smiled and they all agreed. I made my crooked ponytail into a crooked bun and pulled my shirt down a little as I felt it was too revealing. They directed me to the eggs and I started making eggs and bacon. A lot of them just stood there staring at me while some started setting the table. "Are you all just gonna stare at me or help out?" I looked up and smiled they all hurriedly turned away trying to find something to do.

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Stay

Group: BTS

Person: Jungkook

Type: Angsty, Fluff

Warning: mentions angst, fear of being alone

Enjoy <3

I’d always had a hard time letting go, even as a child. I didn’t like it when people left me and right now I didn’t want my best friend to leave. I hardly ever got to see Jungkook, which made it even harder on me when he had to leave after staying for such a short time. “Come on.... Why do you have to leave again?” I sulked, feeling worse for looking at him this way. “You know why... I have to go back.” He sighed. I could tell he felt annoyed that I did this yet again, like every time. I walked over looking out the window wrapping my arms around myself, I knew it was illogical but and I knew I’d speak to him on the phone, but it was a fear that had stuck with me forever. “Please.” I whispered, barely audible. He put a hand on my shoulder. “I know it’s silly....but....please.” I begged shamelessly unable to hide my fears from my best friend. He but his hand down sighing, but this time with pity. I squezed his hand, “Stay!” I said with a little more conviction. “Fine, but only for a few more hours.” He gave in, squeezing my hand back. he pulled me with him to the couch. “Let’s watch one more movie...but I rreally have to go after that.” He rubbed my shoulder. I shighed content he would stay slightly longer. “You know I always call you after I leave right, and I do come back...it’s not for ever.” He sighed getting more comfortable on the couch. “I know...I can’t control it...I just feel this dread whenever somone leaves me.” I grabbed on to his shirt, feeling the panick rise slightly by just thinking of it. “I’m here for you through thick and thin.” He smiled down at me. He cuddled me for the rest of the movie, making me feel safe and secure. It was time for him to leave again and the panick rose backk up. He could see it in my face and calmed me hugging me tightly. “Listen, let’s do this...” He picked up his phone holding it to his ear. I looked at him questioningly as my phone started to ring. “Hello?” I picked it up. He smiled widely. “This way I’m not really leaving you!” He smiled and I smiled back. I felt better already. He stayed on the phone with me, while he left and all the way until he was home. He always stayed when I needed him most.

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Catching up!

Group: Monsta X 

 Person: Wonho, O/C brief encounter with Kihyun 

 Type: Smut 

 Enjoy 💕 

 It had been so long since I’d seen my boyfriend Wonho, he’d been busy with promotions and I’d been busy with school. I was super excited to see him and even dressed up a little for the occasion. Meaning I wore my best underwear! I came over to their dorm and was greeted by Kihyun at the door. “Hi!” I smiled as he let me in and greeted me. “He’s in his room playing xbox.” I nodded and found my own way to his room. He smiled widely at me as I came in and briefly hugged me. “Come on join me.” He handed me a controller and I joined even though that wasn’t exactly what I’d had in mind for our first meetup in two months… We played for about an hour before I put the controller down. I was getting frustrated and wanted some time with my guy. Though he didn’t seem to get that. He kept playing, totally absorbed in the game. “Are you done soon?” I sighed lying down on his bed. “Hold on hold on.” He was so focused. I let him keep up, trying to interrupt him without luck. In the end I got up took the controller out of his hands. “Hey I’m playing.” And straddled him. “Really!!! You don’t have time for this?” I kissed him deeply and he let out a small moan when we parted. “Oh…” He seemed flustered. “I haven’t seen you in two months and you can’t take the time to kiss me when I come over?” I look down feeling a little ignored. “Sorry” he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. He kissed me softly holding on to my hips. “I love you, you know that right?” He cupped my cheek making my stomach flutter. “Yes and I love you too, now kiss me.” We both laughed and he complied with my request. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me as he stood himself making me giggle. He turned and put us both down on the bed. I pulled my tshirt over my head. He stroke his hands along my sides carefully kissing my shoulders and pulling the bra straps down. I tigger at his tank and he pulled his arms up letting me pull it up over his head, I traced my fingers along his muscles before kissing my way from his collarbone up to his jaw and eventually to his mouth. He rolled over me, pinning me down on the bed. He slid his hands up my thighs around the edge of my skirt, playfully pulling at the hem. He pulled down the zipper and carefully removed my skirt leaving me with only my panties and bra. “I missed you.” He muttered as he showered me with kisses. “Better than Xbox huh?” I laughed softly. He nodded as he pulled of his shorts leaving him in only his boxers. We were both caught up in the moment each kiss more hungry than the next. I could feel his neediness in each touch and each kiss. I loved these moments we had with each other when all other things in the world disappeared. “I need you.” He breathed out. “I’m yours!” I huffed as he buried his head in my shoulder. He wrapped his hand around my back unclasping my bra. I let it drop to the floor as he squeezed his body close to mine. I could feel his erection pressed against my heat making my body tingle in anticipation. “Take me, Wonho, take me now.” It was a needy exclamation but I didn’t care because I needed him. He complied and slid his boxers of, then carefully removing my panties. He’d always been careful with me. “Ready?” He looked at me with anticipation I nodded grabbing hold of his hand, intertwining our fingers. He pressed into me, letting out a moan. I grabbed onto his biceps, holding on while he pushed into me over and over again. I let out soft moans. Slowly he was picking up pace leaving me breathless. He kissed my collarbone as we were both reaching out peaks. We both came together breathing heavily. He sank onto the bed next to me smiling as he brushed hair away from my face. “Thanks!” He kissed my shoulder. I turned resting my head on his chest. “You should go away more often.” I laughed. He pouted at me. “But I don’t like being away from you!” He kissed my forehead. “I was just joking.” I stroke my hand along his muscles on his stomach. “I love you.” I leaned up and kissed him, before I could pull back he held me in place, deepening the kiss. He turned me over leaning over me. “Ready for round two?” He laughed nuzzling my neck leaving small love bites. I laughed and kissed him back. “Sure.” 

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