fantasyandbadpoems

sammy minor she/her i’m inactive most of the time, but occasionally i’m here.

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I told someone that a song they liked reminded me of 2016 Billie eilish and then immediately felt like an asshole

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Today i thought all of my friends hated me because no one wanted to hang out with me but then i took a really long, hot shower and listened to only upbeat music and now i feel less horrible. It’s almost as if i just need to get out my head by doing things that make me physically feel happier

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My best friend, who i can literally never get mad at ever, told me two days ago that i have every single mannerism of a former fat girl, which is fair bc i lost like 25lbs this summer but oh my god??????? Literally cannot stop thinking about it

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I really like this boy. I REALLY like him. He isn’t all that I think about, like with some boys in the past, but thinking about him makes me so happy. And he is my BOYFRIEND!!!!! He asked me out over text first and I said no, do it in person, and then he asked me out in person! I am literally over the moon I just can’t stop being so happy. I don’t have the urge to post on my private story on Snapchat or on my Instagram because I don’t feel the need to tell everyone my business. I really don’t crave that validation anymore. But I am just so happy and I need to write my happiness down!! My friends all have heard me talk about him a million times and everyone loves him too. It’s just so wonderful. I never thought I could be this happy.

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He broke up with me LOL he kinda sucked tbh

[fantasyandbadpoems]

I really like this boy. I REALLY like him. He isn’t all that I think about, like with some boys in the past, but thinking about him makes me so happy. And he is my BOYFRIEND!!!!! He asked me out over text first and I said no, do it in person, and then he asked me out in person! I am literally over the moon I just can’t stop being so happy. I don’t have the urge to post on my private story on Snapchat or on my Instagram because I don’t feel the need to tell everyone my business. I really don’t crave that validation anymore. But I am just so happy and I need to write my happiness down!! My friends all have heard me talk about him a million times and everyone loves him too. It’s just so wonderful. I never thought I could be this happy.

[iamnotlanuk]

when Stephen King was learning to write he learned that the protagonist was the main character and he was like got it Maine character

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I have had this account since i was ~12 and it makes me so happy that it’s still here but also i feel so wistful looking back, knowing that I’ve already taken my ACT and that I’m applying to colleges soon. I feel like I’m a completely different person from when i first got here but this is such a comforting place to be

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my favorite character in my second favorite series wears bangle bracelets that jingle when she moves. people around me find it annoying that i do the same. she is a kind, fierce, and protective character. i model myself after her. no one knows the series, so no one knows me.

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existing isn’t worthy of hatred.

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i hate being angry. it’s the one feeling i can’t push away

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1. i hate the word platonic.

2. whirlwinds will destroy even the strongest of buildings. be careful which friends you devote time to.

3. how do you get over it? seeing their streets and knowing that you’ll never be there again. how does your heart start to heal after hurting? how do you look at wisteria and not think of their favorite show?

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romanticize your quirks and flaws. see yourself as a beautiful puzzle.

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i want to be a picture on someone's wall or a page in their book. i want to have impact on those around me. i don't need to be a name memorized in a history book as long as stories of me are remembered by those who i love.

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i do not need to rule to feel powerful. i don't need land to be influential. as long as the people around me can hear my voice, i am making an impact.

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i am tied to my destiny with a golden cord. sometimes the light dims, but it is always pulling me toward my eventual end. i hope it is glorious.

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love is the one thing that survives war and treachery. love is immortal.

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i'm going to miss him when he leaves

we have two years left together and it still doesn't feel like enough