I have one friend and she's only my friend because she's my roommate.
She's obsessed with this girl that literally everyone is obsessed with and I don't understand why because she's self absorbed and a fake nerd.
But I guess that's how the world adores any girl that is tiny because tiny=cute and cute is what everyone wants to be. Try to deny this, any tiny girl in the entire world get everything catered to her.
Maybe I'm pissed because I'm fat.
Maybe I'm pissed because I thought she was my best friend.
Maybe I'm pissed because all I've done for the past month is work, school, and drink.
I think I'm pissed because it's hitting me again that I don't actually have any friends, I am actually unstable, and I feel like it's impossible for people to care about me and enjoy being with me.
And if she leaves I lose my cat too. Who is actually her cat but I've fallen in love with her.
Thanks for listening to my rants Tumblr, but it's not like it matters. I'm at 276 followers. How many of you are actually listening? How many of you actually care? None. I can say anything I want here with zero hate messages, encouragement, or a simple "hey". But that's just how the internet is I guess.
