far's cars

you've got a problem, i've got a wrench fars / 20 / the driver [ ic blog for Saoirse "Fars" Farley ]

[aspen-wtf]

Oh, thank god we’re home, this dress is the tightest thing I’ve ever worn.

[farsfarley-blog]

I would have traded. Did you see how silly I looked in that damn hat?

[farsfarley-blog]

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[mcryker-deactivated20141008]

I just— I hope they remember how you were around them.  You’re really nice.

[farsfarley-blog]

Thanks, I hope so too.

Thanks for listening to me ramble, I'm sorry I hate when I get like this... You're really nice too...

[alexanderlbr]

I heard talk of parents as I came down tonight and I don’t like it. Shut the fuck up, sit the fuck down, deal with your daddy issues alone.

[farsfarley-blog]

If you don't want to hear about it, just don't listen into other people's conversations. No one asked you,

[wtfseige]

No problem, kiddo. Don’t be mad, Fars. Your feelings aren’t things you can control. Remember, they’re emotions, not a mindset. [wipes away her tear and hands her a cup of tea and a brownie] 

[farsfarley-blog]

[takes tea and brownie] Thanks Seige. Dunno what we'd do if you weren't around... You're really good at this.

[alexanderlbr]

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oh man fars oscilates wildly between "im a horrible fuckup they were right to beat me" and "wow fuck those guys"

either way alexander would probs hit her and she might as well have worn a sign saying "plz punch me in the head" talking abt it in front of him god DAMNIT FARS

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ohhh god fars would be that clueless she'd get so mad

she's just be yellcryingat him for being a dick and 100% not thinking about repercussions of her words whoops

i love it

[alexanderlbr]

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[farsfarley-blog]

angst party whoop whooop

[mcryker-deactivated20141008]

No, you’re not. I would really like to say they do, but there’s no way of knowing unless you ask them. If they loved you before, I don’t see why they wouldn’t now.

[farsfarley-blog]

I wish I could believe that, but the broken ribs made my parents' stance... clear.

And my brothers both idolize my dad, and my sister's too young to know better... I'm just scared of what they got told about what happened...

[wtfseige]

Oh sweetheart…no it’s hardly a bad thing. We all miss our parents. Their names are engraved into our hearts from the moment we are born into this world. Feel what you have to feel, but remember that we’re your family too, and we’re here for you.

[farsfarley-blog]

Thanks Seige, you guys are the best family I've ever had.

I'm just mad at myself. I thought I was over it, you know?

[mcryker-deactivated20141008]

…Of course I do. They are my family, after all.

[farsfarley-blog]

I just don't know how to feel about them, and it's got me so confused...

I think I'm still hoping my siblings still love me? I know my parents don't but... forget it, I'm being dumb.

[mcryker-deactivated20141008]

You want to talk about it?

[farsfarley-blog]

Yeah... I mean...

Your family was... bad too, right? I mean... do you ever still... miss them?

[wtfseige]

Hey now, what’s wrong, darling?

[farsfarley-blog]

Sorry, it's just....

Is it bad I still miss my parents? Even after all they did... I just don't know what I should be feeling...

[mcryker-deactivated20141008]

Hey, what happened?

[farsfarley-blog]

Nothing, sorry. Just... bad memories. 

[farsfarley-blog]

God damnit.

[farsfarley-blog]

officially back from my weekend of debauchery! i still have cotton mouth....

[farsfarley-blog]

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