FARSHED RICKY

Better of Alone ..!..

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stability in an unstable world.....

the boy had innocence but the world was spoiling his heart .. he knew he was doing wrong he was distracted but for the PR pressure he was being dragged into a symmetry which he never wanted to be a part of.....at his 28 he already lost his love ... business... family away .... he was trying to get hold off his life and it was more slipping away .... world knew him as brat never no one could see the inner soul of him .... but his God never let him down the only thig he was happy was he was literally always connected with his god...... he knew he would be successful ... he was lonely ,,, he looked for a partner ... but getting betrayed all the time was the harsh truth of his life.... later when he .. . . 

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RSM

I was n I am really hurt at times but still my smile always covers it up for the sake of your smile ....I am just afraid that the day you realize hope it's not too late ... I changed my attitude changed my behavior for nothing but only for you ....!... your smile is my priority ....probably I won't be available to witness your happiness ... but in sadness or in time of need I ll just be a call away ...

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I tried to give another chance to life but life disagreed ...!

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HT love

When I was young I was told n I strongly believed ... love happens once and I did everything possible ... I never thought of getting separated ... I did all those crazy stupid love stuff for her ... later had to let her go n realized that I can't ever do Those for anyone .... now where do I go what do I do ..... I did that sin and got punished ... but I knew real love also comes with forgiveness ... but I could never find that .... will I get stuck like this ..... feels like soulmate is lost but world says if it's happening that's not your soul mate but my soul says HT is my soulmate .... what do I do where do I go ....... no one will see this write ups ... but if anyone does ... please don't let your love go from you ....

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Life of an entrepreneur...

Everyday I suffer with problems … I am trying my best to stand straight in life …. by the blessing and wish of Almighty … I have a wayyyy better life and growth in my life …. my mom always backed me in every way possible … someday probably I won’t be alive only if someone’s googles will always find this infos about me …. the only place where I speak my heart out … life wasn’t an easy journey for me …. I had my own world in my dream .. I made strategies in my brain.. never shared ...God gave me that powerful brain that I know the next 5 possibilities coming as the reaction of my action ….. habit of excessive expenditure in useless stuff really hold me back … what I can alws say I have crossed one step ahead everyday …. and Shuqr Alhamdulillah… and lesson for all of you out there trust me be positive ..

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& that light was the only guidance when you were traveling by the jungle .. you thought that was moonlight but probably that was God guiding U..!..

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Day n nights r totally different ..... Days I move like a king ... N night here m crying like a baby .... Allah is my hope .... M shattered into pieces inside .... Life has become that shel which looks toughest from outer part ... Inside it's more liquid than liquid .... Tears tears n tears ....:'( :'(

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I can't think of the light of life .... Seems like it's dark but my Allah in my mind always pours light in my life n soul more than I deserve... Society hardly understands me not their fault cz I myself don't understand myself that well ..... But what I can feel that I THINK m not bad .......... Someday I need to satisfy my LORD .. Satisfy my parents... Everyone will leave ... But my soul has to answer my Lord ....m just lost ...... Family is the biggest blessing and gift I have received from my life ... Even though I keep thanking for the next thousand life time ... Won't b enough to thank my Lord ....... Allah Malik...... Only HE knows whereas how m gonna end up ...... Materialistic world provokes and attracts me so much that I myself loose control over myself .... Trying harder to b a Muslim .... Words that I speak ... Action is nowhere near ..... But in shaa Allah someday I will make it happen .....

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Nothing that I worry about except Allah ... I get hurt .. I shatter into pieces But it's HIM who holds me everytime wen m about to fall .. M just not being able to b that loyal lover of HIM :( ..!....

Everyday I see u in a different dimension in a different way … At times I feel u .. At times I just can’t feel u newer wen m lost into this materialistic world … My ppl forces me to b so .. Inner me want to b the most obedient servebt of urs .. But Ya Malik .. My Allah …… M lost into me … Or I just Dnt being able to follow this way which I know is tough…… I love you … I love prophet Muhammad (pbuh) I want to b the most loyal lover ….Bless me more .. Allah Rabb …. I want …………..!!???!!?????????? See Ya Malik … U know better so i ll leave to YOU …!……

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That unexpressed n non responded love ...........

I see myself sitting by the sea shore hearing the roars of the ocean … Waves screaming every time it comes to me n whispers change urself .. B the real you ……. I try I try I try but can’t may b today my financial status n popularity Will make ma parents more proud… They want a good human too .. I try making a fusion of myself … Blend into pure n successful …. But it clashes .. Shatters me into pieces … I cry in me … My soul cry in me … Nothing that I want to b may b not me …. My soul shows me the real me .. But reality convince me to follow its path .. I console my sole n move with another hope of mixing both n reach that peak point …. M I not suppose to b realistic n happy … But the purity of ma soul makes my heart go cry in the core …… Lost m lost completely lost … Am I not suppose to b happy inside … I see me partying I c me roaming around the world … I c me laughing out loud …. But wen the true reflection of soul comes Infront of me I see it sitting n crying like a baby in a corner …. I pretend as if I dint c n I continue my journey …… How long will I b hiding .. M craving for love craving for that perfection of life …. But that’s what takes me to the level of humanity n a part of this ugly beautiful world …… Life ain’t abt winning I know but wen it comes loosing in its materialistic way u need to hav that sanity to c that lost thing as the best achievement of life …….wer m I heading … Wer m I gonna stop this … Just running n running …… M I not suppose to follow the path of Lord …. Y m I not that blessed one ,…..!!…… Love what I c in my mother father sister …. But the endless love I see in my Lord …. Each n every moment m upsetting HIM but still HE is not reacting ….! Selfish I have become .. The realization makes me a better sinful person ………… I see the sun n moon n appreciate … I see the mirror I feel pity for myself …..I feel disloyalty ……. Togetherness is love falling apart n keeping in mind is better love … Knowing n doing wrong things is a SIN ……n m that sinful person for whom The Lord is still Hopeful …. He taught me love n gave him disappointment in return ………..

I dunno wat I type here … What I know my fingers r moving by the signal from heart ………

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Life of ma story .. Silence is all I can all express ... Feelings differs from Heart to mouth ...heart expresses my soul tongue expresses fake pic of mine .. I carry myself in my heart in my way ... Lord knows the inner me... I wait for his reply .. I remember him in the hope Sumday he will remember me ,... Lucky me as I was the chosen one Among billions ..... I thank him from the heart n soul ..!! Life is good but my typical human nature forces me to ask for more from him ... Here I talk to myself ,.. It's a world o find no one who knows me ... I feel blessed ... Sum were I can share my heart ..... Breathing for my parents for their happiness may b not the perfect son but surely not the worst .. I hurt them at times .. But feel a lot more for them ... I cry I cry my mind out loud ... But knows me n ma lord..!!! I crave for name fame where I know millions crying for a piece of bread .... I ask too much .... But my faith towards HIM forces me to do so ..!! Hez the giver .... Am I not greedy ... Am I not selfish .... Am I not his best creation .. Am I not to ask from my lover ....Am I not the person HE (Lord) loves too then why can't I ask from HIM ???!!! He who can give pain had the ability to shower me with million times more happiness .... Am I not a true believer .... If The Lord dint want I wouldn't have been here the place wer I am Now .... Isn't HE the one who feeds me wen m hungry ... Isn't HE the one who wants me to settle down ... So out of love I ask from HIM .. Surely m materialistic .. But this cruel world could affect me upto sum extent which made me like this .... It's the mind controlling my fingers like its mailing my Lord ....m alive by HIS blessing .. M thankful .. Apreaciating all HIS blessing .....