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[iamthetruestrepairman]

is anyone else constantly afraid they’ll be “caught” doing stuff they’re obviously allowed or even supposed to do

[iamthetruestrepairman]

uh oh 😖 I’m playing video games 😰 on my computer 🫢 that I own 😨 if anyone sees this I’m going to have to fake my own death

[fatalpest]

Im so tired of endogenics.

Some people just cannot wrap their head around the fact that you cannot have a disorder without the trauma part. You dont have an "endogenic system", you just like to pretend youre other people. You are cope linking. Simple. Call it what it is and stop invading CDD system spaces like you are valid. I get teenagers and kids faking these things, but ive seen grown ass adults be "endogenic". Stop referring to yourself as endogenic and maybe I dunno... get a job? Thanks.

[whisperingbells]

things that do not mean you're faking systemality:

having a high alter count

having very little amnesia

having lots of introjects

using sign offs and decorating your system trackers

having comorbid disorders

not knowing whether you have osdd, pdid, did

having dramatic switches

being cringe

not being diagnosed

being a teenager

not remembering trauma

experiencing ramcoa or oea

[meowmeow2820]

yep🤣🤣😂

[immortalmiku]

I'm so tired of people armchair diagnosing everyone with DID 🫩

Someone could be like "yeah I act differently at a funeral than I would at a party" and there'd be a million comments like "ermmm... Have you heard of plurality??"

Let's stop watering down a complex disorder to just "thing where you get alters"??? Let's stop trying to inform people about a condition without even knowing the basics of how it works???

[comfortingmilk]

“Consensual inces—

Incest is objectively bad.

Why is this an argument.

[hello-nekomura]

i wanna remind everyone incest is a form of rape. you cant consent to it.

[puri-teen]

Truly a tumblr"piss on the poor".com moment

[the-guy-from-scream]

P-DID erasure needs to stop.

I am sick and tired of seeing all of these endogenic identities that are LITERALLY JUST P-DID REPACKAGED.

I was on Pinterest a bit ago, and saw "proxy system" which is defined as "a system where one functions as a singlet (or approximately close to one, such as a median system) due to a frontstuck host, yet all members of the system are completely distinct in headspace."

That's literally just P-DID...

A "Median system" or a "Proxy system" is literally just P-DID repackaged to fit an endogenic narrative. It is stripping people of understanding themselves better, but these vague descriptions are leading non-pwCDD's into thinking that they're a system which can be harmful for them. It can lead to so many mental issues, especially if you're already prone to psychosis.

No, you aren't a "median system" or a "proxy system" you are a P-DID system or a singlet with varying internal dialogue / monologue that has been mislead into believing that they are something that they are not.

P-DID erasure is such a huge issue. Endogenics need to stop plagiarizing P-DID.

[lynzwayistotallyrad]

self undiagnosing. im fine

[c00lskidd]

I FUCKING LOVE MY QPP #MYQPP

SHOUTOUT TO QUEERPLATONICS

[crashpinata]

since so many assholes are defending a proshitter ....

you know what time it is ... !

BLINKIE TIMEEE

anti proshit edition

FLASH / BRIGHT COLORS WARNING !!

made off the Cafe so no need to credit unless u feel like it :3

[endocritical-dj-pon-3]

hi guys really controversial take ig but can we not harass people??????

[anti-willo-kangel]

maybe endos could want / need trauma holders for . . the trauma they may have ??? what kinda question is that lmao

the point of trauma-holders is to insure memory fragmentation, not to "deal with trauma".

"Memory fragmentation occurs to protect the brain from the trauma it endures and is the brain’s way of trying to heal." (Kylie Hamacher, 2026.) (feel free to dm me for my source on this if you can't find it!! XD)

some parts might be more tolerant of healing with access to it, but trauma-holders literally develop from the severe trauma that traumagenic systems go through. they develop as a means to shut-off those memories to ensure functional life for the system. watering down trauma-holders to just "oh we remember things" is inherently ableist to systems who have suffered so much.

[fontainians]

What makes me really sad is when people say “I’m endogenic because my system formed from [insert thing] instead of trauma” and the thing in question is just… truama that isn’t commonly represented in the community. I hate the myth that you have the absolute worst most horrific things ever happen to develop a cdd. So many things can be traumatic, especially to a child.

Neglect can be traumatic, loneliness and isolation can be traumatic, bullying can be traumatic.

Combine that with other factors and a low stress tolerance and yeah, a system can form.

[2spiritbutch]

it feels so weird to talk in syscord servers or post on systok if you’re not an introject,, it genuinely feels like most people online do not gaf about you if u dont have a billion introjects of super popular medias and you end up getting really left out and ignored and it lwk feels like theres no true safe space for systems 🤔 lets normalize treating systems like actual people and not a disorder where u get to talk to ur fav character

[anti-ship-felix]

"Being an endo is so difficult!! I hate it"

is this you?!

[plut0-plan3tzz]

"Endos aren't claiming to be disordered!! We're not claiming to have DID or OSDD!! 🥺"

Y'all literally added two lines to the DID/OSDD flag and called it yours??

Y'all can't create lies about yourself to make you seem less ableist when it's clearly bullshit

Stop pretending you have a neurocognitive condition that can only be caused by trauma when you don't have trauma.

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