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Too sick to live a normal life.

Not sick enough to get help.

Just sick enough to be told "make yourself a cuppa, get in the bath and see if you're still suicidal afterwards love 💖😇"

Forced to say "I'm so happy for you!", born to say "Idgaf I'd rather be gambling rn"

Forced to say "I love you", born to say "SHUT UP I've almost hit the jackpot"

Forced to say "The wedding plans are perfect!", born to say "Replace all the wedding guests with slot machines and then I'll be happy"

Forced to say "Our child is so beautiful, just like you", born to say "Can we sell it? I'll win soon, I can feel it in my bones, just another 20 quid."

Nobody cares about my thoughts on this but idgaf.

I wouldn't care if Alvin and the Chipmunks died, I actually hope they do, and soon. They disgust me, I hate Alvin's smug little look. I wish they were real so I could stomp them out.

Fuck the chipmunks and fuck their fans.

Real footage of me realising that hurting myself actually kinda hurts:

Whatever. Go my kinlist (+ template)

My body might be rotting but I have a job so idrc about that rn.

"Send this to 10 of your friends" some people have TEN?? And that's supposed to be the norm???

"Your skin isn't paper, so don't cut it"

Sometimes I feel like I'm self-destructing on a schedule. Like I NEED to do it frequently enough to remind people that I'm unwell or else they'll just assume I'm cured and ignore me.

They only like me for my explosive tendencies, fake ass friends 😔💔

Dumbest hobby I have is to intentionally put myself in a bad mental state just so I have an excuse to cut 😭

Some people will shout from the rooftops "mental health matters!!" but then side-eye anyone who isn't a cookie-cutter sad girl.

(No hate to cookie-cutter sad girls, I love y'all)

Yeah, it's worrying that I become extremely incoherent and rambly at the slightest bit of stress.

HOWEVER. It is objectively kinda funny that I went insane and became convinced I could go to Freddy Fazbear's in my head and just stay there forever with the animatronics without ever touching the real world again. I don't even know why I did that honestly.

Oh nooo. What if jiraiblr hates me for being too mentally ill on main?? What if this group of deranged teenagers kill me with lots of bricks for being a deranged teenager??? 😰

Appreciation post for that one alter who doesn't want to kill or hurt themself. Literally the only reason we arent dead 💖

How to rip my skin off without anyone noticing no glue no borax??

How much more work can I get away with skipping before they just kill me?

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