[fatedskates]

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fatedskates : lower activity , independent and semi-selective hockey multimuse. Currently featuring muses from Heated Rivalry, both canon and OC's. Crossover friendly, verse dependent, work in progress.

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25+ : Mutuals only ; minors do not interact, mun is 30+ so pls be mindful. Respectfully keep ooc drama elsewhere.

The small amount of graphics that are used are not mine, nor do i claim for them to be. This blog will be iconless & extremely lowkey.

muse list: very much a work in progress

[fatedskates]

[fatedskates]

[whiterabbitmemes]

Followed you for ______, stayed because ______.

[rinkholy]

"It just....yeah. I don't know. I wake up. I go to practice. I go to therapy. I play games. I wait to see you...everything has been my choice, yes, but--" But how does Ilya even begin to explain the depths of everything? His therapist is helping him a lot, helping him remember things he had long since repressed, but that doesn't make anything any easier. Sometimes he thinks it makes it harder, knowing the extent of everything he endured. Now he understands why Irina did what she did. He thinks that maybe, just maybe, if he hadn't met Shane, he would've followed the same fate.

Ilya sighs and closes his eyes, feeling his body relax underneath Shane's affection. By all accounts, he's happier than he's ever been, yet that somehow makes it all feel heavier. Why should he still be so depressed when he has everything he's ever wanted? Ilya blinks a few times, tears slipping down his face despite himself. He sniffles, reaching to grab one of Shane's hands, giving it a gentle squeeze. "It feels like I do, like I shouldn't be...this? I don't know," he mutters, frowning. "Are you happy with me?"

[fatedskates]

Shane nods as he listens, his entire body tensing even as he tried to stop it. He didn't want Ilya to feel him go rigid underneath him. Unfortunately he hated knowing that Ilya felt that way, knowing that there was nothing he could do to help. "It was our choice. This isn't all on you Ilya, and you shouldn't allow it to be." He finally said. Fingers continuing to run through Ilya's curls. Trying to calm him, to comfort him. Shane hadn't realized it was so bad. The signs were there, weren't they? How could he have missed them?

Hearing the sniffle, Shane lifted Ilya into a sitting position so that he could slide to the floor. Kneeling in front of him. His free hand moving to cup his cheek. Thumb stroking the tears away as best he could. Before the other hand returned the squeeze that was previously given. "You don't. I should be apologizing to you. I haven't changed anything, you changed your entire life." He whispered, leaning closer and kissing Ilya's nose before resting against his forehead. "Are you kidding? I've never been happier than i am with you. -- How can i help Ilya? I'll do it, but please... tell me, how i can help." He was practically begging. Seeing Ilya like this broke him.

[rinkholy]

[TXT Reddy]: skipping! no!

[TXT Reddy]: i mean, it's crossed my mind, but i'm still a rookie. i don't really have that luxury just yet 😅 maybe when i don't have to prove myself so much lol

[fatedskates]

{sms:eli} : Honestly same, some days i just want a break...

This was the first time he admitted it, out loud, to someone else. Immediately feeling guilty.

{sms:eli} : I always knew the rookie season would be hard. We do have a lot to prove...

[rinkholy]

[TXT Jane]: like when you talk back. or send me pictures when i'm in places i can't do anything about it :P

[TXT Jane]: you can be mean more often. i encourage you to be mean more often, hollander

Ilya grins, chuckling to himself. It's more of a challenge than anything. But he wouldn't say no to Shane being a little more assertive if he wanted to be.

[TXT Jane]: i know. is so long. but it will be worth the wait to see that pretty face of yours under me again

[fatedskates]

{sms:lily} : I will do both more often, you might even regret requesting it. {sms:lily} : Oh yeah? ... Why do i feel like this is a trap?

Shane would do almost anything Ilya asked, the other hockey player meant more to him than he'd like to admit. Even if he might fumble, he'd still attempt to be assertive. Maybe Ilya would think it's cute.

{sms:lily} : Maybe it will be on top this time.. {sms:lily} : How am i supposed to get through this week with that thought in my head?

[pinenora317]

Heated Rivalry ll S01EP05

[fatedskates]

I finally started reading the books, and i'm halfway through the first one... i just love scott & kip

[fatedskates]

rewatching HR, and i just love ilya. he's just so unintentionally funny.

[fatedskates]

i'm going to try to be here this weekend <3 sorry for being mia.

[fatedskates]

someone give me shane and yuna things.

[fatedskates]

I promise i am still around, i'm just super exhausted from work. I should be here to get to replies soon!

[gloomglimmer]

›       TENSION   LINER   PROMPTS     

"I   dare   you   to   try."

"Do   you   always   get   close?"

"You’re   pushing   my   limits."

"Stop   looking   at   me   like   that."

"I’m   losing   control   here."

"You   have   no   idea,   do   you?"

"I   can’t   resist   you   anymore."

"Stay   back,   or   don’t."

"I   know   what   you   want."

"This   is   getting   dangerous   now."

"You’re   too   tempting   for   me."

"I   shouldn’t   want   this,   but…"

"I   don’t   play   fair,   remember?"

"Careful,   you’re   testing   me."

"You’re   just   making   it   worse."

"You’re   too   close   for   comfort."

"Do   you   always   push   buttons?"

"Stop   before   I   kiss   you."

"You’re   making   it   too   hard."

"I   can’t   stop   thinking   about   you."

"I   want   you   too   much."

"You   know   exactly   what   you’re   doing."

"I’m   not   playing   games   here."

"You’ve   crossed   the   line   now."

"Keep   pushing,   and   you’ll   regret   it."

"This   is   dangerous,   isn’t   it?"

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"Don’t   make   me   regret   this."

"You’re   playing   with   fire."

"You   don’t   know   what’s   coming."

"I   shouldn’t   be   this   close."

"We’re   getting   dangerously   close   now."

"I   can   feel   the   heat."

"Don’t   test   me   right   now."

"I   want   you   too   badly."

"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."

"You’re   distracting   me,   you   know."

"I   won’t   fall   for   this."

"I   want   you,   but…"

"What   do   you   want   from   me?"

"I’ll   never   give   in."

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"You’re   playing   with   my   patience."

"Don’t   make   this   harder,   please."

"I   can’t   stop   this   feeling."

"I’m   already   in   too   deep."

"You   won’t   walk   away   unscathed."

"You’re   walking   a   fine   line."

"I’m   trying   to   stay   calm."

"What   are   you   doing   to   me?"

[littlegirlinvisible]

CONNOR STORRIE & HUDSON WILLIAMS Together at the Met Gala (May 4, 2026)

[rinkholy]

[TXT Reddy]: idk how to explain it. they're so chalky but the texture doesn't ick me out somehow lmao

[TXT Reddy]: yeaaah i have practice. it's the only reason i'm up so early. ya ya professional hockey player, but uuugh i wanna snoooze

[fatedskates]

{sms:eli} maybe i'll have to try one the next time we have practice. {sms:eli} i totally get it! sometimes you just want to sleep in, but... you have to get up and grind. {sms:eli} have you ever thought about skipping? playing hooky?

[rinkholy]

[TXT Jane]: you are not nice whenever i ask. sometimes you are very mean.

[TXT Jane]: but...i do like it when you're mean 😛

Ilya grins at his phone like an idiot. He really should get back to his home, but he doesn't want to stop talking to Shane. Fuck.

[TXT Jane]: you could show me how nice you are when i see you next week 👀

[fatedskates]

{sms:lily} very mean? like when? {sms:lily} do you? maybe i can be mean more often?

Shane sent the last message and arched an eyebrow slightly. Could he be mean more often? Intentionally? The next text stopped all of his overthinking, for now.

{sms:lily} fuck Ilya.. {sms:lily} i hate that we have to wait a week.