[fatedtragedygone]

#fatedtragedy, a highly selective indie multimuse. fated by destiny, twenty2, est, triggering content may be present.

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[fatedtragedy]

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[fatedtragedy]

hi i will be making this my main blog since my other blog is shadowbanned ): pls follow me over here.

[fatedtragedy]

hi i will be making this my main blog since my other blog is shadowbanned ): pls follow me over here.

[fatedtragedy]

hi i will be making this my main blog since my other blog is shadowbanned ): pls follow me over here.

[fatedtragedy]

hi i will be making this my main blog since my other blog is shadowbanned ): pls follow me over here.

[exoj-v-deactivated20231204]

open to: f or femme nb

muse: lukas hill | 20s | automotive mechanic

﹙ ✴︎ ﹚ “ are you seriously that fucked up right now? ” bitting down on his bottom lip for a second as he looks them over, he gives a slight shake of his head. “ … alright, come on. i’m taking you home. ”

[fatedtragedygone]

" i'm fine, lukas. " though, the way that xiomara's tripping over herself says otherwise. lips curl upwards into a grin as she tilts her head to the side, amusement in her eyes. " don't tell me you're worried about me. that's cute. "

[silveredspringsa-deactivated202]

joshua cannot help but to clench jaw but nothing is said right now . he didn't come here to argue and fight with alexandra . he wanted her back and had no desire to push her away . " babe , come on . i know you miss me too . "

[fatedtragedygone]

the thought of walking away crosses her mind . not that she thought he'd really let her do that . the last thing she wanted to do was argue with him in the middle of a gathering where all their friends were . alexandra's brows furrow , eyes narrowing in his direction . " don't call me that . you don't get to do that anymore . " arms cross over her chest , scoffing underneath her breath . " that doesn't matter . you made your choice , joshua . it's done . "

[apocalypsii-blog]

someone give me “you live in the apartment across the hall and you’re so fucking hot but i get so awkward around you even though you act completely normal and i stutter every.time. you’re out of my league anyway but then one night my stupid roommate locks me out and i forget my key and you see me sitting the hallway so you invite me in. and obviously i say yes but holy crap what is happening” plot pretty pls

[macherierps]

[444fm-deactivated20240203]

HE  DOESN'T  KNOW  WHY  he  comes  around  .  why  the  fuck  he  thought  it  was  even  a  good  idea  to  approach  her  .  speak  to  her  .  even  now  ,  looking  at  her  is  enough  to  send  him  down  a  spiral  he's  intentionally  avoided  all  this  time  .  there  was  history  between  them  ,  a  history  so  deeply  embedded  into  his  psyche  that  he's  not  sure  he'd  ever  escape  the  vice  grip  she'd  forever  hold  him  in  .  it  didn't  matter  who  he  was  with  now  ,  he'd  always  hold  the  memory  of  her  closer  to  him  than  anything  else  . 

"  yeah,  with  you  .  i'm  sure  you've  ,  like  ,  heard  enough  .  seen  enough  .  and  i  didn't  come  here  to  tell  you  all  about  my  relationship  now  ,  "  he  sighs  ,  a  hand  carding  through  his  hair  .  why  is  he  here  ?  he  couldn't  answer  the  question  even  if  he  really  wished  to  .   "  i  just  -  i  don't  know  .  i  wanted  to  see  how  you've  been  .  "

[fatedtragedygone]

SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE HIM . why would she ? valentina's had to see him everywhere else . hear about him everywhere she went . from reporters , her agent , her coworkers . she didn't understand why she couldn't escape dakota , not even in the comfort of her own home . which she still didn't understand why he thought it was okay . why he would even want to show up . it didn't make sense to her .

" you wanted to see how i've been ? " she repeats , an edge to her tone . a warning . there's a scoff that leaves her lips , eyes narrowing in his direction . she allows the silence to linger for a moment , only because it stopped her from yelling at him . " do you have any idea how hard it is to move on from someone who you can't escape ? i turn my tv on , you're there . go to interviews , they mention you . i go to fucking work , they're asking if i knew about you and your new fucking girlfriend . so , i'm so happy that it was easy for you to move on . 'cause , i can't . not when you are literally everywhere . including my fucking house . so , that's how i'm doing , dakota . "

[444fm-deactivated20240203]

ALL  HE  WANTS  TO  BE  to  them  is  the  person  he  needed  in  the  very  ache  of  his  own  downfall  .  it  proves  harder  than  he'd  expected  ,  though  he  almost  anticipates  the  pull  .  knows  it  best  ,  that  when  caught  in  the  grip  of  mania  -  there's  nobody  strong  enough  to  get  you  out  .  another  sigh  parts  his  lips  the  second  kaia  yanks  away  from  his  touch  . 

"  i  don't  know  shit  ?  "  a  bitter  laugh  accompanying  his  words  .  his  gaze  shifts  from  her  for  a  moment  ,  collecting  himself  despite  the  frustration  that  begs  to  be  felt  .  "  you  don't  know  shit  ,  kaia  .  you're  in  over  your  head  .  let  me  fucking  help  you  .  "

[fatedtragedygone]

IS IT A CRIME TO BE LEFT ALONE ? kaia's genuinely curious . she knows he cares about her ; even if she didn't , she'd be able to know by the way he was looking at her now . the way he was begging to help them . and , truth be told , it didn't do anything but bring her an immense amount of anger . why couldn't he just leave them be ? let her ruin her life on her own ? then kaia wouldn't have to get so cruel .

his words only make kaia angrier , something that was evident on their features . her head was turned away from him , trying ( and failing ) to compose herself . kaia turns back towards mateo , frustration and anger clear in their eyes . " i don't want your fuckin' help , mateo . why is that impossible for you to get through your thick fuckin' skull ? i am fine . i told you , i'm taking my goddamn meds . " though , if that was true , she wouldn't be this quick to such intense anger . " do you want to test me ? would that make you leave me the fuck alone ? "

[cardigaen]

this  was  all  easier  said  than  done.    imagining  herself  walking  out  the  door,    leaving  everything  behind,    it  felt  more  like  a  fever  dream  than  a  potential  reality.    would  he  let  her  leave?    could  she  walk  out  of  this  unscathed?    oliver’s  hand  in  hers  told  her  that  she  could,    that  she  would    –    she’d  do  whatever  it  took  to  keep  him  looking  at  her  the  way  that  he  was  right  now.    she  nods,    tears  brimming  her  eyelids.    ❛  okay.    okay.    i  trust  you,    but-    if  he  finds  out  why  i’m  leaving…    he’ll  come  for  both  of  us.  ❜

[fatedtragedygone]

oliver doesn't know much about her husband. all he knows is that he's a piece a shit. one who scared the living shit out of este ; and that was enough to make him hate the other man. head shakes at the woman's words, not wanting her to be so scared of what could happen. ❛ hey, no. we're not going to do this, este. i promise you he's not going to hurt anyone. i'll kill him before i let him hurt you. ❜ and it scared oliver how much he meant that.

[whileurmine]

"no, actually, bullshit is the fact that i have never treated you like this because i was hanging out with some asshole." hell, hailey would cancel on her exes to hang out with vivian. isn't that what a good friend would do? why couldn't vivian be a good friend too? "specially not, and i cannot stress this enough, for a guy that looks like anyone in a fucking goddamn gas station." she knew, she knew that insulting the guy vivi was in love with didn't help the situation, she couldn't really help herself though. "have you seen me? like, have you actually looked me?" there is a pause, as though vivian actually needed to look her over. "i could have anyone i wanted in this world. you think if i wanted you i would be here begging for, what? scraps of attention from a girl who is clearly into someone else? friendship is supposed to matter more than a stupid crush." she rolls her eyes, "you know what? nevermind, vivi. i'm good. i'm over you. you have fun in six months when you two break up and then you are all alone, single and friendless. i hope it's fucking worth it."

[fatedtragedygone]

vivian truly doesn't know how she's meant to deal with this argument. it wasn't the first time they've argued with vivi pursed a guy. brows arch in the slightest at the insult towards her boyfriend, refusing to allow herself to get as angry as hailey clearly was. "well, now you just sound jealous." words are muttered underneath her voice, taking a small step away from the blonde. of course vivian didn't want to lose her best friend. but, she couldn't fix this when hailey refused to tell her the real reason why her having a boyfriend bothered her. "if that's how you feel, then fine. i'll just go."

[cardigaen]

he  wants  to  pry.    the  angel  on  his  shoulder  is  warning  him  not  to  but  the  devil,    on  the  other  hand,    is  a  peer  pressuring  monster.    he  shakes  his  head,    declaring  her  answer    (  or  lack  thereof  )    unacceptable.    ❛  oh,    c’mon,    you  can’t  do  that!  ❜    drew  says,    ❛  you  can’t  just  say  that  someone  isn’t  your  type  and  then  claim  to  not  have  a  type  when  i  ask  what  your  type  is.    obviously you  have  an  outline,    or  you  wouldn’t  have  ruled  him  out  so  quickly.    so  what  was  it  about  him  that  wasn’t  your  type?    we  can  start  there.  ❜    he  only  hoped  that  his  sudden  interest  in  her  romantic  endeavors  wasn’t  too  obvious,    that  she  wasn’t  growing  suspicious  by  the  second.  

[fatedtragedygone]

she should've known better. if anyone could read her like a book, it would be drew. in fact, she's sure that he's the only one that could really read her at all. just another reason why she liked him so much. a short laugh followed by a sigh left alexandra, teeth sinking into her lower lip for a quick moment. maybe she should be more curious on the sudden interest in her love life, especially considering he's never really asked about it this much. but, she was happy to have the attention from him. ❛ well, he was pushy. narcissist. an asshole. not really into assholes, drew. ❜ she teases, leaning against the wall and allowing herself to shift closer. ❛ i guess i need someone that really understands me without me having to explain everything going on in my head. someone patient. someone who gives a shit about me and everything chaotic in my life. my dreams ; all that fun stuff. ❜ a breath leaves her, finally meeting his gaze. ❛ which is too much to ask right now. so, i'll be single forever. ❜

[silveredspringsa-deactivated202]

" i miss the way you say my name . " / @fatedtragedy . the death of peace of mind by bad omens .

[fatedtragedygone]

" don't . " the word leaves alexandra quickly and harshly , holding her hand out to cut him off . she refused to do this with him right now , or ever for that matter . " don't start this right now , i mean it . "

[444fm-deactivated20240203]

HIS  WORDS  ARE  HARSH  ,  and  although  she  was  anxiously  anticipating  this  moment  ,  this  tipping  point  ,  it  still  hurts  more  than  she  could  ever  properly  prepared  for  .  what  more  could  have  been  done  ?  how  much  time  could  they  have  given  one  another  before  settling  into  a  friendship  ?  she  wonders  ,  for  a  moment  ,  if  he's  ever  really  considered  how  hard  this  was  for  her  .  

gnawing  at  the  inside  of  her  cheek  ,  unaware  of  the  very  fact  that  she's  been  holding  her  breath  until  she  releases  .   "  can  we  please  just  talk  about  this  ?  "  she  asks  ,  running  an  intricately  manicured  hand  through  her  hair  .   "  you've  been  avoiding  me  .  i  know  why  ,  and  i'm  not  here  for  an  answer  .  i'm  here  'cause  ,  fuck  ,  you  need  to  learn  to  face  your  shit  instead  of  avoiding  me  like  a  coward  .  "

[fatedtragedygone]

HE'S NEVER BEEN GOOD WITH FEELINGS . at least , not the romantic type . or the kind that urged him to express his emotions in an healthy way . anger , though ? he's always been pretty good at that . maybe that's why snapping on her came so easily . not that he was proud of it . this just proved to be harder than he thought ; being friends with his ex .

" there's nothing for us to talk about . " that wasn't true and oliver knew it . it was plenty for them to talk about , he just wasn't in the mood for it . he scoffs at her words , jaw tightening as he desperately tries to push that familiar feeling of anger down . " i told you to get the fuck out . "