It had been shock that kept him this way for the first few days, a vacant emptiness that made time blend into a formless soup and lose its meaning, but the silence in the aftershocks hadn't been indefinite. He'd started to notice things again, slowly - the smell of food when Bruce cooked it, the sound of the shower when Bruce ran it, the warmth of Bruce's hands when he slid into bed with him, voice rumbling in his chest as he spoke to him. Eventually, he started to be able to understand the words - he simply didn't have the motivation to react to any of those things. He felt...hollow, heavy, like he was moving through a thick, viscous fog, and he just...it was easier to be still, to let it happen.
What reason did he have to try anymore, anyway?
If left to his own devices, he'd have been more than content to just lay in bed and let his body fall into neglect, but Bruce consistently pushed food into his hands, ran a shower for him and herded him into it - even sat him down on the lid of the toilet and shaved the unscarred side of his face as the days went on and he started to grow unkempt, and he didn't resist, let himself be cared for. The man made sure he left his bed in the morning, moved him around the apartment at intervals the way you might a potted plant to make sure it got the right amount of sunlight, and he allowed it. The only thing that moved him at all for some time was when Bruce got in bed with him at night, held him until morning.
Because if he was here at night, that meant he wasn't out there, fighting his war.
He suspected a trick, but lacked the wherewithal to be angry about it. He listened to Bruce's stories, didn't miss a one for all that he never reacted outwardly to them, and again, he suspected lies, but...but the days turned into weeks, and he started to...to feel things again, new growth sprouting from under the ashes of his wrecked mind. And the longer Bruce stayed away from the cowl and the streets, the more what he was doing and saying began to seem genuine. What would he have to gain, doing this? Harvey was broken, could easily be dumped off in any psychiatric facility, never to be a threat again. What did he stand to gain, caring for him like this, telling him what sounded like secrets few, if anyone, had been told?
He couldn't. He wanted to-...he couldn't, couldn't want things again. Wanting things inevitably led to being let down, to being hurt, but over time he started to curl a little tighter into Bruce at night, offered a grunt or a huff when he spoke, looked up at him when the man's attention was elsewhere. The man who was here, who had scarcely left him for weeks.
The man who was slowly, painstakingly starting to earn back a fragment of his trust.
He'd been staring out the bedroom window at the snow for nearly an hour when he heard Bruce come in, and having a wet, shivering bundle of fur deposited on his chest was unexpected enough to draw a grunt from him, a series of blinks. He looked down at the puppy, at its runty size and threadbare appearance, it's missing leg, its doleful expression as it burrowed against him, seeking warmth. He looked, then slowly reached out to pull the sheet over them, to wrap the little thing up against him - the first substantial thing he'd done without prompting for weeks.
He stroked at the puppy's ears, down its neck, examined its deformity - congenital, or the result of an injury? Either way, it had been abandoned because of it. Not so different from him - deformed, unwanted.
"The medication. I trashed it, that night." The first actual words he'd spoken since this mess began, and he started with a non-sequitur, his voice rough and scratchy from disuse. "Abilify. I need more."