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ive just been terrible to everyone ive talked to. i need to stop

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god im such a fucking mess

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what thefuck

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oof, why does that hurt.

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its just like, the depression and feeling like im not worth anyones attention is really kicking in

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miles is the only person ive talked to today and honestly. im pretty ok with it. 

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i have a problem. anyone shows me the time of day and im immediately all fucking hearteyes

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i feel... good

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oh what the 

fuck

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i really uh. want... to be held

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cause if you love me, i will dance in the firing line. cackle at the storm each and every time. catch a bullet in my heart, i wont even mind

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starting to feel awful again

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im so full of love. i want to share it with someone

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i wish i didnt care about my family so much so i could just go ‘oh shes a grown woman i dont need to go check on her’ but like. i need to go check on her.

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my mom never answered her phone. i suppose im waking up and driving to florida tomorrow.

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ive talked to so many people the past 2 days and talked to NOBODY today this is a rollercoaster and i want off

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my heart is racing. im wondering if maybe something is up with my mom and im just feeling it.