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When it feels like you are trapped in a never ending storm and no Matter how many times it Settles you know it will Start again ... Try another perspective and instead of hoping it wont return, maybe consider your location. maybe travel away from the storm instead of waiting for it to pass.

My life is one of which u can not categorize into words.

Things tend to go one of two ways.

Amazingly perfect or terrifyingly disasterous.

There is no in-between.

Something that I struggle with mentally is my mania.

I have REALLY high highs followed by REALLY low lows. Lows always following behind the highs and vise versa.

But being aware of this allows me to be in control. However with control comes discipline which is not my strongest department.

Bc of this affection is an issue for me. One minute I may be a stage five clinger and the next I'm disgusted with the sound of breathing.

If I could get my thought process out into words I could maybe piece it together a little better but shit is so scrambled it's easier to just remain silent. Ugh. So many thoughts not enough organization.

Get it together lyndsi....

#mybrainismessyrightnow

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At some point after being broken so many times we become damaged beyond repair. And then we live our lives not to live but to survive. Its fight or flight after that and Everything becomes impulsive. We can never be repaired, so we adapt to being broken. Before too long It seems comfortable.

You are surviving. You are broken (aka "unbreakable") now what? Too afraid to move forward but far too painful going back. ANY living thing on earth will lose value if damaged. So whose to say we dont lose purpose after pain. I am stronger than most anyone i know mentally. But emotionally. Im a glitch.

-Lyndsi Faye

Heavy breathing, racing heart.

Whether it's time spent together or miles apart.

What I feel for you is beyond what I've ever felt before.

I can't quite explain it, all I know is I want more.

The feeling of your presence racing thru my mind.

Leaving u is the hardest, I just want to press rewind.

Your eyes speak to me when your lips can't find the words.

I wonder if I've found the love of which I've always heard.

I can't say that it's easy. Nothing is these days.

But I want to teach u all I know and learn of all your ways.

Please don't give up on me I know it can be scary.

But something in me believes your the one I'll want to marry. 💕

#LJ

I've been loved and I've been hated.

I've been fucked and I've been dated.

I've cared too much before and I've called it overrated.

I've been knocked down and helped back up

I've had a glass full and an empty cup

I've been beaten I've been broken

I've been asleep and I've been woken

I've learned my lessons and I right my wrongs

I've been weak when I should have been strong.

I've been sorry I've been forgiven

I've loved my mom and didnt know my dad.

I've battled my brain just to keep on livin

I've been happy I've been sad

Life is full off lessons to learn

Blessings too be offered

Waiting for your turn.

Dont ignore the storm while dancing in the rain.

And don't avoid sadness by repressing your pain.

Climb on in and turn around. Tip-toe please, dont make a sound. Lungs are tight the air is low. Are you reaping what you sow?

Sitting here and dreaming of how things used to be. Wondering and thinking "were you right for me?" I look at you and all i see is you with her and without me. I loved you more than you could know and that never changed when i let you go.

She stood there and cried thinking to herself, your another step closer to suicide

BrOkEn

The broken pieces of the little girls heart the world around her is falling apart. Searching for perfection as if such a thing, like trying to fly with a broken wing.

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Find someone who brings out the best In you. Your best smile. Best laugh. Best energy. And makes you want to be a better you without having to say a word. They say love should be simple. Perhaps i have never felt love until now. 🖤❤🖤❤

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Enlightenment

To speak is an attempt to define. To define a life that we will never understand. But to know is such a gift that spoken words were not meant to explain. Maybe it's a blessing or maybe it's a curse but the enlightenment is more powerful than existence itself. What you choose to do with it could change the world and maybe that's just what we need.

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