“Normally I’m the one with the booze stash. I’m not complaining, but I’m here if you ever feel like talking.” Ches wasn’t sure what she thought about Blake starting to drink more, she already had her own issues with alcohol at this point - she was just waiting for an intervention one of these days in fact - but she was hoping this was more fun rather than the starts of a problem. “Alcohol and a massive body of water? Sounds about right.” She would rather wine by the ocean to getting smashed near the lake but beggers truly couldn’t be choosers at this point. “How could I ever forget? Pretty sure we have a legally binding contract for our friendship, til death do us part - literally.” She winks at him, moving in closer to the boy as they continue to walk through the forest. “I don’t want to worry you, Blake. There’s just some stuff on my mind lately. I’m graduating this year, what if things change?” It wasn’t like she could get into all of it, the circle was ground she could never discuss with him - she would always be hiding things from him.
No matter what occurred now, she’d never be able to tell him about everything in her life again - for better or for worse.
“Yeah, I mean - that was the start of things I guess.” The reminder of what she had gotten to do with Thomas afterward creeps up on her, the girl’s cheeks flushing as she remembers what occurred later. She would be the one to kick the shit out of a guy and drag him in bed, wouldn’t she? “We….. did stuff afterward.” She leaves it at that, hoping that’s the only information he needed on why this was eating at her even more than just hurting someone she cared so much about. “We were doing a scavenger hunt, and he stuck his arm in a hole to grab something when he thought it’d be a good idea to scream bloody murder as if something was removing his arm. We don’t have service out here, we can’t handle a limb removal out here. I would have had to sit with him helplessly…. again.”
She shivers at the thought, the reminder of how useless she had been as she sat with her mother. Perhaps it had been nothing but a harmless prank to Thomas, something someone would just laugh off but it had dug its way a bit closer to home than most people would realize on average. Her mother’s death wasn’t exactly an icebreaker, after all.
“Thanks but I’m alright, at least for now.” He said with a forceful smile on his face. “Literally.” He repeated nodding to her words, their friendship was definitely stronger as time went by. There was nothing that could brake the bond they had form through their lives. He places his arm over her shoulders keeping her close as they continue the walk. Of course this might confused some people, but he didn’t really gave a fuck. She was special enough to keep this close, if needed at all times. “You always worry me Ches, that’s natural but it’s better if you tell me what’s bothering you so at least I can be aware.” He explained as he listened to her words carefully. “Things will change, that’s something you don’t have control over it. Life changes every second, it doesn’t mean it’s exactly a bad thing.” He smiled, being careful onto what he was stepping on.
“I’m not even going to ask what stuff you’re referring to.” His face a mix of a laugh and disgust. She was after all like his sister and no way, he wanted to imagined her doing ‘stuff’. He nodded as she kept explaining, noticing the real meaning behind his prank. The big effect it would have on her. “Well so let me try to keep up first, he prank you, you beat his ass, then you guys did whatever you did.” He was making sure, he was keeping up. “Well first of all, you were in all your rights to react that way. No matter what the prank was, it’s fine. He probably knows that he deserved that beating. So you don’t really have to regret it, in my opinion and if it’s still eating you up. Then you should talk to him.” Was he even good at advice, he wonder sometimes.
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