Put 'Em Up

Dia Radke||17 You see what you want to see, nonetheless, I'll put on a show.

[dtfkdaniels]

I don’t know, I think if you don’t want something serious you should probably tell him. Make it clear you know. Then again we know that I am shit at all that. Just take some time and clear your head. Don’t jump into something you arent fully ready for no matter what.

[fckndia]

As much I as I hate admitting it, you’re right. But you’re getting better at that whole thing, which I’m proud of you for. I won’t, of course. I just want to let go of the past, and I can’t, which makes me think there’s some bigger reason behind it. I thought I could move forward after everything, but I don’t think it’s the right time to.

[dtfkdaniels]

Yes,.  Oh well it sure sounded last night like you two were serious.. Maybe I was just being into how he spoke.

[fckndia]

Maybe. Or maybe that’s how it’s starting to seem and I haven’t exactly been clear? I mean, he asked me about plans for college and he wants to stay here but we’re not actually an official couple? And I’m not sure what I want, you know I get crazy in the heat of the moment and I still have so much on my mind--And I miss..you know. It’s just insane right now. 

[dtfkdaniels]

Melissa, duh. Ain’t that the truth. So we need to talk, what is this shit with Elijah?

[fckndia]

Oh, that sociopath, I should’ve known. Do we? Oh, right--Well, I didn’t necessarily label anything, I just said whatever happens happens. And apparently there’s more happening on one side than there is on the other.

[dtfkdaniels]

Sorry, I thought you were that annoying girl that tries to be like you. Of course I love you..

[fckndia]

And what’s the name of this annoying girl? Obviously she hasn’t got a clue, no one can simply be me, I’m one of a kind. 

[bbychasity]

So, I want to do an epic dance video for my Youtube channel and I want as many people in it as I can get. Would you be interested?

[fckndia]

Count me in, doll--I’m a sucker for a brilliant youtube video.

[dtfkdaniels]

Why is it expected that I have to be nice to everyone. Have you ever thought that maybe I just don’t like everyone, or you for that matter?

[fckndia]

Well, if you don’t actually love me as much as I thought, it’d seem my life is one gigantic lie.

[fck-carson-blog]

I’d be offended if the teacher didn’t start singing along.

[fckndia]

I mean, it’s Britney--Everyone knows Britney.

[lazyhqs]

Oh god, I have, trust me. She just doesn’t stop. And it’s so fucking annoying. I love her but she doesn’t realize she can’t take over my life. 

[fckndia]

My mother has those tendencies as well, trust me. If you just carve your own path, and ignore her qualms, she’ll get the picture eventually.

[floydschultz-deactivated2015052]

They are, but yet I’m still in bed. I’m thinking about just saying fuck it and going back to sleep. I’m too lazy today. 

[fckndia]

That’s what Sundays are for. Excessive napping, and the putting off of work and other things.

[floydschultz-deactivated2015052]

I would sleep all day for the rest of my life if it was allowed. But I guess its time to get up. 

[fckndia]

I second that--However, obligations are calling, I’m sure.

[fck-carson-blog]

Do you think I can get away with quoting Work Bitch by Britney Spears in my speech?

[fckndia]

Absolutely, I’d be offended if you didn’t.

[idgafzan]

My day off and I’m still here at school.

[fckndia]

It’s a shame, it’s beautiful outside.

[lazyhqs]

I swear, I’ll never hear the end of my mother nagging– ‘River, you must look like this. River, you can’t dress like a boy. River, this. River, that.’– I swear she’s like a broken record that wont stop. 

[lazyhqs]

[fckndia]

Aren’t all mothers? If I were in your shoes, I’d have told her to piss off by now.

[fckndia]

Text||Kenna

Kenna: don't you pull a buzz lightyear on me indida!

Kenna: i said maybe

Dia: Too late, McKenna, don't give a fuuuuuuuck

Dia: Maybe sounds like si

[fckndia]

CALL TO Dia

Kels: Yeah, well I'm not talking to him right now, like.. I don't even know why he would think this would help me.. being put in a place like this isn't where I belong, but honestly it isn't even worth it.

Dia: I'm sure his intentions were sweet, but that's fucking absurd. What does sending you to a mental institute do? Nothing. Therapy would've been a nice start, I mean, you could've used therapy not a TRIP TO A PSYCH WARD. He's such an idiot, and I can't believe he didn't consult me! I mean, rehab even. Rehab could do wonders.

[fckndia]

Text||Kenna

Kenna: bitch shut the fuck up

Kenna: you suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck even more!!!

Kenna: maybe

Dia: bitch bye

Dia: you suuuuuuuuuuck times infinity and beyond, SO.

Dia: so yes?

[fckndia]

CALL TO Dia

Kels: Hendrix or Evan didn't tell you they took me to Creedmoore Psychiatric center and checked me in?

Dia: I'm sorry what? Are you fucking with me right now? ARE YOU FUCKING. I'm going to murder them, mostly Evan because he should've had the balls to tell me, but what am I saying your brother was born with a fucking vagina aND I'M GOING TO KILL HIM. And after that, I'm busting your ass out.