i wanna be your lifeline.

i'll keep you far away from me like a star. hard not to fall for you, i gave you my heart

[fcllenstar]

FCLLENSTAR — a closed indie rp blog, very rarely following back and only writing with mutuals. adored and written by laura / 21+.

wanted plots. starters. muses are under the cut.

— ELIAS FREI: 36. hockey player. resembles roman josi. — CHARLIE ZHAO: 23. social media personnel. resembles lola tung.  — HARRISON BLAIR: 24. hockey player. resembles jamie drysdale. — TEAGAN ABBOTT: 25. hockey player. resembles trevor zegras. — MARCUS BAILEY: 28. head coach. resembles sidney crosby.  — DAMIAN LOPEZ: 32. weapons specialist. resembles danny ramirez. — ADRIANNA LOPEZ: 29. works in public relations and sister to damian. resembles becky g. — ELIANA MONROE: 25. in-arena reporter. resembles chase infiniti. — NADIA GALLAGHER: 30. lawyer. resembles hannah dodd. — SANTIAGO ROSSI: 26. auto body shop owner. resembles antonio cipriano. — ZANE PARKER: 28. navy pilot. resembles stephen kalyn. — LUCÍA FERNANDEZ: 25. social media admin. resembles maia reficco. — MATTHIAS KOSKINEN: 29. hockey player. resembles mikko rantanen. — MALIK DURANT: 27. football player. resembles tee higgins. — ANDREW CARSON: 24. hockey player. resembles seth jarvis.

[fcllenstar]

i did two drafts can somebody clap please

[fcllenstar]

okay i only have three drafts left ill do them tomorrow i think

[aperturcs]

dante's lips pursed together tightly at elias' claim. he didn't have any proof to the contrary, but one look around the place and the grimy walls were the first, but not the only, reason that dante didn't believe him. "yeah, cause this looks like your kind of place, dude. i never saw you in a dive bar the entire time we were hanging out." careful not to call it dating, because he hadn't ever been sure that it was. something weird and in between friends and together that had never really been labelled. dante's eyes shift away awkwardly at the compliment, even though it makes heat shoot down his spine, but less than a second later and his eyes are meeting elias', challenging "obviously, i'm amazing. must suck to have lost hearing it all the time, huh?"

[fcllenstar]

"doesn't mean i didn't go to them. sometimes i don't want to go to a nice bar somewhere, dante." and that was the truth. his entire life felt so polished to a point where elias didn't even recognize it sometimes, so he found himself in dive bars like these so he could feel normal for once in his life. elias can't help the soft laughter that escapes him. this was the side of dante he always loved getting to see when it came out. "oh, worst experience of my life, missing out on it all." the laughter dies down as silence falls between the two of them once again. despite the bar still being plenty loud, the silence almost feels deafening. "you and i both know it doesn't have to been like this, dante." elias turns to properly look at him. "we don't have to be like this."

[dearsgcd]

"what do you mean?" valencia's voice came out small, her eyes shimmery with unshed tears. she'd thought it would have been nice getting to run down and surprise matthias tonight. they'd get more time together since she hadn't been able to see a lot of him during the playoffs. she'd gotten a couple days' break from filming to be able to pop in long enough to see one of his games. and she thought they had been fine, but . . . now she was scared. had she done something without realizing it? was he mad at her? he hadn't even rushed off the bench when she snuck in once all the guys had left for the night like he usually did. but she had mostly chalked all that up to him being exhausted after the game. she hadn't exactly held it against him. "you've given me so many reasons, matti. you're patient with me. you listen to me. you're always dropping everything to make me feel better. you're one of my biggest supporters outside of my siblings. where is this all coming from?"

[fcllenstar]

matthias knows he shouldn't let what people say online get to him, but this is the most public relationship he's ever been apart of and it's getting to him having so many eyes on his private life. "what do you think i mean?" the blonde questions, taking a split second to look at her before continuing to take off his work-out gear. he'd been trying to take it easy and spend more time in pt due to his mcl tear he'd gotten at the olympics but that was easier said than done. matthias stops for a moment as he listens to her, his eyes finally coming to properly meet hers once again, this time not tearing them away. his jaw clenches as he hands her his phone. "do you not see what people are saying, val? i mean..fuck, they're saying you can do better than me. i'm used to people shit talking me, but to say this shit about us? maybe you can do better and they're right."

[wcrstbehavior]

"No, you're right," he shrugged, awkwardly rocking back and forth on his heels. "I shouldn't be here, really. I just thought that maybe you should know how I felt. But I can go now, if you really want me to."

[fcllenstar]

"of course i am." eliana points out. it'd been what feels like forever since the last time they spoke and that wasn't exactly a conversation she wanted to remember. it was painful in a way she couldn't even properly describe. pausing for a moment, she sighs. "you just..you had all that time to tell me, but you wait until now?" gnawing on the inside of her cheek for a moment, there's a blanket of silence that falls before she speaks again. "i don't though, spencer. that's the thing. i don't want you to go."

[fcllenstar]

i did two drafts can somebody clap please

[wcrstbehavior]

"Of course you'd say something like that." Savannah rolled her eyes and flipped over onto her back so that she could sit up herself and grab her shirt from the floor, slipping it on over her head. "It ain't like that, don't get it twisted. You know both of my brothers would kill me if they knew I was fuckin' around with you. Mostly Cam, though, since you're teammates."

[fcllenstar]

"you just know me that damn well, baby." malik rarely ever let someone get as close to him as savannah has but he doesn't regret it. hell, he doesn't regret anything he's done with her thus far. she's not wrong and he knows that, but the bigger part of him doesn't care. he's happy doing this with her. "then they don't have to know, at least not now." moving off the bed, malik started getting himself dressed. "wouldn't they want you to be happy and taken care of? like shit, i know you're happy doing this shit with me."

[aperturcs]

"what? you afraid they died in here or something?" taylor pretends to ponder it for a moment. "you know.... now that i think about it i did hear a commotion going on." he waits for a moment, barely even giving zane time to react. "nah, i'm kidding. it was some middle aged guy. he had a lot of loud phone calls and dude must have loved to bake cause i cause always hear shit clanging around in there."

taylor breathes a sigh of relief, dramatic for the effect of it. "i just had to make sure. you never know the crazy shit people might believe." taylor smiles for a moment before pushing past the stranger and entering his apartment. "are you like a chef or something? is that what you guys call college?" nothing too crazy, but taylor had only ever imagined having stir fry at a restaurant.

[fcllenstar]

zane paused when taylor mentioned the possibility of the old tenant dying here before he realized he was fucking with him, shaking his head. "i could tell. they'd legally have to disclose that information." he's not sure if that's actually true, he'd just heard it from some of his buddies on his last trip overseas. "that or he was a psychopath. the world may never know, huh?" "oh, i know. i've see those conspiracy theorists." zane steps to the side as the other man pushes past him and into his freshly unpacked apartment. there were still things he needed to put away, but overall, it was mostly put together and felt homey. "uh..no," the blonde mentioned, moving past taylor and back into the kitchen to make sure his food wasn't burning. "i'm a pilot in the navy. got permission to live off base so..here i am." his shoulders shrug. "i cook for a lot of the guys sometimes when i'm at sea and they let me in the kitchen. i probably would've gone to culinary school though."

[mikkorantasen]

mikko rantanen - practice

[shutupmegs]

new blog. under construction!

some wanted plots:

a messy on-and-off celebrity couple that fans still want to see get back together. constantly subtweeting each other and making cheap jabs to get the other's attention.

city girlfriends on a trip to the countryside. riding horses, sleeping beside a farm, quiet mornings spent sipping on too-hot coffee, etc. after their trip, they go back to the city. lots of domestic fluff and finding beauty in the mundane.

a group of friends on a trip. two of them decide to hookup, despite at least one of them being in a relationship. they flaunt their affair in front of everyone, not trying to be subtle about it, and their friends find it obnoxious, but they lie for them anyone when their significant others call or drop by. could also be in a professional setting and the friends are coworkers.

tw: age gap - younger man (about 25) dating an older woman and the stigma they face.

tw: implied emotional abuse - a mom (to a toddler) who married into wealth. her husband only revealed his true self after they were married (over time). she got pregnant shortly after they got married and quit her budding career. they're newly legally separated and she's doing everything she can to keep full custody. she has no intention of dating again this early, but she meets your muse and they connect. she confesses she's in no place to date and he wants her in his life so they agree to be friends. of course there are feelings there so it doesn't work.

tw: alcoholism, potential age gap - a divorced couple in their 40s or 50s have several kids together. they're on good terms for the sake of the kids. he's a screw up but she has consistently supported him in his sobriety. his love life after their divorce has been a mess. he either goes back to his ex from long ago and jumps into a marriage, only to discover they're still not compatible, but he already pulled his kids into it, or he starts dating a younger woman (30s) and is too afraid of what his ex wife might think so he keeps her a secret. in the back of his mind, he still hopes to get back together with his ex. fucking up their marriage is the biggest regret of his life.

dramatic couple. i don't really have any specifics other than i want them to fight and cry and scream in public.

i'd also like to write something about working in a mall and/or set in the early 2000s, but idk what. let me write about going to blockbuster pls.

a marriage of convenience. maybe it was a business transaction, maybe their parents set them up. it's a dance between cold and awkward moments at home and pretending to love each other at work events.

the above but one is having an affair with the person they really love but can't be with. nothing sexuality related please. i was thinking more like succession. also imagining old-timey fairytale/bridgerton vibes.

it's the end of the world but they're fighting over trying to keep themselves alive. they seem to be the last two people on earth. fighting over whether or not they should try to repopulate to save the planet, the distribution of the workload, whether or not they really want to spend the rest of the lives together...

childhood friends that have been on-and-off friends since adulthood, with at least one publicly dissing the other whenever they stop speaking.

tell me lies + one tree hill inspired plot. muse a constantly hears rumors about muse b cheating but refuses to break up with them. muse a believes everything they hear until they they talk to muse b, who is always so charming and convincing and knows just what to say. it's a vicious cycle of muse a accusing them of lying and muse b promising they would never do anything to hurt them.

[fcllenstar]

i was gonna work on drafts but my head hurts and i'm just in a shit mood

[spider-mann]

DANNY RAMIREZ as JOAQUÍN TORRES Captain America: Brave New World 2025 | Dir. Julius Onah

[zendeyas]

Hannah Dodd – press tour for Bridgerton

[temilades]

CHASE INFINITI for TheWrap's Power Women Summit — December 2, 2025

[jonasiegenthaler]

sui v ger | 18.05.26

[aperturcs]

on stage, dante could normally tune everything and everyone out. tonight should have been no different; it wasn't a big show or anything out of the ordinary. until his eyes caught a familiar face at the bar. it took him a moment to figure out who it was, the lights shining brightly in his eyes not making it any easier, and when he did, he almost bolted off the stage right then. it had been months since he had seen elias, but only weeks since the last time he had gotten too drunk and texted him, admitting that he missed him. not two seconds after he had set his guitar down, dante bolted off the stage and shoved his way through the crowd, ignoring the people who recognized him through his rush before stoping at the bar, chest heaving. "oh, come on. you didn't want to go unnoticed. otherwise, you wouldn't be here."

[fcllenstar]

maybe dante was right — he didn't want to go unnoticed, especially by the one person who he wanted to notice him more than anyone. ever since he got that text message a couple of weeks ago, the other had been on his mind more than ever. not that he wasn't ever off of his mind, but it seemed to have gotten worse. "not my fault you were playing at a bar i frequent." elias takes another sip of his drink before turning to look at dante — really look at him. there was that familiar ache in his chest when he did. god, he missed him and it felt suffocating, especially now. "you sounded good though. i missed hearing you play."

[nikishins]

HAYDN FLEURY

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