tangled up in stars

heo gayoon, twenty-three, straight, single, beginner, mutation inducement, fire negation, #501

[fcxhoseok-deactivated20140315]

It's Not All About Snowball Fights

(`He looks around at all the people walking past him as he awkwardly stands by himself, back against a building wall. It’s been a while since he’s seen people, actual people and not fellow mutants, wandering around. Does he miss this? It would be a lie to say he didn’t. Does he want to return? That he doesn’t know. He likes it at Xavier’s; he’s new and he’s messed up enough of his past that he’s probably better off there then here.)

(`Hoseok takes in a deep breath of the cold air that wafted with scent of food. He’s waiting for someone who’s promised to meet him and hang out with him at the Winter Festival. It should only be a matter of seconds before she arrived, or at least he hoped so because his stomach was starting to grow just a bit.)

[fcxxxgayoon]

{`she may have taken five extra minutes to get ready before she left, but she was relatively sure she would be in time regardless. what she lacked in planning she made up for a haste walk. with her hands safely tucked inside her pockets to gain the appropriate warmth she made herself forward, a content smile lingering on her lips. if it was something she absolutely loved it was gatherings of sorts where a lot of people was concentrated on a ridiculously small space. she couldn't even describe it, she just thoroughly enjoyed it. when her gaze fell upon her young friend he raised one hand to give him a wave of greeting as she headed over } hey, hun. i didn't make you wait too long, right? 

[fcxxxgayoon]

Why thank you. {` he smiled and bowed his head, as he entered her room, and wrapped an arm around her in a greeting hug. Woobin waited as she retrieved the coat - and it did actually go with his outfit. Nodding, he swung it over his shoulders, but his tail wasn't fitting... mainly because he couldn't see what he was doing. Smirking he turned his back to her. } Little help~?

absolutely. {`she agreed with a soft laugh and crouched down behind him. she reached for the tip of his tail and slid it inside the beginning of the pocket, then she basically just had to (gently, mind you) continue to shove it further down until she was sure that the entirety of his tail was covered and well hidden inside the coat } there. {`she exclaimed, clapped her hands together at the accomplishment as a job well done declaration before taking a step back } try and see how it feels to move, hun. {`as she watched how he looked as a whole she was surprised just how good the coat fit him } come to think of it, that’s the first time i’ve touched your tale.

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

Heat waves-

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

This was different, this was much different than any other kiss he has ever received. His heart beat echoed inside his ear drums, the echo so loud he couldn’t hear any other thoughts, if there were to begin with. The second her lips clashed against his own it was like she had sucked the air from his lungs like a child deflating a balloon. He had involuntarily gasped as she sucked on his lower lip, it shot chills down every nerve in his spinal cord. His lips parted as his eyes became lidded. 

He could have whined when she pulled from him, teasing him and made him crave more, but they weren’t apart for long. More of their skin had started to touch and it made every nerve on his wake up, he had never been more alert in his life. This kiss was far more bold than the one before, far more enticing that the one before. The moment apart had left him wanting more that it made him forget to catch a bread, and he felt light headed at the collision their lips made once more. 

Raising his hands from the water, his hands ran slowly up her arms, and one rested onto the side of her neck, and the other tickled up the back of her neck and entangled in her long strands of hair. Parting his lips to allow her tongue access to his own, he exhaled sharply through his nostrils as he tried to keep his cool under such an intense situation. 

[fcxxxgayoon]

This had been far from planned, but as soon as she put the ball in motion it was seemingly impossible for her to stop. Right there and then with their lips moving in unison and her slender fingers tangled in his hair she realized just how desperately she had wanted this. She had tried to put it off for so long, over and over again reminding herself of how devastating it would be if she opened up to him and he ended up looking at her in a way she didn't want to be seen.

But there was only so much resistance she could take before she succumbed to her raw and genuine desire for this oh so special man.

Her breath was heavy and her pulse the complete opposite as she parted her lips even more, the soft sensation of her tongue against his enough to drive her insane with want for more -- which she fully knew was dangerous enough in itself. But right there and then she failed to acknowledge this and instead further deepened the kiss, their tongues swirling together as she got the first proper taste of the other.

Gayoon wasn't so sure how long she kept it up, but the only reason she finally parted ever so slightly was to gasp for a well-needed breath. She flickered her eyes open for one second to look at Joon's face, silently admiring his beautiful visage like so many times before, but as of right now she found herself seeing things she had never noticed prior to this moment.

It didn't take her long before she kissed him yet again, savoring the entirety of the situation and in the middle of it all she let her body (rather than her brain) do however it pleased. Both hands were now at his neck, her fingers still both gripping at and playing with the strands of hair she could reach, but instead of remaining seated by his side she slowly slid one leg over his own, continuously kissing him as she effortlessly straddled his lap.

[fcxxxgayoon]

{` at seven on the dot, he appears at her door - looking rather dashing even if he does say so himself. He's just wearing monochrome colours - white shirt, black trousers, with black and white shoes. He smiles as he knocks on her door. } Oh Yoonie~ Your date has arrived~!

{`she was just finishing the last few stitches when the knocks and familiar voice brought a smile to her lips } coming! {`she announced as she tore the remainder of the thread off, put the needle to the side and got up to open the door. she granted him a whistle of appreciation as she stepped aside to leave room for his entry } you look absolutely stunning, hun. {`she greeted him with a hug once he was inside and the door was closed, then she moved over to get the coat and before handing it to him she showed him what she had done } there’s this pocket-like thing that goes all the way to here— {`she dragged her finger alongside it in a wide s-formation } and i made sure to make it big enough so that your tail would fit without any discomfort… i hope. {`she chuckled softly and handed him the garment } here, try it on.

[aixdan]

[fcxxxgayoon]

sirenity

[krxeve]

I used to do school competitions and performaces before… well, before I became too scared to because people would swarm the stage trying to get to me. {` he fiddled with the hem of his shirt as he walked, never liking remembering those days} I enjoyed singing…I still do, it’s like oxygen to me.  But ever since….well I stopped performing in public anyway.  My parents kept trying to convince me otherwise, wondering what had happened. {` he glanced up at her} They didn’t know see, cos they were under the spells too.  They didn’t know that something bad had happened. {` stepping into the bathroom he moved to the sink and ran the water, cupping his hands below the tap and splashing his face.  Rubbing at it vigorously he stood up, and moved to regard her} If I decided to do that, I’d definitely have to stop crying or I’d ruin it all…even if it was waterproof.

[fcxxxgayoon]

{`it humbled her greatly to hear how this young man had all but given up on his dream because of the consequences of his power. she had yet to encounter something too scarring herself, but she could only imagine how dull her own life would become if she wouldn't be able to sew her own clothes } there's something i've been curious about, hun. if you record yourself singing, will your voice still have the same effect when you play it on, let's say, a stereo? {`she was seriously turning the gears in her head to find a plausible way for him to sing without being burdened by what would happen when he did, but it was hard to know what to do. the earplugs would be a good start though, so she's get right on that } no need to underestimate the power of waterproof make-up. i know where to get some really good products that would suit you perfectly. {`she smiled with her arms loosely crossed in front of her } and if you do cry that's easily fixed so long as you know how, and i'd be more than happy to teach you, hun.

[fcxxxgayoon]

winter's calling

[fcxnope-deactivated20140226]

[- She ran out of food from her own stock and she needed to go grab more, an hour or so without it and shed be on the floor feeling sick as a dog. So the kitchen was where she was heading. She was becoming familiar with the hallways, the twists and turns that had fooled her a week or so prior. She ruffled the back of her head as she tried to think of wear to turn next, but a sick feeling in her stomach made her want to throw up as she noticed the presence of another. That face. It caused her to stop in her tracks. It reminded her of the person she truly hated the most. Wincing as she thought back to the painful memories.-] S..saejiin-ah… [- she mumbled to herself as the features had matched Sae-jins perfectly. It made her angry, a vengeful rage boiling inside of her as her fists balled up tightly-] Who are you? Whats your name? [- Ga In snapped, finding no point of being polite. She remembered personally choking out her friend until the struggling had stopped. There was no way..-]

[fcxxxgayoon]

{`if it was something she loved during winter it was putting layer on layer in terms of clothes, drink hot beverages and curl up under a blanket while watching the beautiful scenery from the other (much warmer) side of the window. she was in the midst of taking a sip when she was approached, neatly shaped eyebrows pushing together ever so slightly in mild confusion at the quite aggressive way to start a conversation. she licked the remainder of tea off of her upper lip before lowering the cup } no need to be so hostile, hun. {`she failed to understand the obvious dislike the other harbored for her, and the situation just seemed even more extreme once she glanced down at the balled-up fists. what was going on here? looking back up at the other woman she decided she wouldn't understand it better unless she gave the conversation a shot } i'm gayoon. and you are... ?

[fcxjunhee]

soul sister

[fcxjunhee]

(* noticing the elder’s smile puts a delicate smile on her soft features as well, eyes narrowing at her presence and nodding at her statement ) i hope.. i didn’t hurt you, onee-chan. (* looks at her worriedly, the curve on her lips turns upside down, she’s frowning at her own guilt but regardless, even if the other hadn’t been hurt, she still couldn’t accept hurting anyone and that wasn’t in the young one’s nature to do so unless— provoked, but this had been gayoon, a role model for junhee ) sorry. (* bows her head to indicate her apology even if spoken directly ) onee-chan.. (* pauses, tilting her head to the other side curiously ) l.. lonely.. eto.. doushite? (* remains to cover her cheeks, not letting her hands drop down any time to her sides, she shakes her head but ends up nodding— honest, that’s what she was raised to be ) h.. hai.. (* how did the elder know? it left junhee astonished, eyes widening as she answered about the young boy’s distinct hair colour ) pinku.. hai. (* sits besides the elder, nodding at the question, she smiles warmly ) ne! tea is good.

[fcxxxgayoon]

{`as soon as she saw junhee's smile falter she shook her head and acquired one of her own, her lips curving into a reassuring smile as she reached out to gently cup the younger's cheeks and stroke the pad of her thumbs across her cheekbones } don't worry, hun -- you didn't hurt me. i'm a tough cookie. {`she leaned back again to straighten up and carefully moved her hair behind her shoulders instead } you should introduce us sometime, i'd love to meet him. {`when the offer of tea was accepted she moved towards the kitchen to put some water to boil. her roommate hadn't been around for ages, so they'd most likely have the room completely to themselves the entire night } what flavor of tea do you want, hun? i've got quite a lot to choose from, so choose at the top of your head. {`with a hand in the cupboard, awaiting an answer, she glanced over at the young woman } how's classes going in general? good?

[fcxxxyejin-deactivated20140201]

plot twist;; yejin&gayoon

[fcxxxyejin-deactivated20140201]

{ / was on her way back to her room, when she felt herself being grabbed. } yah! no touching! { / pushes the other off of her and frowns instantly. never liked people touching her. she had no idea where their hands have been. was slightly mysophobia and didn’t like it when people were touching her. brushes her arm. } why do people always grab? rude. { / crosses her arms over her chest and pouts at the other girl. } that’s what i do. everything about you, your social security, your text messages, your internet history, i know it all. it’s everywhere { / waves her fingers in the air as if the girl could actually see what she could see. } i’m a technopath, cyberkinesis? i can control technology. basically, the internet is my bitch.

[fcxxxgayoon]

{`if this hadn't been such an extreme situation she would've felt ashamed of the way she touched the other woman, but now she couldn't really bring herself to apologize the spite her outburst of displeasure } that's rude? and what -- your secret investigations aren't? {`she responded by crossing her arms in return, mostly to not show her that her hands were shaking. she had put so much effort into keeping this secret and then this stranger talks about it as if it was nothing of importance whatsoever. it honestly made her sick to the stomach to learn that there was someone else who knew, especially since she was afraid of being alienated like she had seen other people in her situation become. but then again she didn't quite get that vibe from the other, but she couldn't be too sure. regardless her heart continued to hammer in her chest to the point where it physically hurt } so, what are you planning to do with all that information. i swear to god, if you-- {`she cut herself off mid-sentence, mostly because she didn't have any actual repercussions to threaten her with } ... please don't tell anyone.

[fcxxxgayoon]

{` Leo wondered down the corridor to his class, his books close to his chest. He was mentally preparing himself for the social interaction when he had a rather violent one - by bumping into someone, spilling books everywhere. His first reaction was to help the woman, but he made sure she didn't touch his skin (he pulled his jumper over his hand.) } I'm so sorry... are you okay? {` he extended his hand to help pull her up. }

{`she moved on routine, going from one pre-determined place to another. she knew this route by heart by now, and so she had rendered herself to be far less attentive than she could've been which resulted in quite a shock as she found herself on the floor, her tailbone harassing her with a stinging sensation that traveled throughout her spine. but despite this she wasn't foreign to extreme or excessive pain, so she didn't actually voice it. instead he collected herself into a seated position when she hard a voice and saw a... well, once she followed the extension of the limb she realized it was a hand, and so she gladly accepted his help and got up on her feet } I'm alright, hun. {`she brushed her clothes free from any dust with one hand as she eyed the other student, sorting him into the category of new faces she had yet to learn the name of } How about you and your books? Nothing damaged, I hope.

[teajaylore-blog]

‘You’re appropriating the female body.’ Appropriation is about co-opting someone else’s identity. We’re not doing that. We’re expressing our identity. It is not an act of attempting to emulate or express ourselves as The Other, we are attempting to more accurately and honestly express The Self. We don’t transition into being a new or different person. We become more ourselves. We don’t put on a mask, we take one off. We don’t another cliché metaphor, we just cliché metaphor.

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

Heat waves-

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

This was the most different thing he had ever heard, most of the time his sharp tongue slit peoples throats because their skin was far to thin to handle his honesty. It made him happy, truthfully happily. He couldn’t help but burst into an innocent laughter amused by his own childish antics, the reaction she gave him was too good to resist. He was looking at her differently, a gaze he had never seen before, the different stare that made his heart fall into his stomach. 

A single brow rose as she parted her lips seeing that she was struggling to come up with words, had he made her mad? he hoped not. She was his heaven and the last thing he wanted was for her to close the gates and lock him outside, cold and alone craving for a company that he craved from her so desperately. 

His mouth hung open for a moment, then closing almost as quickly. His tongue starting to tie and his mind starting to whirl not able to think of a single snide thing to say to her. He had kissed… plenty of girls, but he never truly kissed someone. He had never kissed somebody with emotions behind it, only lust and a desire. 

This was different,this was something that struck the playboy into shy child. His cheeks starting to get hot, as his lips curled into an uncontrollable smile, pulling ear to ear with no way to stop it.  

"It would be wrong if you didnt kiss me.”

[fcxxxgayoon]

Out of all the things to exist in the entire world she was quite convinced that there wasn't anything more endearing than seeing the man in front of her with blushed cheeks and a sense of softness she hadn't noticed in him up until now. It was mesmerizing and enticing all at the same time and once he smiled she couldn't help but smile with him, a soft laugh escaping her lips as if she was filled with nothing but joy. Though right now, she was quite sure that was true.

"Oh" she said and let her feet slide from the far edge and instead rest against the bottom of the hot tub, "is that so, hun."

Her heart was beating like a madman when she leaned in closer, slender fingers reaching out to brush along his jawline before she closed her eyes and met his lips with her own, gently sucking onto his bottom one as she got a taste of what to come. For a second she remained like that, lips barely touching as she felt her hot breath collide with his skin, but instead of opening her eyes she took it even further.

With a low hum Gayoon inched a bit closer until their thighs touched which gave her easier access, her second kiss definitely bolder than the first one as she angled her head and gently swept her tongue against his upper lip in the process. She wasn't sure if this was a good idea, but she had rightfully abandoned all doubt long ago and instead let her fingers slide from his jaw to behind his neck, softly allowing them to curl into the hair at the back of his head.

[gayoonss]

[fcxxxgayoon]

[ text ] If you're late by 2 minutes im going to just leave. But try and dress nicely. I have to show you off, okay?

[text] shhh. no need to be impatient, hun. i promise though, so don’t worry.

[text] and woah, hold on a second. as if i ever dress anything but amazingly.

[text] /whoops your ass (with love, i'm no barbarian)

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

Heat waves-

[fcxleejoon-deactivated20140212]

He closed his eyes and lent against her touch, it was calming and very reassuring to his nerves that were getting rather out of hand. He gave a playful pout as she got his face wet and let out a sigh not even able to wipe the water away. But he wouldn’t dare touch it, the warm feeling of her touch still lingered on his cheek. It was nice.

Almost whimpering when she pulled away, her kind gestures were always something he never got enough of. His cheeks only heating up more as she continued to speak. “Beautiful?? I was just being honest..” Nothing about him was beautiful, that was why people always threw him aside, why hasn’t she yet? These weren’t questions he was going to ask, the desire to pick a fight was something he didn’t want, for once.

He rolled his eyes very dramatically when she mentioned makeup. Playfully, he used his hand to splash her— Accidentally in the face, and his features turned more sour. “You look beautiful regardless. You dont need makeup for that. Your blush is…” he hesitated for a split second. “Cute.” mumbling under his breath, these sweet words kept pouring from his mouth like word vomit. 

[fcxxxgayoon]

"Your honesty is beautiful, hun." Her smile widened, seemingly unable to stop it from doing so. Her entire being was lit on fire from within, a happy warmth spreading throughout her body and she just felt so good at this exact moment. Even if Joon didn't see the magic in what he had just said she felt it a thousand times over. Man, she felt like a teenager spending time alone with her first love. It was ridiculously thrilling.

She gasped when she was splashed with water, mouth ajar as she used her fingers to wipe most of it off before lightly punching his shoulder, even if it was more of a pat than everything. And then he just continued to sweep her off her feet -- figuratively speaking of course since she was currently seated. He was the only person she had appeared without make-up in front of in a very long time, so to hear him say that was a blessing in itself.

And of course it only made her blush even richer to the point where her cheeks were burning.

Gayoon had this strange need to come up with something witty or funny or beautiful in return, but she couldn't really form the words that she so desperately wanted to say. Instead her mind was locked on one thing that she couldn't get rid of and it was driving her insane. After looking down for a second she gazed back into his eyes, lips slightly parting as she prepared the question that had to be asked before she went insane, and she wasn't even sure if it was directed at Joon or herself.

"Would it be wrong of me to kiss you right now--"

[fcxxxgayoon]

[ text ] Lets do it tomorrow, alright??? It takes you a day to get ready anyway. So atleast this way their will be no excuses for you to not be ready when i pick you up tomorrow-- Is 6 okay?

[text] watch out, we’ve got a time optimist over here.

[text] i’ll make sure to be fashionably on time just for you, hun.

[text] and 6 is okay ~ i’ll be waiting.

[fcxxxgayoon]

[ text ] Do you uhm... wanna go to the festival thing with me. We have to attend at least once, and you were the first to come to mind.

[text] the festival? absolutely, hun ♥

[text] today or tomorrow? i’m free whenever.