[fearitscelf]

Hey there! You’re welcome to call me Cay. :) This blog is a private and independent multi-muse feat. an original character and muses from Disney films, Downton Abbey, Once Upon a Time, Pride & Prejudice, Supergirl, The Walking Dead, and more. Here you will find many different verses as the majority of my muses are heavily canon divergent. I kindly ask you to read my rules prior to following or interacting. ♡

IMPORTANT ACTIVITY NOTE: I work full-time and have a chronic illness. If my replies are slow both to threads or instant messages, please understand it’s most likely due to my work load but more so my illness. My lack of responses does not mean I’m not interested in writing with you. My health is making it difficult to focus on the quality of the replies I aim to put out. 

[fearitscelf]

OOC: Moving blogs to start fresh since it’s been a minute... 

... so feel free to message me if you’d like the new blog. I’ll check this periodically. :)

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Book Posters : Pride And Prejudice

“We are all fools in love.”

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sonofthedarkone​:

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Emma couldn’t help but smile against his lips from the compliment he had given her. They had both been fools-- fools in love, perhaps, but fools nonetheless. They were finally together and Emma had never felt a joy like this before. As he moved in closer to her, Emma’s arms tightened around him, her legs parting even further to make it comfortable. “Neal...”

[fearitscelf]

It’s been 84 years since I was last here it feels like... Man, I miss the old days. 

How is everyone? 

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sonofthedarkone​:

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Whatever pain Emma felt didn’t last long for it was almost as if her mind, body, and soul craved his very touch. She was a woman with no regrets and yet if she had any, it was that their time arguing from their very first introduction. Oh! How much time together in private they would have had they gotten better acquainted instead of pride and prejudice getting in their way. Emma pulled back and gasped as she cupped his cheek. No pain coursing through her but pleasure now. “I-- Neal, you’re so... wonderful.” Emma laughed at how she sounded before kissing him. "I need you closer." 

[fearitscelf]

HEY YOU GUYSSSSS!!!

It’s absolutely crazy how I haven’t been here in six months. Work and health issues have taken a severe toll on me that I just can’t write on here like I used too. I’m going to try to change that though because there are threads I would hate to drop, but I do a lot of my writing on Discord. For people who have missed me and want to reconnect, let me know if discord is better suited for you and send me a message. I’m going to try and be on here more. Maybe once a week or something that’s reasonable given all that’s going on.

I may or may not drop all threads or some just to make it easier on me. I’ll be sure to reach out to everyone to connect and ask if they would like to keep a thread or start over.

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Emma couldn’t even think of what words she could use to describe how it felt to hear her name fall from his lips while in the throes of passion. Part of her couldn’t believe that they were doing this-- that she was finally happy by following the desires of her own heart and not of others. Once she felt him fully dive into her, the two now confined to one more than ever, Emma couldn’t help but gasp against him as her fingers buried into his back. “Oh, Neal...” The sound of lightning and the rain around them growing even more powerful.

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There was no going back now for the two of them. She knew by those in her circle that intimacy outside the bonds of marriage was something that could bring about great scandal. Why was there such judgement about it? If it’s build on love and love alone, surely there was nothing but good that came with it? Perhaps this would be the greatest mistake of her life, but Emma didn’t dare dwell on that now. She loved the man who had become one with her. She wanted a life with him even if word somehow got out of their time in an abandoned building and the scandal it would surely bring. No. No… Whatever happened after this moment would be worth it. As soon as he became one with her, Emma pulled back and gasped, smiling up at him. “Neal…” They were well-acquainted to be on a first name basis now. She smiled, seizing his lips in a passionate kiss, holding him close.

[fearitscelf]

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Emma couldn’t help but smile at that for she had never experienced such a compliment before. When compliments were said towards her, they were usually forced given the custom of what their shared titles were and their daily lives were like. Constant balls, luncheons, and any other gathering had gentlemen being respectable towards her. Nothing ever felt genuine when said to her and for the first time ever, Emma knew Neal was every bit romantic as he was genuine. Smiling up at him, Emma cupped his cheek. Nothing separated them now. As her other leg joined the leg that was already around hooked around him, Emma nodded, indicating she was ready before kissing him deeply. 

[fearitscelf]

So... it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on my indie. My health has been getting worst slowly with more flare ups and things, so I’m afraid I’m going to have to drop threads or start fresh with people. If I end up dropping a thread with you, please don’t take anything personally. I’m just not in a good space to keep all of my threads going right now. 

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@bchemianrhapscdy replied to your post: 

Would love to have you back and continue out things <3

Ah! Yes! <3 I will definitely be answering what I owe you soon. I’m so happy you’re still interested. 

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sonofthedarkone​:

Emma couldn’t believe they were in this position. From despising him one minute to longing for him the next, she knew they were about to cross that line that two people not united in marriage should cross. There was bound to be scandal if news of this went public, but Emma didn’t care about her reputation right now. All that mattered was the man she had loved from the beginning only to think it were feelings full of hatred. She watched as he removed his final piece of clothing and see him fully naked as well made her blush. She had never seen a man completely bare before, and the young woman believed it wouldn’t be the last time either. “So you keep telling me, Mr. Cassidy.” Emma smiled up at him as she pressed her cheek more into his hand. She took this time to hook one of her legs around his waist and kissed him. 

[fearitscelf]

I don’t know who is still reading my posts, but hello! I know I vanished for 3 months and I do apologize for that. My health has been causing me a lot of issues, and I’m working a ton to help with the medical costs of things, but I still intend on coming back. I will understand if people wish to drop things because of my sudden disappearance, but please know that I will get to everything I owe when I can. You’re all the best. Thank you for being patient writing partners. 

xoxo - casey

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Emma laughed and shook her head before looking over her left shoulder at him. “I can handle the concrete for I know being uncomfortable will be well worth it. I can’t wait another moment to be with you.” She bit her lip and smiled, blushing as she felt her corset come undone. Her hands gripped the garment and she tossed it aside as she turned around to face him. Her eyes widened as she took in his physique and smiled before pulling him towards her to steal a kiss before stepping back. She took hold of his hand and lead him further inside the abandoned building they were in. She wasn’t nervous for him to see her without clothes and yet she took a deep breath as she removed the final article of clothing. She pulled her chemise up and over her head and threw it to the side before sprawling herself out to the ground below.  | cont. from here

[herestoimagination]

She did it. She saved you.

[fearitscelf]

in-a-world-of-my-own-creation​:

Erik let his eyes linger on her as she spoke, grateful for the truth in her words. But for Raoul to suffer so after his leaving of their lives – well, he supposed he couldn’t blame the other on his distress. Was he not also another prayed upon by the all feared Opera Ghost? “A poor man’s choice of comfort when he has a wife such as you. But as it is clear I’m to blame, I can only offer an apology. It was never my intention to cause you any further pain. I’m sure you’re doing what you can, though as I expect, you love him still regardless. However, you must make decisions best for yourself. Yet, I have no right to provide advice, for I remain the one who nearly tore you from him.”

Forcing Christine to choose, to marry him or Raoul should die, what kind of life was that to live? Even if she came to be the very reason he managed to carry on. She said she’d love to see him however. Love. It wasn’t his to have sine he was a small child. “Then I will be at you side whenever,” he promised, surprised to find her hand reaching for his. Her soft skin couldn’t be felt beneath the glove, but he still remembered her touch upon his face and kiss she gave him. “I’m not the best company, I’m sure. But I do hope we can speak more often, without the pretense of the Angel of Music you once held so dear. If you can except me just as Erik.”

Christine gave Erik a sympathetic smile and nodded. “I will not deny that you did horrible things... but I can sympathize with you and understand why you did. You lived a horrible life, Erik. Your family gave you up and people ridiculed you for your deformity-- I, I can’t imagine what that would feel like for someone who never felt love a day in their life.” Years ago his actions towards her and others frightened her and while she could never ignore his actions, Christine knew at the core that he cared a great deal for her. 

She smiled at his words for she didn’t believe him. “That’s nonsense, you know. I don’t believe you’re not the best company. In fact, you’re more than that to me.” Was that a confession of love? A mistake that she should not have said? Christine wasn’t sure... but she knew her admiration for him grew. “I wouldn’t want you to be anymore than yourself, Erik. I don’t want the Angel of Music in my company. I-- I want you.”