It's been hard for the both of us, and I just couldn't face you after the words I said to you. I have to much guilt, and I wanna apoligise.I miss you.. So much. I don't know how to explain how much I miss you. I didn't mean those words I spoke, I didn't ment to hurt you. I'm sorry, and I know you won't forgive me at all. I'm worthless right now, now knowing what to do, just staring at the broken picture, lying on the ground on my floor. Tears dripping on it.. I'm hopeless without you. I'm no one, I'm just another fool without you. Harry, please.. Let me explain. I was stressed, I was pissed of by everyone who judged me. I was tired, of every single thing. I just needed to put my anger out, and it was the most stupid thing I ever have done in my life.. Oh, I wished it wasn't me that has lost you. I want you back, not because you were my best friend, because you were the only that was keeping my on the both of my feet. Keeping that bright smile on my face, keeping my butterflies flying. I have never told you this before.. but.. I love you, Harry. Not only a little, a lot, a damn lot. I know, it's sounds strange, but I needed to tell you before I ever get you back, well.. I wish. I just wanted to let you know, I want you back, not only as my best friend, more.. Harry. I miss your perfect smile, your amazing personality, your bear hugs, your lovely compliments, your adorable cheering up moments.. I just want you, only you. But.. nothing last forever.. right? I just dream that you come to my door, knock, and forgive me. I wished I didn't excist sometimes, my heart is yours, forever and ever.
For one last time, I love you, Harry Styles. Come back to me, please.. Yours forever, Ludriana.
