BLACKBIRD

ind. simon lewis written by Ollie private & exclusive exclusively book canon And I don't feel nothing at all

[fedsacred]

Hello,

This is a late post I’m aware, but at the time I was running out the door to catch my bus for work, but this post needed to be made.

To any poc I have ever hurt, I apologize. I understand that I will never understand any oppression that you go through on a daily bases, and I apologize for having ever contributed to it. I apologize for any messages I have ever worded poorly and been offensive with any racist undertones or racist in general, and I am attempting to be better in this aspect. The blame is on me, entirely, and I’m sorry about that. I do not ask anyone to teach me or tell me, that’s not your job to do so, I simply want to apologize for ever doing it to people and I will be better about it. I also understand if there’s no second chance from people, you don’t owe me anything and I’m not asking, I’m simply saying I’m sorry for any wrong I have ever done to you.

Specifically to anny ( @inheriteds​ )  - I apologize for hurting you, I apologize for everything. I truly believe that the messages in your inbox have crossed many lines and that you deserve none of that. Even after the conversation we had I never thought poorly of you, and honestly never considered us as ex-friends. I completely understand, though, and do not expect any kindness in return.

To the anons in anny’s inbox - I have never once condoned anything you’ve said to her or even talked to you or encouraged those messages, and I’m ashamed of you. Hate, especially in the form of calling someone a terrorist simply because of their race, is never an option and never okay.

To anyone that I’ve ever made uncomfortable for muses/aus/etc. - I am also sorry. This was petty of me and I cannot say anything but I’m sorry, it was petty and wrong of me to do such a thing.

I know I cannot talk for Jojo, and so I won’t, but please understand that right now she is currently unable to be here to speak for herself due to very personal reasons (I don’t even have access to talk to her) but as soon as she can there will be a post.

Sincerely,

Ollie

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like  all  herondales   ,    their  ability  to  love  without  measure   ,    without  end   ,    is  both  their  greatest  gift      &&      their  greatest  curse.

HERONDALES: A FAMILY AFTER THE FIRE.

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Simon: It's really muggy outside, isn't it?

Jace: If I look out the window to see all the mugs on the lawn, I will murder you.

Simon: [sips coffee from a bowl]

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Simon: *does something stupid* I hope no one saw me do that

Also Simon: *texting everyone he knows and updating his status* Listen to what I just did!

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is lowkey burping a baby werewolf when simon walks in

                 It’s a sight he’ll never actually tire of, watching his husband holding their son, patting his back. Actually it doesn’t matter what he’s doing with their children, just watching him be a father is heart melting enough.  These moments are precious and limited when it comes to time, so Simon wants to burn the image into his head. Instead he quietly pulls out his phone and snaps a photo of it before then quietly crossing to them and leaning in to peck Jace on the lips.

               “Is he being good for you?” he asks quietly, “and where’s David?”

@bledsacred

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demidivine replied to your post: daddy ;)

lowkey wonders who gave you children….

...well. The clave, life, y’know...yeah.

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daddy ;)

“…this is why the kids call me Papa isn’t it.”

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demidivine replied to your post: demidivine replied to your post: ...

thank raziel

:|

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bledsacred replied to your post: demidivine replied to your post: ...

he already dads ime

...I thought that was me?

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demidivine replied to your post: also if your muse has a single fatherly bone in...

i am not dadding u simon

...good I didn’t want you to anyways.

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also if your muse has a single fatherly bone in him...

Simon does not have a dad. please come dad him.

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offer  your  BODY  as  a  burning  building  without  fire  escapes.      i  want  to  FEEL  you  like  the  lifelines  on  the  palms  of  CHRIST  when  the  n a i l s  went  through.   //    ind.  priv.  excl.  book  based.  penned  by  jojo.

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Avatar your muse!

tagged by: @bledsacred & @hnikarr tagging: whoever wants to do it! It’s kinda fun.

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THE MUSHY PART

honestly, i was really nervous to remake this blog. i didn’t know if people would want to see me back, and i didn’t know if i’d catch flack for paying negative attention to whatever the show’s doing. but i missed jace a lot, so i decided to give it a go. i’ve been absolutely amazed at how people have welcomed me back, and at how many people i hadn’t talked to before are welcoming me in as well. it’s made it such a great experience to write jace again, && reminded me why i loved this blog so much in the first place. i want to thank everyone for that, it honestly means the world.

A SPECIAL THANK YOU

@@fedsacred, @arcanas / @labgone, @malignified / @bravingskies, @dawnbrought / @whpbrn / @lovetouched, @halfhell, @ignte, @icheros, @godleir, @kolhearted, @silverwilled, @arcusignis, @thelittleqveen, @savedmagic, @mindafraid, @humxnatheart, @remembcr, @uneasylies, @yourhotaunt, @ensavaged, @misterodent / @sylphboned, @edensin, @angelruined, @cluefound, @variforme / @deiforme / @lawdefined, @veracitic, @enseraphic, @persevereds, @glacialborne, @hiddensteel, @alleyspat, @vasilyevna, @healingair, @clansmart, @goldenngore, @goldtinged, @hnikarr, @ragwulf, @meticia, @volchista, @hischair, @bowstruck, @seraphsprite, @seraphsang, @lightxwoods, @urulxce / @oathbrcken, @bleusilk, @mysterynerd, @mysterysolved, @toxinlove, @atrophicflesh, @starhaze, @healglow, @vainlydeath, @erchommai, @daayaan

[vaememes]

° • ? ( QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

❛ What are you doing? ❜ ❛ Where are you going? ❜ ❛ Where are you taking me? ❜ ❛ How is that working out for you? ❜ ❛ Is everything okay? ❜ ❛ Why are you acting like this? ❜ ❛ You think I would lie to you? ❜ ❛ Are you telling the truth? ❜ ❛ Are you sure you want to do this? ❜ ❛ This is your bright idea of a plan? ❜ ❛ What else do you want me to do? ❜ ❛ What else can I do? ❜ ❛ What do you think I should do? ❜ ❛ What makes you think that? ❜ ❛ Who told you that? ❜ ❛ Who are you? ❜ ❛ Why are you here? ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ How come you ever asked me? ❜ ❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜ ❛ Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? ❜ ❛ Why is it so hard for you to see that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ What don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ Are you joking? ❜ ❛ Did I miss anything? ❜ ❛ You don’t remember? ❜ ❛ Did you really say all that stuff about me? ❜ ❛ Did you think I would forget? ❜ ❛ How can you sit there and say that? ❜ ❛ How do you even sleep at night? ❜ ❛ Are you coming or not? ❜ ❛ Am I the only one freaked out right now? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜ ❛ Who did this to you? ❜ ❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜ ❛ Is it just me or are you, like, ignoring me? ❜ ❛ You want me to apologize for something you did? ❜ ❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜ ❛ Aren’t you the one who said it though? ❜ ❛ So, you don’t like me like that? ❜ ❛ Where do we go from here? ❜ ❛ Are you being serious right now? ❜ ❛ How was I supposed to know that? ❜ ❛ Oh, is that a challenge? ❜ ❛ Are you flirting with me? ❜ ❛ Are you going to let me go now? ❜ ❛ Are we done now? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t just ask me? ❜ ❛ You’re going to believe them over me? ❜ ❛ How can possibly think that? ❜ ❛ Did you even miss me? ❜ ❛ Did anyone even notice that I was gone? ❜ ❛ Why do you go around and kiss everyone? ❜ ❛ Did you kill them? ❜ ❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Are you having doubts? ❜ ❛ Why haven’t you been at school/work? ❜ ❛ Is there something going on that you need to tell me? ❜ ❛ You said you wanted to talk? ❜ ❛ What am I supposed to do? ❜ ❛ What did you expect to happen? ❜ ❛ How long you think you can keep this act up? ❜ ❛ You don’t like me? Do you? Like in a more than a friend way? ❜ ❛ Is that what everyone is saying now? ❜ ❛ Who do I remind you of? ❜ ❛ Are you hungry? Want to go get something to et? ❜ ❛ Are you drunk? ❜ ❛ Are you lost? ❜ ❛ What’s so great about any of that anyway? ❜ ❛ Are you even listening to yourself? ❜ ❛ What are you going to do about it, huh? ❜ ❛ What are you staring at? ❜ ❛ What are you doing out here? ❜ ❛ Why did you call the police? ❜ ❛ Wait, do you hear that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you tell me anything? ❜ ❛ Hey, did you get me anything? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t you come over last night? ❜ ❛ What did you find out? ❜ ❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜ ❛ Are you throwing rocks at my window? ❜ ❛ Are you crying? ❜ ❛ What are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Do you not understand the word no? ❜ ❛ Is that it? Is that all? ❜ ❛ Are you in some kind of trouble? ❜ ❛ Yeah, but, you have me. So why bother? ❜ ❛ What’s love got to do with it? ❜ ❛ This is where we kiss, right? ❜ ❛ Do you ever not just only think about yourself? ❜ ❛ Are going to leave me again? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong with that? ❜ ❛ Do you have anything you need to say to me? ❜ ❛ I think I’m going to puke. Is there a trash can in here? ❜ ❛ You really don’t know why I’m mad at you? ❜ ❛ Why do you treat me like I’m not important to you? ❜ ❛ Why are you telling me this? ❛ Are you ready? ❜ ❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜ ❛ I thought this is what you wanted? ❜ ❛ Where do you think you’re going with this? ❜ ❛ You’re just going to leave? ❜ ❛ Do you trust me? ❜ ❛ You love me? Or you think you love me? ❜ ❛ When will it ever stop? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’ll ever go away? ❜ ❛ What are you doing this weekend? ❜ ❛ You called for back up? ❜ ❛ What did I just witness? ❜ ❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜ ❛ Have you ever thought it? ❜ ❛ Are you wearing a wire? ❜ ❛ Is there something wrong? ❜ ❛ Is it something I said or something I did? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong? I thought that it was okay? ❜ ❛ Are you going to hold that against me forever? ❜ ❛ So, tell me, what else is new? ❜ ❛ You never actually cared, did you? ❜ ❛ You went to a party without me? ❜ ❛ Why wasn’t I invited? ❜ ❛ Do you think that’s a little fucked up? ❜ ❛ Oh, so you do speak? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’s really worth it in the end? ❜ ❛ How many more times do I have to tell you? ❜ ❛ You didn’t think that it would bother me? ❜

[sangauri-blog]

Aside from his own bed and in Jace’s arms Simon’s best sleep is had on a train. Like its almost like instead if getting in the car and driving around the block until Simon fell asleep as a child his father got on the subway and just rode it until he was asleep. That’s not really what happened but it’s such a natural place for him it’s like he’s been sleeping there since he was tiny.

[fedsacred]

when u finally transfer ur 2400+ photos from disney and it’s taking like 13 minutes but you’re super excited because for using a phone? there are some really good shots.