Feedist Confessions

Confessions about Feedism submitted by Feedists. Confessions sent via 'fanmail' will be discarded. **Disclaimer: All views expressed in confessions here are those of the people submitting and do not necessarily reflect my views. They are posted here with the hope that any confession, positive or negative, may spark a discussion and/or encourage the visibility of feedism and that doing so is a damned good idea.** If you don't know what feedism is, we welcome you to explore it! If you aren't into it, more power to you but you should probably go elsewhere. And thinspo blogs can fuck the hell right off.

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CPAP Bills, organized by Megin

Shawn's insurance said they would help cover the cost of his CPAP machine, which he desperately needs. He has… Megin Oliver needs your support for CPAP Bills

My boyfriend has a deviated septum and he can’t breathe when he sleeps. He needs a CPAP but his insurance, which was supposed to help with the cost, is only covering $6.40 a month. We did not know this until today, because we had not yet received a bill. Now, my boyfriend owes nearly $1000 and they are demanding $660. Frankly, we don’t have either amount. So we are trying to raise money. If you can help, that’s great, even if it’s just sharing the story. Thank you.

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Sorry to share this again, but we are pretty desperate. Also, I want to thank those who’ve donated and shared the story. THANK YOU.

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My boyfriend is $58 dollars from the goal and, after this big bill is paid, he'll only be $18 from owning his CPAP outright, which we can manage. So good news all around. Thanks to those who've donated or shared the story!

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CPAP Bills, organized by Megin

Shawn's insurance said they would help cover the cost of his CPAP machine, which he desperately needs. He has… Megin Oliver needs your support for CPAP Bills

My boyfriend has a deviated septum and he can’t breathe when he sleeps. He needs a CPAP but his insurance, which was supposed to help with the cost, is only covering $6.40 a month. We did not know this until today, because we had not yet received a bill. Now, my boyfriend owes nearly $1000 and they are demanding $660. Frankly, we don’t have either amount. So we are trying to raise money. If you can help, that’s great, even if it’s just sharing the story. Thank you.

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Food banks sound alarm on child hunger as Covid crisis drags on

One county in Massachusetts has experienced a projected 168 percent increase in child hunger since 2018.

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On December 11 Harley lost his vision quite suddenly. He had been previously diagnosed with chronic kidney disease and was 2 weeks away from his next round of blood work. Unfortunately, high blood pressure caused a hemorrhage behind his eyes and his retinas detached. The ophthalmologist that saw him at the ER said it’s not likely that he will regain his vision. I was pretty freaked out, to be honest, and the first few hours of Harley reacting to it were awful. But within a few hours of being back home from the ER he figured out how to find his food, water, litter, and boxes. My heart leaped this morning when he jumped up on my rather high bed to climb into his most favorite box. Animals are amazing. Harley is a blind icon of 2020 I didn’t know I needed.  I’m raising funds to help pay back Harley’s friends that are letting me charge this emergency visit and his follow up visit to their credit card, in addition to whatever is needed to treat his condition and give him the best life with whatever time he’s got left. Any significant overages will go to supporting other animals in need.

Fundraiser by Tiffany Ten : Help Harley heal! (via candy--heart)

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A reminder that if public schools shut down, millions of children will lose their access to some of the only meals they receive each day. Food banks will become more important, and I’ve learned the best way to help is not to donate your spare canned goods, it’s to donate money.

— Clint Smith (@ClintSmithIII)

March 9, 2020

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If you want your confession anonymous, that’s fine, but follow the guidelines on how to do that ON THE SUBMIT PAGE.

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Thanks folks,

Zee Mod.

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I want my belly to be her project. The thing she cares most about. The thing she checks on multiple times a day to make sure it’s growing. I want her to know that every pound I gain is because of her. It may be on my body, but it’s her fat belly.

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I have a high school reunion coming up next month and literally the only reason I will attend is to see which girls from back then have gotten fatter over the years.

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I’m conflicted.

I’m a feeder, through and through. Feedism, weight gain, and fat worship are the major aspects of my sexuality.

My partner isn’t into feedism whatsoever- mostly due to their very strict food restrictions due to allergies and illness, which means eating just isn’t a joyful experience.

They’ve recently gained a significant amount of weight in a short amount of time, as they’ve gained 1/3 of their (already very high) starting weight at this point. Clothes strain against their body, or pop and tear at the seams. Their footsteps shake the house. Their cheeks and double chin are so hot that get turned just watching them speak. Their arms are so soft and supple that I get turned on watching them gesture or reach for something. I just enjoy every once of their weight gain, and would happily welcome more.

They’re more or less indifferent to it- while they still mostly love their body as much as ever, they’re frustrated that they don’t fit into their old clothing, unless it’s extremely stretchy.

While I find myself turned on by my partners weight gain beyond anything I’ve ever experienced, I desperately wish they could enjoy it as much as I do. Food just isn’t a joyful thing for them, so their weight gain is happenstantial.

I feel a lot of dissonance- I feel guilty being so turned on by something they feel nothing for. But, I also can’t just not engage with the dominant aspect of my sexuality, when every physical attribute of theirs turns me on- especially as they continue to gain weight.

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I feel most alive when I binge on 4 McDoubles late at night as I fantasize about maybe one day becoming a superchub. I hope to take the plunge one day.

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Tags

When you submit confessions, I have a list of tags that can be chosen. They’re there to help people find confessions that relate to that tag.

Lately, people have been choosing all the tags even when they don’t relate.

It’s fucking annoying.

I get why people do it…trying for more hits, more likes, more interaction. I get it. But it’s fucking annoying.

When someone does this, I just delete all their tags. Their confessions can sink into the abyss. 

Fine by me.

If the same people keep doing it, I’m just going to block them. 

There’s no damned sense in making confessions confusing with the wrong tags or in giving me extra work.

Just a heads up. You’ve been warned.

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There was a guy in my school who was pretty fat, my friends were always like “Hey, I bet you have a crush on so and so (another guy who happened to be buff) too!” But really I just wanted to be with the fat guy… my dreams pretty much every night would be about him. We’re both now 23, he’s my boyfriend, and he’s 370lbs. I love him to bits… He’s soft and squishy and he loves me back… And we go to a buffet at least 4 times a week! Our goal is 430lbs by Christmas!

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TW: Mention of Disordered Eating/Fat Shame

I’ve been looking at a lot of feedism blogs/porn and being incredibly turned on from it recently. But I’m so self conscious about gaining weight. Half of me wants to be 200 pounds, and half of me is horrified of being over 130. Family members point it out when I’ve started to gain, and it shamed me into starving myself. I hope someday I won’t have such an anxiety about restricting my diet and can eat what I want, as much as I want, having my clothes become too tight, and feeling my weight as I walk and move around

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My favorite fantasy (and ultimate goal) is to be married to a massively fat bride. I often fantasize about waiting at the altar for my bride to make her entrance, for her to appear in the double-wide doorway, nearly taking it up entirely. She then gracefully waddles down the aisle, her hips nearly (or actually) grazing the pews on each side of the aisle. I Imagine many hushed reactions from family members and friends that haven’t seen her in awhile, reacting to just how fat she had become- much fatter than even the recent engagement photos. Her dress, even though we planned to size up ahead of time and order stretchy fabric, strains against her sizable figure.

I lift up her veil to see her round, gorgeous face beaming with happiness. We kiss and seal our fate together. My beautiful, enormous, perpetually growing feedee is now my partner for life, and I couldn’t possibly be more happy, proud, or turned on!

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If you want your confession anonymous, that’s fine, but follow the guidelines on how to do that ON THE SUBMIT PAGE.

If you’re old enough to submit, then you’re old enough to read HOW TO SUBMIT.

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Also, completely separately: Someone else submitted today and the confession is negative toward feedism. I get the feeling you were not trying to make it that way or I wouldn’t be bothering here. I just want you to re-think what you submitted and maybe phrase things a little less negatively.  It’s okay to talk about negative experiences you’ve had with the kink; I don’t mean it that way. You just can’t be crappy toward feedism (even on accident).

Unfortunately, I cannot write to either of the people who submitted today as they’re both marked adult. So here we are. If you think it’s you and you submitted today, the ball’s in your court.

Thanks folks,

Zee Mod.

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You can submit your confession here. If you want your submissions to be totally anonymous, that is fine, but you should log out of tumblr (or just not be logged in to begin with) and then use a fake...

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Feel free to submit. Remember: one confession per submission. Don’t misuse tags. Be nice about feedism and feedists.