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Dusk

He asks, “Where is he?”

She replies, “He ran away with the woman he met in here. I didn’t know he was having an affair with her. He even had a wife back in home country. They are around 60 years old. He once had left here and came back to see her again. He’s a bad man.”

He says, “Wow, they are having a love of dusk.”

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Hate

She thinks, “They think I don’t know what they are saying about me bcause they are whispering with their own laguage. Yea I can’t understand what they say but I can feel it. I’m not a fool. Every time they whisper or talk loud, I can feel how they are looking at me. There is a hate in it. I’m not sure why these 2 old women hate me. I’m old woman too like them. I’m just from different country. But…

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Hi

It’s almost time. She is walking. She finds him from quite far distance. He finds her too. He waves his right hand big to her with a big smile.

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Support

He says, “Please tell me you believe me.” She replies, “I believe you.”

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Pretend

He wants to ask who she met yesterday but he doesn’t ask her. She replies coldly. He feels the indifference from her words. His compressed mouth slightly trembles. He talks to her. He pretends that everything is fine. He pretends that everything is same as before. He wants to believe it even if he knows that she is not same girl as she was before. He tries to find reason to make another date next…

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Training Day

He murmurs while exercising, “I’m stronger. I have high stamina. I’m healthy. I’m getting stronger. My muscle is getting stronger. My stamina is increasing. My body is full of energy. I can do this forever.”

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Everything

You didn’t seem reluctant when I went closer to you. You were slowly accepting me step by step. At least, I felt in that way. I’ve had imagined that moment endless times. You were pretty when you hesitate to show your everything. You tried to hide it at first but I knew you were gonna open your heart to me. When you finally showed me your everything, I thought of someone else. I thought of her…

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Forgetting

I always wanted to be with her. She was looking at me in my dream last night. I couldn’t be brave to forget her. I trace my memory. Her every little movements are shortened. She is getting blurry. It is slowly fading away from memory. My figure that was only looking at you will soon naturally disappear like I forget my dream tomorrow.

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When He Loved Me

When He Loved Me

I knew he loved me. I don’t know why he loved me. But I knew he would do anything for me. He only followed me. I liked how he was looking at me with his big eyes when I easily got mad at him. I irritated him. He didn’t know what to do when I was like that. I used his love to make him do as I said. I thought he will always love me. He listened to me a lot. He tried to say something but he was too…

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Compliment

She said to him, “You are cute.”

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Younger Brother

Father orders his oldest son to hit his second oldest son’s head with hammer. Father pricks his son’s side face and side neck with sharp stick. The youngest son did something wrong. The oldest son hit his younger brother’s head with hammer. He does but father is not satisfied, so father stops his moves and glares him. Father pricks his first son’s neck and head more. The first son blames his…

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Hurting

“Do you hear from people that you talk much? You talk too much. Stop talking meaningless stuff.” “I just feel comfortable with you.” “If you don’t want to be uncomfortable with me, stop talking now.” After a silent moment. “I’m so sorry I talked like that to you. I felt like I was getting swamped to your words and questions. I overreacted.” “It’s okay. Since you leave sooner than I thought, I…

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Coma

He is waiting at the airport gate 71A. The boarding time is up but staff announces that entering will be delayed because of maintenance. After 10 minutes, the staff announces good news that they are ready. He enters into airplane, and he takes sleeping pill as soon as he takes a sit. Then he listen to music that he has memory with her. The one song is set to play over and over. Tears fall from…

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Line

I’m not sure if we are just friend or what. The way you look at me confuses me. Please tell me. What are we?

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Stop

I’m not a perfect person. I can’t be the person you want me to be. You know it. Please stop this. Look at my face. I’m just a lonely person like others. I’m not your such thing as destiny.

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Hard Time in Life

Hard Time in Life

I wanted to reset my life. I believed I can just cleanse the past painful memory. I wanted to abandon everything and restart my life. I did it. But what I abandoned was the bond. I cut out the connection with people who I should appreciate them. I should have stood in pain until it pass, but I ran away from everyone.

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Ideal Type

A man who is almost 50 years old found his ideal type of woman at mart. She is standing near entrance door. She is wearing a black beret and round glassses that fit well with her big round eyes. Without even noticing himself, he is standing in front of her. She found him. She grins little bit. He tries to keep calm. He says, “You are my type. I couldn’t just pass you by. Can I buy you a coffee?”…

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