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I know you miss him.
Your body misses him too.
"You can miss something and also choose not to have it in your life anymore", at least that's what I tell myself every night.
I feel relieved too, less anxious, more in tune with myself.
It's like a drug, it's not good for you but you just can't seem to let go.
I need to let go.
06/06/2026
I never wrote about him, nothing, not a single phrase thinking about how much I loved him even though I really did with all my heart, maybe it was a sign, only that I came to the conclusion that I've always ignored them.
Me acostumbré tanto a dar excusas y explicar cada movimiento que hago con todos los argumentos posibles para evitar una pelea que incluso ahora que él no está sigo haciéndolo en mi cabeza.
ah i’d sit beside it forever... quietly loving it, gently watering it, and making sure it never felt alone 🥺
ah i’d sit beside it forever... quietly loving it, gently watering it, and making sure it never felt alone 🥺
And I'm never gonna love again.
Trying to help someone who doesn't want to be helped... It's agony for me, but ineed to understand that maybe it's my help they don't want.
I don't know, I don't think it's something about me, I don't think there's anything wrong with me but I sometimes wonder, what are they really looking for then?
I don't want them to feel hopeless, because there is hope.
I just really hope they can find it too.
I'm feeling fragmented, not entirely broken but marked.
The scars are deep enough to recognize, deep enough to feel their presence every day as a reminder of something that hurt you... something that was taken away from you and will never return.
"Scars are a sign of resilience" they say, something that maybe was meant to shatter you in a million pieces but instead it left a mark. A weight you'll carry forever. Your own private kind of burden, the kind that is invisible and nonexistent to other people's eyes but yours.
Sometimes I look at people and I wonder if they feel that way too.
Trauma.
I don't always write about mine, I often write about the consequences of it but I try not to dive deep into it.
Is it fear? Is it denial?
Even so, I cannot deny the weight it has on me, it made me the person that I am today. Far away from perfect.
Lately, I’ve caught myself wondering whether If i am a good person.
Not because I seek recognition, but because I need to be better. I'm afraid to be infected, infected with the same disease that lived in the blood of the those who wronged me.
I don't know if it makes sense... it probably won't, but it feels true.
Who am I?
Am I even a real person?
I feel like I have no identity, as if I am nothing but a mere recollection of what could've been. As if I didn't get the chance to be anything else.
Pain.
I fear pain will always be a huge part of me, pain drives me in some way or another, as if all my decisions and mistakes are a consequence of trying not to suffer anymore.
But who am I without that pain? I've known it my whole life, like some kind of melancholic and perpetual homebody living inside of me. Coexisting, always silent.
I hope that someday, I can become something else.
Rolling Stone has named 'folklore' as the 5th greatest album of the 21st century so far!
(January 10, 2025)
"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have
how is it 10 pm
What a truly mind blowing thing you’ve turned The Eras Tour Concert Film into. I’ve been watching videos of you guys in the theaters dancing and prancing and recreating choreography, creating inside jokes, casting spells, getting engaged, and just generally creating the exact type of joyful chaos we’re known for 😇 One of my favorite things you’ve done was when you supported Cruel Summer SO much, I ended up starting The Eras Tour show with it. For old times sake, I’m releasing the live audio from the tour so we can all shriek it in the comfort of our homes and cars PLUS a brand new remix by LP Giobbi 😜 Thank you, so much, forever, wow, just thank you!!! https://taylor.lnk.to/thecruelestsummer
