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1991 ig: quietother

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today / last night

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the one i wrote about

[tasteslikesalt]

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about to get into the cool water that i have filled my tub with, to enjoy a bath with the door open while music plays from my stereo, just down the hall.

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i have a dress that i want to wear, but anywhere i go i would feel very conspicuously overdressed

[thomasmartinnutt]

Olafur Eliasson. Moonlight Lifetime, 2019

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a shallow book case, a wooden cabinet for shoe storage, maybe some kind of bench. a long and narrow sideboard. black wooden dining chairs

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being vulnerable is a pleasurable pain

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i want to give you relief and peace, security, something to feel certain about. i try to be steady because i am holding all of these desires. the wind blows and erases a little more dust from my past

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i do sit here and wonder how much power i still have, in the places where i once recognised it

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my psychiatrist said we only need to meet once a month now.

i didn't disagree, or feel one way or the other about it other than that it seems to be a recognition of having reached some kind of plateau

[venusimleder]

D La Repubblica, March 2000.

Ph. Max Cardelli

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