Name: "Felix" | Age: 30 | Pronouns: he/they | Starsign: Aquarius | Timezone: NZST | James Kin | Sirius Kin | Reg Kin
I'm just a random ND guy who doesn't know how to be a person, but is trying anyway. I write (currently Marauders fanfics, because that's where the dopamine lives) read, and have been known to RP from time to time ( 1x1, CCxCC on discord is where it's at)
Okay, actually I lied about the writing. I hoard wips on Elipsus and then forget to finish them or post them anywhere. I'm working on it, I promise.
âFandomsâ
This is primarily a Marauders blog, but I also fuck with: AFTG | Les Mis | MXTX | AOT | BSD | Danmei in general | Excuse me while I forget every other piece of media...
I wish I had enough followers that I could say some shit like "jegulus find each other in every universe but they don't love each other in every universe" and like, 23 people say "real".
Contrary to popular belief, I don't think Andrew would let Neil go before/after his graduation. Firstly, it doesn't make sense. At the end of TKM, andreil established that they are not nothing. Going back to square one makes no sense.
Secondly, I doubt Andrew even has the ability to let his people go. When Neil wanted to break their deal, Andrew desperately tried to find something else, just to keep Neil closer. Andrew made a deal with Aaron, so that no matter what he would be close.
After committing to Neil and spending year so close in the same space (plus sharing a bed his last year), Andrew would rather sew them together than leave. Even with Cass, he didn't let go even when it got to the point of self-destruction.
My man doesn't know how to let people go, guys. Once Andrew lets himself want Neil, it's game over. Till death do them part, and all that.
whenever remus transforms into a werewolf the moon stays. she watched him through every howl, every breath, every agony. perhaps the moon stays because she knows some things are beautiful even when they are scarred. would you be my moon?
offering several solutions to Nora's 75k problem: kink awakening for Jeremy when someone refers to Jean as Jabberwocky's daddy, mpregging Jeremy (or making Jean shoot all the people that have wronged him and then mpregging Jeremy) and/or defying history and having jerejean marry on page
sirius is the type of boyfriend who points at everything he sees and tells remus âthatâs us.â
it doesnât matter if itâs two ducks in a pond or two toothbrushes side by side on the sink, he always does.
remus always points at the smaller one of the duo and says âthatâs youâ and sirius fakes being so offended until they end up kissing and laughing.
i think about renee's quote "im a bad person trying very hard to be a good person" all the time, and it's like. she literally Isn't a bad person. she never was. when she was in the gang, doing gang-related activities? when she killed a rapist? when she snitched? she was never a bad person through any of that. she couldn't be because she was a child. the idea that she needs faith and has to cover up her inner "darkness" or whatever has always felt so strange to me and i genuinely cannot imagine what led her to that belief other than the restrictive morality of christianity.
to be clear, i get that renee's relationship to her religion (presumably) is on the side of theological grace rather than intolerance (her relationship to andrew is one example of this), but a primary aspect of christianity revolves around sin. the same level of theological grace that she offers others isn't what she offers to herself, which isn't uncommon when it comes to these spaces (catholic guilt, for example).
im not saying that her faith or desire to be a good person is a bad thing. i am saying that im fascinated by the concept of her experiencing religious guilt/trauma and not realizing or fully processing that for a while. and i do wonder about her relationship to her faith and how much of that is dependent on her desire for redemption and how much of it ties into her attachment to stephanie, her foster mother. i don't think stephanie needed renee to embrace christianity to take care of or love her, but renee was in foster care and if iirc went through multiple homes before she landed with stephanie. so presumably stephanie did something no one else had previously done to make renee feel cared for, loved, and accepted, and in the end, helped renee find her faith. i wonder how much of stephanie's relationship to faith plays into renee's, and whether some part of her feels obligated to it, even if she doesn't realize it.
My favorite in any black brothers angst fic is when they first speak after not talking for a rlly long time and Sirius says âRegâ instead of Regulus cuz now you js know itâs gonna be ok
